Gu Pan

The next day, Chang Gu came to Shen Pan's house full of apprehension. After talking with Shen Moshan, Moshan didn't give a clear attitude.

This broke Chang Gu's anxiety, although Shen Pan kept reassuring him that he was fine and his father would definitely agree in the end, but Chang Gu was still very disturbed.

On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Silent Mountain was about to leave home, so he called Shen Pan over unhurriedly: "Let me ask you again, are you and A Gu serious? You are not young anymore, you should be sensible Well, if it's just for fun..."

"Seriously! It's more real than pearls!" Shen Pan interrupted him decisively, "Dad, I actually lied to you about one sentence that night - I said that my sexual orientation can't be changed, even if I'm not with Gu I will find another boyfriend."

Silent Mountain looked at him.

"It's true that you can't change your sexual orientation." Shen Pan said, "You can just treat me as a fart in the latter sentence—I've thought about it seriously, I'm probably going to fall on A Gu in my life. He broke up, so I don't need to find someone else."

The young man's high-spirited words are always very pleasant to the ear. Silent Mountain's eyes are deep, obviously he doesn't think his words are very credible.

Shen Pan is born with lip service, especially knows how to move with emotion.Seeing that these words could not impress Silent Mountain, he rolled his eyes and began to kill with memories again: "Dad, you have been very kind to my mother since I can remember. When I was young, our family of three lived together. At that time, you missed my mother every day." , You remember all the big and small festivals and anniversaries, and you always find various reasons to send things to your mother."

Shen Pan: "My mother loves beauty very much. Except for dressing, she doesn't pay attention to other details of life, and she doesn't even notice many places. There are several times in winter. You are afraid that your mother will catch a cold, and you will not be able to drive for more than an hour. I want to give her a scarf coat. Mom and friends usually go shopping and eat, and you are the only one who is free, and you will definitely be responsible for picking her up. At that time, you always kept a spare pair of women's flat shoes in the car, because mom likes to wear them everywhere. Heels, she's always complaining about being exhausted when you pick her up."

Every time Shen Pan talked about his late mother, his father would listen to him calmly.Silent Mountain listened to Shen Pan chattering about a lot of past events, as if he wanted to dig out the sesame and mung bean big things like giving him an umbrella every rainy day, and finally couldn't help it: "Wait Come on, Panpan, what exactly do you want to say?"

Shen Pan cleverly put an end to the narration just now, and then spit out what he really wanted to say: "I didn't understand before, but you have been helping my mother remember every detail of life for ten years, so you don't feel troublesome, feel When you are impatient? But after being with A Gu for a long time, I understand..."

Mo Moshan frowned, and couldn't help questioning: "Does Gu need you to take care of him like this? As long as you are like this—it's not bad for Gu to take care of you?"

Shen Pan: "...Can you listen to me carefully? Besides, I'm not so delicate."

Silent Mountain let out an "oh", apparently not agreeing with Shen Pan's words.

"Of course Ah Gu is not as delicate as my mother, Ms. Pan Xiaoqin. I just want to express something." Shen Pan said, "I want to take care of Ah Gu, just like you used to take care of your mother—do you understand me when I say that?"

Silent Mountain can't understand. In his opinion, Shen Pan is a child who was spoiled and raised. He was pampered and pampered since he was a child. He is well-clothed and well-fed. It may be a problem to take care of himself, let alone take care of others.What's more -- Shen's father doesn't want his beloved child to take care of others without hesitation, and he hopes that Shen Pan can find someone who can take care of him.

But he understood Shen Pan's heart, and he couldn't bear to pour cold water on the child.Silent Mountain was silent for a long time, and finally nodded.

At this point, the matter is over. Although Silent Mountain still didn't say anything, he finally acquiesced to the fact that the two children are in love.

The short winter vacation time passed away in a hurry, and the final sprint stage of the college entrance examination came so quietly.Chang Gu and Shen Pan lived in darkness every day, and they had a good experience of what it means to forget food and sleep, and they no longer have time to feel full and warm.

Shen Pan's life is much more difficult than Chang Gu's. In addition to maintaining his grades in cultural subjects to prepare for the college entrance examination, he also has to review music theory knowledge to prepare for the art examination.For the art test, his father hired a private music teacher for him since the second year of high school. The music teacher usually lives near his house. The house was arranged by Silent Mountain. Shen Pan can contact the teacher whenever he needs it.

Fortunately, the art test was at the beginning of March, after which Shen Pan could concentrate on preparing for the college entrance examination.On the day of the art test, Shen Pan took leave from school and flew all the way to take the test. After finishing the test, he felt relaxed, as if he didn't need to be nervous about the next college entrance examination.

