My Blind Actor [Entertainment]

"I don't deserve this."

It was a little cold in the house, Zhang Mi'er shivered, her nose was a little sore, she didn't know if it was the soreness of being rejected in disguise, or she felt sorry for him when she heard him say "it's not worth it".

"No...you read it wrong, I like that kind of cute little milk dog..." Zhang Mi'er realized that he was not telling himself after he finished speaking.

"...Did you live here before?" He Lingsheng still likes this heroine who is sometimes silly and cute and sometimes very masculine - although it's not that kind of liking, but it's really good as a friend.After all, there are very few people in this circle who are as sincere and unpretentious as Zhang Mier.

Zhang Mi'er's face was buried in her knees, she was so ashamed that she almost cried, "I've lived here since I was a child..."

"...Mmm." He Lingsheng couldn't answer, so he could only answer hastily.

"Where did you live when you were young?" Zhang Mi'er decided to turn the page and gossip about the male god's childhood by the way.

He Lingsheng was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect Zhang Mier to throw this topic back: "...I grew up in the north... in an orphanage." He added.

Zhang Mier was taken aback, "I'm sorry..."

He Lingsheng shook his head: "It's okay. I just remember that it's very big, and there are flowers all year round. That's where I learned my piano."

"Didn't you... before?"

"Well. I couldn't see it since I was eight years old, until the year before I went to college. My teacher taught me how to play the piano all those years."

"Ah... that teacher must be very gentle." Zhang Mi'er said softly.

"En." He Lingsheng responded.

"Why did Xu Hui do something stupid all of a sudden?" Zhang Mier asked as if hugging her knees and sighing.

"The origin of love." He Lingsheng said.

"Ah?" Zhang Mi'er seemed to know some big secret, a tiger leaped over and asked in a low voice, "Is that video of Xu Hui real?"

"What?" He Lingsheng didn't know what else was in the video.But thinking about it now, his sudden suicide should not be without reason.

Only then did Zhang Mier explain: "What happened this afternoon, someone anonymously uploaded a video, which was filmed at Huangjiang Airport at the end of September. After he came out of the airport, a black car came to pick him up. A man got out of the car. I stretched out my arms to hug him and...for a while, then he got into the car and left...I couldn't see who that person was, only Xu Hui's face, obviously, he couldn't wash it off..."

He Lingsheng was silent for a while, "What do the fans say?"

"Where are there any fans? My God, the person who posted the video intercepted the wristwatch worn by the person in the car, hundreds of thousands of famous watches, naked|naked|naked maintenance... This is good, it's all black ..." Zhang Mier sighed.

"Doesn't Miss Jing have a public relations team?"

"It's been gone for a long time. I guess I gave up. After all... there is no way to recover. The news of his suicide has been leaked out for some reason. At this moment, the sky is dark and dark on the Internet--Xu Hui probably never It's been so hot..."

"...He is quite pitiful." He Lingsheng rubbed the smoke hole on the sofa with his fingers.

Zhang Mi'er tilted her head: "Hey, you think Xu Hui really cares about that person so much? You don't even want your own life?"

"I don't know." He Lingsheng shook his head, and added after a long time: "He is a very twisted person."

"Haha," Zhang Mi'er laughed, "You are straightforward and incisive."

"...He quarreled with that person the day before and said he would quit the circle."

"Ah... that person deliberately released the previously blocked video, wanting to ruin his reputation..."

He Lingsheng didn't speak any more, Zhang Mier was still feeling emotional, and the second mother rushed in, "Baby..."

Then I saw Zhang Mier sitting cross-legged at He Lingsheng's feet, sitting in a row with his dog.

"You... come out for me!" The second mother was deeply worried about this cub.

Zhang Mi'er glared at Xiao Ai, pinched her dog's face by the way, then stood up and followed her second mother out obediently.

He Lingsheng could hear his second mother scolding and Zhang Mier's coquettish voice in the room.

Haven't felt this way in years.

How long ago was the last time?

The teacher is like a woman, holding his collar like a chicken, putting him on a soft place regardless of his struggle, and wiping his face with a hot towel. He also forgot what the teacher muttered.

I just remember that he always sat on that big soft bed, the smell of the teacher on the bed, the world was dark, the teacher's accent had the sharpness and boldness of the northerners, and the voice of scolding other children came through the wall, eager and anxious. gentle.

