Qi Ran also went all out, planning to forcefully end such a mess.

Lin Lu looked at the open door in front of him, he didn't know what to say for a moment, he was a little happy, anyway, Qi Ran never completely rejected him, did he?He opened his mouth and walked in.

Qi Ran felt that the smile on Lin Lu's face was dazzling and ugly.

Qi Ran pursed his lips and sat at the table in the living room. Lin Lu sat opposite to Qi Ran.

"Forget it." In the oppressive silence, Lin Lu said suddenly.

Qi Ran was stunned for a moment, sighed softly, propped his head on one hand, narrowed his eyes slightly, and said, "It's like what you said before... um, it was too sudden, do you understand? All of a sudden, it came suddenly That's how the land became."

"You can't forget, can you?" Lin Lu asked softly, his mood was a little complicated, he was too reckless before.

"Well, maybe." Qi Ran was a little confused, he actually felt that the way before was really good, the two of them lived like this, as...friends.

"Then don't hide it halfway." Lin Lu's voice suddenly became louder, as if he wanted to wake Qi Ran up, "You have been escaping, but you can't accept completely erasing that memory. So, think about it carefully. Think so? Yes, I beg you."

"..." Qi Ran was silent, and he suddenly realized that he seemed to be avoiding all this all the time, intending to forget, but kept thinking about what happened that morning.Unknowingly, Qi Ran raised his head slightly, and slid his hand down, as if supporting the other side of his face, and seemed to cover his lips.

"So, you don't have any feelings for me at all, do you?" Lin Lu smiled silently, shallowly, but it wasn't the kind of forced, forced smile just now, with a bit of sincerity happiness.

"No..." Qi Ran himself didn't know what he was denying, subconsciously said no, but suddenly cut off the words.

"So, I still have hope, don't you?" Lin Lu smiled, because of Qi Ran's hesitant attitude, which obviously told him that Qi Ran's heart is not completely without him, but what is his position? place, don't get too into it.

"I'm a little messed up." Qi Ran lowered his head, propped up with his hands, as if he was a bit broken.

Lin Lu smiled, now his request has been reduced to an extremely low level, as long as Qi Ran doesn't run away from him, he is already satisfied, although it is true that there is no high request in this case.

"It's the same as before, isn't it good?" Qi Ran said, he still hasn't straightened out everything, to be precise, he has never straightened it out.

"...Do you want to get along the same as before? Just simple friends?" Lin Lu was silent for a while before he said, he didn't expect that Qi Ran's final decision was actually made by him at the beginning.

"Yeah." Qi Ran didn't know what else to say. For him, Lin Lu's existence was unique, even unique all the time. There were really few people who got close to him to such an extent, although There are also so many pure green years with hooked shoulders and backs, but later on, there are more and more eyes.And staying with Lin Lu like this, maybe he has been enjoying it all the time, right?Qi Ran is very greedy, he wants to maintain the previous enjoyment, but he doesn't want to bring Lin Lu any closer.

"Alright." Lin Lu's brows showed a slight hint of tenderness, and the faint pampering was self-evident.He is really happy now, Qi Ran can decide to maintain the original relationship like this, who can say that he doesn't have him in his heart?It's just that I don't know it.

·

After that day, a fragile balance was maintained between the two of them. Lin Lu, as always, provided three meals a day, joked with Qi Ran, and nothing seemed to have changed between the two of them.

It seems that everything has changed, Lin Lu will pretend to be close to Qi Ran inadvertently, it seems that he bumped into him by accident, kissed him on the cheek, or put his hand on his shoulder, rubbed his hair and pinched it His face, everything seemed to permeate into Qi Ran's every move.

It seemed that after returning to the previous appearance, Qi Ran breathed a sigh of relief, at least, it was still concealed, and he seemed to feel very uncomfortable, a little resentful, and a bit resentful.In short, Qi Ran feels that as long as they don't completely tear the fig leaf again, they should always be like this, and it will always make him feel safe.

