dinner for three

There has never been anything impossible in the world, and the two seemingly completely unrelated may have long been inextricably linked.

Originally, Gu Miao only thought of meeting Xu Yifan as an accident in her blank life, and she only dared to think of herself as a pastime in Xu Yifan's life.After all, in just a few months, the man in front of me gave me too many things that I didn't dare to imagine before, whether it was a warm life that was so comfortable that people couldn't enjoy it with peace of mind, or the gentle treatment that was both true and false. Before Gu Miao, there was very little in life.And to trace such fetters along the growth line to what happened in the earliest time, even if the facts are clearly in front of him, Gu Miao can't bear this too deep and too long emotion.

——At that time, I racked my brains to get myself into your life, but unfortunately I didn't seize the important opportunity in the end.

——Thinking that after your college entrance examination is over, I will dare to find you, but who knows that I will never find you again.

The axis of time seems to have been pulled back more than ten years ago. At that time, Gu Miao only had the college entrance examination and Xu Linfeng in his life. During those good enough days, he didn't have the heart to take care of other episodes that appeared in his life , and didn't even know how many thoughts of a teenager were hidden in that meal. He was only responsible for eating the meal and continuing his calm life.

He could say goodbye to Xu Linfeng, whom he had a crush on at that time, but he couldn't say goodbye to someone he had never paid attention to.

Who would have imagined that Gu Miao, who was as unlucky as Gu Miao, would be kept in his heart for so long by a single person.

In those years without any news, how did this person keep the memory of himself?

This is probably a rare luck in his bleak life. The corners of Gu Miao's mouth raised, but his eyes blurred uncontrollably. The moment those slightly hot tears fell from his eyes, he felt that the person put him on his back. The slender fingers on the shoulders exerted strength suddenly, and the feeling of being embraced in that familiar embrace again was more complicated than ever before.

Pressing her forehead against the opponent's shoulder, feeling that the opponent was hugging her tighter and tighter, Gu Miao stubbornly refused to raise her head, fearing that the opponent would see her embarrassment.But at the same time, all the strength in his body seemed to be draining uncontrollably, as if all the burdens had been lifted, the sense of security that even Xu Linfeng had never given him was now filled in this silent embrace.

——I'm sorry, it's my fault that I haven't told you for so long.You probably can't understand, I'm so worried that I tell you, you won't believe it or accept it.I can only think about whether I can use the cold relationship of money to tie you to me first, with the feeling of wanting to be with you forever, living under the same roof with you, sharing the same table. Dinner, watching the same TV show, and sleeping on the same big soft bed, I was so satisfied that I felt sorry for myself.

——I want to give you all the best, thinking that after such a day, you will indulge in such a comfortable status quo and never leave me, no matter it is because of material things or the atmosphere of nostalgia, I don’t expect you too much Will you really like me, as long as you are willing to stay by my side.Obviously this was the purpose at the beginning, but later it became more and more greedy.

——I still want you to give me your heart. Even though I know the possibility is getting slimmer, I still don't want to give up.

——In other words, if I could give up, I would have given up a long time ago, and I don't know why I have to wait until now.

Xu Yifan's confession was clear and emotional, and every word and every sentence resounded in Gu Miao's ears, like a dream, so beautiful that it was a little unrealistic.Feeling the same breath and slightly higher temperature from the other party's coat, Gu Miao tried to draw out her arms while being hugged tightly.Looking up, he saw a flash of disappointment in Xu Yifan's eyes, and an extremely bitter smile.

Sure enough, Gu Miao still couldn't fall in love with him, maybe he sympathized with him who was not commensurate with his appearance. Regarding the humbleness of love, reason also forced him to reject himself.Thinking that Gu Miao was going to break free from her embrace, she lightened the pressure slightly, her stiff hands were still on Gu Miao's waist, but she didn't want the other party's hands, and wrapped her neck around her neck without hesitation in the next moment.

The faces of the two are so close, and the breath they exhale is intertwined in the cold night, which makes people's hearts itchy.Facing Xu Yifan's rapidly warming eyes, Gu Miao did not look away flusteredly like in the past, although because of nervousness, the fine eyelashes trembled non-stop.He still held his breath and looked curiously at the pupils of the other party, looking at himself reflected in them.

Maybe if he didn't choose to escape, he would have noticed the emotion in his eyes that he couldn't hide.

Thinking of this, the smile couldn't help but shyness, Gu Miao's raised cheeks flushed slightly, but she still mustered up the courage to press the familiar lips of the other party.He didn't stand on tiptoe, but because of the difference in height between the two, he unconsciously increased the strength of circling each other.

The unexpected kiss made Xu Yifan pause, and he was flattered to look at the eyes of the person in his arms who closed unconsciously. He felt a rush of heat rushing to his lower abdomen, and dryness appeared between his lips and teeth, as if he became thirsty all of a sudden. .The feeling of touching lips and teeth with the one you love is too good, not to mention that this is the first time Gu Miao has kissed herself actively while awake.

Whatever the reason, it doesn't seem to matter anymore.Even though Gu Miao's kisses were always jerky and unbelievable, this time Xu Yifan didn't hold the initiative as unquestionably as in the past.Just enjoying the other party's clumsy kiss so much, even though it has already reached the point where she couldn't hold back, she still patiently let Gu Miao give herself sweet and rare tenderness.

It was only until Gu Miao tossed and tossed chaotically on her lips for a while, she had tried her best but she didn't see the familiar reaction from the other party in the past, and she was about to withdraw her pure water-like kiss in doubt. hour.But Xu Yifan hugged him tightly, and kissed back even more ignorantly than before, and he didn't intend to let go of Gu Miao's mouth until his mouth felt numb.

When he finally had enough of kissing, Gu Miao's chin, who was temporarily let go, rested softly on his shoulder, gasping for breath with a slightly drunk face.Feeling Xu Yifan's warm breath hit her earlobe, Gu Miao's face turned even redder even though she knew there was no one around.This is a park, if someone saw two men kissing openly here, it would be really...

After resting for a few seconds for his darling who couldn't breathe, Xu Yifan sneered, and moved his hot lips closer.But she didn't want to be rejected quietly by Gu Miao, who had regained some sense.Guiltyly thinking that he shouldn't be so tired, anyway, he should go back first... Go back and talk, but he didn't want to put his hand on the other's chest and try to break free, but at the same time, his thigh rubbed against Xu Yifan's crotch.

Gu Miao's expression suddenly became very complicated, he stared at Xu Yifan in disbelief, but the other's expression was quite natural.

It was just a kiss, Xu Yifan, who had always seemed calm and composed, actually responded.