How can different genders fall in love

printed on the side of his face.

"what happened?"

"elder brother……"

Gao Yue raised his head, looking a little confused.

"Do you love me?"

"of course."

Gao Ge held his hand a little tighter, and the tone revealed in his words was unquestionable.

"Don't worry, although my brother is engaged to someone else, he will always love you the most."

The emotion on Gao Yue's face tonight was much more vivid than before, and he was feeling a little depressed at this moment.

"But I'm sick..."

"You're not sick." There was tenderness in Gao Ge's long and narrow eyes, "You're just more sensitive than other children."

"But no one likes me except my brother."

Gao Yue looked at the floor, and his thick eyelashes drooped sadly.

Gao Ge's sharp lips curled up like a sword, "Isn't it enough to have a brother who likes you?"

Immediately, he seemed to realize that Gao Yue was rarely talkative tonight, and asked with concern: "Why do you think so suddenly? Is it because the treatment process is very difficult?"

Gao Yue shook his head silently, his voice was a bit difficult: "Today, I dreamed of her."

"he?"

"The woman who gave birth to me."

The smile on Gao Ge's lips disappeared, and his facial features appeared cold and sharp, but his voice was still gentle and patient: "Oh?"

"I thought I hated her." Gao Yue still lowered his head, his intermittent voice revealed his pain and confusion, "But...but..."

"Mother and child are connected." Gao Ge's subordinates gently comforted him, but a fierce light slowly overflowed from his eyes.

"I've heard it said before, she... I'm sorry, brother..."

Gao Yue tightly wrapped his arms around Gao Ge's waist, and buried his face deeply into Gao Ge's arms.

"It's all about the older generation, and there's no need to worry about it."

But the pain and sadness of the past, if I don’t pay back, how can I be worthy of my mother’s thousands of days and nights of tears and loneliness?

Gao Ge patted Gao Yue's back lightly, his eyes were bottomless.

"What's more, I also thank her for giving birth to you and making me love you, Xiao Yue."

I'm sorry, my brother, although you were not the one who did the wrong thing, but your birth was a fault.Mother's debt repayment has always been very applicable——

On the bed is an old man who is dying, and next to the bed is a young man who is in his prime.

Just looking at the appearance of the two, no one would think that they are a father and son.

Looking at the man who was staring at him obsessively, without any trace of awe and sternness in his childhood memory, Gao Yue said very calmly: "I heard that you are going to die, I want to ask you a few questions."

The old man made several dry voices from his throat, as if he wanted to say something, but couldn't.

"My mother was forced by you, instead of climbing into your bed by herself as others said, right?"

The old man closed his eyes, his old and tired face trembled slightly, and then shook his head in a very small arc.

"Because she looks so much like the love of your youth, doesn't it?"

The old man's face trembled again, and then he nodded.

Gao Yue still had a cold face, and he looked somewhat similar to Gao Ge's expression when he removed his smile.

"Brother's mother, she wasn't mad because of you, but because of you, right?"

The old man seemed to sigh, and nodded again exhaustedly.

When Gao Yue got the answer, he turned around and left without hesitation.

The old man made a grunting sound, and struggled to utter a word: "... ax..."

Gao Yue remained unmoved at all, and stepped out of the ward firmly step by step.

In the past, he thought that this father hated him, but now that he thought about it, maybe there was some contradictory affection mixed with that disgust, but that was only for the sake of this face.

That person lives in memory, and there is no room for anyone in his heart.

Ps:

The sentence about Qin Dali is actually the content of "The Little Prince" mentioned in the previous article.

The little prince tamed the rose and the fox, but he was only tamed by the rose. (I mean I don't know what the hell I'm talking about Orz

Well, anyway, that means that Gao Yue loves Gao Ge, but Gao Ge doesn't necessarily love him.

Don't look at our Yue Xiaoshou who is usually quiet and withdrawn and autistic, but Gay Jun hinted in Chapter 1 that he is also a movie star!It's not a matter of acting every minute~

☆, confrontation X contradiction X scheming

"Mr. Gao."

Qin Li was not surprised to see the low-key luxury car downstairs, and the man sitting in the car looking at him through the window.

Someone respectfully opened the rear door, and Gao Ge got out of the car. His steps were unhurried, very steady and slow. When he approached slowly, he gave off an invisible sense of oppression.

