Attempted crush

After buying cigarettes and a lighter at the cash register, Xu Hao breathed a sigh of relief when he walked to the balcony. KTV is always noisy and dazzling, his head is a little dizzy.

The balcony of this KTV is like a corridor, as if it is separated from the building and embedded on the wall alone. Standing on it, the bustling city can be seen at a glance.There are a lot of people singing on National Day, and there are quite a lot of people who come out to seek a quiet place. They are in small groups, talking and laughing. There are quite a few people like Xu Hao who come out alone to breathe.

It was still quite noisy, Xu Hao frowned, and walked sideways along the balcony.At the end of the straight line is an iron gate about 1.5 meters away. If it wasn't for the turning neon lights from the upstairs next door turning here and just shining on it, Xu Hao would have ignored this place like everyone else.

The neon lights turned around, and the iron gate was hidden in the darkness again.Xu Hao raised his eyebrows and turned on the flashlight of his cell phone. With a height of 181, he had a clear view of the scene inside.Behind the door is a space of about three meters, piled with several woven bags, which are probably leftover cement after renovation.After turning over the iron gate, Xu Hao didn't feel dirty anymore, and sat on the bag with his back against the gate.

"It's finally quiet." Turning off the phone's flashlight, Xu Hao fell into the darkness with this corner again.However, what the darkness brings to him is not tranquility, but the short-haired young man with his red lips slightly parted and his brown eyes as soft as water, telling him that the moon represents my heart...

"pata"

Xu Hao lit his cigarette and took a deep breath.His left hand was unconsciously put into his pocket, and something was rubbing against his thumb. He knew exactly what it was. Every time he changed his clothes, he always put something in his new trousers pocket. A button, white, accompanied him It's been a month.

After a while, Xu Hao put his head in his hands, as if this would prevent him from being so cold.

He was reluctant, reluctant to let that clean boy guard the broken home like him, full of scars.The boy's family is so happy, he is not willing to drag him into the water.

……

Luo Qin led Xu Keke to the end of the balcony, where it was quiet enough and secret enough.In October at night, the heights are still a bit cool.

"Wait for me for 2 minutes, I'll be back soon." Luo Qin ordered while running, "Just 2 minutes, soon."

"?" Xu Keke folded his arms, not knowing what he was going to do, but he looked at the surrounding lights and waited.In fact, the balcony is not absolutely quiet, and the howling of ghosts and wolves in the KTV can still be vaguely heard, and she can even clearly hear a male voice singing "Love is not a last resort".

——I'm afraid that I will fall in love with you myself, and I dare not let myself get close...

"Come on, put it on." Luo Qin lifted Mama Luo's coat in his hand, smiled warmly, and put on Xu Keke's coat.However, because of poor technique, the jacket slipped off his shoulders in the next second.

Quickly catching the clothes, Xu Keke put them on himself, and turned away from looking at him. The clothes are really warm!However, the wind here is so strong, otherwise why would there be an urge to cry!

"Hey," Luo Qin scratched his head in embarrassment, "I'm not good at doing this..."

"Pfft," Xu Keke laughed, "Did Brother Xiaoqin ever take care of a girl?"

"My mother is taken care of by my father," Luo Qin smiled, "I'm single, so I can only take care of each other with Jiang Shi."

Xu Keke had a clear expression on his face, covered his mouth and chuckled, "Brother Xiaoqin is just like my brother, he still has his first love!"

Xu Hao hasn't been in love yet?Luo Qin secretly felt relieved, it's ok, it's ok, if he has a girlfriend, he's a straight man, at least he's not sure yet.

"I'm not kidding you anymore," Xu Keke said seriously, "Brother Xiaoqin asked me to come out?"

Luo Qin was silent, and Xu Keke didn't rush him when he saw that he was brewing.

"Ke Ke, can you tell me... about your parents?"

The night was also silent for a long time, and Luo Qin finally opened his mouth. Ever since Jiang Shi mentioned the death of Xu Hao's parents, he has been very concerned about this issue.He thought it was a simple accident before, but from the performance of Xu Keke and Xu Hao today, he guessed that it should not be that simple.

Xu Keke stared at Luo Qin without saying a word, with a flash of struggle in his eyes.She likes Luo Qin very much, even though she has only known each other for less than two days, they get along like family members.Of course, he also saw that his brother attached great importance to Luo Qin, and his tenderness was no less than that to her and Xu Xi.

However, can Luo Qin really accept Xu Hao, who is not perfect, and what about the Xu family?

Seeing that Xu Keke was silent and his expression was exactly the same as Xu Hao's, Luo Qin couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, and quickly explained, "I... I just want to get to know you better, I don't mean to offend you, if it's inconvenient..."

"No." Xu Keke patted Luo Qin's shoulder reassuringly. Seeing that he was flustered, his eyes were full of self-blame and concern, and an inexplicable hope surged in his heart. Maybe, maybe, he is the dawn of the Xu family. ?

Xu Keke took a deep breath and made up his mind, "Brother Xiaoqin, what do you think of homosexuality?"

Behind the two of them, the cigarette butt shone brightly, and then dimmed after a few seconds.

Unexpectedly, Xu Keke would ask this question first, Luo Qin was a little stunned, the neon lights on the upper back well concealed the blush on his face, and his hands on the railing tightened tightly.

Every second of waiting was long, and the light in Xu Keke's eyes dimmed little by little.

"I..." Luo Qin spit out the syllables, and then remained silent for a few seconds. He couldn't say what he liked about Xu Hao, and he was not sure what Xu Keke's attitude would be.

"I don't hate homosexuality!" Luo Qin pondered for a long time, "There is no right or wrong in loving someone, regardless of gender."

Xu Keke didn't miss any expression on Luo Qin's face. Although he didn't understand why his face was troubled, he could clearly see that there was no disgust.

So, just say this once!Xu Keke took a deep breath, brother is different from Brother Xiaoqin.

"My dad is gay..."

Xu Keke's mouth was a big move, and Luo Qin's heart was full of waves. He didn't speak, knowing that all he could do now was to listen.

The brightness of the bright spot behind the iron gate has not changed for a long time...

The author has something to say: I wish everyone a happy Singles' Day!Singles' Day, just the single dogs in the short story!Haha, no dog food.