don't talk about the past

As soon as the door was closed, Shen Guang knelt down with a thud: "Mom—"

The old lady also sat up from the bed, reached out to touch the tears on her face, sobbed and said, "Don't call me, I don't have such a filial son like you!"

Shen Guang stepped forward on his knees, trying to hold his mother's hand, but was avoided, he said anxiously: "...Please, if we both deliberately hide it from you, I will not bring him back at all. And I won’t say those heart-to-heart words.”

"You're trying to piss me off! Guang! Do you know that your father left you as a single seedling! You unfilial son! You want to make our old Shen family have no descendants! I said no I told you to go outside to study. The more you read this book, the more confused you become! If you don’t learn anything good in the world, you…you prefer to learn from others…you…you only want to piss me off to death. Well!"

At this moment, Mi Huaile came in with ginseng tea, and Shen's mother pointed at him and looked at Shen Guang and cursed: "Such a monster, you also take it back?! What do you like about him? Ah? What's wrong with Xiaoxi? You disagree with life and death. You have made him fascinated! Just to be with such a thing who can't tell the difference between male and female? What good results can you two have?!"

"Mom! How can you say that about him?" Shen Guang defended Mi Huaile.

Mi Huaile's hand holding the teacup couldn't help shaking, this scene was so familiar, he seemed to have returned to that desolate autumn afternoon, the unfinished physical education class, the narrow toilet that trapped him The cubicle, the bucket of dirty water and the girl's abuse.His face gradually turned pale, and his legs became weak.He bowed his head, not daring to face everything in front of him.He knew long ago that he shouldn't come here, but he just couldn't help Shen Guang's repeated requests.The future his lover painted for him was too perfect, and he yearned for it too much.But Mother Shen is right, what good will happen to them?Their love affair is distorted in the eyes of ordinary people, and it is certain that they will not be understood and recognized. He also expected to be looked down upon and rejected.He had already prepared a psychological defense, he had built a dam to defend his love and stop the secular scourge, but he failed, his defense was easily shattered, maybe he really shouldn't provoke Shen Guang, shouldn't Can't help falling in love with him.Although he couldn't fully understand Shen Guang's mother's state of mind, since the incident that ruined him, his mother's eyes became more disgusted, disappointed and indifferent, which was exactly the same as the attitude of the old man in front of him now.He struggled under that gaze for several months, but he couldn't stand being looked down upon by his mother after all.He chose a school far away from home to complete high school, was admitted to a second-tier university in the northwest, and completely disappeared in the southeastern city where his parents lived.However, his parents' indifference to him aggravated his world-weary heart, and he completely gave up on family affection.Until he met his sunshine on the university campus, that ray of warmth that saved him and let him breathe again.But now facing this situation, he was beaten back to his original form, and the future without hope is not only bleak, but also dark.Just give up, stop being tortured here, just leave, and never see him again.I have already ruined a family, do I want to let such a tragedy happen again?Then what have you become?That would not mean loving him, but harming him, right?

Gently, Mi Huaile put the tea cup on the kang table, made up his mind and raised his eyes to look at Shen's mother firmly: "Auntie, don't be angry with Shen Guang, we just..."

'Snapped'!Shen's mother slapped the calm and righteous child standing in front of her fiercely: "I'm talking to my son, why do you get in your mouth?!"

The boy tilted his shoulders, and fell on the edge of the Kang, and quickly propped up his body to stand upright.Shen Guang came to his senses and immediately stood up and pulled Mi Huaile into his arms: "Mom! How did you hit him?!"

"I'll not only hit him, I'll hit you too!" As she said, Shen's mother pulled the feather duster from the top of the kang, and slapped Shen Guang fiercely, not caring where the hit was, just venting her anger, "I Kill you unfilial thing first, and then go down to find your father. Anyway, you are shameless, and our family will have no face to live in this village in the future, it is better to die clean!"

