He guessed they were going to separate

Ke Tingyun didn't ask Qin Yu.

He knew that Qin Yu would definitely say nonsense.And he was with Qin Yu almost all the time, and the other party had no time to meet Bu Miaomiao at all.But Ke Tingyun couldn't help thinking, there are always times when the two of them are not together, yesterday, the day before yesterday, and last week, Qin Yu didn't go home with him, what did he say?Yes, it means that I was left behind by the teacher to study vocabulary together with Oita.

He has doubts, but dare not ask.Ke Tingyun thought that this kind of problem that although he knew the result but still couldn't help doubting and speculating, this was a disease.He didn't want Qin Yu to know that he was sick, and he didn't want to hear Qin Yu say, "You don't believe me?" Just as he didn't want Qin Yu not to believe him.

When lighting up the lamp and reading at night, Qin Yu urged him to go to bed: "I'll write it tomorrow, the bags under my eyes weigh three catties." He had already taken a bath, and with the scent of bath milk familiar to Ke Tingyun, Ke Tingyun resisted the beauty behind him. Lured by sex, he continued to take notes without looking up.Standing beside him, Qin Yu saw that the words he wrote earlier became more and more distorted and chaotic, and finally trembled like a small ink dot, so he deliberately asked him: "What are you shaking? Is it cold?" Ke Tingyun embarrassed Pushing him, his elbow accidentally touched Qin Yu's buttocks.Qin Yu didn't hesitate like before, but catered to him and caught him: "Bold and unreasonable, dare to eat my tofu like this."

Diao Min chuckled, he was naturally sensitive, and from Qin Yu's extraordinarily clear speech and demeanor tonight, he noticed the looseness and passion of the other party, and immediately realized that this was an excellent opportunity to confess his love.

"I like you."

It may be just this second to confess, but countless thoughts turned in Ke Tingyun's mind.First joy, then anxiety, and finally guilt.Because he used to think that his life might just be like this. He endured this kind of life, enjoyed the feeling of a secret love, and then found someone who was similar to him to marry or not, and he would stay under such a shadow for the rest of his life.Even when he met Xie Xinyi, he never thought of confessing to him.But this time, the desire to speak out was so strong, as if someone was telling me in the dark, hurry up, if you don't tell me, you will probably never meet such a person again.He is so good that Ke Tingyun is so selfish, wanting to drag him into this puddle of bitterness with no prospect, he would rather struggle together than walk alone.

At that moment Ke Tingyun felt a little ashamed.He always thought that he was measured, and that he was alienated and grateful to outsiders.But now I realize that the so-called unbearable is just because I am too greedy, I want too much and others can give too little.

Qin Yu let go of him slightly, and saw Ke Tingyun's eyes.The pupils are large and dark, and turn light blue when extremely focused.At that moment, he could see the nervousness of the other party with his naked eyes. Perhaps because of the long waiting time, Ke Tingyun's chest began to heave, and the hand behind Qin Yu also began to shake unconsciously.

"If I don't agree, are you going to strangle me?" Qin Yu patted his hand: "Relax, you're going to strangle me."

Ke Tingyun frowned. Qin Yu knew that this was his second confession, and was afraid that he would be overwhelmed by the excitement, so he coughed dryly: "Then I have a question to ask you."

"I like you, and it has nothing to do with Xie Xinyi. He is very nice, but I have never treated him like this before. I want..."

If I want to be with you, even if I go to hell, even if I go to heaven, death will drag you down.

Qin Yu waved his hand: "I didn't ask this," he said with an incredulous expression, "I'm so nice, it's normal for you to like me more. I just want to ask you, if we are really together, there will be a lot of resistance in the future Difficulties, family, school, society, and maybe friends, can you promise me that you will never give up?"

Ke Tingyun nodded quickly.

"Can you promise me that you will be honest with each other no matter what, and you won't abandon each other?"

"I can."

Qin Yu felt a burst of exhaustion mixed with sweetness. The other party promised too quickly but made him feel a sudden pressure, but...he sighed, really reluctant.He knew it on the way back from the next city, so he couldn't bear it.I can't bear to see him walk alone for so long, and I can't bear to see him at the same age as me but struggling with love alone.

"My brother likes you too."

Ke Tingyun whimpered like a kitten that had finally found food after being hungry for a long time, and crashed into Qin Yu's arms.Qin Yu kissed the top of his head, and then wanted to lick his head from his arms, but Ke Tingyun hugged his waist tightly, Qin Yu couldn't pull him, and couldn't bear to use brute force, until he felt half wet in his arms , then said threateningly: "Don't rub your nose on me, the clothes are new, if you rub it on me, I will kill you."

