After Perception Trilogy Hindsight
48 why bother
"When I grow up, I want to be an actor!" Qingling's voice sounded, accompanied by the girl's hearty smile, "Then, I want to live with my brother forever~"
A figure briskly jumped to the side of a figure not far away, leaning on the other person, "What do you think? Brother!"
"Okay! As long as you like it!" A petting voice sounded, and the owner of the voice raised his hand and rubbed the head of the person who asked the question, overflowing with deep pampering...
As if aware that someone was watching him, the person who spoke looked up, and when his eyes met, the person nodded at him and smiled friendlyly...
After they met, they started to have a deep friendship. He started dating her, and then...
He suddenly opened his eyes, took a deep breath slowly, and covered his eyes with his hands that revealed a little fragility. At that moment, he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality...
Sitting up, the back of his hand wiped his forehead, and the tentacles were covered with cold sweat...
Taking a deep breath, he was sober enough to be sure that what he had just had was a dream, a rare, long, long dream...
What happened a long time ago, the details that I couldn't remember before are all presented in the dream so carefully...
The encounter of three people...
He and his deep friendship...
His relationship with her...
what happened after that...
Outside the window, there is still the bright moon, and the people inside the window are no longer sleepy...
Unlike people who are tortured by dreams, G, who calmed down and was still worried, simply rushed to Elena's mansion overnight, took someone who was in love with his lover and admired the moon, and hurriedly talked to the owner of the mansion. After saying goodbye, he dragged people to a certain intelligence bureau...
Arnold, who was in a bad mood and looking for his subordinates to vent, paused, turned a corner, and kicked back the door that was flying towards him...
After kicking the door out, G, who watched the door fly back, took a step aside calmly and watched the door fly back to its original position. At first glance, he thought the door could repair itself, but the door shook and then died heroically fell down...
From the beginning to the end, the culprit had no guilt at all, and walked towards the boss's office of the intelligence agency naturally, and at the same time dropped a sentence, "I have something to say."
All the subordinates, "..." If it weren't for this right-hand man of Vongola's boss who often came to our boss, we would have thought we were dreaming!
So, the subordinates who were shocked that they might be dreaming, some unlucky ones became the souls of their own bosses...
After venting, Arnold followed in...
The rest of the subordinates will automatically clean up the mess without ordering them. Those who are close to the wounded will take them to bandage and heal their wounds; Endgame at hand…
In short, the subordinates said that for these, they have completely successfully acquired the skills and opened their golden fingers, and there is no pressure on the time limit at all...
Here, the subordinates, who are tidying up in a relaxed and happy manner because of the absence of their own big devil, have no tension inside at all...
Sitting in his exclusive chair, Arnold looked at G and waited for him to speak...
"Tell me something quickly! If you have nothing to say, I will send you to heaven today~", D appeared with a black face and looked at G, holding a scythe and playing cards in his hand, as well as the monocular glasses hanging in front of his eyes. Doesn't portend sanity that's about to disappear...
Arnold gave D a benevolent glance with his sharp eyes, his expression quite disdainful...
"Don't pay attention to him. When I brought him over just now, Elena waved him out with a happy face. He was worried that his status in the lover's heart was not high enough." He walked to the chair opposite Arnold and sat down. , G disapprovingly sprinkles salt in other people's wounds...
"...you really want to go to hell.", the pupils are constantly changing D's mind now only has the idea of tearing this guy off and running to find a lover...
Ignoring him, G directly told the two of them the news he got from Giotto, and added at the end, "I'll let you find Metis. I'll also send someone to pay attention to Vongola."
"Don't you want to say that the woman came to Giotto just to find her brother?" D raised his eyebrows, expressing the expression of "I don't believe it", "If that woman is really that simple, then there is no one in this world. There is no such thing as a complicated person."
Facing D's disdainful expression and Arnold's contempt, G said slowly, "Do you think I really believe her purpose is so simple? I don't believe it, but Giotto should still believe it, so we can only Believe it... It should be stated clearly, we should pay attention to it in private. After all, Giotto can't understand what he said..."
Although both of them were very reluctant to help Ke Lisi find someone, the other party pointed out a clear way, so whether it was true or not, they could only act first, and secretly guarded against it at the same time. There is no need to be afraid of the bright side and the dark side...
So no matter how unwilling they are, the two still said they would send someone to find...
After reaching a consensus, G will not stay any longer and leave directly.The turmoil made D's teeth itch with hatred...