Warm like home.He Lingsheng is actually very envious of Zhang Mier, she will always have a home to go back to, no matter how much wronged she has suffered outside, she will lean back on the dirty sofa when she comes back, arrogantly calling for hot and sour noodles, her second mother Called her a lazy pig, and then there were cussing and firing from the kitchen.

Then, when I fell asleep at night, the damp smell was blown by the night wind, and it lingered in the broken window, and the sound of the neighbor beating the child came from outside the window. The children cry together.

This is how He Lingsheng spent his university life.His only few years of light were stuffed in the shantytowns of that city, but he could only go and go alone, listening to the children next door arguing with their parents, the father always smoked, the mother Always complaining like a shrew, children are always swearing.

Until the year he finished college and made his debut, that winter, the child gave his mother a flower. It was taught in the handicraft class at school. He was smoking a cigarette in the smoky room, and he always sounded like a shrew. The woman sang "Mom is the only good thing in the world" with her son, and she burst into tears for some reason.

He is a person who has a hard time feeling emotions. Over the years, it has only been three times.

The time when I smoked while listening to the singing next door, the time when the teacher died, and every time Ruan Zhe was with him.

At this time, He Lingsheng heard Zhang Mier's second mother scolding her outside the door, and He Lingsheng suddenly remembered that winter.

It seems that all the important people I meet in my life are in winter.

He touched his pocket, and suddenly remembered that Ruan Zhe asked him to quit smoking, so he silently put his hand back on his knee.

Before the smoke came out, the phone vibrated suddenly, and He Lingsheng picked it up, and Ruan Zhe's "Hello" voice conveyed his anger and grievance.

"What's wrong?" He Lingsheng asked.

"What's the matter with you and that Xu Hui! Why did you give him my clothes!" Ruan Zhe gritted his teeth aggrieved and angrily.

He Lingsheng was a little stunned, he did give Ruan Zhe's clothes to Xu Hui, but Ruan Zhe couldn't possibly know: "...how did you..."

Ruan Zhe: "You still say! They said that you and Xu Hui were wearing couple outfits! I lent you the clothes you wore that day when I started the machine!"

The more He Lingsheng listened, the more confused he became: "...Is something wrong?"

"...You..." Ruan Zhe recalled that He Lingsheng didn't know that the clothes belonged to him that day, but seeing those people spreading and cursing, now Xu Hui was involved in the "Nurture Gate" and committed suicide But at this juncture, it was rumored that He Lingsheng and Xu Hui had an unusual relationship. Ruan Zhe stared at the photo of Xu Hui wearing his clothes on the tablet and almost burned a hole.

"The paparazzi took pictures of the clothes that Xu Hui was wearing, and then pulled out the clothes you wore on the day you started worshiping God. I don't know how to pick them up, but they just pulled off a button of my clothes. They must say Xu Hui That day I hid my identity to see you worship God, and even took pictures of you two... What is this!?"

He Lingsheng heard the general idea, and only knew that he was also involved in the matter now, no wonder Yuan Xiaojing just wanted him to hide, and said inexplicably, "Otherwise, I won't even be able to keep you".

Ruan Zhe scrolled down through the news, and the borrowed photos that appeared were obviously intimate and ambiguous, and the angles were perfect. If it wasn't for He Lingsheng, Ruan Zhe would have believed it.

"Didn't I tell you not to get too close to that Xu Hui?! That's not a good person! The harmful things he did behind his back tricked you..."

"...Sorry." He Lingsheng said in a low voice.

"...well... you...you know it," Ruan Zhe softened all of a sudden, pouted and put the pen in his hand under his nose, "he didn't take advantage of you, did he!?"

"No……"

"How is that possible! I saw him pulling your wrist!" Ruan Zhe puffed up again like a rubber ball.

"I can't go alone, he just gave me a hand..." No matter how angry Ruan Zhe was, He Lingsheng explained in a leisurely way, and Ruan Zhe could only be wronged for a while, and then Hugging He Lingsheng and making out with each other is considered a reconciliation.

Ruan's teeth-torturing voice came from the receiver, and he said: "...I want to go back...I can't see you all this time...Maybe many people have touched your wrist!"

He Lingsheng was helpless: "How could it be 'touching'..."

"...No explanation, I don't accept it! Tell me, what should I do now!"

