Gu Pan

The [-]-year-old holiday is over in a blink of an eye. Despite his reluctance, Chang Gu still digs out his school uniform that has been idle for many days, while worrying about whether he will be addicted to love and have no intention of studying in the future.

In the early morning of the next day, Chang Gu got up early as usual, and as soon as he went downstairs, he suddenly found a familiar person standing not far away—the guy with messy hair, holding two bags of steaming breakfast, looking sleepy hazy look.

"Shen Pan?" Chang Gu opened his eyes wide in surprise.

Shen Pan obviously hasn't woken up yet, and when he saw Chang Gu, he forgot to smile at him first, so he said foolishly, "You're down."Chang Gu was in a complicated mood, he couldn't tell whether he was mostly shocked or joyful, so he put on his usual paralyzed face: "Why are you here?"

"Well... I'm here to take you to school." Shen Pan yawned, drooping his eyelids listlessly, "otherwise, who would want to get up so early?"

Chang Gu: "...how long have you been waiting here?"

Shen Pan: "It's not long... 5 minutes? 10 minutes? I'm too sleepy, I don't remember."

Chang Gu: "..."

Looking at Shen Pan's silly look, Chang Gu's heart was terribly sweet.He looked around, saw no one around, reached out his hand for the first time, and quickly straightened Shen Pan's messy hair.

Now Shen Pan was awake, and Chang Gu just fiddled with his hair a few times before Shen Pan grabbed his hand.I don't know if it was Chang Gu's illusion, but he seemed to see a flash of panic in Shen Pan's eyes.

Chang Gu let Shen Pan hold his hand - this guy is afraid of others touching his hair?What's wrong?

"Let me do it myself, aren't you worried that others will think too much if they see it?" Shen Pan quickly let go of Chang Gu's hand, and straightened his messy hair.

Chang Gu didn't understand it, but when Shen Pan was like this, he really wanted to touch it a few more times - the curly hair felt really good, and it tickled Chang Gu's heart.

The two talked all the way back to school——Shen Pan originally wanted to eat breakfast while walking, but Chang Gu refused, saying that it would be bad for the stomach and cause indigestion.Shen Pan listened to him, but couldn't keep his mouth shut, so he walked and chatted with Chang Gu.

Shen Pan: "Ah, I remembered, baby, I also saw you on this road for the first time. That day was the first day of the freshmen's exams. I saw you not far from the door when I was just out of the house. It was still far away. Whistleed at you from a distance—too bad you didn't hear it."

Chang Gu has been with him for so many days, and he hasn't shamelessly acquiesced to Shen Pan calling him "baby" for so long. These days, his face has grown, and he has gradually learned to make some small jokes: "Oh, so that Then you fell in love with me at first sight."

"Yeah baby, who made you handsome, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you." Shen Pan said with a smile, "Later we became classmates by fate, the more I looked at you, the more I liked you—— You are so cute, monitor."

Chang Gu: "..."

Is this used to compliment a boy?

But Shen Pan said he was cute, and Chang Gu also thought he was cute for the time being.Back at school, there were only two or three classmates in the class. One of the boys saw Shen Pan and was so surprised that he didn't know what to say: "Shen Pan, you... why are you back?"

"Come back to school, and I didn't ask for leave." Shen Pan looked at him inexplicably, "Is there something wrong with your question?"

Chang Gu pursed his lips and snickered, the boy scratched his head embarrassingly: "No, what I mean is why did you come back so early? You used to go back to school early, everyone knows that."

"Oh, I've changed my ways." Shen Pan replied perfunctorily.

The few students who came back early were on duty today, put down their schoolbags and went outside to do hygiene.Shen Pan pulled his stool to Chang Gu's table, sat down next to him, and happily had breakfast with Chang Gu.

"Squad leader, can we discuss it?" Shen Pan's mouth was full of food, but his mouth still refused to stop, and he said vaguely, "Can you stop studying so early in the future? It's really hard for me to get up early like today. Half-Life..."