Ke Tingyun's response was to hug him even harder, almost folding him in half.

When Ke Tingyun woke up the next day, he didn't understand: Are we together now?

Qin Yu was very calm, and when Ke Tingyun came to hug him after a night of love, he pushed him away with his palm: "I'm brushing my teeth, don't stop me from looking in the mirror."

Same attitude as before.

Good morning kisses are fucking lies.

Qin Yu ignored his grievances and leisurely recited words to buy fritters.Sitting opposite him, Ke Tingyun looked up and saw his tired-faced boyfriend drinking soymilk with a chicken coop. It was like wearing a thousand-degree filter, and he still felt that the other party looked like a pan, and his eyes were full of love. meaning.Qin Yu finished his breakfast under his gaze, and said, "It's your turn to clean up today, don't be late", and went to change clothes by himself.

This week, Qin Yu was on duty. He had to go to the class early to check the morning self-study, so he left one step ahead of Ke Tingyun. Ke Tingyun was still eating, and Qin Yu hurried past with his bag on his back. When he arrived at the door, he remembered something. Yes, leaned over and smacked Ke Tingyun's face: "I'm leaving, my boyfriend."

The rest Ke Tingyun stayed there with a big red face and fried dough sticks.

During self-study next night, Qin Yu saw Ke Tingyun waiting at the gate of their class.He is much more cheerful now, and he is familiar with Oita and the others, and everyone who comes in and out will say hello.Qin Yu and Xie Xin came out together, and when they saw Ke Tingyun approaching him with a beaming face, he took a step back from his plan to step out immediately, and when the other party rushed over, he hugged him in a showy manner, and looked at Xie Xin one by one. Said: "Then let's go first."

Ke Tingyun immediately understood his intentions, looked at Xie Xin embarrassedly, and met the other party's confused and deliberately avoiding eyes.

The two went to the barbecue stand, and saw someone set up a small stall painting on the spot, Ke Tingyun curiously went to see it.He remembered that Qin Yu could also draw, and he especially liked drawing stick figures.The two stood aside and watched for a while, and Qin Yu drew a picture when he returned home at night. The tall and thin one was Ke Tingyun with drooping eyes, and himself was the one with the cool and big back.Ke Tingyun was overjoyed, so he took a pen and added a crooked fat-headed fish next to Qin Yu's villain.This nickname is Qin Yu's Achilles' heel, and he immediately rushed forward to kill Ke Tingyun with his teeth bared. Ke Tingyun was pressed on the bed by him, and he flicked like a carp and stopped still: "Surrender, surrender, I surrender."

Qin Yu was satisfied, and the two looked at each other in this awkward position for a while, then kissed.

Ke Shulan came back the next day.Ke's mother finally remembered that she had a son, and called Ke Tingyun to pick him up at the train station.I haven't seen him in just two weeks, but Ke Sulan has become much more fashionable, wearing shorts and suspenders, and a thin and transparent coat outside.Ke Ping didn't come with her, but she called Ke Shulang on the way to ask if she got home safely.Ke Tingyun followed Ke Shulang, watching Ke Shulang's right hand behind his back, most of the Kou Hong on his nails had been cut off, and his thumb was unconsciously groping for the nail cover of his little finger. Ke Tingyun knew that it was Ke Shulang's fear and anger. An action you often do when you are upset.

Are you having a good time with Aunt Ke Ping?Why are you so scared to answer her phone?

Ke's mother didn't notice Ke Shulang's obviously depressed mood after answering the phone, she said in a rambling manner: "A few days ago, your father followed his friend's employee to buy goods, and wiped out someone else's car on the way, obviously that person It's your fault, your dad still wants to save face, and he has to bear it himself. I said you don't have money to compensate others, so you have to reason. He gets angry at me all day long, and pretends that his grandson is an uncle when he comes home, he deserves to look down on him."

The more Ke's mother talked, the more angry she was, she still preferred Ke Shulang more in her heart, and felt that since Ke Shulang was attracted to Ke Ping, she should seize this opportunity and pave the way for her future: "Your aunt thinks you are a promising person. , I want to train you, don't be like your father, just pretend to be serious and can't do anything serious. This family will be ruined sooner or later."

Ke Tingyun helped carry the luggage home, and saw the motorcycle that Ke's father often rode at the door.He turned around and wanted to leave, but Ke's mother stopped him: "What's the matter if you don't come home all the time, your sister is back and you still don't come back? It's a joke."