He really didn't need to be too nervous. Although the Conservatory of Music has requirements for cultural courses, the requirements are relatively low. With Shen Pan's usual grades, he believes that he can pass the exam with his eyes closed.

But Chang Gu didn't allow him to relax in the slightest, and Shen Pan was happy to work hard with Chang Gu—anyway, he was idle, and he didn't have much interest in playing alone, so he just studied with Chang Gu.

The countdown card for the college entrance examination is hung at the back of the classroom, and the number on it changes day by day. The atmosphere in the once noisy and lively classroom has now become dull and depressing. Every day in class, it is almost the same.

The thick shade outside the window gradually became one piece, and summer came quietly. Amidst the rustling sound of passing test papers, the long-prepared college entrance examination arrived as scheduled.

Shen Pan's art test results have already come out. As long as he can perform at a normal level in cultural subjects, he will be sure to get the admission letter. Therefore, he has a very good attitude and is not nervous about the upcoming college entrance examination.

Chang Gu couldn't tell what state of mind he was in, and he didn't know whether he was nervous or not. He thought he had worked hard enough and had done everything that should be done. If the result still didn't satisfy him, then there was nothing to say.

He and Shen Pan discussed together for a long time when they filled out their applications. It was unrealistic to go to the same university. They had to choose two schools that were relatively close to each other and could meet their requirements.Chang Gu filled the first choice admission score is not low, for him to work very hard to reach the threshold.

Although the second choice is not too far from the conservatory that Shen Pan chose, and the score line is relatively low, Chang Gu certainly wants to go to a better university if possible.

On the day of the college entrance examination, with the help of each other, the two teenagers adjusted their condition to the best, shook hands, and then entered the examination room separately - they were divided into two different examination rooms, separated by several classrooms.

A few days later, after all the subjects were finished, Chang Gu walked out of the examination room calmly, found Shen Pan and went home with him.When Shen Pan saw him, he couldn't wait to ask, "How do you feel?"

"That's it." Chang Gu smiled, "It's all over, let's go, go home and wait for the results."

Seeing that he seemed to be in a good mood, Shen Pan felt that Chang Gu must have done well in the exam, so he didn't ask any more questions, and happily took him home with him.

After returning home, he had to deal with a group of elders. Silent Mountain called them at the right time, first asked Chang Gu and Shen Pan how they were doing in the exam, and then asked them what their plans were for this summer vacation.

"When the results come out, I want to go on a trip with A Gu." Shen Pan rushed to say enthusiastically, "A Gu and I have already made up our minds to go to a farther place. We were too busy preparing for the exam. We haven’t had time to plan in detail about the tourist destination.”

"We also want to get a driver's license." Chang Gu added in a soft voice, "Panpan said that he wants to buy a car after he goes to college, and it will be convenient for him to travel."

"Driving license...or you can take the test, and I won't take the test." Shen Pan said, "Anyway, our school is so close, if you want me, you can come and see me anytime, and if I miss you, I will give it to you." Call up……"

Mo Moshan coughed, and Chang Gu realized that it was not appropriate to show affection in front of elders, so he quickly interrupted Shen Pan: "Let's take the exam together, just in case. I can't be by your side all the time, if you What should I do if I need a car urgently one day and I just don’t have time?”

Shen Pan thought for a while and thought it made sense: "That's right, let's take the test together."

Silent Mountain listened to the two children discussing each other, and suddenly realized that he was completely redundant, and couldn't help feeling a little depressed.He made an excuse casually and hung up the phone hastily.

It is said that parents would be reluctant to part with their daughters when they get married, but Silent Mountain feels that he is already dissatisfied with his son's relationship, let alone getting married and having children in the future-although Shen Pan may not be able to reach that point.

Although the college entrance examination is over, Chang Gu and Shen Pan haven't been idle for the past few days - they first participated in the party organized by their classmates, rejected several suitors who confessed before graduation, and then bought flowers and fruit baskets to go Visit their homeroom teacher Li Dianna for the past three years.It is said that Teacher Li is also planning to leave Hetang Middle School, and next semester will be transferred to a high school in a big city to teach.

The time they chose to visit was in the morning. Teacher Li kept them for lunch with a smile, and asked casually, "Are you two still dating?"

"That's right, teacher, we're not in puppy love now, are we?" Shen Pan clumsily helped her wash the vegetables - this young master obviously rarely does such housework.

"Well, I've grown up, so it's not considered puppy love." Teacher Li smiled, "But your road is not easy, and it has nothing to do with whether you are puppy lovers or not—do you understand what the teacher is talking about?"