"Swallow things down before talking, don't get food crumbs everywhere." Chang Gu glanced at him angrily, and started to eat breakfast slowly, "I didn't ask you to wake up early with me—I'm used to it Study in the morning."

And it's inconvenient to change this habit - Chang Gu didn't say these words. After all, he is dependent on others, and he doesn't want to cause trouble for others. If he suddenly gets up late one day and his work and rest schedule changes drastically, my aunt will definitely think that there is something wrong with him. up.

He didn't want to cause any trouble to others.

Shen Pan didn't understand his sensitive mind, so he stalked him for a long time, seeing Chang Gu's firm attitude, he asked disappointedly for the last time: "Is there really nothing to discuss?"

Chang Gu said firmly: "There is no need to discuss."

Chang Gu thought he had said that, and Shen Pan would definitely not come to school with him the next day, but he didn't expect that as soon as Chang Gu went out the next morning, he saw the drowsy Shen Pan downstairs again.

Shen Pan: "Well... class monitor, good morning."

Chang Gu: "...Morning."

The geographical location of Hetang Town is remote, there are not many vehicles coming and going, and the air in the morning is extremely fresh.Birds were chirping on the tree branches by the roadside, and many people had a few pots of small green flowers on the windowsills of their homes—let’s count them as flowers, anyway, it’s hard to tell whether they are vegetables or flowers from a distance.

Chang Gu and Shen Pan walked side by side on the street with few pedestrians, Chang Gu's eyebrows stretched, the corners of his mouth raised slightly unconsciously, trying to suppress the joy in his heart so as not to giggle out loud on the street.

Obviously it's not spring now, but Chang Gu has the illusion that birds are singing and flowers are fragrant, everything around him is too beautiful, he looks at Shen Pan who is still rubbing his eyes, and then at the blue sky, his heart is gradually filled with an unprecedented feeling. It is full of stability and comfort.

Chang Gu almost forgot how he spent the past month or so. Those fears and loneliness were so far away from him at this moment, so that Chang Gu was in a daze for a while—he was really so lost and helpless. ?Is that timid and weak person really him?

Whether it was or not, he didn't want to go back to the past.

This thought occupied his mind, Chang Gu said hesitantly: "Shen Pan..."

"Baby, we're in a relationship, and you still call me by my full name? It's too boring." Shen Pan held the breakfast in one hand, and put the other hand on Chang Gu's shoulder, "Come on, change the name." chant."

Originally, Shen Pan was just teasing him casually, but Chang Gu thought about it seriously for a while: "What should I call it? Ah Pan? Xiao Pan? Pan Pan?"

"Why are you like my grandma?" Shen Pan muttered, "Isn't it better to just call her baby? Why do you have to call me such a rustic nickname?"

Chang Gu stopped talking, Shen Pan turned his head to look at him, and sure enough, he saw that the man's face was slightly red.Shen Pan looked calm on the surface, but his heart became hot in an instant——Chang Gu's blush was so damn frightening, no matter how many times he saw him, he was always distracted.

"...Ah Pan, let's go over there." Chang Gu couldn't care about his burning face anymore, he hesitantly pulled Shen Pan's wrist, and led Shen Pan to another path.

Shen Pan's wrist is very thin, like a girl's soft and slender. I don't know if it's because of playing musical instruments all the year round, but the lines of his arms are particularly smooth and beautiful.Chang Gu didn't dare to use force to pull his hand, only dared to hold it lightly - in fact, he didn't need to use force, since the two of them confirmed their relationship, Shen Pan has always been very obedient in front of him, except when he was flirting with him every day. Besides, at other times, Chang Gu almost felt that he was being spoiled by Shen Pan.

Every time I go out to play, Shen Pan will come to him, and I will always send him home when I have enough fun. When buying snacks and drinks, Shen Pan always thinks about his favorite taste. When I go to the bookstore, I will definitely wear earphones. Don't let him carry it, and hardly touch your phone when you're with him...