G returned to the headquarters, but couldn't sleep, so he could only spend another sleepless night by the window...
When a person is quiet, he always thinks about many things, and the most common thing is to recall the past...
He remembered a lot...
His and Giotto's first acquaintance with the woman and her brother, and...
After the friendship...
Vongola, founded on Kozak's proposal…
Kozak's departure...
And everything after that seemed like a nightmare...
It was dawn, and G blinked his dehydrated eyes. Regardless of whether the woman was serious or had other purposes, he wanted to find Mattis as soon as possible...
No matter what, as long as you find him, even if the woman goes crazy, it won't be too difficult to contain...
Having made up his mind, G didn't hesitate much, and turned directly to his destination...
This night, he thought a lot...
Although I can't say that I fully understand Primo's feelings for Chris...
But, if it wasn't for the deep love, how could I be satisfied just by seeing this illusion...
Obviously very clear, but still nostalgic for this face, still like the real owner of this face...
X mocked himself from the bottom of his heart, for Primo, all the efforts might not be as rare as wearing such a face that he misses so much...
When he realized that he had some negative emotions, he paused unnaturally, took a deep breath, and cheered himself up in his heart, but it was actually nothing, he was just here to help from the beginning...
It is even more subconsciously ignored after faint signs, and directly decided not to mention the relationship after confirming the relationship...
Because he knows very well that there is no future between them...
The obstacles between the two of them are really nothing, Primo's love affair can be ignored, because the biggest obstacle is the time of both parties...
The time that has spanned several centuries is not something they can overcome, not to mention that they are not in love at all, so how can they face it together?
He didn't think he could replace Chris's position in Giotto's heart, so he simply reburied this seed of affection with no future, and ignored it, let alone touched it...
Thinking of this, the sockets of his eyes suddenly became astringent, and the tears seemed to gather uncontrollably...
But without waiting for him to wipe or do something, the sudden knock on the door interrupted the meaningless but suddenly turbulent feelings, and also interrupted the tears that went against the original intention...
While responding, blinking his eyes to cover up the past, X looked at the unexpected visitor to him, "Miss Chris...?"
"Hello...", when I came in, I saw the owner of the room standing by the window, Ke Lisi walked in timidly, and closed the door considerately, "I heard that you are Gio's...", those two words Turned and turned and turned and turned in her mouth, but couldn't spit it out...
"It's nothing, it's just a joke, it doesn't have any real meaning..." Looking at the other party, X understands that the other party's purpose is to confirm the relationship between himself and Primo, probably because he is worried about his status after seeing his phantom appearance and identity…
Thinking of this, he made it his own to speak clearly so that she could feel at ease, but he reminded himself to stay away from her just because of the sense of value...probably because of Primo's relationship...if it was related to that person, it seemed that he would also Becoming very sensitive... Although there are many things on his mind, X still finished the sentence without hesitation, "So you don't have to worry..."
"Um...um..." After being told what was on her mind, Ke Lisi blushed a little, and then hurriedly withdrew, "Then I...I will..."
"Hmm...", X, who was smiling from the beginning to the end, watched Ke Lisi leave...
The smile on the face seems to be no longer natural and cheerful...
It's a little more helpless and sad...
{You stay away from her. }
When he heard these words, no one knew the momentary suffocation in his heart...
The thought of rushing out desperately, escaping from here and escaping from Primo kept rolling, but was suppressed forcefully...
His identity, his purpose, his goals and all kinds of concerns made him unable to do so...
If this is your wish...
then i...
He looked at the rising sun, moved his dry lips, and gently pushed out a few words, as if speaking to himself, but also as if he wanted to persuade himself...
"Then I will help you."
Just five words, but it is bitingly cold to say...
heart hurts...
But he chose to turn a blind eye...
But well...
The more it hurts, the more awake you become...
The more sober I am, the easier it is to forget you...
Forget about this relationship that shouldn't be there...
Then I can also be free, no longer subconsciously fantasize and expect...
Your turning back and acknowledging...
Blinking, X raised his head and looked at the scenery outside the window...
He laughed at himself in his heart...
In fact, this is the ending that should have been known from the beginning...
However, he just couldn't see through it. He had to get to this point to see clearly and make up his mind to make the decision he should have made long ago...
I just want to be hurt to the point where I can’t hurt anymore, and I’m willing to admit that my relationship can’t have a happy ending after reaching the limit of what I can bear...
Why bother…
Why are you willing to bow your head when you come to this field?
