[Korean Entertainment] Divorce Agreement

The two of them didn't continue to argue about this matter. On the contrary, Lin Suqiao was really relieved after knowing what Quan Zhilong was thinking.Just before today, there was a knot in her heart that hadn't been untied. Why couldn't he give her even a little bit of trust when he was clearly in love? He said love, but in fact what he said and did was more cruel than strangers , Now she understands, maybe in the process of growing up, you will always encounter such a thing. When you meet someone you love, you can’t learn how to love, and you use your own way to be smart, but in the end you leave your lover Pushing it further and further away, until it was irreparable, I realized that I was wrong, and slowly learned to love.

She has always understood his pride, how could she not understand his thoughts.It's just that in many cases, time and feelings can't go back to the past.But no matter what, the stone that weighed on Lin Suqiao's heart was finally gone, and she was relieved.After treating the wound himself, Quan Zhilong walked out of the room, seeing Lin Suqiao nestled on the sofa in a daze, his mouth moved, and finally he asked: "What do you want to eat?"

Lin Suqiao didn't react for a while, and after Quan Zhilong asked again, she woke up from her own world, turned her head back in a daze, and said, "Ah... no, I'm full It's gone." Quan Zhilong's eyes dimmed for a moment, and then he said again: "Let me squeeze a glass of juice for you." After speaking, he ignored Lin Suqiao's reaction and hid in the kitchen as if to cover up something.

I took out apples and milk from the refrigerator, thought for a while and took a kiwi, my hands kept moving, but my mind was already far away.Quan Zhilong now really realizes that he was really wrong in the past. Think about it carefully, if he hadn't been entangled in this abominable self-esteem back then, but had gone to her instead, the ending might be different now.When Lin Suqiao asked him with tears why he didn't believe her back then, Quan Zhilong felt more painful than ever.

It's not so much that she doesn't believe in Su Qiao, it's more like she doesn't believe in herself.Or maybe you don't believe in love.It's ridiculous. Looking back now, Quan Zhilong feels ridiculous. He obviously still loves and regrets it. Why didn't he go to find her? He can't explain this hateful self-esteem.

Lin Suqiao's cell phone rang, and it was from Hong Jingen. She immediately recovered from the inexplicable sadness and emotion, with a troubled expression on her face.The senior must have asked her about the blind date. She hesitated for a while, and seeing that Quan Zhilong was still busy in the kitchen, she picked up the phone and walked to the balcony, and picked it up: "Senior..."

Hong Jingen and her younger sister both like Zheng Ronghe very much, so they are still very concerned about his personal affairs. At first, they didn't want to introduce him to a girlfriend, but after seeing Lin Suqiao, both of them felt that Lin Suqiao and Zheng Ronghe were a good match , whether it is appearance or personality, I feel that they match very well, so I was moved.

"Are you startled?" Hong Jingen covered her mouth and smiled, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you in advance, but I was afraid that you would be startled, and then you would feel timid."

Lin Suqiao originally wanted to say that they knew each other before, but suddenly thought of what to discuss with Zheng Ronghe, so she could only hesitate for a while, and said with some embarrassment: "Well... I was really shocked when I saw him. I feel a bit I've lost my composure." Quan Zhilong just squeezed the juice, came out of the kitchen with a cup in his hand, saw her standing on the balcony with his back to him, he settled down and walked over.

"Then do you think he can do it?" Hong Jingen is quite suitable as an introducer, and now blabla began to talk about Zheng Ronghe's various advantages: "He looks handsome, and he doesn't have any bad habits. This person also has a good personality. A very nice kid."

"En...he's very handsome." Lin Suqiao lowered her head and looked at her toes, really not knowing what to say.

"Then you can start as friends first, and then meet for dinner together..." Hong Jingen patted her forehead and said, "I wrote too many scripts, and I forgot how to talk about down-to-earth love...it should be eating and watching movies or something Yes."

Lin Suqiao was amused by Hong Jingen's words, but she still said very seriously: "I feel like a very nice person when I met today, but I don't have any intention of falling in love at the moment, but I really appreciate senior Yes, today is really very happy."

Hong Jingen was still a little disappointed, but because she felt that the two were too good for each other, she still did not give up and said: "Then you can try to be friends first, and if possible, it would be good to try to find a relationship."

"En..." Lin Suqiao nodded and said: "However, senior, I think it's better to let this matter take its course. There is no need to specially arrange for us to meet. As you want to say, if possible, we will be together. It is impossible. If so, we'll still be friends."

