Love him deep into bone marrow Jian Hanfeng Chengyou

The man's thin body froze, and he lowered his head silently.

Ah Qing is right, he is a problem.

No one here needs him or likes him, his existence is just a nuisance.

He shouldn't live in this world.

Jian Qing walked over and opened the curtains, the golden light shone on the man's thin body, making him appear more quiet and weak.

He frowned, and couldn't say any harsh words, "Get up and change clothes, I'll take you out for dinner, and take you home after dinner."

It took two seconds for Cheng Wen to reply softly, lifted the quilt and awkwardly got off the bed, and opened the wardrobe door.

When Jian Qing asked him to move out of the villa before, Cheng Wen only took away his own things, and Jian Qing cleaned up the clothes he bought for Cheng Wen and put them in the warehouse. This time, the assistant went to the house to get the changed clothes. The ones that came here were bought by Cheng Wen himself, and he has been wearing them all these years.

I originally bought it at a very cheap price, but after a long time it will inevitably start to get hairballs, and it is not so beautiful to wear on the body. Jian Qing frowned when she saw it, "You should throw away these clothes. What's the difference between being tattered, it's so ugly."

"" Cheng Wen buried his head a little lower.

He has always been like this, from the moment Ah Qing met him, he can't afford expensive clothes, works in a dirty small restaurant every day, and will be stained with annoying There is a smell of oily smoke, and I feel very happy to get a salary that the other party doesn't like at all.

If Jian Qing had said that he disliked him at that time, the little fool would have stayed far away and never obstructed his eyes.

Seeing that the other party didn't say a word, Jian Qing felt more and more upset, "I'm not happy to say a word to you, is it? It's not that I didn't buy you clothes. If you insist on wearing these tattered ones, who are you going to show pity to?" .”

In fact, Cheng Wen was just reluctant, he felt that he was not worthy of such expensive clothes, and he didn't want Jian Qing to spend money on him all the time.

He didn't know what he did wrong, just after getting up, Jian Qing kept scolding him, Cheng Wen's eyes were red, and he didn't even dare to breathe too hard, for fear of making the other party even more angry, he stretched his body and carefully bent down Go tie your shoes.

The belly of more than four months is not small, especially because he is thin, he looks much bigger than pregnant women of the same period. When he squats down, he is on his legs. Presence, too nervous, too clumsy to tie a knot.

"It's so stupid." Jian Qing couldn't stand it any longer, went over to help him up with a cold face and asked him to sit on the edge of the bed, then squatted down in front of him, picked up the shoestring and tied it in two or three times.

He raised his head only to find that the man was crying, and he froze for a moment.

"why are you crying?"

''Do you think I said you? "

The little fool cried so much that his brows twitched, and he didn't make a sound. He subconsciously wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, but just after he finished wiping, tears fell again uncontrollably, and his thin body trembled slightly.

It's because he's too stupid, always making Ah Qing angry

It was only then that Jian Qing realized that he had gone too far. The man's mental state was unstable and he was prone to thinking wildly. He finally found him back last night, so he shouldn't take his anger out on him.

Pregnant people also become squeamish.

Jian Qing sighed, stood up and hugged him, patted him on the back and said, "Okay, okay, it's my fault, I shouldn't say you."

"Can't I be wrong?"

"Don't cry, you will see your parents later, be happy." He said, reaching out to wipe his tears.

Jian Qing became gentle, and the most she did to the little fool was to wipe his tears. He always made him sad and made him cry.

Cheng Wen slowly raised his arms to hug Jian Qing's waist, and called hoarsely in pain, "Ah Qing"

In fact, it's not that Jian Qing has gone too far, there have been more than now, but Cheng Wen has never cried like today, as if there was something that he couldn't bear at all, but he had to bear it It's coming.

They won't be together for long.

Respectively, maybe today.

In fact, Cheng Wen should have woken up from the broken dream a long time ago. He just didn't want to.

But that second will eventually pass.

Jian Qing didn't know what the man was thinking, comforted him as usual, said soft words on his mouth, apart from feeling a little distressed, he didn't feel much guilt, "Don't cry, don't cry."

Cheng Wen gradually calmed down in his arms, like a docile rabbit, his red and swollen eyes were stained with indelible sadness and gloom.

The little fool has changed, and he is no longer the happy little fool he used to be. It is Jian Qing who made him what he is today, who approached him in the name of love, but never cherished him, leaving him in a state of being abandoned all day long. Disgusted and apprehensive, apprehensive.

When leading someone out, Jian Qing asked, "What do you want for lunch?"

Cheng Wen is actually not used to being held by Jian Qing in public, because the other party always disliked him in the past, and sometimes even pretended not to know him outside, as if talking to him was a very embarrassing thing.

"It's all fine." Cheng Wen replied hoarsely.

