He guessed they were going to separate

Qin Yu looked at the sweat protruding from Ke Tingyun's forehead, and asked again hesitantly, "What's wrong with you?"

Ke Tingyun ignored him.

To be honest, Ke Tingyun felt that he was not well right now, his back and right hand were in burning pain, his throat was also very thirsty due to the fire and lack of water, and he could feel the fiery air passing over his upper lip when he breathed.It's hot.He thought, I'm going to be burned to death.

Seeing his eyes straightened, Qin Yu frowned and pulled him up: "What's wrong with you today, nothing is right." After touching him, he felt that the bones in his hands were aching, and his wrists were too thin and unappealing. That piece protruded and was stuck in Qin Yu's palm.She looks like a little daughter-in-law who has been abused and can't get enough to eat.And then I felt that the other party fell down towards me as if they lost their bones in an instant.No matter how thin Ke Tingyun was, he still weighed nearly a hundred catties. It was not a joke to fall down so suddenly. Qin Yu hurriedly supported him with half of his body, wrapping his right hand around his waist.As a result, Ke Tingyun lowered his head and hit Qin Yu's chest, pushing him back a few steps.

Qin Yu was not a good-tempered person, so he immediately became angry and asked him loudly, "You want to fight, don't you?"

Ke Tingyun stood still.Qin Yu saw him hanging his head, the hair on his head was messed up and bristled because of the pushing and pushing just now, and shone with shreds of luster under the colorful lights.After a while, two water droplets appeared on the road under Ke Tingyun's feet.

Qin Yu was a little surprised.Cried?He thought, it's impossible, it's sweat.

The two are like statues, one straight and the other hooked, silent to each other in the midsummer night, not looking at each other.

Ke Tingyun sniffed for a long time, breaking the awkward silence.He felt cold, but he had nowhere to go.It's like I'm holding a rope in the dark night, and the other end is an invisible abyss.It is extremely difficult to let go or not to let go. Compared with those difficulties, all the emotions tonight seem to have become hypocritical and insignificant——In front of life, there is probably nothing else that is hard to overcome except life and death. That bit of self-esteem What is it with love.

Qin Yu changed his stance unnaturally—he was spoiled and spoiled, and felt that his feet would go numb after being in such a stalemate for another 2 minutes—"Did you fight with someone? Your wrists are swollen."

Ke Tingyun hummed vaguely.This is a sign of compromise.Qin Yu received it immediately, and felt that he was licking his cheeks and walked over: "Go back to the pharmacy, I will give you a medicine." Then he felt that it was impossible: "It's not good to just leave, go back to the hotel and talk to Xinyi first." They say it."

Ke Tingyun was shocked by these words, and suddenly pulled his wrist out of his hand, so strong that Qin Yu's hand almost pulled himself due to inertia.

Qin Yu was very irritable, he thought, this man doesn't know what the hell is good or bad.He also thought that his friendship with him was just doing homework to catch a fish, so he would look down on him for doing so much effort.You don't care if he fights or goes crazy, as long as you are meddling, you deserve it!After staying in the hotel well, what are you doing running out?Feed the mosquitoes?Tougher than girls.

The more I think about it, the angrier I get, and I want to go back as soon as I turn around.Ke Tingyun opened his mouth, and Qin Yu raised his eyebrows when he saw his expression of wanting to stay or not, and thought it was funny: "If you like to talk or not, let me meddle in my own business."

Ke Tingyun looked at him, and suddenly there was an expression between grief and patience on his face: "You want to know, right?" He tore off the band-aid on his face forcefully: "Yes. I got into a fight with someone, What does it matter to you? Are you my brother? Are you my family? Are you my friend? None of them, so what does it have to do with you if I get hurt? Do you look like a man, I think you are an eighth woman!"

This hits Qin Yu's bottom line: because of his family and personality, he hates others to treat his kindness as a donkey's liver and lungs, especially as he gets older and more restrained, the less chance he has to send out his kindness, and the more he takes it. This rare release of goodwill looks high.

If Ke Tingyun is the kind who is restless after receiving favors from others and has to find a way to repay, then Qin Yu is the kind who has to confess respectfully if I give you a favor.From this point of view, the two are a good match.But Qin Yuyuan didn't think about it that much at this time, he just felt itchy in his fist, if the other party didn't look so weak and wobbly, he really wanted to punch him.

"That's right." Qin Yu said, "It's none of my business. Who the fuck cares about whether you're broken in love or have a psychosis!" He looked at Ke Tingyun, his eyes narrowed, as if he had grasped the opponent's point of attack: "You, he Mom probably likes Bu Miaomiao."