She hung up the phone after chatting about some household chores. She turned around and walked to the living room. Seeing Quan Zhilong sitting on the sofa beside her with her head down, she didn't know what she was thinking, but she didn't have any interest in asking. On the single-seat sofa opposite, she flipped through the book boredly. Suddenly, the whole room could only hear the sound of flipping the book. Quan Zhilong suddenly raised his head and looked at her. His eyes were a little complicated, and there was a lot of disappointment in them.

When it was almost night, Quan Zhilong was called out by other members of Bigbang, and Lin Suqiao also went to Mingxi's house, because Qiao Li took Betsy to Han's house for dinner.As soon as he entered the living room, he saw Betsy sitting on Han Jingchuan's lap and watching cartoons. Lin Suqiao hurried over to pick up Betsy, but Han Jingchuan stopped him. He stroked Betsy's soft hair and said with a smile, "It's okay." Yes, my legs are not so weak now."

After eating, Han Jingchuan proposed to go out for a walk with Lin Suqiao, Qiao Li took Betsy to the Han's swimming pool to swim, the little guy likes swimming very much recently, thinking about going into the water almost every day.The weather is very comfortable now. It can be said to be the most comfortable season of the year. It is at the boundary between summer and autumn. It is neither hot nor cold, and the wind blows comfortably.Han Jingchuan's walking posture was still somewhat different from that of normal people. After walking for a while, the two of them sat down on a chair by the roadside to rest.Lin Suqiao turned her head to the side and asked concerned: "Would it be uncomfortable?"

Han Jingchuan shook his head, just thumped his leg with some self-deprecation: "Anyway, at least he's not a useless person anymore."

Hearing the self-loathing in his tone, Lin Suqiao's heart tightened. Those words have been said countless times, and now she is just saying it again, but she still said it very seriously: "Brother Jingchuan, the value of a person does not lie in Whether he is standing or not, this is what my grandfather said. I don’t know if you remember it. In my heart, Brother Jingchuan, you have always been a very good person. It seems that nothing can trouble you. So, don’t say that again in the future If so, really..."

Han Jingchuan's complexion softened a lot. To him, there are not many important people. Only Mingxi in the whole family can make him care a little bit. He was born with such a temperament, and he is very indifferent to family affection.Before the age of 13, he was lonely. Later, he met Lin Suqiao after learning calligraphy and carving with the teacher. At that time, she was still very young and had just entered kindergarten. At first he thought she was very noisy, always because of a very small piece He could talk about things like this throughout a meal, and later, he thought, it was precisely because of her chattering voice that he began to slowly enrich his life, so that he could no longer let it go.

"What about you, do you feel happy to be with Zhilongxi again?" When Han Jingchuan spoke to Lin Suqiao, not only his voice but also his expression subconsciously softened.

Lin Suqiao looked down at her arm and said, "I don't know, I don't know if I'm happy or unhappy." As for Han Jingchuan, she is always used to telling the truth, even now for some reason, she can't tell him the truth , but still want to be as honest as possible.

Han Jingchuan was a little puzzled after hearing this, and asked, "What do you mean?"

"The time with him is still the happiest for me. I feel that I am truly alive." Lin Suqiao said with a wry smile: "Probably because of this, that's why I couldn't let it go. Now... …I really don’t know what to say, it’s a lie to say I’m not happy, seeing him and betsy playing together so happily makes me happy too, but let’s say I’m happy, but it’s not, Because I always unconsciously think about what happened in the past.”

"What I'm curious about is why you suddenly decided to get back together with him?" Han Jingchuan actually guessed that the two of them were just acting, and he could guess the reason behind it himself. The only thing he was curious about was that Su Qiao is now idea.

"Although I often say that I don't love him anymore, after all, I have loved him deeply, and many traces are still left in my heart. Although I often think of his unfeeling appearance at the end, he was also very good to me, and we are also very happy. I've been happy, these memories can't be erased." Lin Suqiao smiled, with a calm expression, "I ended up like that with Shi Mo, in fact, I am also responsible, and it was only after this incident that I realized In the past, no one can devote himself to a relationship as if nothing had happened after being deeply loved and deeply hurt, and will more or less have reservations."

She paused, then continued to smile: "Probably what I keep is my nostalgia for him and the past relationship. Women are probably such creatures. Even if they don't love anymore, they will still keep his in their hearts." Memories, when I think about them, those memories are still so fresh, as if they happened yesterday. Rather than saying that I don’t love him anymore, it’s better to say that I don’t love that relationship.”

Han Jingchuan's eyes became deeper and deeper, and finally he nodded and smiled calmly, expressing that he understood.