Shen's mother knew that a slap would not be enough, if her son was not willing, the two of them would not be able to get to this point.For the first time, she beat her son, and beat her son cruelly to death, so that the bloodstains under his thin white shirt stood out, and it hurt her heart like a knife, but she still beat it again and again, hoping Holding the bamboo stick on his body not only made his skin hurt, but also made him know how much his heart hurts!I hope that this stick will beat him to the ground, and let him live a normal life apart from this idea.

Mi Huaile couldn't stand it anymore, but he was afraid that the more he persuaded the more fierce, Shen's mother wouldn't stop fighting, so he turned around to protect Shen Guang, blocking his loved one with his back.Don't fight, don't fight anymore, it's my fault, all these things are my fault, I will leave, I will stay far away from him, and I will no longer have anything to do with him.

When Shen Guang saw his mistress being beaten, he didn't want to, so he hugged him instead to cover him.The whip really hurt, Mi Huaile covered his mouth and sobbed silently.Leaving you probably hurts more than this, right?But what can I do?I have no choice and am not allowed to choose.

The tiger's mouth was numb and swollen from the shock, and she couldn't catch her strength. Seeing that the falling stick was much lighter, Shen's mother was so tired that she simply threw away the hard things, and sat on the kang panting heavily.The two children were beaten into embarrassment. One had a bulging cheek, with five red marks on his cheeks. Although there was nothing visible on the surface of the other, except for the flesh inside the shirt, it must have been horrible.But they hugged each other protectively, and in front of her, they staged a scene of love more than gold, and she became the villain who broke up the mandarin ducks.

Seeing her son trembling and gently wiping the blood from his lover's mouth with his hands, her heart sank into the abyss. She didn't give birth to such a beast!If they want to commit crimes, let them do it!

Shen's mother turned her back to them angrily, but her tears kept falling like broken beads.Her heart and soul, since the old man died, she has put all her heart and love on this person, but he let her down, completely disappointed, all hope of disappointment is lost, and she has the desire to die.

When they came out, Shen's mother went from being angry at the beginning to being disappointed at the end, and she didn't say a word except for beating the mandarin ducks that afternoon.Halfway through the summer vacation, the two who didn't want to stay any longer set off on their return journey.In the empty dormitory, Mi Huaile leaned on Shen Guang's shoulder, and heard the deep voice vibrating: "Mizi, my mother is not easy, and no one can relax after putting this matter on anyone's head."

Mi Huaile nodded, of course he knew that this was the greatest tolerance a mother could give.So he will be kind to Shen Guang, and he swears that he will be kind to him. He can't be sorry to him, let alone Shen's mother.

In the eyes of others, what was staged in the ward was a picture of 'brothers and brothers respecting each other', and only the three people involved knew that there was a lot of love in it.Seeing the boy in front of him being gentle and considerate to his son, the airs that the old lady had been holding fell apart.yes!Who are you protesting against with this airs?Why bother to find yourself uncomfortable?Children and grandchildren have their own blessings, as long as they live well, as long as they feel happy, what do their own thoughts matter?It's just a pity that the incense of the old Shen's family is broken here.Shen's mother thought for a while, but still couldn't help the sour eyes.

"Mom, don't cry! I'm fine. The doctor said that I will be discharged after two days of observation. Don't worry!"

Mi Huaile hurriedly handed over the tissue, and the old lady took it and held it in her hand to wipe her tears: "You silly boy, you are too honest! If you drink it, it will be your body. No matter how important it is to stop alcohol, it is also a job. Can you drink it?" Is your health important?"

Shen Guang raked Barabara's hair with five fingers, and smiled shyly.

Mi Huaile slipped out with an excuse, and he suddenly understood why Shen's mother was crying just now, the child... If he could have a child...he began to think about things he never dared to think about.