Ke Tingyun looked at him silently.

"...or Xie Xinyi?"

Ke Tingyun's face turned pale immediately.

Qin Yu's face darkened.How could he fail to see that he guessed right.

Fuck me!Qin Yu cursed in his heart.He spent about five seconds thinking about various things such as "seeing Xie Xinyi's particularly stiff body and expression", "all kinds of abnormal behaviors in one night", "my friend actually likes a man", "this man is also my friend" , and then went straight to Huanglong to deduce another result: "So you approached me because of Xie Xinyi?"

Ke Tingyun didn't understand how he came to such a conclusion, nor did he know that the other party's brain circuit had changed from "my friend likes my friend" to "these two are men" to "what the hell should I do", and finally Converged to the most important point, "Am I being used as a springboard?" Qin Yu was angry, especially the person who made him angry was not yet familiar with him to the stage where he could solve all grievances by hand, but it was not unfamiliar The relationship of never seeing each other after saying goodbye to each other is simply tricky.

From Ke Tingyun's point of view, the few seconds of Qin Yu's silence seemed as long as a century.He felt that it was difficult to breathe, and the other party's next sentence and every sentence might sentence him to death.But in the end, Qin Yu just came over——Qin Yu didn't think he was a soft-hearted person, Oita even called him a "cold-blooded animal", but when he saw Ke Tingyun, his heart softened a little, just like the young man's thin shoulders and slack. His wrist bone scratched in his heart—"Go back and apply some medicine."

Ke Tingyun didn't sleep that night.He belatedly realized what a stupid mistake he had made, so that he froze in the middle of the night, imitating in his mind over and over again the tragic situation after he liked the same sex and was discovered by the whole school, like Ling Chi.He stared at the ceiling, where there was a black spot, a disgusting shape, that seemed to reflect his life, full of suspicious sensitivity and fragile self-esteem that he didn't deserve.

When he was about to wake up, he realized it as if he had just woken up from a dream. He thought with a pale face, if this is really the case, then he should drop out of school, go to work, and leave this place.The last sentence gave him a strange sense of comfort. The joy of relief and the determination to die pulled him back and forth, making Ke Tingyun feel that he had never been so eager to go to school, and he had never been so eager to not go to school.

In reality, it was business as usual at school.No ridicule, no strange eyes.Chen Xianfeng was late as usual, and even complained to him about the family playing mahjong, which kept him awake.He babbled for a long time, and found that Ke Tingyun was staring blankly at the textbook in front of him, and suddenly became unhappy: "Dude, I'm telling you something serious, you don't even look at me, pretending to be a good student." But this state has always been It lasted the whole morning, and Ke Tingyun was absent-minded—Chen Xianfeng also felt that he was a little abnormal. Although both of them were scumbags, Ke Tingyun had always been the one who listened more seriously to the class among the scumbags.

Ke Tingyun just waited like this, a slight disturbance could scare him like a rabbit.During the lunch break, he finally couldn't help running to the corridor, and bumped into Qin Yu who was going downstairs for dinner.

It was rare for Qin Yu not to be with Xie Xinyi, maybe it was because Xie Xinyi was in a hot relationship recently, and his skin was so thin that he naturally didn't want to be with this young couple in love.He saw Ke Tingyun looking at him probingly, and asked him casually: "The pharmacy has recently been renovated, so let's eat in the cafeteria at noon."

When Ke Tingyun was at the pharmacy before, he often settled lunch with Qin Yu at the pharmacy.Uncle Qin is a good craftsman and kind person, and has the enthusiasm to keep feeding Ke Tingyun's thin body. He has unintentionally developed the habit of eating together some time ago.Ke Tingyun froze for a moment, then showed a relieved expression.

The two walked side by side, and no one spoke along the way.Qin Yu didn't seem to be embarrassed by this silent state at all, but because of guilt, Ke Tingyun finally opened his mouth when he turned the corner: "Thank you."

Qin Yu let out a "ha": "Thank you for not beating you up?"

"No, thank you... I didn't tell you what happened yesterday."

Qin Yu stopped.

He turned his head, because of the backlight, Ke Tingyun couldn't see his expression clearly.I only heard his unique voice, which matched his cold and unfeeling face: "So you think I'm just a person who has no brains and can't wait to tell everyone after hearing something? I'm not so stupid." Qin Yu said: "So you are right to say that we are not brothers. Real brothers will not even give this little trust."

You don't trust me, and I don't trust you either.

