think about love

When I woke up, I saw that Lu Chen had sent me a video chat at 01:30 in the morning. At [-]:[-] in the morning, he sent me a message saying that he had bought a ticket and asked me to wait for him to eat.I haven't heard back from him,

At 07:30, I picked up my father from the quiet dormitory. My father said yesterday that he would arrive at 11:30. I came too early, and I have to wait here for almost 3 hours.I was in a daze for almost an hour without knowing it, I didn't know what I was thinking, I just emptied my mind.

I don't know how many people passed by in the waiting room where people come and go, and I was woken up by Lu Cang who had been there for an unknown amount of time, "Miao Huang, I have something to tell you, but actually I..." He tried to reach out and pull me, but was woken up by me. The instinctive reaction flashed, "Just say it, don't touch me, from now on." I stared blankly at the pedestrians coming and going.My mind no longer stays on Lu Chen, so naturally I can't see his eclipsed eyes.

I lock you deep in my soul, so that I won't let me confide in your thoughts again.

Lu Chen didn't know what he thought of and suddenly became excited again, "Miao Huang, you are, are you here to pick me up?" I dodged from him and wanted to grab my hand, but I didn't take my eyes back and answered him indifferently, "No , to pick up my father."

He lowered his hands and sat quietly beside me.Neither of us spoke, and I didn't want to talk any more, and I thought he was about to leave.

I don't understand why he is so clinging to me now, a lonely person like me obviously doesn't like excitement, it's really painful to force myself to smile at others because of him alone.I don't want to embarrass myself, I have dealt with people I don't like, stay away from him, so as not to watch him fall in love with others.

I did this until my father arrived, and I found that he hadn't left yet, "Go and do your work, I have something else to do." After finishing speaking, I left him alone and left the station with my father.

Can't see anymore, can't see his sorrow.To him it was just the loss of a friend he had just met.

My father took me to a small restaurant and called the old classmate he mentioned, and he said he would invite him to dinner.I heard him say that he came out to teach Chinese in our high school.Said that he was actually quite reluctant to come out. He asked me about the kitten, and I told him one after another. Just as I wanted to mention the matter between him and his mother, his old classmate arrived.

It's actually our head teacher!

When the class teacher came, I originally wanted to call Teacher Hu, but my father said first, "Xiao Huang, call me Uncle Hu." Of course I listened to my father, "Uncle Hu."

Teacher Hu was very enthusiastic, "Xiao Huang, you have grown so big in a blink of an eye. I remember you were still a small one when you were five or six years old." After finishing speaking, he took my hand and sat next to me with emotion, especially like Zhen The old lady in the past, every time she sees me, she just pulls over and chats with me.

Of course, although I don't like others touching me, it's acceptable if I don't feel particularly disgusted.

Teacher Hu was very happy to help me pick up the food next to me, and chatted with my father about their high school life. It turned out that Teacher Hu and my father were classmates in high school, and they were classmates who had been together in college. fun times.

Later, when the meal was almost finished, my father asked Mr. Hu if he could help him look at the problem of the house.Teacher Hu hesitated, "Aren't you going to Miao Mu's place?" I suddenly became vigilant, Miao Mu was my mother's name.I heard my father say, "I won't go, it was embarrassing in the past, it's better to let her have a good time with him and not bother her."

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I was shocked. My father knew that he was like a mirror in his heart.When I noticed the way I looked at him, he didn't avoid me or Teacher Hu, "It's just that Xiaohuang is suffering, and his sister is better."

Mr. Hu was silent, and I caught a glimpse of the strange emotion flashing in his eyes, "My house is quite big, and now I live alone, can you come and live with me?" My father refused without even thinking about it, "There is no need for this." It’s not good for us to live together.” Teacher Hu pulled his tie and said indifferently, “What are two big men afraid of, besides, do you have money now? Your salary has been paid by your little aunt for the past few years. It’s not realistic to buy a house with enough money, and it’s not realistic to rent a house, and you can’t take care of yourself.”

I feel a little weird, but I can't tell where it's weird, but thinking about my father's ability to live, I think it's good, but I never participate in adult conversations, so I didn't say anything.

But Mr. Hu saw that his father was a little shaken and didn't want to go, so he turned to me and asked, "Xiao Huang, is what Uncle Hu said right?" I could only nod.

Teacher Hu started a series of bombardments again, "Old Cai, I'm not talking about you, you have to give Xiao Huang a place to stay during the holidays, and if you are really sorry, just give me the rent."

Uncle Hu finally made sense of his father.I am willing to follow Uncle Hu to his house. After dinner, Uncle Hu will take us to his house to familiarize ourselves with the environment. He said that Uncle Hu’s house has been around for seven or eight years, so it may not be as loving as a new house.But when I arrived at Uncle Hu's house, I felt that Uncle Hu is a person who loves life very much. He can see the owner's intentions everywhere in the house.

Uncle Hu asked me to go to his room to get cigarettes on the bed, and he went to boil water. I went to Uncle Hu's room, and I admired Uncle Hu's tidy room. It's not easy for a big man to be so clean.

As I bent down to get a cigarette, I saw a photo on the bedside table, which was a photo of Uncle Hu and his father many years ago. It seems that Uncle Hu and his father have a really good relationship.Take the cigarette to the living room and pass it to Uncle Hu.

