kill Qin Sheng

what is love?

This is an eternal problem.From a physiological point of view, it is the product of hormones and hormones. From a psychological point of view, it is the self-satisfaction that makes the face burn when looking at each other in the cold winter.But as A said, at least for Ren Xingluo, "it doesn't matter what love is".

Ren Xingluo put the eternal flower in the drawer, and fell into a deep sleep in the aroma of the cherries.There are no Taoist priests or ghosts in the dream, only himself, the original Ren Xingluo in the original world.Looking up, the sight focused on a man in the elevator on the top floor not far away through the car window. Ren Xingluo, who was in his early 20s, was wearing a well-proportioned striped suit. A transparent elevator frames the descent to the ground.He has fair skin and black hair, and stands out in the crowd.Coming out of the elevator door, Ren Xingluo got into the paid taxi downstairs and disappeared into the rolling traffic.

Whose perspective is this?

Ren Xingluo didn't know, he opened his eyes, and was immediately attracted by a dim light in the dark room like a moth.

Qin Sheng was on the bed, and he was turning on the floating screen.The screen was a bit dark, probably because the brightness was turned down very low, and his other hand was still standing, blocking the light cast in Ren Xingluo's direction.

"You don't sleep most of the night, what are you looking at?" Ren Xingluo's vague consciousness gradually woke up, and he asked with a suppressed voice.

Qin Sheng was stunned and turned his head.He bit his finger and seemed anxious: "Are you awake?"

Then he said, "I didn't see anything. It's just that I shouldn't have said those things to you."

"What words, 'I love you' or 'Who are you'?"

"Of course it's 'who are you.'"

"Have you guessed who I am now?"

Mentioning this Qin Sheng suddenly became more and more words, speaking quickly, he revealed the answer to the mystery according to Ren Xingluo's prompt: "If everything has nothing to do with the gap in time and space, and your identity is false, the school must know. The biggest The possibility is that one, the age is just right. I am quite surprised, it turns out that the prince has a mental illness. So the emperor hid you?"

"You can also understand it in this way." Ren Xingluo didn't want to say more, "It won't be a secret after I graduate, but don't tell it now."

Qin Sheng nodded, "I know."

The room fell silent again, Ren Xingluo looked at the ceiling, and Qin Sheng looked at Ren Xingluo on the bed, his gaze focused somewhere.He seemed to be thinking about something, his mind was heavy, and his brows were unconsciously tightened.

Ren Xingluo turned his head and saw that he was still sitting on the bed, so he couldn't help asking: "So why don't you go to sleep?"

Hearing that Qin Sheng lay down, he turned off the floating screen, stared at the ceiling and said:

"I was thinking, I told you the secrets of the military academy and tested you at first, but you didn't know it. Then why did B see your dead face? How did you appear in his world?"

This space-time gap is essentially caused by the collapse of the parallel world. B travels through time and space and probably goes to the future, and discovers that Ren Xingluo has destroyed all the worlds.

As for the appearance of death, Ren Xingluo had no way of knowing.But Ren Xingluo couldn't say these words, he could only tell him: "B's words may not be true, you can't fully understand the words of a lunatic. As a mental patient, I have a deep understanding."

"I don't care if you are mentally ill." Qin Sheng said suddenly, "I will take care of you in the future, take medicine and see a doctor until you recover." Qin Sheng had an epiphany on the night of the kiss that he fell in love with a mysterious and lonely beautiful boy.He is the prince of the empire, maybe even from another time and space, and there is a lot of fog around him.But Qin Sheng couldn't help feeling suspicious and wary while feeling love for him.

The topic is skewed and deviated in another dangerous direction.Ren Xingluo's hands left the warm blanket involuntarily, and made a stop gesture in the cold air: "Brother, you have no such obligation. Besides, I'm afraid of myself when I go crazy."

"I'm telling the truth," Qin Sheng curled up his fingers where Ren Xingluo couldn't see, this kind of upcoming official confession made him a little shy, and he didn't have the courage and madness to kiss Ren Xingluo last night "Do you promise to associate with me?"

He started confessing again, exactly the same as Qin Sheng in the previous world.Ren Xingluo seemed to have returned to that ancient world in a trance. The white-haired and red-eyed Taoist priest gradually overlapped with the young man lying on the bed—they were exactly the same person, and they held the same inexplicable love for Ren Xingluo who descended from the sky with unknown origin.He couldn't help asking: "Why are you so persistent?" He didn't even know which Qin Sheng he was asking.

Qin Sheng didn't seem to want Ren Xingluo to be misunderstood, and drew a clear line from the story of the gap in time and space, "I just like you, and it has nothing to do with that secret. I fell in love with you in that world, too. So I will do that to you." That sort of thing."

"That was just a dream, the dream of a mental patient." Ren Xingluo sighed and expressed his most secret thoughts, "Wake up from the dream, you will no longer love me. The world is the same."

As A said, all worlds are just parallel worlds, parallel worlds that must disappear.If what B sees is true, it means that Ren Xingluo killed all of Qin Sheng.

These worlds are like dreams that you must wake up at dawn. The people in the dreams are in love with the killer, how sad.

Qin Sheng was aware of his mental problems and intentionally corrected him: "But I am real, not your dream."

"If I say you are a fake, then you are a dummy." Ren Xingluo blocked his explanation forcefully, buried his face in the quilt, and said sternly, "You are not allowed to try to change the mental illness's worldview."

