After drinking the milk, the three of them lay on the bed, and Betsy was in the middle. She looked at the ceiling with a satisfied smile and said, "So that's how it feels." Quan Zhilong turned sideways, touched her forehead, and asked puzzledly "What?" Only Lin Suqiao didn't say a word, she could understand Betsy's feelings and what she meant. Betsy turned her head to Quan Zhilong and smiled, revealing her cute dimples, hugged his arm and said coquettishly: "Jenny said that her favorite thing is to sleep with mom and dad, and she said that it feels like lying on a cloud Same here."

Lin Suqiao pulled the quilt to cover Betsy, then lay on the side and closed her eyes to rest, but her heart was still rippling because of her daughter's words.Quan Zhilong felt uncomfortable after hearing these words, but Lin Suqiao was here, so he couldn't say anything, so he could only lower his head and kiss Betsy's forehead: "Well, baby, good night."

Sy soon fell into a deep sleep, at this time Lin Suqiao opened her eyes, got out of bed and walked out of the bedroom.Seeing her get up, Quan Zhilong also got up and tiptoed out of the room.Lin Suqiao came to the kitchen and was drinking water. Seeing Quan Zhilong following, she turned sideways and asked very calmly, "What's the matter?"

"There is some beer in the refrigerator, let's have a drink together." Quan Zhilong said to Lin Suqiao like this. A few minutes later, the two sat on the balcony with some cans of beer on the ground. After Lin Suqiao was injured, Quan Zhilong had been looking for someone He had the opportunity to talk to her, but he never found the right time, and today he couldn't hold back anymore.

"What's your plan in the future? I mean after finding out about this matter." Quan Zhilong took a sip of beer and turned his head to ask Lin Suqiao who was drinking beer beside him.Obviously surprised that Quan Zhilong would ask her this way, Lin Suqiao didn't answer the question very specifically, but rather perfunctorily said: "If you have any plans, just live well."

"What does this mean?" Quan Zhilong also noticed that she was perfunctory to him, but even if it was perfunctory, it had to be plausible, right?Live well, what the hell is this?Lin Suqiao wiped the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand, looked at him, and smiled very calmly: "There are not so many unhappy things to be able to eat, drink, sleep, and make money. This is to live well. What else do you want?"

Seeing that Quan Zhilong hesitated and said nothing, Lin Suqiao smiled, just a little ironically: "Hey, you are not asking me if you are included in this future plan? Even if I guess wrong, don't blame me Self-confessed, your recent attitude is really similar to those in those novels and TV dramas, the ex-husband regretted it after knowing his mistake, and baba turned around and begged for forgiveness, my God, there is no need for this between you and me, right?"

A trace of embarrassment flashed across Quan Zhilong's face, and he quickly tried to cover up a few sips of beer, but he choked and coughed non-stop.After calming down, Lin Suqiao looked at him for a while, bent the corners of her mouth and said, "Is it true? Then let me tell you the truth, there is really no need for us to be together anymore, and I, too It's not a person who is disabled after a fall. When I meet someone I like in the future, I will still be with him. Don't worry about me. I won't stop believing in love because of these few things."

"Oh..." Quan Zhilong responded with some disappointment, and then asked, "Shall I pursue you again?"

Lin Suqiao glanced at him, shrugged and said, "What's none of my business?" She paused, then looked at the starry sky and said, "You're just not reconciled. In fact, there is no need. If two people are really destined to be together, we two They won't be calculated to get a divorce, and it can only be said that neither of them is destined to be the one."

"You're not me, how do you know I'm just unwilling?" Quan Zhilong put down the can and looked at her very seriously.

Lin Suqiao shrugged and smiled: "You're not me, so how do you know I don't know you're just unwilling? Well, it doesn't matter if you are unwilling or obsessed, it's a very simple thing..." She stood up, Walking to the living room, he took out his notebook from his bag, tore a piece of paper, and went back to the balcony. Under Quan Zhilong's puzzled eyes, he crumpled the paper into a ball, sat down, and opened the paper , said to Quan Zhilong: "The relationship between us is just like this piece of paper, you see, the crumpled paper won't return to its original flat shape, right?"

Quan Zhilong took the crumpled piece of paper in a daze, Lin Suqiao continued: "The reason why I agreed to cooperate with your plan this time is because I was eager to know who the people who wanted to kill me were. Personally, but I can't think of a better way, and I don't want to waste too much time and energy on this matter, but it doesn't mean that you and I can really do a fake show. What do you think?"

"..." Quan Zhilong was silent for a long time, then tightly pinched the piece of paper, raised his head and said to Lin Suqiao: "Does it mean that there is a possibility between us?"

Lin Suqiao was about to be laughed at by Quan Zhilong, and didn't bother to talk to him anymore, she got up and said, "Crazy." Then she went back to the bedroom.

It's not that Lin Suqiao couldn't see Quan Zhilong's various performances these days, but she was not a selfish person in the first place, she was a selfish person, and after Tang Shimo's incident, she became even more selfish.Why do you want to control Quan Zhilong's feelings?Why can't you just do whatever you want?Since it is indeed possible to find out the person behind this plan, why not cooperate?Lin Suqiao has discovered something, no, it should be said that since she grew up, she has deeply understood the fact that if a person wants to live happily, he must be self-centered. Of course, this is a very selfish idea, but so what ?

He still has deep feelings for her, so what does it matter to her?

This time's plan might make him have extravagant expectations for her, so what does it matter to her?It would be nice to find out the truth.

Why does she have to keep trying to understand other people's feelings?Who has experienced her feelings?Back then, when Quan Zhilong treated her like that because of his self-esteem and distrust, did he experience her feelings?No.Did Tang Shimo think about her feelings when he designed this matter?No.Then why should she consider Quan Zhilong's feelings now?

