think about love

Chapter 2

When I took my sister to the car, she might fall asleep due to motion sickness. She didn’t make any fuss, although she was very uncomfortable. Seeing your little fingers tightly pulling my clothes, I actually feel sorry for her.I know that she is just better than me, and she is still very unfortunate compared to other people's normal children.

I just hope that my mother can vent her anger on me and not affect the kitten.

When we arrived at the station, my mother came to pick us up. It was miraculous, but I knew it was because of my sister, but I was relieved, which meant that my mother would not treat my sister like that, which is a good thing.

My mother glanced at me with the same eyes as that time in the hospital, then squatted down and looked at the little daughter she hadn't seen a few times, "Is it a kitten?" The kitten looked at the awkward mother.Hiding behind me, holding my hand, "Brother, I'm afraid."

I looked at my mother and found a light in her eyes that I had never seen before, like a clean freak picking up a bottle of water that others drank in the desert.

But compared to what my mother thinks, the most important thing for me now is to comfort the kitten. I gently patted her hand, "The kitten is not afraid, that is your mother."

Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed that my mother finally looked at me, and the kitten stretched out half of its head to recognize this person who did not exist in her memory.The mother stood up and walked towards us, and smiled at the kitten, "Little cat, do you want mommy to take you home? I bought you a lot of dolls."

I just discovered now that mothers can actually coax their children.

Maybe it's because I'm here, so the kitten's courage has become bigger.It may also be because the blood relationship between the kitten and the mother is stronger, so when the mother came to her side and reached out to her, she just hesitated, looked at me, and then grabbed the mother.

Looking at the empty hand, I don't know what it feels like.Happy, angry, unwilling, jealous?Am I jealous of kittens?Look, I am such a disgusting person, I am disgusting myself now.

Why do I have this idea.That's a kitten. I want to be happy that more people love her.How could I taint her with jealousy?

I kept trying to restrain myself that day. My mother was holding my younger sister and walking in front, and my younger sister kept turning her head, "Come on brother, let's go home." Silly sister, if you knew what I was thinking in my heart just now, wouldn't you It's good for me.It took all my strength to give a big smile and catch up to them.

Mother took us outside the station, where her car was parked.I opened the car door and put my sister in the passenger seat. I felt very conscious that I shouldn't disturb their relationship at this time. "Mom, I'm going to get my sister's information. Grandpa said it was delivered by post a few days ago."

As soon as my sister heard that I was leaving, she started to argue, "Where is brother going? The kitten will go with me."

My mother stared back at me "Don't worry about these things, I've already done it, go sit in the back." I was shocked, although I thought that my mother would treat my sister better than me, but she makes me feel good now It's a bit too much, it's not in line with her temper.

But it is a good thing for the mother to be kind to the kitten, so that the kitten can get more love.I watched my mother quietly listening to my sister dancing and talking about interesting things that happened at my grandfather's place while driving, which made me very envious.But my sister is enough.

No matter what happens, it is a good thing that the mother can accept the sister.My words are not important, I am willing to suffer all kinds of hardships, as long as she can be happy.

My mother took us back to her home. The decoration style is different from before, very different.How should I put it, it just doesn't feel like her style.

Because I was here to help my younger sister go through school procedures. Although my younger sister has not been studying for a while, she is now in the sixth grade at the age of 10.

It's not too late either.

My mother took me and my sister to a very nice snack bar at night.My sister was very happy all night, and after we had dinner with her, my mother took us to her place.Maybe it was a night of excitement, my sister fell asleep in the car.She sat with me in the back, she kept holding my hand, it was warm.

After she fell asleep, the whole car was quiet, and I could hear my own breathing. It wasn't until my mother parked the car in the garage that my mother broke the dead silence. "How much do you remember when you were young?" I don't know this question. Knowing how to answer to coax my mother, I can only answer realistically, "Mom, I remember a lot. I know you hate me, so I will try my best not to appear in front of you." This is my heartfelt voice, and I think I need to tell my mother.This is also my guarantee.

Mother took out a cigarette out of nowhere and held it in her hand, "You hate me." Mother didn't ask, but said this sentence affirmatively.