Chang Gu, who was helping to wash the rice, nodded, and Teacher Li asked again: "Have you talked to your family about this? What do they think?"

"My dad knows. He has no objection to the matter between me and Chang Gu. The others haven't said anything yet." Shen Pan replied, "We plan to wait until the results of the college entrance examination come out before officially coming out."

Teacher Li nodded, didn't ask further questions, and turned to talk about other topics with the two children.

After finishing all this, Chang Gu and Shen Pan spent the rest of the time planning their trip while thinking about how to come out to their family members.There is basically no need for Shen Pan to think about it, as long as Father Shen knows about their falling in love, at the request of Silent Mountain, they don't plan to tell their grandparents about it.

Grandparents have lived in Hetang Town for most of their lives, and the children will eventually go farther and farther.Chang Gu and Shen Pan are about to leave here to go to university, it is actually very easy to completely hide this from their grandparents.

The world outside is vast, and they can make noise no matter how much they want, no matter how big the news is, it will not be able to spread back to the three-acre land in Hetang Town.

They also took advantage of these few days to visit every corner of Hetang Town—where did Shen Pan fall in love with Chang Gu at first sight, where they had a secret date before, where they liked to hang out most during a certain period of time, where Chang Gu was Where did Shen Pan get jealous with a certain girl? Where did they hold hands and kiss for the first time...

This small place carries countless precious memories in the past three years.

Ever since they were in the third year of high school, Chang Gu and Shen Pan have been so busy every day, except staying at school or staying at home, it seems that there are always endless homework, and I don’t remember how long it has been since I went out with such a relaxed body. Been hanging out.This day they deliberately took a detour to a small forest in Hetang Town - this place hides many of their little secrets.

But when they really got there, they were stunned.

The former grove has long since ceased to exist, and all the trees in this area have been cut down, and it seems that it is going to be built for construction.Chang Gu and Shen Pan held hands and stood foolishly in front of the open space for a while.There were two or three little boys passing by laughing and playing, and seeing these two strange big brothers holding hands, they couldn't help but stop and look at them from a distance, chattering something.

Chang Gu silently let go of his hand, put his hand on Shen Pan's shoulder instead, and said softly, "Don't look, let's go."

Shen Pan suppressed the mixed feelings in his heart, and his attention was quickly attracted by the children not far away: "Hey baby, do you still remember the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival three years ago? When I met you, there were a few children ..."

A few days later, the results of the college entrance examination were announced, and Chang Gu and Shen Pan nervously checked the results.Shen Pan is not worried about himself, his grades have little effect on him, and he can pass anyway.

Chang Gu seemed calm on the surface, but he held Shen Pan's hand very hard.When he saw his score clearly, before all kinds of feelings came to his heart, Shen Pan who was beside him had already hugged him and laughed unscrupulously.

"Passed! The first choice!" After Shen Pan yelled, he whispered in his ear and said, "Come on, baby, let's go to your house and come out."

Before Chang Gu came back to his senses, he was dragged by Shen Pan for a few steps in a daze, and Shen Pan suddenly remembered something: "No, there is still something to do before coming out of the closet, I promised my father Haircut..."

Chang Gu was taken aback, and subconsciously grabbed the small scroll hanging from Shen Pan's shoulder: "When did you promise him? Why did you cut your hair?"

"If I don't even have the courage to face my own shortcomings, then what qualifications do I have to say that I want to face the future with you?" Shen Pan took his hand, kissed it on his lips, and slightly bent his eyes, " My dad is right, Teacher Li also reminded us - this road is not easy to walk. Gu Er, I actually regret that I was so ignorant that I broke you up..."

"What is there to regret?" Chang Gu interrupted him, and leaned over to kiss his lips with a smile, "Baby, I'm glad you were ignorant back then, otherwise I wouldn't have imagined that I would have been without you for the past three years." What is it like to live?"

The teenagers embraced each other, and the small Hetang Town was soaked in the hot summer sun, just like the summer when they first met.The joy and tears that have been left here for the past three years seem to have all become fleeting images at this time, and they have just disappeared so quietly in the summer of the first arrival.

The author has something to say: the end of the full text=w=no extra episodes

In fact, this article is expected to write tens of thousands of words at the beginning, and it is specially written for friends, who knows that it will get longer and longer.

After I wrote it, I didn't even know what I was writing. Since I was too incomprehensible, I didn't have the nerve to show it to my friends.

I know that my writing skills are too poor, and I still need to practice a lot.Little angel who can insist on seeing the ending, I respect you for being a man!