Anyway, my soul was born to be alone, and I don't have any company to warm me up, and I don't need it.

After school, Ke Tingyun went to the pharmacy to check, but Qin Yu was not there, only his uncle Qin Mian was busy in the store.Qin Mian was obviously unaware of the rift between the two, and greeted him warmly: "I was just talking, why haven't I seen you for the past two days. Come in and sit down, don't you like braised pork? I bought it specially this afternoon. I'll make it for you tomorrow."

Ke Tingyun suddenly felt that his heart was as heavy as a stone, and his stomach was full of debris, which made him feel uncomfortable.He thanked Uncle Qin, and walked home alone, every step was full of annoyance, sorrow, emotion and other emotions mixed together, it was indescribable.

It turned out that Qin Yu didn't want to see him, so there was nothing he could do. He and Qin Yu were not in the same class. In the past, Qin Yu passed by their class during lunch break and after school, and the two of them got together to go to the pharmacy.Now Qin Yu didn't know whether he had taken a long way or deliberately avoided the time slot. Ke Tingyun never waited for him at the door of his class again.Go look for it in Qin Yu's class during the break, Qin Yu probably ignored it, at first Oita asked Ke Tingyun if the two had a quarrel: "I didn't say that, Xiao Yu'er is not a stingy person, don't worry about it It will be all right after a while." But after all, he has a normal relationship with Ke Tingyun, and after asking several times and seeing Qin Yu ignoring him, he doesn't pay much attention to Ke Tingyun.

Ke Tingyun couldn't get closer to her anymore.He was sober and cruelly aware that he was essentially the same person as Qin Yu, but Qin Yu was arrogant and rich, while he was left with a poor face.That's why he has no way to retreat, so if one day he loses this face again, he will probably really have nothing.

After two days like this, even Ke Shulang, who didn't go home often because he lived in school, realized that something was wrong, and asked him, "Why don't you go to Brother Qin Yu?" Qin Yu liked him very much: "Take me to see him. Didn't you say that Uncle Qin's cooking is delicious? I want to try it too."

After Ke Tingyun had to deal with Chen Xianfeng's gossip, he still had to think of reasons to stop Ke Shulang's enthusiasm. This week was exhausting.It just so happened that a new Internet cafe opened near his home. At that time, Internet cafes were very cheap, less than one yuan an hour, and it was even cheaper to become a member, which was equivalent to only three or four yuan per afternoon.He didn't want to go home so early, anyway, Father Ke was drinking when he went back under normal circumstances, although he restrained himself a little recently because of Ke Ping's presence, his temper became more irritable because of this, so he simply hid in the Internet cafe.It wasn't too long, about one to two hours after school, and I didn't go back until Father Ke and Ke Shulang were asleep.Ke Mu didn't care about him, she was more enthusiastic about mahjong, as long as Ke Tingyun came home at night.

Ke Tingyun doesn't know how to play games very much, and he basically learned computer knowledge in computer classes at school.What he does most often is to turn on QQ and then stare blankly, occasionally looking at the webpage.He doesn't socialize much, and he's not interested in anything else. When he went to the Internet cafe that time, the boy who was his age sitting next to him was playing a gunfight game, and it was in full swing.He opened a forum to read the copybooks.Halfway through, the boy got up and glanced at his screen, and smiled strangely.

Ke Tingyun felt a little uncomfortable, and his fingers began to fumble around on the keyboard habitually. There were all kinds of pop-up advertisements below the forum. He didn't know what to click, and several dialog boxes asking to add friends popped up.He accidentally picked one of them, and after a while, a forum page was posted, which was full of gossip and pictures.One headline is somewhat catchy: "Ten Darkest Moments in Life—Have You Ever Thought About Suicide".

Ke Tingyun moved his fingers slightly, and clicked on it. It was a chicken soup article with little nutrition, and a few QQ group numbers were left below.Ke Tingyun thought about it later, and thought that he was too lonely at that time, and he really wanted to chat with someone.He ordered one of the unfulfilled numbers and joined the group called "Square Inch".

There were not many people in the group, and as soon as he joined, the newcomer immediately received a screen-like welcome.

Even though it was through the network cable, Ke Tingyun was not good at dealing with the enthusiasm of strangers.He scribbled his thanks, and waited for the others to continue chatting before he began to scroll up and flip through the chat content in the group.

There are a lot of pictures in the group, and it is obvious that most of them are girls. There are various beauty pictures posted, mixed with a few close-up pictures of the body and arms, almost all of which are covered with bruises.