Lin Suqiao once heard such a saying, love so much that you don't need to love.

It was only after Quan Zhilong said that to her today that she suddenly understood the meaning of this sentence.Love is originally an unpredictable thing, and many people spend their entire lives unable to understand it. Love depends on the state of mind.When you feel very hurt, you love to the extreme, and then you don't love.Because no one loves others more than themselves, it's a form of self-preservation.

For Lin Suqiao, she just loves her so much that she doesn't need to love her.

When she finds out that she will be happier when she doesn't love Quan Zhilong, she will stop loving him.

But when she recalled the bits and pieces of the past, did she really have no nostalgia at all?

no.

"I have already understood that instead of entangled in these very illusory things, it is better to follow your own heart. Anyway, it is just like this. People, we still have to choose a more comfortable way of life. Love or not Love may not be as important as we imagined." Lin Suqiao smiled slightly, not only telling Han Jingchuan, but also telling herself.

She's always been like that.

If you want to live casually, try to live according to your heart in these few decades.

At that time, she thought that not loving him would make her happier, so she could cut off those entanglements cruelly and precisely, and live her own life again.

However, if she felt that Quan Zhilong could still give her the same fresh feeling as before, maybe many things should not be so sure.

In just a few decades of life, except for the childish and ignorant childhood, and the last dying time, in fact, there are not many days left. Besides the energy of study and work, and the management of family and friendship, you can really do whatever you want How many days are there.

"You've grown up." Han Jingchuan stretched out his hands and rubbed Lin Suqiao's hair, and said in a relieved tone, "Ah Qiao has really grown up."

only……

Maybe he was wrong at the beginning, he shouldn't be too cowardly, and shouldn't let her go to see other worlds.

A Qiao, do you also think that if you never grow up, you will be happier?

So, go back to the castle again.

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Quan Zhilong looked at Zheng Ronghe not far away with complicated eyes.

Just now he heard Dacheng accidentally say that he saw Suqiao and Zheng Ronghe eating together today, they should know each other, they are both Li Hongji's good friends, Dacheng's unintentional words, but Quan Zhilong immediately Lost mind.

Many artists will come to this bar. Originally, Zheng Ronghe thought it would be more comfortable to stay at home, but he couldn’t bear it when a friend came back from abroad to clean up for him. He sat on a high stool beside him and ate the fruit plate. Guo Guo felt that someone was watching him all the time, Zheng Ronghe turned his head to look, the light in the bar was dim, and he vaguely saw Quan Zhilong standing there.

After all, Quan Zhilong is a senior, and the senior saw him, so he should go over to say hello no matter what.

"Senior..." Zheng Ronghe came to Quan Zhilong and bowed.

Quan Zhilong seemed to have just seen him, a little dazed, and after realizing it, he smiled lightly: "Hello."

"Rong and xi..." After greeting and exchanging a few words, Zheng Ronghe was about to turn around and leave to find his friends. Suddenly, Quan Zhilong stopped him, and he turned around to look at Quan Zhilong with some doubts. .

"It's nothing..." Quan Zhilong waved his hands and forced a smile.

Now what capacity does he have to be jealous and angry?

He suddenly thought of an incident in the past. At that time, there was also a man who was chasing Su Qiao. When he found out, he was really angry and his face was black for several days. When he encountered a bottleneck at work, he didn't ask anything. He realized that he was actually hurting himself by fighting her self-righteously.

So he kissed her domineeringly, and said angrily, if I find out that you looked at that man one more time, you will die.

Only then did Lin Suqiao come to her senses, she hugged his neck happily, kissed him twice, and smiled flamboyantly: "I just like how jealous you are, you're so handsome!"

Quan Zhilong woke up from his memory and couldn't help but smiled wryly.

If he is like that now, she should be very disgusted.

When Betsy was asleep and Quan Zhilong hadn't come back, Lin Suqiao was about to send him a text message asking if he would return, when suddenly a voice came from the entrance, she put on her slippers and walked out of the bedroom, seeing Quan Zhilong He stumbled and walked in, the car keys and the key card of the gate were scattered all over the floor, he was a little embarrassed to bend down to pick them up, almost fell down, Lin Suqiao hurriedly helped him, but he smelled a strong smell of alcohol on his body.

"Uncomfortable..." Quan Zhilong said two words in a low voice, unable to articulate clearly.

"Do you want to drink water?" Lin Suqiao asked.

Quan Zhilong hugged her suddenly, and in Lin Suqiao's astonished eyes, he was like a child who had been greatly wronged, and said in a low voice: "Don't drink water, I want you."