Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

There was a busy tone from the handset, and the call was hung up by the other party.

Jian Qing leaned back on the chair dejectedly, put down her cell phone, closed her eyes and tried to sort out the messy thoughts in her mind.

If the little fool really has feelings for Yin Jingnan, he should be very proud. With his background and capital, he is enough to compete with himself.

So, he has no reason to lie to him.

It turned out that the child in Cheng Wen's womb was his own, and the child he desperately wanted to protect was his own, and he had always misunderstood him.

Thinking of the man's eyes full of despair and sadness, Jian Qing felt a tightness in her chest, and even faint pain.

But what about that anonymous photo...

And the recording pen that Yin Jingnan sent, if it wasn't a love recording, what was it...

Jian Qing's Adam's apple twitched, and his brows furrowed. His heart was quickly occupied by more anxious emotions. The most important thing right now is to find someone first.

Cheng Wen is not with Yin Jingnan, he has no relatives in the capital, where can he go...

Do you have any money?

When he was by his side, couldn't he even eat enough...?

There is also the matter of receiving overnight bread every day, why has he never heard the other party mention it.

At the beginning, he was planning to give him 2 yuan a month, but Cheng Wen himself said no, saying that [-] yuan was enough, and he felt that it was really enough.

After having a child, the cost of the maternity check far exceeded his salary, so he asked him to borrow money.

In fact, it was not intentional to bully him, and even the little money had to be bothered with him, but because he was afraid that the other party would have the idea of ​​leaving him, so he came up with such a way to restrain him.

Later, he directly gave him [-] yuan. With Cheng Wen's frugal nature, it should be enough for a long time. How could he not even have enough to eat...

No wonder I have always been so thin, only my stomach is good, and other parts of my body are getting more and more painful.

Two hours later, the flight to China took off, and Jian Qing never wanted to return to that home as anxiously as at this moment.

It is clear that when a man is around, he always likes to leave him alone and ignore him.

The days in winter are very short, it is completely dark before six o'clock, and the wind is cold, and it is a torment to stay outside for a moment in such weather, and you can still feel the coldness on your face like a knife when you are wrapped tightly .

Although the noodle shop on the street is small, the heating inside is sufficient, and the seats are full of people. The belly of the hot beef noodles is warm, and the two worlds are separated by a glass door.

The man in the old cotton coat stood outside the door, hesitated for a while, stretched out his blue hands from the cold, pushed the door open, walked in timidly, and asked the boss at the cashier.

"Please... May I ask if you need someone here?..."

The boss is a fat middle-aged man. He looked Cheng Wen up and down with a pair of shrewd small eyes. Seeing that he had such a big belly at a young age, he seemed to have some strange disease, and his face showed a little weirdness, "Sorry, no Need, if you don't want to eat, please go out quickly, don't affect our business."

Cheng Wen saw his dislike, twisted his hands together awkwardly, summoned up his courage and whispered, "I can do everything...washing dishes, washing vegetables, taking out the trash, delivering food..."

"I really don't need it." The boss interrupted him, lowered his head and picked up the ledger on the table to look at it, as if he didn't want to talk to him.

Cheng Wen's Adam's apple moved slightly, and he bowed slightly while supporting his clumsy stomach, "Yes... sorry for the interruption..."

The store is filled with a strong smell of food. I ate two buns at noon, and I am already hungry. When I went out, the little fool couldn't help but look at the diners on the table next to him with longing eyes, and touched the Round belly.

I really want to eat a bowl of beef noodles.

But he can't spend money like this now, otherwise the little savings on his body will be gone before the baby is born.

I have been looking for a job for several days, and no one is willing to take him.

Everyone thought he was suffering from some kind of disease, but later, as a last resort, he said that he was pregnant, and the eyes of those people became even more strange.

That's right, no store will accept a pregnant woman who is more than eight months pregnant.

Cheng Wen was walking on the road in a daze, and the dim street lights cast down his thin figure as a lonely silhouette on the ground.

Snowflakes fluttered and fell from the sky, which was the first snow of this year.

so cold.

The little fool's eyes were slightly red, he lowered his head in discomfort and stroked his stomach with thin fingers, and murmured hoarsely.

"I'm sorry, baby...it's useless to be a father..."

"I'm afraid you will have a hard time with me in the future..."

"But Dad won't let you go hungry, don't worry..."

Suddenly, the palm was kicked gently, as if the little thing in his stomach was responding to him.

Cheng Wen was stunned, and suddenly felt strength in his body. He smiled through his tears, touched him gently, and said softly, "Baby, let's go eat something delicious."