Chang Gu usually doesn’t talk much, but he is actually very sensitive in his heart—probably every shy and introverted child is like this. They don’t like to talk, but they can clearly feel whether others treat them good or bad, even if it’s just a little bit. arrive.

Not to mention that Shen Pan was so distracted by him—Chang Gu thought he lacked love since he was a child, maybe he had never seen a better one, and he thought Shen Pan was already very good.

"Hey, where are we going?" Shen Pan asked, but he followed without waiting for Chang Gu's answer—that's why Chang Gu felt that he was "very well-behaved", he listened to what he said, and followed when he pulled .

Honestly, it's cute.

After Shen Pan belatedly understood where Chang Gu was going to take him, he couldn't help but have a subtle expression: "Honey, I remember there is a small forest over there... It takes 10 minutes to go around this road to go to school."

Chang Gu: "...um."

"You know? Then you still take me this way?" Shen Pan clenched her lips wickedly, squinted at him and smiled, "Hey, you took me to a grove where no one was around, wouldn't it be you? What do you want to do to me?"

Chang Gu: "..."

Shen Pan: "Yo, you are blushing, did you guess me?"

Chang Gu said nothing, turning a deaf ear to Shen Pan's laughing jokes.After entering the grove, Shen Pan looked at him expectantly: "Here, what do you want to do to me? Do it quickly, we have to go to school later, but if you want to skip class..."

Chang Gu: "...can you stop talking?"

"Okay, okay, then I won't say anything." Shen Pan said with a playful smile, "Baby, do you need me to close my eyes? Would you be embarrassed if I opened them?"

Chang Gu: "..."

Chang Gu Mizhi was silent for a while, knowing that this guy was definitely thinking wrong.He held Shen Pan's hand resignedly, and looked at him helplessly: "...Let's go."

"Huh? You... that's it?" Shen Pan looked at him in disbelief.

Chang Gu took the initiative to pull his hand once, and it was already a fight, but now his heart was beating unbelievably fast, and his face was flushed.Who knew that Shen Pan not only didn't buy it, but also looked at him with disappointment.Chang Gu was already very embarrassed, but now he became angry from embarrassment, shook off Shen Pan's hand and left.

Shen Pan hurried to catch up, and hugged Chang Gu without saying a word: "Baby, I was wrong, I was joking with you... Don't you want to hold on? Come to hold on."

"Don't you want to hold him?" Chang Gu stood on the spot angrily. When Shen Pan hugged him, his hair rubbed against his face, and it was a little itchy, "I don't want to hold him anymore!"

"Don't be angry." Shen Pan took his hand involuntarily, and kissed his finger with a smile, "If you get angry again, we should be late, come on, let's go to school."

Chang Gu has always had nothing to do with him, he just felt that the fingers kissed by Shen Pan were scalded as if they were burned, which made his whole body feel wrong.Chang Gu couldn't continue to be angry, so he could only coyly let Shen Pan lead him to school.

Along the way, Chang Gu tried several times to ask Shen Pan not to do such strange things in the future, but every time the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back intact.Does he really dislike Shen Pan doing this to him?Chang Gu asked himself—it is really awkward and strange to point fingers, but Shen Pan did this, isn't he very beautiful in his heart?

... Anyway, if you don't hate it, then you should like it.

The distance between them holding hands was not long, and Chang Gu felt that Shen Pan's cold hands were about to let go before he warmed them up—that's the only bad thing about an underground relationship, even holding hands can't be aboveboard.

Unlike Chang Gu who was full of entanglements, Shen Pan was very happy along the way. Although holding hands in the grove did not meet his expectations, at least Chang Gu took the initiative to hold him. This alone was enough for him to enjoy the whole day .

But it didn't take long for Shen Pan to be happy, before extreme joy gave way to sorrow.