"I'm temporarily hiding in Hangzhou. Sister Jing will take care of things. Don't worry."

"Where are you in Hangzhou? A hotel?" Ruan Zhe worried that it would be more dangerous for him to stay in a hotel, mainly because he could not see.

He Lingsheng hesitated for a moment, but after thinking about it, Ruan Zhe and Zhang Mier were friends, so there was no need to hide it: "Zhang Mier's hometown is in Hangzhou."

"Oh, I almost forgot... That's good, you can ask her to buy you a new set of clothes, preferably at a street stall, the most common style, don't be afraid, I'm here, I did it before I knew a lot of people when I was a paparazzi, I can fix it for you, don't be afraid..."

"I'm not afraid...you don't need to intervene, sister Jing will take care of it, you prepare for the exam well." He Lingsheng paused and added: "Come back early."

"I'll go back after you finish filming the show. I checked, and it said that Xu Hui's candidate will be changed. The show will be filmed as usual, but it's estimated that it will stop for a few days." Ruan Zhe casually flipped through the message records on the tablet .

He Lingsheng responded, and Ruan Zhe pressed the phone again and chatted with the history and legends of the world, customs, customs, customs, customs, customs, customs, customs, customs, and legends. He Lingsheng liked to listen to him talk about things from boring books, but Ruan Zhe was really good at screenwriting. Talent, these things are innate and deeply integrated. Even if Ruan Zhe hadn't met He Lingsheng, he had always been a little hooligan, and this would not change at all.

Regarding He Lingsheng's involvement in Xu Hui's "Nurture Gate", fans and passers-by agreed that Xu Hui deceived He Lingsheng's feelings-of course, most of them abandoned it because they could not accept the bombing of the idol's "blind door" and then "coming out of the closet door". to go.

However, most of those who stayed still believed that He Lingsheng was a "victim" in this matter.

Although there are some "false three-viewers" who always promote the theory of "the victim is guilty", they say "it's not because he doesn't love himself, and flies don't bite seamless eggs", and people say "people like you If you are raped|raped, you are all to blame for your coquettishness", and after that, this kind of remarks gradually faded away.

Yuan Xiaojing specifically called He Lingsheng to ask if he wanted to refute the rumor and "come out of the closet", but He Lingsheng refused.

Not to mention whether the rumors this time are good or not, as far as He Lingsheng himself is concerned, this cabinet will come out sooner or later, and this time is actually an opportunity.

It stands to reason that the shooting of a reality show is tiring and hard, but He Lingsheng also finished filming unknowingly during the "Daily One" event hosted by Ruan Zhe.

On the day after Jiang Zhaochen finished filming the reality show, he and Yu Jianqing broke the news of their relationship. The fans of Yu Jianqing and Zhang Mier were torn apart. After all, CP fans and rice fans are both "handsome Mier" , and Yu Jianqing's sudden appearance made many people find it difficult to accept.

However, the average age of Jiang Zhaochen's fans is not at the same level as Leng Miaomiao's fans. They are quite sensible about this kind of thing, and their blessings account for one third of them.

The completion of the reality show also means that Master Ruan's exam is finally over. In order to surprise He Lingsheng, Ruan Zhe specially booked a flight ticket one day earlier, and rushed to He Lingsheng's small villa in the suburbs of Beijing.

The author has something to say:

The "victim guilt theory" means that people often think that those who have done something wrong will have retribution. As the saying goes, "It's not that the time has not come for not reporting", especially the comments about the "□□ case" in the Weibo comment area.People often think that the girls who are raped are often because they don’t love themselves and wear revealing clothes, or some people even say: "A girl who walks alone at night is not a good thing" "A girl who is beautiful and goes to the street with bare legs in the middle of the night" She is not a girl from a good family.” People’s assumptions about these come from, “Thinking that the reason why others suffer misfortune must be the retribution for what he did wrong.”

Personally, I think this is a kind of false three views, which is simply bullshit.

But I don't know why this kind of remarks often pop up from time to time, and they are all scathing in the hot comments. The most disgusting thing is that there are still a bunch of people who agree with them.

Now there are more and more people who have three positive views. I hope that one day, this kind of speech will no longer become an accomplice of criminals, thus causing a second and deeper harm to the weak victims.

Still can't make the third update today... The QAQ speech script has not been moved yet... Crying to death at the table...