The seven-year itch stems from being scum

Du Yan took Fang Jian to various gatherings, played around with Fang Jian, picked Fang Jian up from time to time, and inadvertently gave Fang Jian a little surprise... Although Du Yan's emotions were intense in front of Fang Jian, he did not express his feelings towards Fang Jian. Other than his fairly good friends, people have revealed their relationship with Fang Jian.

Therefore, while Fang Jian was "justified", he also avoided the probing eyes of outsiders.This gave Fang Jian, who was lonely since childhood, the satisfaction and warmth of being cared about.Under such careful care, Fang Jian's last defense was also discarded, leaving only the soft and heavy heart, naked to Du Yan.

Fang Jian's mother was in the flesh business, but he himself didn't know that it was the bastard left behind by that woman who always had a charming face and which customer.When he was very young, Fang Jian asked the woman why she gave birth to him, but the woman just drank on her own - that woman only drank at home, and if she stopped drinking, she was going to pick up guests.Fang Jian hated her very much. Although he was young, he knew that all the bullying and scolding he suffered outside came from this woman.But before he knew the answer, the woman died: it is said that she was beaten to death by the wife of one of her guests.Knowing that the woman was dead, Fang Jian couldn't express his feelings, but he didn't have the pleasure he imagined.

Fang Jian was eight years old that year.He took the huge compensation and the woman's savings into the orphanage.A woman has no family, perhaps once had but also severed.When he knew that the woman had enough money in her bankbook to buy several houses that were ten times larger than the dilapidated rented house they lived in, Fang Jian was extremely puzzled.If she is so rich, why does she still have that kind of business, even if the money comes from that kind of business, why does she live better and eat better?

From then on, Fang Jian has been alone.He alienates others intentionally or unintentionally, just to be sure that they will hate him as much as the people who bullied him when they were young after knowing how unbearable he is.

But Du Yan was an accident, he seemed unable to push away Du Yan who was getting closer and closer to him.In a self-defeating manner, Fang Jian stripped himself away and showed him bloody in front of Du Yan.He had had enough, obviously there would be no results, but he still couldn't help but sink.He thought, whether it is life or death, he will be happy, and at the same time he is uneasy and looking forward to it.

He felt that he could always remember the afternoon when he told Du Yan everything, Du Yan hugged him, and at the same time covered his eyes and said: "Stop saying such distressing things in such an indifferent tone. Looking at your restless and sad eyes, I want to kiss you even more, and beat up those who bullied you in the past." As if to verify his words, Du Yan rubbed the corners of Fang Jian's eyes with his fingertips, Then he kissed him tenderly.

On this day, Fang Jian completely entrusted himself to this man.He has no complaints, he is full of joy.

As it should be, Fang Jian only wanted to treat Du Yan better.He didn't care how much he had paid, he just remembered that when his heart was getting cold, Du Yan accompanied him with a smile, melting a little bit of the coldness on the tip of his heart.

The relationship between them is simple and beautiful. They have been in love for so many years, and those who know their relationship can't help but sigh.

The accident happened in the seventh year of their acquaintance and the fifth year of being together.

That day, Fang Jian went to the appointed place to talk to Sun Miaomiao about the design intention of the red carpet clothing for the "Flying Awards".Since he has a good relationship with Sun Miaomiao, a "regular customer", and Sun Miaomiao has been nominated this time, and is expected to win the final gold award, he attaches great importance to this, so Fang Jian did it himself.

But on the way here, Fang Jian felt dizzy and uncomfortable, and it wasn't the usual headache from overwork.After a brief chat with Sun Miaomiao, the discomfort became more intense, and her face turned pale.In fact, this is not the first time Fang Jian has been like this. This situation has been going on for several months, but he has been too busy these two years, so he doesn't really care about such trivial headaches.

Sun Miaomiao has been able to climb up to this position, and she has been very good at observing words and emotions. After discovering Fang Jian's abnormality, she took the initiative to ask for another appointment next time, and there is still plenty of time anyway.

Fang Jian said a few words of apology and got up to leave, but his head hurt violently and he staggered. Fortunately, Sun Miaomiao supported him from behind to stabilize his body.

This time, Fang Jian finally went to the hospital for an examination.

Fang Jian's hands were trembling when he got the film, why... He didn't know whether to tell Du Yan, or what to say.His thoughts flew wildly, and suddenly, he was startled by the sudden sound of the mailbox notification.

Looking at the sender on the screen, Fang Jian's gaze sank, and his lips tightened.

"It's her again." Fang Jian thought coldly.He hesitated for a moment and clicked.Looking at the men and women who were glued together in the photo, Fang Jian tightened his grip on the phone, and his face became even paler.

The man in the photo is Du Yan, and the woman is Xia Xinyi, a popular young actress.

