uh you like me !

Chapter03

"What are you doing, where is your medicine? Where is it?" Leng Shan hastily put down the plastic bag in her hand, pulled me and asked, I was stunned... After two seconds, I laughed loudly: "Pfft! Hahahahaha , You are so funny, you actually ask such a low question!" Originally, the emotion at this time should be shock or aggrieved.But it was overshadowed by my laughter, because it was really funny, did he really think that every mental patient needs to take medicine?However, judging from Fir Shan's look, my laughter did not play a role in relieving stress.He still asked nervously: "What's the matter? Tell me." Only then did I belatedly recall the unhappiness just now.Asked in surprise: "Didn't you leave? Why are you back again? Did you leave something behind?"

He didn't answer my question, but continued to ask with concern: "Are you really okay?" Fir Shan's eyes were a little flustered.I shook my head: "Why are you back?" I asked my question again, trying to hear the answer I wanted, such as "I'll just come back and take a look" or "I can try to accept it."

"I forgot to take things, I forgot to take away your uneasy emotions, and I forgot to tell you, I will never leave again in the future." He looked at my calm face, finally relieved, walked to At the entrance, he picked up the plastic bag that had been thrown on the ground, and took off his shoes.

He touched my hair and handed me the plastic bag: "Eat, you must have eaten nothing since morning, here, fried rice." Actually, at this time, if he smiled, the picture would be more harmonious and beautiful .I took the lunch box and asked cautiously, "Well, have you eaten it?" "Yeah." I carefully took a bite of the rice again: "Well, you are sure, you are not afraid that one day I will suddenly run away and bite you "Tsk," he gave me a complicated look, "Don't be awkward, don't you want me to go? Why are you saying these things again? Don't worry, I won't leave you, let alone give you a tranquilizer , That thing hurts your nerves, you don't have to be afraid that I will go back on my word or something, if you need it, I can rush to your side at any time."

I pretended not to care and replied: "Whatever."

In fact, I am concerned about dying. Since my sophomore year, I have been so restless, easily angry, and easy to hurt others, so that since then, no one has been willing to approach me and be my friend.People who used to be friends either pretended not to know me, or embarrassingly deduced all my requests, what's more, seeing me seemed to see the god of plague, avoiding it, and always behind my back Discussing me with contemptuous eyes and acrimonious language, for a long time, I was their joke after dinner.During that time, I didn't even dare to go out, I was afraid of dying from the light.

I finally made it to graduation, and it took me a year to learn how to hide my ugliness in front of people.Fortunately, Ye Mu majored in psychology, and he was by my side to guide me. I feel that the past two years have really improved a lot, so good that I thought I had gotten rid of it, and I would no longer suffer from that kind of thing. Shackled, fortunately it came out in time and slapped me, let me understand psychological medicine, broad and profound!Japanese girl, after so long, she still looks so nervous, disgusting!Yemu explained it to me in this way: "Mental illness is not like physical ailment. You can find the right medicine at once, and it is impossible to cure the disease at once. It is like hiccups. You just want to suppress it. Sometimes it will continue to fight, but if you don’t care, it may stop, let it be. I also hope that you can let go, and don’t be so fragile and sad every time.” I also searched for information on the Internet, those People who have psychological shadows about certain things can't get rid of that bone-eating fear until they die.

Tch, I don't want to be so ignorant!In fact, I have always felt that I am very sunny, okay?The shadows in my heart are all because of a girl in college who approached me pretending to be a kind person, made me fall in love with her, and then kicked me, because she has already got a position in the student union through me... I have been thinking, How fragile I am, to be hurt psychologically by such a small setback, but after thinking about it, although the memory is very blurred now, I must have been really sad at the time, the kind of being deceived, abandoned, and hurt Every time I feel sad, I will rush like a wave every time, and then I will be shot into the abyss, I can't breathe, I can't swim out of the sea, there is nothing to make me focus on, nothing can guide me, and no one can hold me Stretched out a hand and pulled me out of the water.

Ye Mu, the bamboo horse who was always thinking of me, the person who has been helping me all the time, couldn't do it either.

I closed my eyes, drenched in the hot water from the shower head, desperately scrubbing my blood-stained chest, I am really selfish, what if I want others to stay and hurt others?