Ke Tingyun didn't speak.Ke Shulang was pulling his sleeves from behind, she was also afraid of Ke's father, and felt that Ke Tingyun's presence would strengthen her courage.Father Ke was smoking in the kitchen and seemed to be in a good mood.Ke Tingyun watched Ke's father ask Ke Shulang's recent situation, smelled the smell of low-quality tobacco, and all he could see were the oily and water-stained tabletop and the dirty clothes spread on the sofa that could never be washed.He wants to go.Father Ke kept paying attention to him from the corner of his eye, and when he saw him raise his leg, his thick eyebrows immediately frowned.

Ke Mu: "Your dad bought a crystal alarm clock for you two, you two go and have a look."

Both of them are not interested in this gadget, but it is good to have an excuse not to be in the same room with Ke's father.The brother and sister entered the room, and sure enough, there was one on each bedside of the two.

Ke Shulang: "Don't go to the pharmacy, just go home and live." Ke Tingyun shook his head, not wanting to talk about this topic, and asked her, "How is living at my aunt's place?"

Ke Shulan sighed.For the first time, a distressed expression that should not belong to her age appeared on her immature face.Ke Shulang said: "It was good at the beginning. Her house is very big and has two floors. I have my own bedroom, and I just go shopping, eat and watch movies every day, but..."

But Ke Ping has a strong desire for control. She almost asks Ke Shulang to report her whereabouts at any time, and controls Ke Shulang's social interaction, diet and daily life.

"Even if I read a few hours a day, when I go to bed, and when I get up to drink milk, I have to follow her instructions. If I don't do this, she will be very angry," Ke Shulan bit his lips, as if recalling What happened: "Lock me in the basement. It's dark and dirty, and there are rats. Brother, I dare not go back."

Ke Tingyun: "Have you talked to Mom?"

"I said it." A sneer-like expression appeared on Ke Shulang's face: "But she doesn't care, she just wants me to obey my aunt, to be good, and not to make my aunt angry." Ke Shulang asked him: "Aunt... She said she would come back in a few days, take me over completely, and transfer me to another school. What should I do?"

Ke Tingyun didn't know what to do either.He knew that with Ke's father and Ke's mother's current attitude, if they really wanted to send Ke Shulang there, the two of them probably wouldn't object.He flicked his phone, resisting the desire to call Qin Yu and ask Qin Yu: "Then I'll talk to Dad again."

How to put it, Ke Tingyun didn't think about it.He even regretted it the moment he said it, but Ke Tingyun had to do it, he couldn't just watch Ke Shulang fall into another abyss.

Ke Tingyun didn't go back to the pharmacy that night, so he sent Qin Yu a text message. Qin Yu replied quickly and asked him, "Are you sure you're okay?"

Ke Tingyun: "Well, Shu Lang and my mother are here, it's all right." He said that, but he was still uneasy.

When Ke's father finished his meal and started his usual time of watching the news, Ke Shulang and Ke's mother were ready to take a shower and go to bed.Ke Tingyun stayed far away from Ke's father, and he was within a safe range by visual inspection, and told Ke's father about Ke Shulang.

Father Ke was careless. In fact, he felt that his leisure time after dinner had been ruined by this conversation, but he didn't want to tear himself apart with Ke Tingyun today, so he answered a few words vaguely, and passed Ke Tingyun to the refrigerator to get a cold beer. up.Ke Tingyun watched him take the wine and knew that today's topic could not continue, so he was very disappointed.

When Father Ke passed him, he deliberately bumped into him. Ke Tingyun was still thinking about Ke Shulang in his head, so he didn't pay attention, and stepped back unconsciously. Has that bastard ever touched you like this?" Ke Tingyun suddenly didn't want to talk to him anymore, he went back to his room silently, Ke Shulang was still taking a bath, Ke Tingyun was lying on his back on his bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

Suddenly there was a beep on the window.Ke Tingyun jumped up. He seemed to have a telepathy. The moment he opened the window, his heart started beating wildly. When he opened it, it was indeed Qin Yu who was outside the window.

Ke's house was surrounded by weeds and waste wood. Qin Yu came here in the dark, being very careful all the way, even so, his sneakers accidentally stepped on a puddle of soft things, making it dirty.Qin Yu didn't dare to look carefully at what the dirty thing was, for fear of leaving a psychological shadow on him.He propped himself up against the ledge with the strength of his elbows, unrealistically feeling a bit like Romeo in a play, brutally romantic.