With a tentative mentality, he pressed the call button, and every ringtone in the receiver made Mi Huaile feel uneasy.He made a call to the United States on the other side of the ocean, feeling a little bit annoyed by the damn international call.The consultant transferred Mi Huaile to the doctor's office with an authentic Australian shark voice. How can you stay in the United States and not come back? Could it be that the soil and water in the United States are more supportive? You little comrade must have a correct attitude and positive thinking. It is very unreasonable to make mistakes in the □□ line and policy. It is for correction, for ideological re-education..."

Fu Wei grabbed the microphone and laughed, since he was a child, he knew that this guy was a bit of a dick, and he didn't want to have reached the point where there was no cure: "You are burning too much money, right? You haven't called in your life for eight hundred years, and you just drool when you come here. Do you know how long you wasted? Practicing standard Mandarin pronunciation with me? I said you were stupid, but the result is a brilliant summary of your meager IQ! What age is it? You didn’t come from time travel, did you? ? Guigeng?"

With a very simple and honest smile, Mi Huaile said in a straight voice: "The point is that your front desk should be replaced by an authentic American girl, so that I won't suspect that I made an overseas call to the Great Barrier Reef."

After Fu Wei snorted coldly and was about to hang up, Mi Huaile immediately confessed the question honestly: "Fu Wei, I want to have a baby with a man, do you think it's possible?"

For half a minute, there was no sound from the other end of the phone, and Mi Huaile became anxious: "You are talking! I didn't know this was an international call!"

"I'm going! You...you...who are you with? This is for fun? Isn't it?! Didn't you say that you want to leave the purity to me, a childhood sweetheart? It's too immoral It makes me so sad! I still guard myself like a jade for you, but I didn’t expect my chastity to be entrusted to no one. Where are you going to put me? How will you let me deal with myself in the future? Woooooooooooo..."

Mi Huaile has black lines all over his head, and he couldn't bear it any longer: "Have you gone crazy yet? What idiom did you use? Shapeshifting?"

The danger signal had already been issued, Fu Wei had no choice but to accept it as soon as it was good, and said solemnly: "There is a saying in the United States called 'nothing is impossible.' If it is really what you want, I will try my best to help you." Suddenly a bit confused, Fu Wei used The point of the atomic pen poked on the paper unconsciously, "I just want to know, who is your Mr.right?"

Knowing that Mi Huaile had a broken back, Fu Wei originally thought it was caused by the severe physical trauma in middle school.Fu Wei once persuaded Mi Huaile to come to the United States for treatment. After all, in terms of the treatment of mental illness, the United States can be said to have assembled the world's top experts.But Mi Huaile, who went to college, seemed to have changed overnight. Not only did he regain his previous self-confidence and cheerfulness, but he was also full of expectations for the future.Fu Wei guessed that he must have met someone who made him undergo such a transformation and made him face the gray life in the past.He wanted to know who that person was, but Mi Huaile just called him for the last time at the end of his freshman year. It was a long, long call. They talked a lot about life, ideals, and future plans. , These things he thought Mi Huaile would never have again.He was happy for him, but also slightly jealous.The person who is by his side is not him, the person who encourages him is not him, and the person who helps him out of the predicament is not him.As a close friend and confidant, he is really not qualified.

"Well, my classmate from the university, now...it should be my husband."

"...you... live together?"

"Yes."

"Then... I wish you happiness."

"Thank you."

"..."

After a moment of silence, Fu Wei went on to say, "I'm going back to China next week, and you can worship my deity. Hehe."

"How can there be such a shameless person like you in the world? I would have stopped calling if I told you earlier! My money is wasted!"

"Stingy ghost! Just ask the other party to pay later!"

"Really?! Hahaha...Fu Wei, you really are NO.1! I love you to death!" Mi Huaile kissed three times on the microphone, "By the way...you wouldn't be doing it for my sake Did you come back on a special trip? Wow! Our friendship is really indestructible!"

"Don't open the old peacock's tail."

After hanging up the phone, Fu Wei threw the densely packed itinerary to the secretary: "Help me spare two days, I'm going to China."

The secretary blinked her big blue eyes, and said, "Dr. Fu, it's impossible!"