I think I need to answer carefully "Mother, please don't think like this, I don't hate you, on the contrary, I am grateful to you, you gave me life is the reason why I don't hate you, other things I don't think you have anything to hate. It's just convenient for you to tell me why?" I asked the question that I have been brooding on for a long time, and these are also my sincere words.

My answer seemed to be different from what my mother thought, but she didn't care. "You want to know?" My mother asked me back. "I think." I'm sure, I don't hate my mother for treating me like this, but I want to know clearly why she hates me.

My mother chatted with me for more than two hours. She told me how she hated or even hated grandpa, told me the story of her and that man, how she married her father with what kind of mentality, and how she was married to her grandpa. I was born under the persecution.To be honest, I sympathize with her.Being forced to part with one's beloved life, this kind of pain may be incomprehensible to ordinary people.Later, when my mother said that he came back to fulfill his promise, I saw the light in her eyes, which was very beautiful.She told me about her plans like a little kid.Including divorcing your father.

I just listened quietly, yes I didn't have much fluctuation.Their divorce is like the separation of two strangers, because I know that they are loyal to each other and the family, but they will never have feelings for each other, they just live together.

After speaking, the mother got out of the car, hugged her sister, and walked forward.I closed the door behind and followed them.I saw a man at the door, he was very attractive, he was a gentleman, at least in appearance.He was not surprised to see us, and said "back" in a low voice.I don't understand what mother means, whether she has betrayed us long ago.

The man wanted to hold his sister for his mother, so I walked over quickly, "No need, I will take care of the kitten." I took the kitten first.The man slowly took his hand away. My mother originally wanted to scold me, but was stopped by the man, "The child is still young, and the kitten just fell asleep. Don't wake her up." He persuaded softly, but I didn't Know exactly what they want to do.I asked my mother to take me to the kitten's room and settle her down first.

Mother was angry, probably my attitude towards men.She took the room she had already prepared for the kitten.I gently put the kitten away, took off her shoes, and covered her with a quilt.My mother walked out after seeing me doing these things.

I sat on the bed and looked at the kitten, feeling sorry for the little people, how could they hurt her like this, she is so cute.

After a while, I saw that the living room light was still on.I took a look, and it happened that the man saw me, but my mother was gone, maybe she had already gone to rest, after all, it was very late.The man beckoned to me to let me go, I walked towards the sofa, and when I got closer, I found the quilt on the sofa.The man pulled back the quilt and made a seat for me, "Let's talk. If you have anything you want to ask me, you can ask me."He is very frank, but I am not used to it. "I...you...can you not tell the little cat about you and your mother? She can't accept it when she is young. Wait until she is older." things.

I didn't look at the man, wondering what kind of expression he had "I just ask for this, hope you can help me" I looked up and told him.The man looked at me and suddenly smiled, "Hehe, he is an interesting person. Don't you blame me?" I was very scared, and I kept suppressing the thought "Do you think the kitten is my child?" I was stunned, is the kitten this man's child?I couldn't suppress the thought myself, "That...is it?" I subconsciously bit my lower lip.

The man was very calm, "Guess what?" I was very confused, why is the mother so nice to the kitten?Why?The only possibility is that the kitten is the child of her and the one she loves, and then, what about "No matter whose child she is, her only identity is my sister. So please don't say it out, don't hurt her, It's only a matter of time before father and mother divorce, they don't have any feelings."

The man seemed to feel sorry for me, "No, it's a pity, I also want to have a child like a kitten with your mother, she always thought that I had sex with her that night, the kitten is also my child with her, actually Nothing happened, how could I do something like that when she had a husband. Defile the woman I love, I can’t do that.” It’s embarrassing, talking to a strange man about whether my mother had anything to do with him. "Then can I ask you not to embarrass the kitten? Let the mother think that the kitten is your child, otherwise the mother will not treat the kitten well." The man sighed, "Your mother was forced by your grandfather to do these things, in fact She was depressed for a long time, and she was already seeing a doctor when I came back. Fortunately, she passed that time safely."