"Let's forget it." Fang Jian smiled self-deprecatingly.

This little Huadan began to send these photos to him a few months ago. At first they were of Du Yan and other women. Later, seeing that she didn't move much, most of the photos were of herself and Du Yan.Thinking of this, Fang Jian remembered what the doctor said just now that the symptoms would not appear so soon, and suddenly realized that he was seriously ill because of anger.He smiled, thinking that this day would be something he had never thought of. After all, the mistresses had sent emails to declare their sovereignty.

If it is said that Fang Jian found out that Du Yan has been messing around for several years, but this has not hindered their lives, Du Yan still loves him the same, and Fang Jian is worried that he and Du Yan will be afraid of him if he makes it clear. It is difficult to continue this irrational relationship. As a man, he can understand Du Yan and other reasons. Even if he feels uncomfortable, he pretends not to know.Besides, Fang Jian had heard about Du Yan's affairs before he met him back then. When the two were not together, Du Yan could change girlfriends faster than changing clothes. , Fang Jian thought he didn't have such charm.

In fact, Fang Jian didn't understand that the various reasons he listed could not be used as reasons for Du Yan to raise a lover and play with women.But there is a saying that is true: in love, whoever falls in love first loses.If Du Yan first fell in love with Fang Jian at the beginning, then Fang Jian must have fallen in love with Du Yan later.

Du Yan has become the greatest value of this person named "Fang Jian".Fang Jian lost, lost completely, and there was no day to turn around.

Fang Jian didn't drive, he came out to talk about things, so the people from the studio sent him to Sun Miaomiao, and when he went to the hospital, he was sent back first.Back at the apartment, Fang Jian remembered that once Xia Xinyi sent a photo of the two of them in the parking lot.The way Du Yan smiled inside hurt Fang Jian's eyes.

For some unknown reason, Fang Jian went down to the parking lot.When he saw the man and woman kissing in Du Yan's car, Fang Jian felt chilled.

But this is not enough.

Fang Jian stood behind a car, calmly watched the movement in the car ahead with cold eyes, and at the same time dialed Du Yan's number.

When the bell rang, the men and women in the car were startled.After a while, Du Yan calmed down and picked up the phone.

"Fang Jian."

It was still Du Yan's gentle and affectionate voice that caught my ears.

"Where are you, can you come pick me up?" Fang Jian's tone was calm, but his hands were shaking slightly.

"Okay..." The voice stopped after a good word, and Fang Jian saw that Xia Xinyi had snatched the phone and hung up.Then Du Yan seemed to be angry, but Xia Xinyi didn't know what to say, and Du Yan calmed down.Then Xia Xinyi returned the phone to Du Yan, and Du Yan called back.

"What happened just now?"

"It's nothing, Li Jian suddenly said that there is an event that I want to attend. I can't come to pick you up, dear." Du Yan paused, "Okay, I'm going to get ready, hang up first, baby."

Du Yan's excuse was very lame, not to mention that Li Jian hadn't come back from a business trip, and Du Yan would never participate in any activities like that.

"I was going to the hospital." Fang Jian saw Xia Xinyi urging Du Yan, and the chill in his eyes grew even worse.

"No matter where we go, let's go next time." Du Yan didn't pay attention to where Fang Jian said he was going, Fang Jian only saw him pushing and shoving Xia Xinyi.

"Du Yan, let's break up." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, turned off the phone, and then saw Du Yan froze, as if stunned, and wanted to say something to the other party, but found that he not only hung up the phone Also shut down.

In fact, it wasn't just Du Yan who was surprised, even Fang Jian himself didn't know where his voice came from.It was as if this was what he had always thought Du Yan would say to him in the end, but in the end it was said by himself.

Looking at Xia Xinyi, Fang Jian thought of Du Yan's special treatment of her.For example, Du Yan was quickly appeased when he was angry, and rejected him because of this woman... It was all because of Xia Xinyi. Even though Du Yan had had so many women in the past, he had never been so serious to anyone.

Fang Jian admitted that he was jealous, Xia Xinyi seemed to be a special existence.Even if Fang Jian knew that Du Yan still loved him, even if he didn't love him, it would be close, but Xia Xinyi was likely to replace him.Fang Jian remembered that Du Yan only liked women, and he was the only man who had ever been with him.Recalling this, Fang Jian didn't know whether to be happy or sad.Because it means that Du Yan likes himself only for a while, what he likes is a woman, and he will be abandoned in the end.

What's more... Fang Jian left the garage and didn't go back to the apartment. He didn't know why Du Yan couldn't contact Fang Jian, and after asking other people to no avail, he slapped Xia Xinyi angrily.

Du Yan never hits women, and has always cared about women.But this time he was really impatient. Fang Jian would not break up for no reason. He was sure that someone had said or done something to him.But there are only a few people who have this method without being discovered by him and have motives.And this woman must have her share even if she has no plan.

