Gu Pan

Shen Pan wanted to think about it, although he thought that his friends were all mentally retarded, but he integrated into the group very quickly, so it didn't take long for him to become a member of the army of idiots.

The girl holding the guitar came to him shyly, her hoarse voice just now was gone, she said in a soft voice: "Shen Pan, I haven't learned how to play the guitar yet, can you continue to teach me?"

Shen Pan: "...I see you had a good time just now."

Girl: "Oh, that's just for fun, I can't even listen to it myself!"

Shen Pan said indifferently "Oh", and thought: "So you still have some self-knowledge."

It was Pan Yaqin who was practicing piano fingering tirelessly. She looked up at Shen Pan, then lowered her head silently.

When I went downstairs to eat, my friends had almost left, and only Shen Pan and Pan Yaqin were left to eat.When going downstairs, Lin Yongge deliberately delayed until the end, and even held Shen Pan to prevent him from leaving first.

"What?" Shen Pan asked.

Lin Yongge said: "Can't you see it? Xu Wanying likes you, why are you so indifferent to him?"

Shen Pan sneered: "If she likes me, I should treat her nicely? What kind of logic. There are too many girls who like me, why don't I act as a central air conditioner to warm all the female friends?"

Lin Yongge smiled: "Do you have female friends?"

Shen Pan looked her up and down, and asked suspiciously, "When did you change your gender?"

Lin Yongge gritted his teeth and flexed his fists: "Bastard, you're itchy again, aren't you?"

Shen Pan believed in the credo of "Don't hit girls, ignore girls, don't provoke girls", but Lin Yongge was an accident.This girl has often abused and beat her elder brother Lin Yongzhi since she was a child, and forcibly taught Lin Yongzhi to become a vibrator.Although Lin Yongge did not learn kung fu seriously, but there are many thieves in the wild, even Shen Pan is not sure that he can beat her.

Shen Pan is decisive that the hero will not suffer the loss in front of him: "The heroine, spare your life, I admit defeat."

After speaking, both of them couldn't help laughing.Lin Yongge said, "Hey, to be honest, can you tell who likes you?"

"I can see that eight out of ten girls like me." Shen Pan said boldly, "Just like you did back then——I saw your silly eyes and knew that you must be in love with me." gone."

"Shit!" Lin Yongge glared at him, "How could I like someone like you back then!"

"Who didn't love a few idiots when they were young?" Shen Pan pretended to pat her shoulder deeply, "Don't do it again, girl."

Before he finished speaking, he laughed and ran downstairs, Lin Yongge chased after him shouting and killing.

In the same small town, not far from Lin Yongge's home, Chang Gu Shi ate another dinner without taste, and strolled up to the rooftop, but he didn't see the person he missed so much.

He waited in the cold wind for half an hour. In the end, even with the blessing of the scarf, he still felt his cheeks were frozen.Chang Gu was afraid that he would get sick if he stood like this again, and he would trouble his aunt again, so he hurried back to the warm room and took a hot bath.

It would be a lie to say that he was not lost. Chang Gu couldn't control himself from guessing where Shen Pan was and what he was doing at the moment—it would be bad if it went on like this. Chang Gu looked at the bathroom covered in a thin layer. The mirror of fog, silently wiped off the layer of fog, and looked directly at the unbearable self in the mirror.

Can't go on like this.

Water vapor flowed in the bathroom, and the clear mirror surface was soon smoked into mist, blurring the figure of the boy in the mirror.

Why not?Chang Gu put on his clothes calmly, as long as he doesn't get noticed, isn't that all right?

Shen Pan stayed at Lin Yongge's house until very late before leaving. Pan Yaqin didn't know why, she stood up when Shen Pan was about to leave, and said goodbye to Lin Yongge.

Lin Yongge and Pan Yaqin were in the same class in the third year of junior high school, and they had a very good relationship. They were rare close friends.Lin Yongge worried that Pan Yaqin, a girl, would be in danger when she came home so late, so she motioned for Shen Pan to take her home by the way.

Shen Pan seldom embarrass girls face to face, so he immediately pulled Lin Yongge aside, and said with a blank expression: "I want to send it to your brother, my family and hers are not on the same path."

Lin Yongge: "Letting Lin Yongzhi send me off is even more worrying. Do you think he looks like a decent person?"

Shen Pan: "..."

This is definitely my sister.

Shen Pan picked up the schoolbag and left, turning his back to Lin Yongge and waving at her: "Then it's settled, you can send it."

Lin Yongge: "..."

Asshole stuff!

Pan Yaqin didn't hear their chat, thinking that Lin Yongge agreed to send her home.We are all girls, Pan Yaqin was embarrassed to bother Lin Yongge, and quickly put on her schoolbag and ran out: "No need for Yongge, I will go home by myself!"

Shen Pan intentionally quickened her pace, but unexpectedly, Pan Yaqin was elegant and fair, but she was not weak in sports, so she caught up with him in a blink of an eye, and talked to him with a smile: "Hey, Shen Pan, my family is here too."

Shen Pan gave a cold "um", and really didn't want to talk to this girl—when he saw Pan Yaqin now, he would think of Chang Gu biting him angrily, that guy was very jealous, and Shen Pan was afraid that he might not be careful You are messing with flowers, and if Chang Gu sees it another day, he will be sulking again.

It's okay for Chang Gu to be angry, if it's a big deal, he can just coax him, and a few words can always coax him well.He was worried that Chang Gu would be sullen all by himself and spoil himself.

But Shen Pan's word "um" somehow encouraged Pan Yaqin, and she kept talking softly, talking to Chang Gu eloquently.

Shen Pan was distracted by her, but seeing the girl's sweet smiling face, he didn't want to tell her to shut up fiercely, so he reluctantly endured it.