Finally, he stood opposite Qin Li, with a faint smile on his face.

"Doctor Qin, I heard that you seem to have given my brother something."

Qin Li looked directly at him: "What does Mr. Gao mean?"

The two men are about the same height, but when they stand together, they can still tell that Gao Ge is a centimeter or two taller.

But Qin Li's expression was very calm, and he didn't look away, and his aura was even comparable to that of Gao Ge, who had been in power for a long time.

Gao Ge smiled, but his smile was very cold.

"Doctor Qin, you should be clear that you are just Xiao Yue's psychiatrist. You don't need to worry about the Gao family's affairs."

Qin Li also laughed, his smile was colder than his.

"I'm a doctor. So I only worry about 'curing my patients'."

"Doctor Qin is indeed a good and responsible doctor."

Gao Gepi said with a nonchalant smile.

Qin Li ignored his seemingly complimenting but mocking words, just nodded slightly, and said, "If Mr. Gao has nothing else to do, then I'll go upstairs first."

Gao Ge nodded noncommittally.

The two seemed to have only talked a word or two, and the atmosphere was fairly calm.

But only those who are in it know the confrontation.

Looking at Qin Li's back, Gao Ge narrowed his long and narrow eyes, making them look even deeper.

"Qin Li, Doctor Qin..."

He stood where he was, said softly in his mouth, chewing every word, repeatedly.

There was no joy or anger on his expression, and the followers couldn't tell whether he was in a good mood or not, so they all bowed their heads and waited quietly.

After a long time, Gao Ge showed a playful smile, but his eyes were a bit sinister. He raised his chin and glanced upstairs before turning around and getting into the car.

Qin Li leaned on the desk, saw through the window that the car below had already left, and raised the corners of his mouth mockingly.

[Aren't you afraid that he will be wary of you after this incident? ]

Goldfinger was a good boy who asked questions whenever he didn't understand. At that time, seeing Qin Li unabashedly letting Gao Yue leave with that diary, he was already suspicious.Seeing that Gao Ge, as shrewd as a fox, came to question him, he became curious about Qin Li's actions.

"Impossible." Qin Li said casually, "Although he came to the door this time, he must not have paid much attention to me."

After finishing speaking, he chuckled lightly, with a lazy expression on his face, and his serious and indifferent image in front of people completely dissipated.

"This kind of person is pretentious to the bone."

Goldfinger silently slandered: Saying others are pretending to be coercive, you are not doing any better——

"I hate you."

Qin Li was amused in his heart, but on the surface he was still so cold that he couldn't let go of his emotions, "En."

Seeing Qin Li's indifferent reaction, Gao Yue looked at Qin Li seriously, as if he would wait until he got a satisfactory answer.

This made him look innocent and cute without his usual indifference and withdrawnness.

As he wished, Qin Li said, "You are just my patient, I just need to cure you. As for whether you hate me or like me, it's not in my concern."

The expected answer.

But for some reason, Gao Yue was calm and disappointed at the same time.

He thought he was alone, but with Qin Li's help, he understood the truth of the year.

Although no matter what the truth is, it is impossible for his mother to come back from the dead, but his heart is a little more comforted by it.

Because of this, his feelings for this doctor Qin became somewhat contradictory.

On the one hand, he tires of him because of his aloofness and instinctive defensiveness.

On the other hand, because of his behavior, I have some curiosity and expectations for him.

Gao Yue was silent for a while, then said again: "You said before that you don't have any medicine, so how can you cure me?"

Qin Li put his hands on the table and looked at Gao Yue calmly. His voice was not loud, but there was an undeniable force.

"The medicine is on yourself. You are the only one who can cure you."

Gao Yue was in a trance for a while.

At this moment, he suddenly felt that this Qin Li did have the ability to read people's hearts.

Those things that I don't want to say, can't say, hypocritical, true, buried in my heart for too long, and even about to forget, suddenly surfaced.

It surged into the chest cavity and overflowed into the throat.

He has been silent for too long, he wants to talk.

But he still didn't say anything after all.

Qin Li didn't ask anything.

Two hours passed quietly in silence.

"What you insist on may not necessarily be correct."

Before Gao Yue was picked up, Qin Li said again behind him.

This time, Gao Yue didn't stop, as if he had never heard of it.