The next day, I was still very ignorant of the sun, after all, lifelessness would be annoying.

I walked out of the community and prepared to be my little employee again, but why is that silver Maybach here? !I froze for a moment, he came to pick me up for work?Tsk tsk, what a leisurely mood, Leng Shan looked at me standing there unmoved, she simply pressed the car window and said to me: "What are you doing? Come up."

I foolishly nodded, sat in the co-pilot, put on my seat belt, and teased Fir Shan: "So, are you chasing me?" He glanced at me out of the corner of his eye, expressing disdain.

What I have to admit is that Leng Shan is indeed a person who can't chat. My civilian area is 30 minutes away from the company. As a result, he didn't say a word...not a word!Thanks to the active atmosphere that I am so busy alone, it will be broken in less than a second!Fuck, let alone whether he can stand me, I have to see if I can stand him. Although my current situation does not have the qualifications to say such outrageous words, I reject Bingshan! ! !

There is one thing about him that I am very optimistic about. He can express the onomatopoeia "uh" in all kinds of ~flavour~, this is a skill!It sounds like watching AV!I'm definitely complimenting him.

When I arrived at the company, I found that everyone was surprised for a moment when they watched me get off the president's car... and then, they squinted their eyes and smiled bewilderedly.

Ignoring the hostile gaze, Leng Shan directly said to me: "Wait for me after work." I walked to my desk in a trance like a hungry wolf's green gaze, feeling awkward and uncomfortable. , but fortunately, the gaze is not the kind of piercing spine, but just gossip.Although it is much better than mocking, but being stared at is really uncomfortable!It's like being surrounded by people watching when going to the toilet, the feeling of being so nervous that you dare not even open a pore at will.

Suddenly, a person came over and patted me on the shoulder excitedly. It was the buddy who told me that Fir Shan liked me. I thought he was just a soy sauce passerby in my story. , but now that he reappears, I have no choice but to introduce his name, his name is Jiang Qiyue, you heard me right, his name is Jiang Qiyue!The name of such a soft girl was ruined by this rough old man!He is a very enthusiastic person, just familiar with him!He hangs shoulders with everyone, flirts with pretty girls with big breasts, and looks just like Ye Mu!

His eyes were shining, and Jiang Qiyue said excitedly: "You guys got it? Come and thank me! Thank you for my advice, okay! I can guarantee that now, Mr. President will never want to find fault with you again." I Rolling eyes: "Hehe! It's definitely you! Those gossips are all spread by you, right? Look at the way everyone looks at me now!" Jiang Qiyue smiled: "I don't like it, tsk tsk, it doesn't matter, if you like it, love it, It’s as simple as that if you don’t like it.” I glanced at him and said, “Get out, I have nothing to do with him! It’s the boss and the employee!” He smiled slyly and drifted away silently.

All day long, I feel like I'm sitting on pins and needles sitting in an office chair!After much difficulty, I finally got off work, and I want to escape from the place of right and wrong! ! !

In the end, the consequence of being too nervous is that I forgot that Leng Shan asked me to wait for him!I didn't realize it until I got home by taxi, is it too late to go back now?Will he kill me, will he dismember me and put me in a cement tank?Trembling, I took out my mobile phone and broadcast Fir Shan's number. The husband on the note made me very upset!But in view of my previous experience, I didn’t dare to change it to “son” and felt it was too impolite (I really didn’t think that would be my words), so I just changed it to a fir casually. The phone rang twice, and finally from inside His cold voice sounded: "What's the matter?"

"Hey, President, where are you, have you gone home?"

"Originally, I have been waiting for you from the second before answering the phone, but since you called, it proves that you have let me go, so I am driving home."

As long as he speaks in such a serious and detailed manner, it proves that he is very upset.I'm a little panicked:

"Listen to my explanation. I didn't mean it. I accidentally forgot it. Don't blame me. I was wrong."

After a while, he said, "Fortunately, you didn't mean to avoid me on purpose." His voice paused, and he continued: "Also, Xia Qi, you actually forgot, I actually miss you too How much you care about me."

The voice was transmitted from the machine to the machine, mixed with some long melancholy and helplessness.

TBC