"Shen Pan, my house is over there." Pan Yaqin tugged at the corner of his clothes shyly, "This alley is kind of dark, I'm afraid...Can you take me downstairs?"

Shall I drop you off at your door?Shen Pan held back and didn't complain, and said to himself three times "Don't be an example", and said with a blank expression: "Go by yourself, it's not convenient for me to take you in because the alley is so dark. Just shout when you go upstairs, I heard Let's go."

Pan Yaqin was a little disappointed, but she didn't force her, and walked into the darkness step by step.

Shen Pan stood under the pale street lamp, stuffed his hands in his pockets to keep warm, and stared down at the toes of his shoes boredly.Relying on the darkness that no one could see, Pan Yaqin secretly stopped to look at the boy under the streetlight for a while.

The boy was afraid of the cold, so he wrapped himself tightly.However, he is tall and has long legs to support the scene, even if he is wrapped like a zongzi, he is not ugly.

The most handsome zongzi in the world - the girl blushed and thought with a heartbeat.

Before Pan Yaqin finished fantasizing, she suddenly saw a familiar dark green swaying behind Shen Pan - it was their school's winter uniform.She squinted her eyes and took a closer look, and found that the dark green figure had stopped, and that person seemed to be looking this way too.

Pan Yaqin was stunned for a moment. It was Yu Changgu, a boy in the same class as Shen Pan. It was said that he was the monitor of Class [-] and [-] of senior high school. He always got the first place in every monthly exam.

That boy grew up well, but he was a little worse than Shen Pan - Pan Yaqin thought so.

Even though she knew that Yu Changgu couldn't see her, Pan Yaqin was ashamed to continue peeking at Shen Pan like a nympho, and hurried home with light steps, shouting "I'm home" to Shen Pan.

Shen Pan didn't speak, turned and left.

Not far away, Chang Gu was carrying a bag of medicines. For some unknown reason, he subconsciously hid as soon as Shen Pan moved.

Chang Gu thought blankly: "What am I hiding?"

My aunt's cold got worse, and finally reached the point where I couldn't do without medicine. Chang Gu came out this trip to buy some boxes of cold medicine for my aunt.Qianqian originally wanted to follow, but the weather in Hetang Town was too cold at night, and he was worried that the little girl would not bear the cold, so he asked Qianqian to wait at home.

When paying the bill, Chang Gu saw Shen Pan and a girl walking outside the door, and for a moment thought he had made a mistake.When he went out with the change, he saw the girl pulling Shen Pan's coat and looking up at Shen Pan shyly.

With Shen Pan's back turned to him, he couldn't see Shen Pan's expression, nor could he hear what the two of them said.Immediately afterwards, the girl let go, and walked into the dark alley, Shen Pan did not leave, and stood there watching the girl reluctantly.

The blood in Chang Gu's whole body seemed to be frozen, and a piercing chill rushed towards his face, penetrating every inch of his bones in an instant.He numbly watched Shen Pan walk away, and froze in place, the cold wind made him shiver, and after a while, even his lips became cold.

Shen Pan, this bastard... this liar!

Chang Gu didn't know how he got home, Qianqian ran over to open the door for him, and screamed when he saw him: "Cousin, your lips are purple from the cold! Oh, it's so cold outside, come in and blow on the heat!"

Chang Gu reluctantly smiled at her, and handed over the cold medicine: "Hurry up and let aunt take the medicine, I'm going back to my room first... I still haven't finished my homework."

Qianqian believed it was true, and was taken aback: "Is the homework load in high school so abnormal? Is there something wrong with your teacher?"

Chang Gu couldn't laugh anymore this time, he walked all the way back to his room with his head down, and locked the door quietly.

He lay down on the bed as if exhausted. There was heating in the room, and Chang Gu's body gradually warmed up.But when he thought of the scene of Shen Pan watching the girl go home, his heart felt as if it was stuffed with ice cubes, and he felt extremely uncomfortable.

Shen Pan, the liar, said that he doesn't like girls and only likes him, it's just to coax him to play.Chang Gu thought calmly - it's fake, it's all fake.

Chang Gu analyzed rationally—if Shen Pan's words were true, then what's the matter with him sending a girl home at night?Where did he hang out with that girl?Why do lonely men and widows play so late before going home?

Thinking of this, Chang Gu couldn't continue to be rational - Shen Pan had been alone with that girl for so long, did he hold that girl's hand?Did you hug that girl?And... did you kiss that girl?

Thinking of this possibility, Chang Gu regretted that he hadn't rushed up to question Shen Pan just now, what is hiding?

But when he calmed down, he began to rejoice at his weakness.Fortunately, he didn't rush out just now, if Shen Pan and that girl were really in a relationship, then he... what should he do?

What should he do?Beat Shen Pan hard?What about after the beating?Or say goodbye ruthlessly, then turn around and leave?

... It seems that they can't do it.

In the past, Chang Gu couldn't understand certain bullshit novels. The heroine fell in love with a scumbag, and knowing that the scumbag cheated on him, she still chose to cry and forgive. The word "break up" is not something that can be said casually.

He was reluctant to part with Shen Pan and asked him to break up with Shen Pan. Chang Gu would rather stab Shen Pan to death first, and then commit suicide himself.

"Why don't you just kill him? It's over once and for all." The young man with a dark heart began to dig into the corner.

But he touched the winter clothes that Shen Pan gave him, and couldn't bear to part with him—a cold corpse would not treat him well, nor would he smile at him, nor would he take the initiative to come over to hug him.What he likes is the living Shen Pan, not the lifeless one.

"Okay, then let him continue to lie to me." Chang Gu thought dumbly, "When he doesn't want to continue pretending, tell me that he doesn't like me anymore, then I will do it again."