In fact, Qi Ran can't accept that others have different thoughts when they approach him, maybe it's cleanliness, maybe it's sensitivity, but he can deceive himself when he doesn't fully express it, telling himself that everything is because he thinks too much .

Lin Lu seems to understand Qi Ran's anxiety, but he doesn't seem to understand it very well. He doesn't have such a delicate mind to ponder other people's thoughts. This is an innate problem, not his own.

In short, this kind of self-deception has passed for a long, long time, but Qi Ran has never been able to forget Lin Lu's confession and various subsequent behaviors that he did not care about or never discovered.

·

"Hey, I'm hungry, when will it be ready?" Qi Ran walked into the kitchen and looked around.

"Okay, okay, it will be ready soon." Lin Lu smiled, and picked a grape that was soaking in salt water, stuffed it into Qi Ran's mouth, and his fingers rested on Qi Ran's lips for a while.

"Then I'll wait for you in the living room." Qi Ran jumped away, didn't even chew the grape, just kept it in his mouth, as if he had been forgotten, and hurried back to the living room.

·

Lin Lu was watching a movie at Qi Ran's house, the sky was dark, he walked into Qi Ran's room.

Without any words, Lin Lu smiled slightly, squatted down in front of the bed, and his lips touched his lips. Lin Lu stuck out his tongue and licked Qi Ran's light-toned lips, which were as soft as he remembered.

Qi Ran was frightened, he didn't care about the fake sleep, he turned around and turned his back to Lin Lu.

Lin Lu chuckled. Although the voice was very soft, it was extremely clear in the silent room.

Qi Ran was a little ashamed, and pulled up the quilt to cover his head.

Lin Lu laughed again, but he didn't tease Qi Ran any more, turned around and left, and closed the door of Qi Ran's room.There was not even a dim light in the room, and it was plunged into darkness.

Qi Ran was in a daze, he was still wrapped in the quilt, stretched out his hand, and touched his lips, it was moist and a little hot, it must be the temperature and... of Lin Lu just licking his belt?

Qi Ran shook his head violently, refusing to let himself recall, what happened just now?Well, he had no idea!He fell asleep, didn't he?

·

There are countless things, Qi Ran doesn't want to think about Lin Lu, but everything around him seems to have traces of Lin Lu.

Now that the Chinese New Year is almost here, the cold of winter permeates every place. I haven’t asked for a holiday to go home during the Chinese New Year. I’m going to stay here for the Chinese New Year.Lin Lu will definitely come home, right?He remembered... Lin Lu's family seemed to be in Z City?Qi Ran was inexplicably lonely.no!It's okay to think about what he does!Qi Ran refused to let himself think of him repeatedly, acting as if he was deceiving himself and others, but it made Lin Lu helpless.

Qi Ran wanted to resist from the bottom of his heart, so what could Lin Lu do?

But this new year is not far away, there is only half a month left, does Lin Lu want to go home?His company has annual leave, so he can go home during the Chinese New Year.

Toxic, I have something to say: I was immersed in fancy negative energy tonight. OTZ and a classmate spat on the Chinese teacher. I cried a lot in the composition. OTZ and a classmate chatted about when to go to the library to do it together!do!Industry!Later, I made an appointment to do my homework in a store. OTZ discussed homework with a group of people in the group. I was determined to jump off the building and don’t stop me. TAT now I don’t know who was the first to speak. They asked the class leader to ask the teacher to reduce the homework. , I don’t know why I feel that the teacher’s answer or not is secondary, whether someone mentions it is the key. Hey OTZ, I think I have to finish this article quickly. OTZ asked someone else’s MD, it seems that I have the most homework left OTZ doubts himself, doubts life, doubts whether he can finish his homework, TAT makes me think about whether my essay has been given to classmates by Amway?Doesn't it sound like a bad thing to say?Forget it, I don’t care about QAQ. The whole person is a TAT exuding fancy negative energy. Although I really want to finish it quickly, why do I feel like I can add something in the middle?Why do I feel that it is too abrupt to be together without adding anything?

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