Bring the buns to the door

After Rong Peijia returned to his room, he bathed and changed Diao Diao's clothes. After tidying up, his head was still in a mess. Ling Yuluo's words were spinning in his mind, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

He sat by the bed and read over what Ling Yuluo had said.

Ling Yuluo said that he, Yao Qi and another man named Zhao Junbo were good friends. The three were classmates in high school, and they were admitted to the same university. Although Yao Qi and the other two studied They are not the same major, but it will not damage the friendship of the three.

In high school, three and a half boys got very close, and it didn't take long for Ling Yuluo to find that she fell in love with Zhao Junbo.

That was the first time he realized that his sexual orientation was different from ordinary people. At that time, he was very confused. While happily looking forward to meeting Zhao Junbo every day, he was cautiously afraid that his small thoughts would be discovered by others.

"But Yao Qi still found out," Ling Yuluo said with a wry smile, "That afternoon he made an excuse to let Junbo go first, and then blocked me in the classroom. After everyone in the class had left, he asked me if I was It's not that I fell in love with Junbo."

Ling Yuluo still remembered the feeling of panic at that time, his head was in a mess, and he wanted to lie subconsciously, but when he looked into Yao Qi's eyes, those eyes seemed to be able to see through him, leaving him nowhere to hide.

So he confessed.

Ling Yuluo thought that Yao Qi would beat him up and scold him for being shameless, but she actually had such thoughts about her brother, and was even ready to never be friends again, but Yao Qi didn't.

Yao Qi was silent for a while, and finally confessed to him that he also likes men.

Ling Yuluo still couldn't forget the shock he felt when he heard Yao Qi's words, but what he said next was what he said the most.

Yao Qi said that he would not support Ling Yuluo to bravely pursue Zhao Junbo just because he also likes men, because he said——

"This road is destined to be difficult. You can test whether the other party has the intention, but you can't just go up to him and say 'I like you'. This is a very irresponsible behavior. People who are walking on the right path will abruptly turn to your road full of thorns."

Ling Yuluo listened to Yao Qi's words, silently liking her in her heart, and tried her best to maintain the appearance of a friend, but in the summer after the college entrance examination, Zhao Junbo confessed her love.

The two came together naturally, and this relationship did not destroy the friendship between the three. Occasionally, the couple quarreled, and Yao Qi would be caught in the middle as a peacemaker.

Everyone thought that life would be like this, and they would live happily ever after, but they didn't expect that a dispute before graduation would completely separate the three people who had known each other for nearly ten years.

Ling Yuluo's lonely expression when he talked about that incident is still imprinted in Rong Peijia's mind. He feels wronged for this friend from the bottom of his heart, and even feels that the peacemaker is so annoying.

Ling Yuluo is clearly brooding over what happened back then, and anyone with a discerning eye can see that he still can't let go of Zhao Junbo, but he still wants to pretend that everything has passed, Rong Peijia feels that Can't bear it.

Not only for Zhao Junbo, Ling Yuluo also cherishes this friendship with Yao Qi. The two have been friends for more than 20 years, and no one expected to come to this point. If it is said that there are conflicts between lovers, there will be no going back. It is indeed not uncommon, but friends who have known each other for so long can be lost as soon as they are said, and it is a pity to put it on anyone.

Moreover, Rong Peijia didn't feel that the couple had quarreled, and that the third party as a friend was serious enough to break up with Ling Yuluo. During the meeting in the mall, Rong Peijia could see that Ling Yuluo was working hard. Showing good intentions, it's just that annoying ghost twisting and ignoring people.

But what does it matter to him!

The more Rong Peijia thought about it, the angrier she became, she took the pillow on the bed and thumped it, and after venting for a while, she thought about another matter.

Ling Yuluo said that both he and Yao Qi like men.

The word homosexuality became clearer in Rong Peijia's mind than ever before. It was not that there were no homosexuals around him when he was studying, but both heterosexual and homosexual were too far away from him. He devoted all his attention to studying and never considered talking When it comes to love, it is naturally even more impossible to care about other people's love.

He has never been attracted to anyone since he was a child. There are beautiful girls in the class. When other male students talk about them, he also thinks that she is really beautiful, but that's all. The only one who has a better relationship with him is Lu Zhiyan, who grew up with him.

Lu Zhiyan is a year older than him. They have known each other since elementary school. They live in the same community. Lu's mother is the "district bully" in the community. She is the first to help whenever something happens. My sisters who depend on each other for life Brother, naturally became the number one concern of Lu District Ba.

When he was young, he and his sister received a lot of care from Lu's mother. During the whole elementary school, Rong Peijia was held by Lu Zhiyan and sent to school. For him, Lu Zhiyan was the closest brother besides his sister. Until after graduating from high school, Lu Zhiyan went abroad to study Go, the two lost contact.

However, looking back now, Yung Peijia doesn't feel that he has any special feelings for this person who has a lot of pen and ink in his life picture scroll, so even if there are two more gays around him now, apart from the initial surprise, then Down there is nothing else.