It seems that the effect is not as good as the previous few times, but Qin Li smiled very mysteriously——

Gao Ge was holding the goblet, and the rose-red liquid inside was gently shaking, reflecting beautiful light under the bright light.

A soft and boneless body leaned over.

Gao Ge looked beside him, and saw a seductive beauty with curly hair, waist and red lips.

The young and promising son of a family will soon take over the position of his powerful father, and he also has an outstanding good looks.Such a person is also a focus at a banquet where VIPs gather.

Even if he already has an engagement partner, even if that partner is a man, so what?

It's not uncommon in this circle for people who can eat both men and women, not to mention that this is just a marriage of interests, if there is any sincerity in it, it would be really strange.

The beauty was very relaxed, and seeing that Gao Ge had no intention of resisting, she put her head close to Gao Ge's face, parted her red lips lightly, and exhaled Youlan.

"Would you mind leaving with me first?"

The red wine was gulped down.

Two figures were missing from the banquet.

The bell rang smoothly like running water.

Gao Ge withdrew to connect to the mobile phone, and the young and immature voice seemed a little strange through the current.

"Brother, it's late."

Gao Ge lazily leaned against the head of the bed, and said, "I'm sorry, Xiao Yue, I've been delayed..."

The beauty's warm breath fluttered on the side of her face: "Who is it?"

Her voice was obviously heard by the person on the other end of the phone. When the boy spoke again, it was already a few minutes later.

"...I'll wait for your return."

Gao Ge put the phone aside and met the curious eyes of the beauty.

"It's my brother."

He said lightly, obviously not in the mood to explain further.

The beauty let out an empathetic oh, and stopped asking any more questions. She entangled her like a water snake, but was pushed away.

"I'll have someone take you back."

Gao Ge buttoned his suit and walked out.

As if inadvertently, he glanced at the delicate and clean goblet on the table beside him.

Seeing the beautiful but distorted face of a woman reflected on the glass, Gao Ge raised the corners of his mouth slightly.

The next day, the news that the illegitimate son of the Gao family was mentally ill and overly dependent on his elder brother spread silently.

Gao Yue sat on the bed with his knees bent, his eyes were dim.

In the end, what is real...

☆, child X teenager X man

Thin, silent, weird.

A beautiful but lifeless child.

Tall and straight, proud and indifferent.

Young but not impetuous boy.

The two stared at each other silently, as if they were communicating with each other in a way that others couldn't understand.

Under the brilliance of the setting sun, amidst the floating dust particles, the young man slowly showed a somewhat stiff smile, and his eyes softened little by little.

——It was as if the hatred and defensiveness that was shown at the first moment had never existed.

"Xiao Yue, I'm your brother..."

Yes, brother...

The child blinked slowly, but the eyeballs remained indifferent.

There is a warm touch on the head.

"Xiao Yue, I will live with my brother from now on, okay?"

Children accept strange, never-experienced feelings.

It seemed to be an irresistible attraction from blood, and he did not resist the boy's touch.

Yes, brother?

The boy's other hand hanging by his side was clenched tightly, and then opened.He bent down and picked up the child.

"Then, let's go with brother, Xiao Yue."

The body was suspended in the air, and then surrounded by a refreshing and charming breath.The child also clenched his hands, as if trying to grab something.

The top of the head was stroked repeatedly, and the child gradually narrowed his eyes comfortably, like a successfully tamed kitten.

Yes, brother! ——

There was a sleeping boy on the bed, and Gao Ge stood aside with a complicated expression.

"Sleep so peacefully..."

Gao Ge slowly stretched out his hand, caressing the young man's slender neck.

The skin under his hands is delicate and soft, and the blue blood vessels can be seen jumping slightly under his fingers, quietly exuding the vitality of young life.

It seems that as long as the nail is slightly sunk in, it will break open, and bright red blood will flow out.

As if being tempted, Gao Ge's hand slowly tightened.

As long as one exerts force, this life will disappear without a sound, right?

Really, beautiful and fragile creatures...

The woman sealed in the memory was weakly lying on the bed, and the scene of the delicate and beautiful facial features showing a bit of pathetic morbid beauty due to serious illness came to mind, and Gao Ge couldn't help sighing again:

What a beautiful and fragile creature!