"Did you... take your medicine today?"

"I never take medicine."

Qin Sheng was silent for a long time before saying, "Good night."

"See you tomorrow." Ren Xingluo heaved a sigh of relief.

The night was completely silent, he closed his eyes, as if he was in the short-lived darkness of nothingness after the disappearance of the first world, and a familiar sense of sadness permeated the surroundings.Ren Xingluo called A.

[Why does Qin Sheng in this world also fall in love with me? ]

[Because all Qin Sheng are the same person, with the same personality and way of thinking.I was surprised that he fell in love with you in the first world... Now it seems that he will fall in love with you in every world, no matter who you are. 】

[Why would he fall in love with me? ]

[Because you are beautiful and you are cute?I don't know either, why don't you ask him? 】

[? ]

[Don't worry about it so much, just kill him, it's good for him and you, isn't it. 】

When A uttered this line after a long time, Ren Xingluo felt a sense of reality.This world mission remains unchanged, as long as Qin Sheng is killed, he will be freed, and Qin Sheng can also be freed.Only when he kills Qin Sheng, or when the world collapses and everyone disappears together, can this story have an ending.

Ren Xingluo even felt that he was going crazy. Fortunately, today was the weekend again, and it was time for psychological consultation.Qin Sheng had class that day, he left the dormitory in the morning and never came back.Ren Xingluo stayed alone in the dormitory until night fell, until Ming Qing, the emperor's deputy, picked him up to a psychiatrist's private clinic.

The two discussed the allusion of Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly.

"Zhuang Zhou Mengdie, I don't know if I am in a dream after waking up. Doctor, to be honest, I also have the same thought." Ren Xingluo pulled the stool and sat down familiarly, and the first sentence was straight to the point, "This is my recent dream. trouble."

"You can't tell the difference between reality and fiction?"

The doctor's first sentence was not recorded, and it was not easy for Ren Xingluo to say it again, so he had to write it down on the screen.

"The man in the dream wooed me, and so did he in reality. If reality is also a dream, I am troubled."

It turned out to be puberty.The doctor smiled slightly: "The person in your dream is Qin Sheng?"

"Yes."

The doctor hesitated again, should he advise the emperor to let Ren Xingluo take medicine?Ren Xingluo is a rare example.The patient fantasized that a man named Qin Sheng would fall in love with him and die at his hands, so he was very worried about it.The strange thing is that this Qin Sheng really appeared in reality.The doctor's idea was that Ren Xingluo had met Qin Sheng or heard of him many years ago, and the patient only imagined such a story later.Ren Xingluo wanted to kill Qin Sheng, and now the two had emotional entanglements again.To be honest, Ren Xingluo had a tendency to hurt himself and others, so he should have stopped school for treatment, but neither the emperor nor the patient seemed willing.

Ren Xingluo asked in annoyance:

"If I also fall in love with the person in the dream, and when the dream wakes up, he will disappear, what about me?"

"Are you afraid that he will disappear, or that you will be alone when you wake up from the dream?" The doctor shook his head, "What if this is not a dream?"

Ren Xingluo sneered, "This is just a dream, but I use 'reality' to distinguish it from the previous world."

The doctor persuaded him: "Do you still want to kill him now? If you kill him, the dream will really wake up. Then there will be the next dream, one after another."

"I think I'm sick," Ren Xingluo said in a weary voice, "He doesn't know that I want to kill him, but I can't say it. There is no pleasure in cheating others, I don't like it. But I prefer I don't like this world, I don't have any obsession with resurrection, but I don't want to stay here. These worlds are like a role-playing stage, they are not real. I miss the old world."

He murmured: "If I want to leave this world, I can only kill him. How can I deserve his love like this? But I can't explain it to him."

The doctor moved his fingers, wrote a few words on the screen, and then deleted them.He thinks that Ren Xingluo is in a dangerous state, aside from delusion, Ren Xingluo's mental state is already very bad, he hates himself and abandons himself, forcing himself to choose between hurting himself and hurting others.

Ren Xingluo's confession could not get a complete answer, it was essentially an unsolvable question.He returned to the dormitory in Mingqing's car, and turned on the data device on the way, only to find that Qin Sheng had sent him several messages.Ask him if he has finished his meal, ask him why he didn't reply him, ask him why he hasn't come back and where he went.Ren Xingluo replied "see a doctor".

Ren Xingluo turned on the lights in the dormitory, but as expected, Qin Sheng was not here.

He was sleepy and didn't even want to drink.After taking a shower, he fell on the bed and closed his eyes. He wanted to ask the emperor for a gun this weekend, and tried to kill Qin Sheng before the mission was performed.

The door opened again, and Qin Sheng's footsteps were a little hasty.He walked straight over, shook Ren Xingluo on the bed, and said, "I have found the space-time gap."

This sentence was like a thunderbolt, suddenly awakening Ren Xingluo from his drowsiness:

"where?"

"A building in the old campus is patrolled by soldiers and locked, so I can't get in."

"What lock?"

"Fingerprint? Iris? ID card? I'm not sure."

Ren Xingluo thought for a while, "You can't get in with this kind of condition. You might as well give up your idea."

Qin Sheng closed his eyes irritably, "No."

Ren Xingluo thought, I have to persuade him to give up this idea, otherwise if he is found out, he will at least be expelled from the military academy.However, he thought again, am I being so hypocritical?While trying to kill him, at the same time trying to persuade him not to go astray?