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"Bian Xiaojun, accompany me to the airport tomorrow." Ou Xuyang said on the phone.

"Of course, I will definitely go." Bian Xiaojun replied.

"No, I have something for you to do."

"what's up?"

"Follow me closely, don't let me and Beibei be left alone."

"Why? Don't you have anything to say to him alone?"

"No, don't let me face him alone, I'm afraid I'll cry, it would be too embarrassing."

At one o'clock in the afternoon, Ou Xuyang followed Bian Xiaojun to the international flight departure hall of the airport. He saw many classmates coming, and they all came to see off Cheng Youcheng and Wu Miao. Both of them were very popular.Many people were present, Cheng Youcheng couldn't talk to Ou Xuyang alone, and Ou Xuyang was always far away from him, and Bian Xiaojun was always by Ou Xuyang's side.

"How long will the flight take? When will we arrive?" Bian Xiaojun asked.

"Eleven hours to London, and then transfer to Manchester." Cheng Youcheng looked at the itinerary, "About eight o'clock in the evening."

"Report that you're safe." Bian Xiaojun said.

"Yes." Cheng Youcheng replied.

The three of them fell silent to each other, Bian Xiaojun was hesitating whether he should find an excuse to leave for a few minutes, he silently retreated to the side, but his arm was held by Ou Xuyang.

Cheng Youcheng couldn't bear it anymore, "Yangyang, wait for me at home during the day tomorrow, let's video, huh?" But Ou Xuyang didn't answer.

"Youcheng, it's almost time to check in." Wu Miao called from behind.

"Do you live with him?" Ou Xuyang looked at Wu Miao and asked suddenly.

"Yes, we are in the same family." Cheng Youcheng nodded, and turned his head to see Wu Miao waving there, and his parents were also standing there—suddenly, he really didn’t want to just set off like this, his steps were too heavy, and he couldn’t even move— —He looked back at Ou Xuyang, and held Ou Xuyang's hand hanging by his side with one hand, "I will be back next summer vacation, you must answer my phone and video with me when you are free!"

"Goodbye, safe journey." Ou Xuyang said.

"Safe trip! See you next summer!" Bian Xiaojun gave Cheng Youcheng a parting hug.

"Goodbye!" Cheng Youcheng looked at Ou Xuyang who also opened his arms, "Yangyang?"

Ou Xuyang stepped forward and hugged Cheng Youcheng.He was very restrained, but Cheng Youcheng held him tightly.

Cheng Youcheng breathed in the fragrance of Ou Xuyang's hair, felt the temperature of Ou Xuyang's body, and thought that it would be better if time went slower, but his parents came behind him to urge him.Let go of your arms and watch Ou Xuyang biting his lip.Lowering his eyes, he couldn't bear it.

"Go quickly, I wish you all the best." Ou Xuyang took a few steps back one after another, increasing the distance between him and Cheng Youcheng.

Cheng Youcheng finally moved away, dragged two suitcases, said goodbye to his friends and parents, and walked into the customs side by side with Wu Miao.

Walking out of the airport, Bian Xiaojun looked at Ou Xuyang and asked, "How are you?"

"It's good. It's a little easier than I thought." Ou Xuyang said.

"Are you going home?"

"No, it's not home."

"What silly things are you talking about? Home is where your parents are, so shall I accompany you for a walk along the river?"

Ou Xuyang shook his head, and said stubbornly: "Why is it a home? Now the house is rented. After paying this month's rent, I don't know where the next month's rent will be. Living there, I feel that I will be abandoned anytime, anywhere. Driven out……"

Bian Xiaojun felt distressed when he heard it, and he reached out and hugged his arm, "This is all temporary, after this tsunami passes, your family will be fine."

"They are going to Zhuhai." Ou Xuyang said suddenly.

"Huh?!" Bian Xiaojun was startled instantly, "Going to Zhuhai?! Are you going to Zhuhai?!" His heart was beating almost [-] times a minute.

"It's not us, it's them, my parents, who said they want Zhuhai to develop, and they will change me to a smaller house with cheaper rent in a few days, and then let me stay here alone to finish my high school entrance examination. "When Ou Xuyang said this, his eyes were full of desolation, "Leave me alone... Beibei went to England, and they have to leave again."

"You are not alone, as I said, I will accompany you wherever you go!" Bian Xiaojun said immediately.

"You're so kind." Ou Xuyang looked at Bian Xiaojun, "Why doesn't Beibei think so? We've been together since childhood, why doesn't he think that I need him now more than ever before?" Woolen cloth……"

"You can't blame him for..."

"Of course I can't blame him. What's wrong with him taking the path he designed? I didn't get involved."

"It's not your fault either..."

"Of course it's not my fault. No one is wrong. Who would have thought that! Who would have thought that one day my family would suddenly lose everything, rent an old apartment, and my parents would have to leave their homes to make a living. What about me? I I still have to pretend to be strong enough to die without any influence, and say goodbye to him happily, wish him a good future, and put him on the plane that leaves me..." As he said, Ou Xuyang's cheek was bruised The tears that flowed down were wet, "I never thought that I would be as passive as I am now, without even the chance to choose my own life!"

"Who said there is no!" Bian Xiaojun retorted loudly: "Do you have to go to the UK to have a good future? Why are you so superstitious?! Did you forget that you were the first in grade since childhood? Forgot your Chinese so Good! You read so many ancient books when you were in junior high school, why can’t you go to the Chinese Department of Peking University?”

The words were loud and loud, Ou Xuyang looked at Bian Xiaojun in surprise, his face was looking at him so seriously, suddenly he seemed to smell a breath of fresh oxygen at the tip of his nose, but he soon fell down again, "You mean Peking University? How could I? It’s better not to think about it, lest the reality shatter the dream again.”

"Why can't you think? Why are you afraid? You can do it!"

"You think highly of me. That day when my dad told me that my family was bankrupt, I thought it was nothing. I was so stupid. No wonder my dad looked at me like that. In his heart, I was a useless stupid son, right? This The stupid son can't help him at all, he will just stand helpless and let the loan sharks empty the house, don't understand the accident situation, let the workers be lazy on the day of moving, even housework, I My mother has to get up to cook for me when she has a fever. I don’t know anything like this, but I have been complacent for 17 years, thinking that those stars and moons were picked by myself, but what am I without the support of my family? It's useless, how dare you think about anything..." Ou Xuyang stood on the side of an empty road waiting to be repaired outside the airport, through the barbed wire, staring at the enclosed wilderness, fragile and helpless.

"You're wrong, it's not useless," Bian Xiaojun stood beside him and held his hand and said, "It's just that you are too young and your shoulders are too tender to support a family. In fact, I also feel the same way, When my father told me how much money my family lost and when my younger sister Yuezi was notified of her critical illness, I also felt so incompetent. But we can’t deny ourselves because of this, you can’t feel inferior or afraid because of this, even your most Everything you are good at is negated! Don't forget how good you are, even if you have nothing now, your greatest capital is yourself!"

At that moment, Ou Xuyang felt that Bian Xiaojun was so tall, he was not at all like the Bian Xiaojun he remembered, the one who would frown when he saw homework or follow him with a playful smile.So many years later, when Ou Xuyang recalled that afternoon, only Bian Xiaojun at this moment was left in his vague memory, so tall and strong.