He slowly stretched his hand back again, and slowly revealed a cold smile.

The arc of the corner of the mouth is sharper than the blade.

I almost couldn't control it...

He sighed softly in his heart.

With his hands behind his back, he leaned over and pressed his lips on the boy's peaceful and beautiful sleeping face.

Cold lips, warm face.

Score at the touch of a button.

The sound dissipated in the thick darkness.

"Sweet dreams."

Because as soon as you wake up, you will be ready for a grander stage.

The protagonist, but you can't leave the scene midway.

Small Yue.

My dearest, dearest brother.

The door closed again.

In the darkness, the boy slowly opened his eyes——

The morning sun shines in warmly through the floor-to-ceiling windows on the entire wall.

Qin Li supported his head, covered his mouth with one hand and yawned lazily, his eyes half-closed sleepily, as if he didn't get enough sleep, he almost lay down on the table.

There was a knock on the door, and his body shook. His originally slack sitting posture now wished he could be taller than little Bai Yang, with his hands straight on the table, his eyes bright and refreshed, how can he still see the sleepiness just now?

It's not the first time that Goldfinger has seen such a state of getting into the drama quickly, but he still feels very speechless.

It's also fortunate that this "savior" is mentally strong enough, otherwise he would have to suffer from schizophrenia if he continues like this.

"Please come in."

I thought it was a restaurant employee delivering breakfast, but the person who came was unexpected.

Qin Li raised his eyebrows, and there was a hint of interest and inquiry in his eyes.

The visitor sat down, did not speak, first thought carefully and seriously for a while, and then said: "You are a psychiatrist, you should know a lot, right?"

Qin Li didn't answer, but asked instead: "It seems that the time we agreed on is not this time?"

Gao Yue's brows were sullen, and his complexion looked a little unhappy.

Although his face has always been pale and expressionless, today he is even more ugly.

"Changed to now."

Qin Li crossed his fingers casually, and said lightly, "Of course, but please let me know before changing the time. I hope we can give each other enough respect."

Gao Yue has long been used to the psychiatrist's unceremonious way of speaking.

Although he hated it, those psychiatrists who had smiles on their faces and even deliberately softened their tone for fear of accidentally shocking him made him even more disgusted.

"if--"

He spoke very slowly, but he was indeed confiding actively.

"You have only one relative in the world. He treats you very well."

Speaking of this, Gao Yue's tone was a little confused.

"But, you suddenly discovered that those may all be fake..."

If one day, I find that the only reliance I used to rely on, the incomparable existence, may be just an illusion.And all the softness and beauty that warm the heart may be just a deliberate illusion.

Then what should be done?

Could it be that there is only one person again?

Gao Yue didn't know.

But he came here subconsciously.

Perhaps he subconsciously felt that this relentless and seemingly cold psychiatrist was actually very reliable, right?

My heart is full of doubts, confusion and pain, so it will be better if I speak it out?

Qin Li was already smiling in his heart at this moment.

Look, it was just as he expected.

Gao Yue is still too young~

He was proud of himself, but he didn't show half of his true emotions.Instead, he waited quietly until Gao Yue finished speaking, and then said, "If it's fake, then find out the truth. If there is no one to rely on, then rely on yourself."

The words were not level, so Gao Yue looked at him silently.

Qin Li raised his head and continued: "People live in groups, and they can only live comfortably in groups. There are too few people in contact with, especially at your age, it is easy to feel dependent on a specific object. You have a strong dependence and possessiveness on your brother, these - I will not say whether this is normal, but it is not good for your psychological development."

"—For a long time, you will be trapped in a prison that you made yourself. Outside, it will be you, dearest brother who is beyond reach."

☆、Change X Embrace X Dispute

"So, let go while it's still possible."

Gao Yue pursed his lips tightly, and there seemed to be fire flickering in his dark eyes.

"What do you know!"

Almost annoyed, he retorted loudly.

The more intense his reaction was, the greater the contrast with the usual, and the brighter the smile in Qin Li's heart: Sure enough, he was still shaken.

Seeing that Qin Li's expression was still unmoved, Gao Yue looked at him stubbornly, but his voice became low and intermittent, as if he was crying brokenly.

"Let go, you said it easily...you don't understand at all, there is only one person in the world who can give you the feeling of hugging..."