"Then go eat Hong Kong-style refreshments, your favorite." Jian Qing made the decision for him.

He was wrong again.

In fact, Cheng Wen's favorite thing to eat was not refreshments. The reason why he ate several baskets of rainbow dumplings that day was simply because he was hungry.

Although the exquisite dishes in those expensive restaurants outside are delicious, they are no match for the home-cooked dishes made by his mother. When Cheng Wen misses his mother, he will go to the small shop in Yongchang Lane to eat a bowl of wontons, because the taste is very similar to It was wrapped by my mother herself.

It's just that the prices in the capital are too high, a bowl of wonton costs more than 20 yuan, and he is often willing to eat it once every few months.

If Jian Qing can take him there, the little fool will be very happy.

However, after a long time, Cheng Wen would no longer express his thoughts, because the other party would not care.

Two days ago, she almost had a miscarriage, her body was weak, and she didn't have much appetite for food, but when the rainbow dumplings came, Cheng Wen tried her best to eat a lot.

This might be the last meal he and Ah Qing had together.

He cherishes it very much.

"Is it delicious?" Jian Qing asked him.

"Delicious." Cheng Wen nodded, and returned to him with red eyes.

"Then eat more." Jian Qing helped him pick up a piece of fish roe shumai.

Cheng Wen smiled at him, put the same one on his plate, and whispered, "Ah Qing also eat more."

"Ah."

This meal was regarded as brunch, and it was more than half an hour after the end. Jian Qing didn't eat much outside, and there were still a lot of dishes left on the table.In fact, he was not full at all, and said to the man beside him when he went out.

"I don't think the food here is as delicious as yours. I really don't know why you like it so much."

"When you come back from your house, you have to make up for me with a good meal."

Cheng Wen stared down at his toes without answering, the corners of his eyes became even redder.

What he likes is just being with Ah Qing.

"Did you hear that?" Jian Qing looked back at him.

"Hmm," Cheng Wen replied vaguely, and tears fell on the blue floor tiles, disappearing in an instant.

The driver is already waiting outside.

Cheng Wen's house is really remote, if it wasn't for this little fool begging him so much, Jian Qing would definitely not go to that kind of place where the birds don't shit. In the past, it took more than three hours by car and more than six hours to go back and forth. He didn't want to drive like this If the car was too long, I called the driver in advance and called the driver to come.

After the car drove into the high speed, the man sitting next to him started to be in a daze, his eyes were empty and blank, and he didn't know what he was thinking, as if he was hiding something on his mind.

Jian Qing frowned and said.

"What happened to you?"

"Running out in the middle of the night last night, did Cheng Ran tell you something?"

Cheng Wen was startled, then shook his head and said, "It's none of Ran Ran's business."

"Don't think about it, just sleep if you are sleepy."

"Come and lean on me." Jian Qing patted his hand.

In fact, he was sleepy, and it would be more comfortable to sleep with the man in his arms.

Cheng Wen hesitated for a while, then moved over obediently, Jian Qing embraced his slightly round waist, smelled the fresh jasmine fragrance from his hair, and closed her eyes in relaxation.

After a while, he suddenly felt his waist was encircled by a pair of thin arms, and the man in his arms whispered softly with a faint nasal voice, "Ah

"Huh?" Jian Qing didn't open her eyes.

"Nothing," Cheng Wen said hoarsely.

The little fool just wanted to call him more, for fear that there would be no chance in the future.

It was almost evening when we arrived at the village, and the setting sun dyed half of the sky red like a splash of ink.

It has been two years since Cheng Wen went to work in the capital, and he has not been back for two years. As soon as he walked into the alley in his memory, he saw the children playing happily together. When they saw strangers, they were stunned. , and soon a slightly older child recognized Cheng Wen, with a playful look on his immature face, he laughed and shouted, "The idiot is back, the idiot is back?"

When one person said that, the children next to him immediately jumped up and echoed. Children's words are innocent, but they are hurtful.

Cheng Wen has been used to being ridiculed since he was a child. People in the village often gossip behind his back. He is soft-tempered and doesn't care about it. At most, he closes the door and pretends he didn't hear it.

Naturally, he doesn't have the same knowledge as children now.

But Jian Qing couldn't listen anymore, and his face became more and more gloomy. It's fine for him to bully Cheng Wen, but now it's the turn of this group of little boys with little hair to bully him.

With a dark face, he couldn't bear to pick up a wooden stick on the ground, and Wen Chengwen strode towards the group of brats, "If you dare to talk nonsense again, I will tear your mouths apart for your parents."

"roll."

Seeing that he was tall, big and fierce, the children screamed and ran away.

Jian Qing threw the wooden stick in his hand, turned around and said to the man, "Don't think too much, they are just a bunch of uneducated children, if I see you again next time, I will beat them hard."

Cheng Wen lowered his head, "It's okay, they are right."