He whispered to himself countless times in his heart, asking again and again, asking again and again...
Asked repeatedly, but there is still no answer that can answer his question...
A figure briskly jumped to the side of a figure not far away, leaning on the other person, "What do you think? Brother!"
"Okay! As long as you like it!" A petting voice sounded, and the owner of the voice raised his hand and rubbed the head of the person who asked the question, overflowing with deep pampering...
As if aware that someone was watching him, the person who spoke looked up, and when his eyes met, the person nodded at him and smiled friendlyly...
After they met, they started to have a deep friendship. He started dating her, and then...
He suddenly opened his eyes, took a deep breath slowly, and covered his eyes with his hands that revealed a little fragility. At that moment, he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality...
Sitting up, the back of his hand wiped his forehead, and the tentacles were covered with cold sweat...
Taking a deep breath, he was sober enough to be sure that what he had just had was a dream, a rare, long, long dream...
What happened a long time ago, the details that I couldn't remember before are all presented in the dream so carefully...
The encounter of three people...
He and his deep friendship...
His relationship with her...
what happened after that...
Outside the window, there is still the bright moon, and the people inside the window are no longer sleepy...
Unlike people who are tortured by dreams, G, who calmed down and was still worried, simply rushed to Elena's mansion overnight, took someone who was in love with his lover and admired the moon, and hurriedly talked to the owner of the mansion. After saying goodbye, he dragged people to a certain intelligence bureau...
Arnold, who was in a bad mood and looking for his subordinates to vent, paused, turned a corner, and kicked back the door that was flying towards him...
After kicking the door out, G, who watched the door fly back, took a step aside calmly and watched the door fly back to its original position. At first glance, he thought the door could repair itself, but the door shook and then died heroically fell down...
From the beginning to the end, the culprit had no guilt at all, and walked towards the boss's office of the intelligence agency naturally, and at the same time dropped a sentence, "I have something to say."
All the subordinates, "..." If it weren't for this right-hand man of Vongola's boss who often came to our boss, we would have thought we were dreaming!
So, the subordinates who were shocked that they might be dreaming, some unlucky ones became the souls of their own bosses...
After venting, Arnold followed in...
The rest of the subordinates will automatically clean up the mess without ordering them. Those who are close to the wounded will take them to bandage and heal their wounds; Endgame at hand…
In short, the subordinates said that for these, they have completely successfully acquired the skills and opened their golden fingers, and there is no pressure on the time limit at all...
Here, the subordinates, who are tidying up in a relaxed and happy manner because of the absence of their own big devil, have no tension inside at all...
Sitting in his exclusive chair, Arnold looked at G and waited for him to speak...
"Tell me something quickly! If you have nothing to say, I will send you to heaven today~", D appeared with a black face and looked at G, holding a scythe and playing cards in his hand, as well as the monocular glasses hanging in front of his eyes. Doesn't portend sanity that's about to disappear...
Arnold gave D a benevolent glance with his sharp eyes, his expression quite disdainful...
"Don't pay attention to him. When I brought him over just now, Elena waved him out with a happy face. He was worried that his status in the lover's heart was not high enough." He walked to the chair opposite Arnold and sat down. , G disapprovingly sprinkles salt in other people's wounds...
"...you really want to go to hell.", the pupils are constantly changing D's mind now only has the idea of tearing this guy off and running to find a lover...
Ignoring him, G directly told the two of them the news he got from Giotto, and added at the end, "I'll let you find Metis. I'll also send someone to pay attention to Vongola."
"Don't you want to say that the woman came to Giotto just to find her brother?" D raised his eyebrows, expressing the expression of "I don't believe it", "If that woman is really that simple, then there is no one in this world. There is no such thing as a complicated person."
Facing D's disdainful expression and Arnold's contempt, G said slowly, "Do you think I really believe her purpose is so simple? I don't believe it, but Giotto should still believe it, so we can only Believe it... It should be stated clearly, we should pay attention to it in private. After all, Giotto can't understand what he said..."
Although both of them were very reluctant to help Ke Lisi find someone, the other party pointed out a clear way, so whether it was true or not, they could only act first, and secretly guarded against it at the same time. There is no need to be afraid of the bright side and the dark side...
So no matter how unwilling they are, the two still said they would send someone to find...
After reaching a consensus, G will not stay any longer and leave directly.The turmoil made D's teeth itch with hatred...
G returned to the headquarters, but couldn't sleep, so he could only spend another sleepless night by the window...