"I really don't understand."

Qin Li admitted frankly.

"—because no one ever gave me a hug."

Gao Yue was taken aback.

"I don't have parents, and I don't have any brothers or sisters." Qin Li calmly narrated, "I have been living alone, and I only rely on myself. I really don't understand how difficult it is to let go, but I know that everything will never be better than before. bad."

This may sound unexpected, but it is reasonable.

He didn't say that no one would imagine that such a cold and wonderful man was an orphan.

But he said, no one would doubt that such a cold and wonderful person is not an orphan.

Gao Yue felt a little inexplicable in his heart.

Perhaps it is caused by human inferiority. Most people who feel that their lives are miserable will always have a subtle sense of pity and superiority when they know that someone is more miserable than themselves.

But Gao Yue is not.

He just felt that the distance between himself and the psychiatrist seemed to be getting closer, and he even had a slight liking for him.

Because, in a sense, they are also a kind of people, right?

Gao Yue blinked slowly, the confusion and unwillingness and the urge to do something when he came here seemed to have slowly settled down.

Because it's my brother—even if he doesn't love him, it's still impossible to let him go.

However, it is also possible to try to be alone slowly, right?

Anyway - as Qin Li said, everything will never be worse than before.

Thinking of this, he stood up, tilted his head, and looked at Qin Li who was sitting on the chair.

Like a beautiful and mechanical doll, but said very seriously: "Actually, you are not that bad."

As he spoke, he glanced at the time, only half an hour had passed.

"Don't count the cost this time in the total, I'll pay for it."

He didn't want his brother to know that he had been here today, otherwise he might notice something.

Qin Li took a sip of the coffee that the delivery man just brought.

"No, this consultation is free."

"unnecessary."

Gao Yue has never owed anyone a favor.

He had no chance before, and he didn't want to.

"I said free, not gratuitous."

Qin Li put down the cup, stood up, and walked around the desk.

"The reward—a hug."

There are two superimposed shadows on the ground.

Behind it is a large piece of sunlight pouring in.

It turned out that this psychiatrist, who was mean and inhumane and not like a psychiatrist, had a warm embrace.

It doesn't have the faint smell of men's perfume on my brother's body, but it exudes a warm golden color like a wheat field in the wild.

Gao Yue almost forgot to breathe, his eyes widened because of the accident without blinking.

He heard someone talking in his ear——

"There is more than one person who can give you a hug."

Seeing Qin Li sitting back again, nothing seemed to have happened to Qin Li, Gao Yue hesitated to speak.

He didn't understand the meaning of this hug.

Perhaps, it's just a way for a psychiatrist to appease the patient.

Although he convinced himself with such thoughts, he couldn't ignore the shock in his heart at that moment.

This person is indeed not as cold as he looks...

Seeing that slender but sensitive young man disappear from sight, Qin Li finally smiled complacently.

If this was a strategy game, he could almost imagine how dense the voices would be to remind the target of the strategy to increase their favorability.

"It's great to have a lonely little subject with skin hunger♂thirst, as long as a hug at the right time, you can easily increase your favorability~"

Qin Li sighed, and took another sip of coffee contentedly.

[This is also thanks to your good timing. ] Otherwise, changing the time, doing so would be self-defeating.

Thinking of this, Goldfinger couldn't help but sigh at Qin Li's scheming.

Listening to Goldfinger's dry words, Qin Li rolled his eyes.

"If you continue to boast like this, I will think you have become my fan."

[......]

Goldfinger thought, if he praised him again in the future, he would just smack his mouth!Although "he" has no mouth yet...

"...Your brother, you don't really have perverted feelings for you, do you?"

Gao Ge silently put down the knife and fork, and looked at the young man across the table.

"Don't listen to those rumors."

Sensing that he was a little displeased, the young man quickly shut up, but there was a knot in his heart.

He is the young master of the Lu family, with wealth and status that ordinary people can't match.Now he has a perfect fiancé—yes, Gao Ge is perfect in his eyes.Handsome and talented, especially the cold and powerful aura exuded by his expressionless face fascinates him even more.

His life should have been very happy, but his fiancé's beloved younger brother made him feel stuck in his throat!

Thinking of this, he couldn't help asking again: "When we get married, won't your brother live with us?"