Repeatedly preaching, forcing Quan Zhilong to give up on her?Hehe, she doesn't have that much time and thought.Besides, why should she care?

After Lin Suqiao stayed on the bed for a while, she went to the bathroom and turned on the shower. She squatted on the ground covering her face and weeping softly, covering her crying with the sound of water.Why is life so hard?Didn't you say that all hardships come with joy?She almost thought that she had finally passed the hurdles of the past and ushered in a sweet life, but when she was dealt a heavy blow again, could she still trust others?

Everyone thought that she had gotten over the harm Tang Shimo had done to her, but was it really that easy?

She thought that the person who had been with her for the past five years and gave her so much encouragement and warmth was actually the mastermind behind the design of that incident?How ridiculous!How ridiculous! !

what is realWhat is illusion again?She can't tell the difference!She doesn't want to care anymore!

Simply be a thoroughly selfish person from now on!

It would be so much fun, wouldn't it?

When Quan Zhilong passed the study room, he heard the sound of water in the bathroom. He stood at the door and hesitated for a long time, but finally he couldn't hold back the most real desire in his heart, and bent his fingers to knock on the door: "Su Qiao... "

Lin Suqiao ignored him, just sat on the ground blankly, letting the water from the shower spray on her body.

Quan Zhilong called her a few more times. Seeing that Lin Suqiao didn't reply, he became anxious, afraid that something might happen to her, and hurried to open the door, but found that the door was locked behind him. name.

After a while, the door opened, Lin Suqiao's hair and clothes were wet, she just looked at him like that.

She walked out of the bathroom barefoot, and when he passed by Quan Zhilong, he grabbed her hand, hugged her tightly, put his chin on her shoulder and said helplessly, "Yes I'm sorry." Lin Suqiao looked at the sky with dull eyes, and smiled slowly: "It's okay."

Yes, it doesn't matter, I... don't care anymore.

"Don't say that, please." Lin Suqiao felt that the shoulder was a little hot and wet, she thought that Quan Zhilong should be crying, he continued: "Don't say that, really... I know it's not true Relationship. What I haven't told you is... sorry, these years... I really miss you, miss you very much."

"It's okay, because I haven't missed you these past few years." Lin Suqiao said very calmly.It's just that the eye sockets are slowly turning red.

"I know I'm selfish. I was the one who pushed you away back then. I obviously don't have any right to say anything to you anymore, but I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Please let me be selfish again. I overestimated myself. , I thought I could look at you as an outsider like this, and live like this for the rest of my life, even if I spent my whole life in regret, it didn't matter, but I found that I couldn't do it at all." Quan Zhilong closed his eyes, The voice was a little choked up: "Su Qiao, I accept the punishment, even if you will never respond in my life, I still want to follow my heart. I am not a saint, really... Really, there is no way to look at you but not have you .”

"I'm sorry, I just want to be a selfish person, a despicable person..." Quan Zhilong said: "If selfishness and despicableness can make me be with you again, I would like to be criticized by thousands of people in this life, and I won't. care."

Lin Suqiao pushed him away and smiled at him: "It's up to you."

Anyway, I don't care anymore.

For some reason, seeing Lin Suqiao like this, Quan Zhilong felt sadder than ever.Maybe...he began to realize that Su Qiao, who loved him, would never come back.Or maybe... Su Qiao, who fell in love with him back then, is dead.Among the murderers who killed her, he was one of them.

After she changed into clean pajamas, she went to bed and was ready to go to bed. When she looked at Betsy's sweet sleeping face, those emotions that had been tense were finally no longer hidden. She hugged Betsy, biting desperately. The lower lip held back the sound of crying.She didn't calm down until she felt the smell of blood in her mouth.

How to do.

Obviously the heart wall has been built, but there is a gap, which was taken advantage of by Quan Zhilong. Those words he said still passed through the heart wall and were heard by her.

What to do, it doesn't really matter.

What to do, even if you are a completely selfish person, you will still be disturbed by the past.

What to do, hesitation and weakness have not been completely cut off like carvings, but are still hidden in her bones.

What to do, it's really, really hard.

What to do, I suddenly miss my old self.

"Good night." Lin Suqiao kissed Betsy lightly, then slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep.

The next day, Lin Suqiao woke up very early, walked out of the bedroom and saw that Quan Zhilong was not at home, and only left a note saying that she went out to buy breakfast.After she brushed her teeth, washed her face and changed her clothes, she sat on the sofa and turned on the computer. Suddenly, the Hong sisters sent her separate messages.After chatting in the discussion group for a while, the Hong sisters found out that she was still in Korea.

[Hong Jingen: Is your boyfriend here too?Shall we have a meal together? ]

Lin Suqiao hesitated for a while, and decided to tell the truth.

[Lin Suqiao: We have already broken up... I'm sorry, senior. ]

When the Hong sisters saw the message she sent, they looked at each other and smiled after a moment of silence.

[Hong Meilan: Hey!Nothing!Good men are everywhere. ]

The Hong sisters have also reached the age where they are keen to introduce women to the singles around them (...). After chatting online during this period, both of them feel that they get along very well with Lin Suqiao and like her very much.So the two persuaded Lin Suqiao to be careful, maybe the next one would meet a good man, and when Lin Suqiao was said to be moved, the two said they would introduce her to a partner. She was really in no mood to talk about it at this moment.But the Hong sisters persuaded her again and again, Lin Suqiao was tortured until she couldn't help it, and finally agreed to have a meal together.

At the same time, Hong Jingeun sent a text message to someone.

[Do you have a girlfriend now? by. Hong Jingen. ]

[No, what's wrong senior? by. Zheng Ronghe. ]

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