When a person is quiet, he always thinks about many things, and the most common thing is to recall the past...
He remembered a lot...
His and Giotto's first acquaintance with the woman and her brother, and...
After the friendship...
Vongola, founded on Kozak's proposal…
Kozak's departure...
And everything after that seemed like a nightmare...
It was dawn, and G blinked his dehydrated eyes. Regardless of whether the woman was serious or had other purposes, he wanted to find Mattis as soon as possible...
No matter what, as long as you find him, even if the woman goes crazy, it won't be too difficult to contain...
Having made up his mind, G didn't hesitate much, and turned directly to his destination...
This night, he thought a lot...
Although I can't say that I fully understand Primo's feelings for Chris...
But, if it wasn't for the deep love, how could I be satisfied just by seeing this illusion...
Obviously very clear, but still nostalgic for this face, still like the real owner of this face...
X mocked himself from the bottom of his heart, for Primo, all the efforts might not be as rare as wearing such a face that he misses so much...
When he realized that he had some negative emotions, he paused unnaturally, took a deep breath, and cheered himself up in his heart, but it was actually nothing, he was just here to help from the beginning...
It is even more subconsciously ignored after faint signs, and directly decided not to mention the relationship after confirming the relationship...
Because he knows very well that there is no future between them...
The obstacles between the two of them are really nothing, Primo's love affair can be ignored, because the biggest obstacle is the time of both parties...
The time that has spanned several centuries is not something they can overcome, not to mention that they are not in love at all, so how can they face it together?
He didn't think he could replace Chris's position in Giotto's heart, so he simply reburied this seed of affection with no future, and ignored it, let alone touched it...
Thinking of this, the sockets of his eyes suddenly became astringent, and the tears seemed to gather uncontrollably...
But without waiting for him to wipe or do something, the sudden knock on the door interrupted the meaningless but suddenly turbulent feelings, and also interrupted the tears that went against the original intention...
While responding, blinking his eyes to cover up the past, X looked at the unexpected visitor to him, "Miss Chris...?"
"Hello...", when I came in, I saw the owner of the room standing by the window, Ke Lisi walked in timidly, and closed the door considerately, "I heard that you are Gio's...", those two words Turned and turned and turned and turned in her mouth, but couldn't spit it out...
"It's nothing, it's just a joke, it doesn't have any real meaning..." Looking at the other party, X understands that the other party's purpose is to confirm the relationship between himself and Primo, probably because he is worried about his status after seeing his phantom appearance and identity…
Thinking of this, he made it his own to speak clearly so that she could feel at ease, but he reminded himself to stay away from her just because of the sense of value...probably because of Primo's relationship...if it was related to that person, it seemed that he would also Becoming very sensitive... Although there are many things on his mind, X still finished the sentence without hesitation, "So you don't have to worry..."
"Um...um..." After being told what was on her mind, Ke Lisi blushed a little, and then hurriedly withdrew, "Then I...I will..."
"Hmm...", X, who was smiling from the beginning to the end, watched Ke Lisi leave...
The smile on the face seems to be no longer natural and cheerful...
It's a little more helpless and sad...
{You stay away from her. }
When he heard these words, no one knew the momentary suffocation in his heart...
The thought of rushing out desperately, escaping from here and escaping from Primo kept rolling, but was suppressed forcefully...
His identity, his purpose, his goals and all kinds of concerns made him unable to do so...
If this is your wish...
then i...
He looked at the rising sun, moved his dry lips, and gently pushed out a few words, as if speaking to himself, but also as if he wanted to persuade himself...
"Then I will help you."
Just five words, but it is bitingly cold to say...
heart hurts...
But he chose to turn a blind eye...
But well...
The more it hurts, the more awake you become...
The more sober I am, the easier it is to forget you...
Forget about this relationship that shouldn't be there...
Then I can also be free, no longer subconsciously fantasize and expect...
Your turning back and acknowledging...
Blinking, X raised his head and looked at the scenery outside the window...
He laughed at himself in his heart...
In fact, this is the ending that should have been known from the beginning...
However, he just couldn't see through it. He had to get to this point to see clearly and make up his mind to make the decision he should have made long ago...
I just want to be hurt to the point where I can’t hurt anymore, and I’m willing to admit that my relationship can’t have a happy ending after reaching the limit of what I can bear...
Why bother…
Why are you willing to bow your head when you come to this field?
He whispered to himself countless times in his heart, asking again and again, asking again and again...
Asked repeatedly, but there is still no answer that can answer his question...
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