Their engagement counted as a business marriage—not uncommon in the business world, as was the marriage of Gogo's parents.But in fact, the current Gao family industry no longer needs to use commercial marriage to strengthen itself, let alone find a man to marry.

It is also because of this that Young Master Lu firmly believes that Gao Ge likes him.

"He's my younger brother. If he doesn't live with me, who will he live with?"

Gao Ge's tone was very flat, as if it was a matter of course and beyond doubt.

The young man's eyes widened, "But he's already that big!"

He said angrily: "In two years, he will be an adult, but I have been living alone since I was 14!"

Gao Ge wrote lightly: "You two are in different situations."

"Why is it different? He is a human being, but I am not?"

The youth questioned.

"Don't forget, besides being his brother, you are also my fiance!"

Gao Ge frowned, looking a little impatient.

"Don't take it one by one, Xiaoyue will be your younger brother in the future."

His defense of Gao Yue made the youth jealous and angry, but seeing Gao Ge's face, he didn't dare to lose his temper anymore.

So he sat there holding his breath, thinking of the rumors circulating in the circle in recent days and the quiet hostile gaze of the young man, his heart became even more angry.

It's obviously just an illegitimate child!It's not the younger brother of the same mother, and he has psychological problems!

How could he deserve Gao Ge's favor!

The more he thought about it, the more he hated it, the young man's expression was uncontrollably ferocious.

But Gao Ge looked out the window, as if he didn't notice it at all.

☆、Pain X comfort X scar

Gao Yue sat on the hospital bed blankly, his eyes wide open blankly, and the dark circles on his face were even thicker against his pale skin.

He has not slept for two nights, because as soon as he closes his eyes, the uncomfortable feeling that his nose and mouth are blocked by water and he is about to suffocate is transmitted from the nerve again.

It was a sunny day, but he wrapped himself tightly in a quilt as if in the cold winter.

Sweat was already covering his body, but he was still shivering from the cold.

Sen Leng came from his bones.

Doctors tried to give him sleeping pills, but it didn't work.

Even though he managed to fall asleep under the influence of drugs, he would still wake up in a cold and gloomy nightmare.

At this time, he was alone in the ward.

The bodyguards and nurses were all driven outside by him, and Gao Ge, who was in a high place and was busy with affairs, and his marriage was approaching, naturally couldn't spare much time to accompany him.

In an absolutely quiet environment, his ears were filled with various voices.

Sharp taunts, vicious laughter, and the roar of the water waves hitting the eardrums at the moment when he was suddenly pushed into the water...

My mind is like a malfunctioning slide projector, with countless pictures spinning rapidly, and finally freezes on the distorted smiling face I saw before coma, and Gao Ge's worried expression after waking up.

"Xiao Yue, are you okay... don't be so careless next time... take good care of your body, and you will be able to attend your brother's wedding well next month."

Words of concern are like sharp knives that gouge people's hearts, one knife at a time, cutting the numb heart to blood.

Gao Yue hugged himself tightly with his arms, the nails in his clenched fists sank deeply into the flesh, and a few bright blood flowers gradually bloomed on the bed sheet.

Suddenly, the hand was forcefully opened, and several blood-stained crescent-shaped marks on the palm of the hand were carefully cleaned and put on a Band-Aid.

"If you don't even love yourself..."

Who is speaking?

Gao Yue raised his eyes with difficulty, but found that the world was dark.

Warm palms covered the eyelids.

The stiff body is gently unfolded.

As if feeling the gentleness of the person's movements, he quietly obeyed.

Because he had no time to think, he didn't know when he fell asleep...——

First restful sleep in two days.

Gao Yue slept very deeply.

The heart that was originally filled with negative emotions, in sleep, is also like the earth under the sun after the storm, empty and calm.

When he woke up, the first thing he noticed were his hands.

Those hands are very beautiful, slender and distinct, the nails are neatly manicured, revealing a healthy pink color with plenty of blood.

At this time, the flexible fingers were peeling an orange.

The dense white veins on the pulp were carefully torn apart one by one, but the thin layer of skin outside the pulp was not damaged at all, and it looked translucent and lovely in the sun.

Gao Yue just opened his eyes and watched the movement of those hands without blinking.

Until the orange was broken open and brought to my lips.

He didn't open his mouth, and the orange held in front of his mouth was not put down.