Fang Jian stayed outside for a few days and didn't contact anyone except sending Sun Miaomiao's design drawing back to the studio in the Internet cafe.He calculated when Du Yan was not in the apartment, and decided to go back to collect his things.

It was past three o'clock in the morning, and Fang Jian tiptoed to open the door, only turning on the floor lamp at the entrance.

"You still know to come back." It was Du Yan's voice that Fang Jian was familiar with, but it didn't sound as full of affection as before, just cold.

Du Yan was sitting on the sofa, surrounded by darkness, only the yellowish light from the newly turned on floor lamp illuminated his handsome face.He had an unshaven beard, scarlet eyes, and crumpled clothes, which seemed to be the same ones Fang Jian wore when he left.

"Just to pack things." Fang Jian said flatly.He was also surprised and distressed to see Du Yan in such a mess, but after he left, there would always be a better person to take care of him.Then he lifted his feet and walked to the bedroom.

"Fang Jian..."

Du Yan threw Fang Jian down on the sofa and kissed him passionately.From hair, eyebrows, eyes, nose, mouth, chin to collarbone, Du Yan kissed, licked, and even bit Fang Jian's lips inch by inch, as if punishing Fang Jian for running away from home.

Fang Jian didn't miss Du Yan, but he lived without Du Yan for the past few days. Although it was hard, he didn't want to go back to the old days when he knew there was someone outside Du Yan and still laughed.In the past, he could say that he was reluctant to part with Du Yan's love, but now, this love is being distributed to that woman named Xia Xinyi.

With great difficulty, he pushed Du Yan away, was crushed under him again, pushed again, was crushed again, and so on.

"Du Yan, aren't you tired?" Fang Jian tried to make his voice colder.

Fang Jian felt the person above him stiffen, and then heard Du Yan's slightly hoarse voice, "Fang Jian, I was wrong. You know, I love you."

Fang Jian clenched his fists when he heard this, and still said coldly: "No, it's my fault. You obviously like women, but you still pretend to be me. Really, I have wronged you."

Du Yan left a deep tooth mark on Fang Jian's collarbone, and said angrily, "You can say anything about me, but you can't deny my love for you."

"Your love for me is to find other women without telling me?"

"I admit it, but I don't like them, I only love you, you know." Du Yan was a little anxious.

"But I don't want to love you anymore." Fang Jian almost exhausted all his strength when he said this, and he didn't struggle anymore. Even he didn't know whether he said this to make Du Yan give up, or to tell the story of these years. bitterness.

Du Yan stopped talking, and after a long silence, he said, "Why," he stroked Fang Jian's slightly long black hair, and said with difficulty, "Aren't I not good enough for you?"

OK, it's fine.He has always seen and remembered Du Yan's tenderness and affection for him.But Du Yan's behavior caused a poisonous vine to grow in his heart, which almost made his heart stop beating.Whenever he found traces of other women on Du Yan's body, he would think of his mother, the woman who gave birth to him and ignored him.

"So what if you are nice to me, can you guarantee that you will never find a woman in the future?"

The movement of Du Yan's hands paused, and he suddenly laughed and said, "What about you? The matter between you and Sun Miaomiao is making headlines now!"

Fang Jian knew that Du Yan was talking about Sun Miaomiao helping him that day. He also saw it in the past few days, and he must have been photographed by paparazzi at that time.

"I'm leaving anyway, what does it have to do with you who makes the headlines?"

Du Yan shook Fang Jian's shoulders violently when he heard this, and roared angrily, "Fang Jian, who do you think you are? Your future is a sleeper, I bought your apartment, and I even play with you The rest! Why do you leave me, who can you rely on without me? By selling ass?"

After saying this, both of them were stunned.

Fang Jianhong slapped Du Yan first with eyes wide open, and the crisp sound echoed in the apartment.Fang Jian laughed softly, tears welling from the corners of his eyes, "It turns out that I am like this in your heart." Du Yan mumbled his lips and wanted to say something, but Fang Jian suddenly opened Du Yan's eyes and asked Go to the door.

"But even if I sell my ass, I won't come back again."

Du Yan seemed to be stimulated again, walked to the entrance in two steps, kicked down the floor lamp, slammed the door and left.

Fang Jian sat down, leaning against the shoe cabinet, staring blankly at the door.

I thought you loved me, but did you just treat me as your accessory?I really can't help but feel sad for me, I love you so much, but you let me know that I am the same as my mother who everyone calls a bitch.

Fang Jian thought this way, and it took a long time before he remembered the purpose of coming here, got up and went to the bedroom to pack his things.

When he left, he left the keys on the coffee table, took one last deep look at the apartment, and left without looking back.