"I like men..." Rong Peijia leaned on the bed with both hands and muttered, her eyes rolled and turned, and she didn't know what she thought of.

Sitting at home, Yao Qi was suddenly given the title of "childish". No matter how he thought about it, he couldn't think of what Ling Yuluo had said to him to make him draw such a conclusion.

When eating at night, Yao Qi held back for a long time. Seeing that the meal was almost finished, no matter how awkward he was, he still asked: "You went to the next door today, how are you doing?"

Rong Peijia raised her eyes to look at him, and said deliberately: "Whose family are you talking about?"

Yao Qi choked, coughed a few times, his expression was a little uncomfortable, he struggled for a long time and finally said: "Didn't you go to Ling Yuluo's house?"

Rong Peijia snorted softly, nodded, "It's good, I like to go to his house to play." He thought for a while, and added: "We have been chatting for a long time."

Yao Qi's expression was a bit ferocious after hearing this, and Rong Peijia felt that he was about to get hurt internally. He obviously wanted to know what they were talking about, but he just couldn't bear to ask, Rong Peijia thought, this person is really naive Woolen cloth.

After the meal, Rong Peijia cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, and asked Yao Qi to make milk to feed Diao Diao. When Rong Peijia finished cleaning up, she came out to take a look and was almost laughed at.

Yao Qi is like an aunt, hugging Diao Diao while breastfeeding and muttering in a low voice. He doesn't know whether he is really complaining or telling Rong Peijia. Anyway, his voice is very low, but Rong Peijia can still hear him talking. speak ill of him.

Rong Peijia sat on the single sofa next to him, spread his hands and waved, motioning for him to hug Diaodiao.

Yao Qi glanced at him and said angrily, "Wait for him to finish eating first, otherwise he will suffer from indigestion."

Yung Peijia almost laughed angrily: "Then don't keep talking in his ear!"

It's rare to see Yao Qi playing petty temper, Rong Peijia thinks it's quite novel, the impression of Yao Qi is still the same as when we met for the first time, suave and playful, but now that we've known each other for a long time, I realize that all of this is probably just to cover up There is a childish illusion living in my heart.

Rong Peijia waited patiently for Diao Diao to finish drinking the milk, and hugged him to burp him, Yao Qi reluctantly let go.

This time, Rong Peijia didn't provoke Yao Qi on purpose. On the one hand, she also had some thoughts of helping them break the ice. After thinking about it, she said frankly: "Today Ling Yuluo told me about your past."

When Yao Qi heard this, he really became nervous immediately, "What did he tell you?"

"Your former..." Rong Peijia considered the words, but couldn't find a better description, "Love and hatred."

Yao Qi: "..." What the hell.

"Ahem." Rong Peijia rubbed his nose, heard Diao Diao hiccup, patted him on the back and hugged him back into his arms, coaxing him while thinking about how to organize his words.

"I know that person named Zhao Junbo." Once he started, Rong Peijia gradually sorted out the whole thing, and then quickly went over the key points, "You have known each other since high school, and the three of you are very good friends. Friends, Ling Yuluo and Zhao Junbo got together later, but before the end, the two broke up, and then the relationship between the three of you broke."

The story of more than ten years was finished by Yung Peijia in a few words. Yao Qi wanted to refute after listening, but finally remained silent.

Is it really as simple as this guy said?No, a voice deep in his heart told him that it was not that simple, but how complicated could it be?

What Yung Peijia said is correct, the facts are just like what he said, they became good friends, Ling Yuluo got his wish and got together with Zhao Junbo, they had a lot of quarrels over the years, but every time they got along with each other It's as good as before, why can't I go back for the last time?

Yao Qi thought for a long time, but still firmly believed that his judgment back then was not wrong. He even put on an expression of knowing everything, and refuted Rong Peijia: "Ling Yuluo didn't tell you why they broke up, did he?"

Rong Peijia watched him for a while, and then stabbed him with a small knife, "But what does it matter to you if they break up?"

Yao Qi was choked again, and he became a little annoyed when he opened his mouth again, "Why does it have nothing to do with me? I am their good friend. If my friend has done something wrong, shouldn't I point it out and let him stop being obsessed with it? !"

"Then did you succeed?" Rong Peijia said lightly: "You just stood in a random team and sentenced your so-called good friend without knowing the whole truth. After so many years, you never thought about it." To understand, to solve, and feel like a primary school student that you are wrong, so I won't play with you."

"Why are you so childish?"

Yao Qi's face turned red and green like a palette. Rationally, he knew that what Rong Peijia said was right, but emotionally, he felt that what he had believed for so many years could be all wrong.

The two stared at each other, neither of them would back down a step, and finally Rong Peijia made a big move——

"I heard Ling Yuluo say today that you like men just like him. Have you ever thought about it? If I think you are wrong as soon as I hear this, and stop being friends with you unilaterally, you will how to think?"

Yao Qi was stunned.

In an instant, all the things we believed in in the past collapsed like a landslide.