Qin Li raised his hand and stared at Gao Yue's face expressionlessly, but there was no impatience in his expression.

Gao Yue frowned, as if seeing this person for the first time, he looked him over carefully again.

In the end, I don't know if it was a compromise, I opened my mouth slightly, and wrapped the piece of orange meat.

Qin Li showed a look of satisfaction, but was quickly restrained, and his tone was so flat that no emotion could be heard.

"Mental weakness... To be honest, among the patients I have come into contact with, you are the first one who has so many symptoms at such a young age."

Gao Yue lowered his eyes and didn't respond to these not so gentle words.

But it can be felt that this is not a conflicting emotion.

In fact, he is now very calm and relieved physically and mentally.

Those suffocating sensations, sounds and images are gone.Instead, there is a warm and lazy feeling bathed in the sun.

Silence spread in this small space for a while.

But it wasn't difficult, on the contrary, it seemed like a tacit understanding between the two.

"I hate water..."

Gao Yue suddenly said something lightly.

Qin Li raised his eyebrows and said, "Those who have experienced drowning tend to have shadows about water in their hearts. The key lies in how to overcome it."

Gao Yue squinted his eyes, digging out the decadent memory that was buried deepest in his heart with a flat gesture.

"When I was very young, I also fell into the water..."

Water got into eyes, nose, mouth, ears.

He tossed desperately, trying to call for help, but he could only spit out air bubbles.

"Although I was rescued by the housekeeper, from now on, I will never go near the water—"

In those countless cold dreams, is the darkest memory.

Water is the clearest, the most inclusive, and the most indispensable in life.

But when it overwhelms you, and enters your body from every opening, it will not bring you visible scars, but will make you feel suffocated and painful, including your soul.

It's like - love.

"They all said I fell by myself."

Whether it was that time or this time.

but--

"Do you believe it?"

Qin Li looked at him silently.

Suddenly, without saying a word, she put her hand on his chest, as if to soothe the invisible wound in his heart.

Gao Yue tilted his head and suddenly smiled.

This was the first smile he showed in front of Qin Li.

It is also one of the few smiles in his life.

The indifference, loneliness, and pain and confusion suppressed in the heart faded away.

Very small, very small arc.

It looked clean and lonely.

Just like the little prince who was alone in the uninhabited desert on a strange planet.

When people look at it, they are about to cry.

Qin Li felt that his hands were wet.

☆, pill X room X writing

The young man smiled quietly, the way tears were slowly falling down the corners of his eyes was really pretty.

Like a painting.

Qin Li stared at his face for a while, then suddenly looked away, as if trying to hide some emotion.

I happened to see a few pills on the small table next to the bed, so I picked one up and lowered my head to observe.

It was the medicine that the doctor prescribed to Gao Yue before, and it has a calming effect.

But for some reason, after taking the medicine, it didn't have any effect, so Gao Yue casually threw the rest on the table.

Qin Li watched, his brows gradually furrowed, he looked up at Gao Yue, hesitant to speak.

Seeing Qin Li, who had always been so calm and indifferent, showing such an expression, Gao Yue also realized that there was something wrong with the medicine.

However, that doctor had no grievances with him, so naturally he would not risk offending Gao's family by prescribing problematic medicine for no reason.

Unless someone tells you to...

And that person must have a higher status than him.

Thinking of this, Gao Yue was taken aback for a moment, and then slowly pursed the tiny curve of the corner of his mouth.

The heart seemed to have been cut bluntly by a rusty saw.

One moment, one moment.

The blood that I thought had dried up gushed out again because of the tearing of the scar...

It hurts……

Gao Yue closed his eyes tiredly, thinking.

Brother, what did I do wrong?

Qin Li quietly watched the change of Gao Yue's expression, and put the pill in his hand into his pocket calmly.

Gao Yue suddenly opened his eyes.

The expression has become very calm.

He looked at Qin Li without blinking, and said, "Since you can get those kind of photos and diaries..."

"—Then, please tell me the truth of the matter."——

This is an old house that has long been abandoned. In front of the house, there are half-person-high grasses, which look extremely desolate under the dim light of the setting sun.

"This is where your mother lived."

Qin Li put his hands in his pockets and calmly narrated.

"I heard that she had a mental problem at the time, but the reason