The so-called delicious food is two dry white steamed buns, plus a tea egg, a total of four yuan, which can fill you up.

If he only spent 60 yuan a day to eat, he would be able to last for a long time, but the small hotel where he stayed was [-] yuan a day for accommodation alone, and he could not rent a house for a while, so he could only go on like this for now .

I just hope that I can find a job and a suitable place to live sooner.

The baby's due date is getting closer...

At nine o'clock in the evening, Cheng Wen returned to the place where he stayed. After washing, he went to bed. He was obviously very tired, but he couldn't sleep much. He was gradually fascinated by the moonlight outside the window.

I don't know how Ah Qing and Ran Ran are doing now.

After the wedding is over, they are about to go on a honeymoon trip...

very nice.

The pain in his heart made the corners of the little fool's eyes turn red unconsciously, he forced himself to close his eyes, and stopped thinking about it.

After more than ten hours of flight, it was already one o'clock in the morning on the 18th when it landed.

Jian Qing hurried back home.

During the many days and nights in the past, he often broke his promise to Cheng Wen, clearly promised that the other party would go home for dinner, but he always forgot about it in a blink of an eye, but that fool always liked to lie on the sofa downstairs and wait for him.

Sometimes I can wait, and it is usually midnight when he comes back. The little fool never seems to be angry, and loves to look at him with those clear and dark eyes every time, and greets him happily, even if he is very sad. Don't give him a good face.

Most of the time, he couldn't wait, and Jian Qing didn't know how the little fool who waited for him all night would react. He should cry, after all, he loves to cry so much.

I don't know when it started, Cheng Wen actually learned to disobey him, dare to say in front of him that he doesn't like him, but likes others.

So he believed it, and bullied him more and more.

Thinking about it now, the little fool looked at him clearly with light in his eyes, how could he have misunderstood it.

The door was pushed open abruptly, Jian Qing was not used to such an empty room, he seemed to be in disbelief that the person sticking behind him like a fart really left, first went to the nanny's room in the stairwell to look around.

When he was in a good mood, he would occasionally open the door and come in to have a look. He found that Cheng Wen liked to put a blue mug for drinking water on the small square table. It was the one given to him by the pregnant woman in the next bed when he was hospitalized.

Now the table is empty, and so is the bed, the bedding is neatly folded, and there is no temperature at all.

Everything is like a dream.

Then he returned to the living room and picked up the envelope under the key, with some doubts in his eyes.

Isn't Cheng Wen illiterate? How could he write letters? It's fake.

Jian Qing frowned, with no expression on her face, but eagerly tore open the envelope in her hand.

Inside is a piece of pure white A4 paper, with rows of elegant fonts on it, which looks like a woman's handwriting, but the credible content makes Jian Qing sure that it was indeed left to him by Cheng Wen.

"gentlemen……"

"It's better... Let's call you Qing, anyway, it's the last time, and we won't see each other again, so it shouldn't matter."

"I hope... I hope Qing will not be angry..."

"I'm leaving... By the time Ah Qing reads this letter, I should have been away for a long time."

"You and Ran Ran came back from their honeymoon... did you have fun?"

"I'm sorry... I seem to be talking stupid again. Of course you will be happy when you are with Ran Ran. You can only laugh when you are with him... Ah Qing looks the best when she smiles."

"Smile more in the future."

"When I was here, I always made you unhappy. In fact, I was also very sad... I thought to myself, maybe if I leave you, you won't be always angry, but you won't let me go. Many times I don't even know what to do..."

"Occasionally, I think that it would be great if we hadn't met at the beginning, but it has already happened, so I can only accept it."

"I know Ah Qing never liked me... maybe it's because I'm used to me being by your side for so long, so I'm not allowed to go, but Ah Qing... that's not acceptable."

"My mother said that a person can only love one person in a lifetime...so we can't go on like that, and Ran Ran will be very sad."

"It's all right now, you are married, and I can give him to you with confidence... I hope... I hope Ah Qing will treat him well... okay?"

"I'm sure I will."

"Don't worry, Ah Qing...I will try my best to pay back the money I owe you, but it may take a little longer..."

"When I save money, I will send it to you as soon as possible."

"Ah Qing, don't worry about me, the baby and I will have a good life."

"You should be very good too. I wish you and Ran Ran happiness, grow old together, and have your own baby soon..."

After reading all of them, Jian Qing suddenly felt a sore throat.

He could almost imagine how Cheng Wen burst into tears when he said these words word by word.

The whole letter was written by someone else, only the crooked word Cheng Wen in the signature was written by the man himself.

Looks very stupid.

Some of the handwriting was smudged and blurred, as if water droplets had touched it.