Uncle Hu looked at me one more time. I was nervous and felt that his eyes were a little nervous. Just about to smile at him, he had already moved his face and habitually took out the cigarette and handed it to his father, but he took it back and put it in halfway. Cigarette case "It's really been a long time since we were together, and I forgot that you don't smoke and hate the smell of cigarettes."

I found a seat against the wall and sat down, trying not to disturb them.In fact, my sense of existence is low, and I don’t need to go to the corner.

Seeing his father expressing his apology in embarrassment, "I'm really sorry, you can see that I have been bothering you all the time, you smoke, it's okay. I can smoke myself now."

I felt strange, my father obviously didn't smoke, but then I thought about it, my father must have felt that I was already disturbing him when I came to live with Uncle Hu, so why would I let Uncle Hu accommodate me because of my own habits.

Uncle Hu said that he would take us out to buy some daily necessities, but someone called him, and he said that there were leaders from the school and asked him to accompany him.So I went shopping with my father.

Uncle Hu left before us and gave the key to my father.Uncle Hu left, and my father and I went to the street to buy things soon. Uncle Hu said that he would not come back today to accompany us to eat, let us cook by ourselves, or go out to eat.

I checked the time and it was seventeen past three.It was still early, and I felt that I needed to talk to my father.

I looked at my father who was dismissing me, "Father, do you have time? Let's talk." When my father heard that I had something to do, he put down the phone and said, "Yes, yes."

"How much does father know about Uncle Gu?" I asked my father nervously, but I had to ask because I was afraid of hurting him.

My father was very calm, picked up the tea on the table and took a sip, "You mean Gu Ji?" So that uncle Gu was called Gu Ji.Although I didn't know Uncle Gu's name was Gu Ji, but I was sure my father was talking about him, so I nodded, "Yes."

My father sighed, "Oh, I should know all about it." I tried to see the anger on my father's face, but no, my father just calmly told me about his embarrassment, he didn't know that my mother had someone he liked In the beginning, my mother was actually kind to my father, but he only found out in the past few days that it was my grandfather who forced my mother to give birth to me with my father. My grandfather threatened my mother with Uncle Gu's life, saying that if my mother did not get along well with my father, my grandfather would Find a way to find Uncle Gu, so that Uncle Gu can never meet his mother.

I was surprised, I always thought that my grandfather actually liked Uncle Gu's "Where's the kitten?" I suddenly thought of this.

The father shook his head, "She is Gu Ji's daughter." I really can't accept this, "But Gu Ji said, it's not his." The father continued, "But after your mother gave birth to you, I knew her If there is someone I like, I haven’t lived with her, so I went back to my hometown. It’s just that I really didn’t expect that Gu Ji would always think that the child is mine, that your mother said it was his in order to tie him down.” After listening to my father's calm narration, I really almost collapsed, "What about the kitten?"

The father frowned, "Just do what you want. You can't distinguish her just because she's not my daughter. Besides, it's time for me to end with your mother. She is no longer letting your grandfather slaughter lambs."

After hearing this, I was very confused. It turned out that my father knew everything, and it turned out that my father had suffered so much.

I asked my father's plan, "Father, what do you plan to do in the future?" I don't think my father will stay with Uncle Hu all the time. Although they are friends, in fact, I am very similar to my father in that I will not trouble anyone, whether it is Friends or family.

At one o'clock in the evening, my father took me downstairs to eat a bowl of rice noodles, and gave me some small change. There should be three or four hundred yuan in small and large denominations. When I go to school, my salary will come down every month, so I won’t withdraw the money, I usually save the money for you to marry a wife, although it’s not much.”

"..." Really, I'm only sixteen, and I just want to marry a wife.

I didn't shirk it and put it in my clothes pocket. My father couldn't stand it, "Although you are a young man, can you be tidy and buy a wallet? Forget it, I will report to the school tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and buy one for you, so as to save you trouble , It's really sloppy and not like me at all."

"..."Me"?" Sloppy?The word applied to me?

I'd better accept the title my father gave me humbly, and suddenly remembered that the kitten hadn't told her yet.I sent her a message and asked her to wait for my message, and I went downstairs to wait for her.I took a taxi to her community, and found that the two communities were actually very close and opposite, no wonder the driver looked at me with such lazy eyes.

Following the route I remembered, I quickly found the kitten, and she came down early, "Brother." The kitten called me when she saw me from far away, and ran to me directly when I got closer.

I took her to sit on the swing in the community, "Does the kitten miss my brother?" Who is the girl at the school gate?" Xiaomao was always a child and didn't understand why I knew a girl went out of school with her.

The kitten blinked her big eyes, "Did brother mean Xiaohan?" Xiaohan?The girl who often takes her sister to dinner?

"The Xiao Han that the kitten said is the girl with two little balls tied, a Mickey Mouse on her clothes, and a yellow bag?" The kitten nodded. "Brother has seen Xiao Han?" I felt a headache It's fine if it's a kitten-like friend, this Xiaohan should be a rare good friend of a kitten in school.

"Little cat, my brother asked you, did you have fun with other friends at school?" The little cat shook his head, "Xiaohan said that it's not good to have too many friends, just let the little cat play with her." I was very angry "Little cat, I heard from my brother that Xiaohan, you can play with her, but you have to be careful not to go with her and her friends to other places outside the school, do you understand?"

The little cat couldn't understand but nodded, "The little cat listens to my brother." Looking at such a sensible and obedient kitten, I wonder whose child she is. She will always love my kitten.

The author has something to say: Please support me a lot, it’s been a bit slow recently, I’m sorry (T^T) What did I write and it’s locked?