I don't want to talk about my mother with men. "Please don't embarrass the kitten. I will persuade my father and mother to divorce as soon as possible. And since you don't have the heart to defile your mother, please bear with it and don't defile my family. At least to my mother Before divorcing my father." After saying this, I stood up and walked into the kitten's room, closing the door.Looking at the kitten's room, I picked up the cushion that I don't know whether it was the mother or the man bought for the kitten, and sat in the corner, leaning against the wall and closing my eyes to sleep.

Don't think too much, let's take a step at a time.

It's so complicated, is the relationship between adults so complicated?

The next day I caught a slight cold. The man might have said something to my mother, but my mother gave me some good looks. "Mother, today I want to take the kitten to buy daily necessities. I start school tomorrow. I plan to live on campus and take the kitten out for a stroll. Is that okay?" The mother also readily agreed and gave a card to let What I want to buy by myself "Although I don't like you very much, but you say it's something that came out of my stomach. In terms of material things, I won't wrong you, you..."

"Xiaomu" the man interrupted what the mother was going to say next, I am very grateful to this man, although I will not be particularly sad, but if I don't listen to these words, I still don't listen to them, "Thank you, mother, I will not wrong myself , in terms of material things, if I run out of money, I will ask you for it, so don’t worry about it.” I accepted the bank card. "Brother, brother." The kitten came out of the bathroom with the loose braids she tied herself. "Brother, isn't the kitten fierce? Does it look good?" I could only coax her, "It looks good, my kitten is amazing. The mother looked at her sister and teased her, "Why didn't the kitten ask mom?" The kitten looked at the mother blankly and found the man. "Mom, is this uncle a friend of mom?" Mom was a little embarrassed , she didn't want to tell the kitten prematurely.

The man didn't care much and told the kitten, "Little cat, I'm your mother's friend, just call me Uncle Gu." When I came down, I looked at my sister and said "Hello kitty cat". When I left, my mother said that if something happened, I could call her and gave me a number, which I put in my pocket.

The morning episode passed easily, and I took my sister out to find something to eat.The uncle said that he would cook for us to eat at home, but I refused.Walking outside with the kitten, "Brother Kitty is going to school, and you are going to school too. What if I don't see you?" Take the kitten to class, and the kitten promises not to disturb my brother."

It is necessary for me to tell the kitten the fact that we are going to separate. I picked up the kitten, "The kitten is not in a hurry. I heard from my brother that my brother has to go to school so that he can go to university in the future. Only after he goes to university can he find a job that makes money easily. You won’t dig coal like on TV, and it won’t turn black, so you can spend more time with the kitten in the future. Only then can you protect the kitten and raise the kitten.” The kitten sniffed, and the tears couldn’t stop. It stopped and went down, "Then what if the elder brother goes to school and the kitten can't see his elder brother?"

"The kitten is not afraid, the kitten will go to school too. The kitten will make friends with more children, and the elder brother can come back to visit you on weekends. Besides, if the kitten does not study, he will not see his elder brother in the future. The kitten will I went to dig coal and it became black and unattractive. My brother doesn’t like kittens anymore.” I explained to him with a smile.

As soon as the kitten heard it, it started to make noise, "Brother, the kitten is reading, the kitten will not be beautiful, brother, please don't dislike kittens."

"A kitten is more beautiful if it doesn't cry."

Finally stopped the crying kitten "Brother, the kitten is obedient, but the kitten misses my brother." I can only continue to tell her my plan "It's okay, my brother will go to school tomorrow but my brother will still come back to see the kitten every week , played with the kitten."

After comforting the kitten, I took her to pick out my daily necessities, because the kitten was here, so I had to rely on her when buying things, "Brother, this cute kitten likes..." "Brother bought this..." "Brother, this ..."

"..." I can't refute her, I just said that this is too popular and not suitable for my brother, she just said grievously, if my brother doesn't like it, then I don't like it either, I can only buy a bunch of it seeing how wronged she is something pink...

By the way, I went to the mobile phone store and bought two mobile phones. After all, I need contacts now, so I picked a pink one for her that she likes. She originally asked me to buy the same one as hers.Fortunately, the pink one in the store was gone, so I bought a white one.