The daily life of the princess who flirts

Maybe she thought of her mother Xu Jia, Chu Jingran dreamed about her that night, and dreamed about the details of her life with her mother in the past, but it was not so much a dream, it was more like a memory, everything in the dream was so clear, so she nostalgic .

Don't look at Chu Jingran's sweet smile on weekdays, she is pretty and always has a smile on her face, but in fact she has been very eccentric and introverted since she was a child.The reason is very simple, probably because she is a single parent and is too charming, girls will exclude her, and boys approach her with impure purposes, so she rarely makes friends.It was a coincidence that I got to know Le Wen, Lou Xinyi, and Lou Xinni when I transferred to another school in high school.

Lou Xinni soon fell in love and got married smoothly. Although Le Wen and Lou Xinyi were having an awkward relationship, they actually cared about each other. Chu Jingran always felt that it was difficult for her to truly integrate into them, so she felt lonely more often.

In high school, in order to avoid the trouble of the old defendant’s confession, Chu Jingran tried to accept a boy and had a pure love with only holding hands, but Chu Jingran found that suddenly there was a so-called “boyfriend” around him, which was actually very scary one thing.So after breaking up with Cheng Yu, Chu Jingran felt more relaxed and at ease.

In fact, Cheng Yu treated her very well and was very gentlemanly. During the relationship, he wanted to take her to his home to meet his parents many times, and he also said that he wanted to take her abroad together, but Chu Jingran declined all of them for various reasons. .

Cheng Yu was serious and caring about him, but Chu Jingran realized that she didn't like him very much, so she chose to break up.After going to university, seeing classmates and roommates around her having a romantic relationship, Chu Jingran still feels calm.She felt that it was difficult for her to really fall in love with someone, accept someone, be too close to someone, and live under the same roof with someone, face each other day and night, and share the same bed.

But the little princess broke Chu Jingran's routine, and even forced herself to keep the little princess by her side.

Simply because she, like herself, does not belong to the soul of the current time and space?Chu Jingran is not very sure, but Chu Jingran knows that she likes the feeling of the little princess by her side.

Living under the same roof, even sharing the same bed, Chu Jingran didn't feel awkward.

But what about the little princess?

Chu Jingran suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

In fact, not only keeping the little princess by my side, coaxing her into the entertainment industry is also my own idea.Chu Jingran realized that she never cared about the little princess's own feelings, let alone let her make her own decision.

But now, there are all kinds of dangers before it becomes popular.Chu Jingran rubbed her violently jumping temples.If the current Si Ranyan is not a little princess, let alone the startled horse incident, a simple wire break in mid-air can cripple her.

In his previous life, Si Ranyan didn't survive at all, let alone made his mark in the entertainment industry. Is it because of his own self-assertion that put the little princess in danger now?

Chu Jingran sighed slightly, feeling more and more uneasy.It is said that the big tree attracts the wind, why did the little princess encounter all kinds of accidents before it became popular?It seems that we have to start recruiting some bodyguards to protect her secretly.

"Can't sleep?" Chu Jingran was slightly surprised by Jing Yezhong's soft words. She turned her body and looked at the people around her through the hazy night.

"Exactly." Situ Yanyan answered without hesitation, "It should be punished."

"Oh, my Highness Princess, how do you want to punish me? My family is destitute and impoverished. If you want money, you will die." Chu Jingran didn't know why, she was full of thoughts just now, but now she couldn't help it when she talked to the little princess. Be nice to tease her.

Situ Yanyan raised her eyebrows. If it was before, she must have disliked Chu Jingran's coquettish appearance, but now she likes it very much.After getting along for a while, Situ Yuyan found that although Chu Jingran was pretty in front of others, she seldom acted coquettishly like this, but in front of her, she could easily handle all kinds of indecency.

Situ Yuyan didn't speak, but suddenly leaned over, only four fists away from Chu Jingran, this distance allowed them to see each other clearly even in the dark.

"Compared to the two, I want your people more." Situ Yanyan wanted to use the darkness to embolden her courage, but after she said this, she was calm on the surface, but her heart began to beat, so she pretended to add inadvertently, "and That exquisite heart you are clutching."

Chu Jingran is relatively slow in emotion, although she heard all the words, she automatically ignored the last sentence and listened to the second sentence.She suddenly realized that she and the little princess had been together day and night and slept in the same bed for so long, but they had never had a real heart-to-heart talk.Exquisite heart?In fact, she didn't have much thought, but she did think a little more about some things tonight.

Chu Jingran lowered her eyes and hesitated, but finally said, "Do you want to know why I have camera phobia?"

Situ Yanyan frowned, slightly worried, "Why?"

"It's strange, actually I never thought about mentioning it to anyone, I don't know why I want to talk about it all of a sudden." Chu Jingran smiled to herself, turned around, lay on her back, looked at the dark ceiling, and suddenly she Turning around to look at the little princess, since the two of them are very close, she can completely see the little princess's pair of phoenix eyes, staring at the starlight at this moment, looking at her for a moment, with hidden worries.

"It's actually not a big deal." Chu Jingran continued calmly, "I never knew who my biological father was since I was a child. I asked my mother, but she didn't want to mention it, and I didn't ask about it later. Yes. I have been dependent on her since I was a child, she is my dearest person in this world, I can't imagine what I would do without her. "

Situ Yanyan's eyes darkened slightly, the spirit tablet in Chu Jingran's house indicated that her mother had left her.Was that the only relative that Chu Jingran depended on for life?

Situ Yanyan listened quietly, and Chu Jingran continued, "But in my sophomore year, that is, three years ago, my mother was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer."

Lung cancer is a type of cancer. Situ Xiyan has read many books, videos, websites, etc., and probably knows that cancer is a terminal disease that is difficult to cure in this place, and the advanced stage means that the patient's life is not long.

"It takes a lot of money to treat cancer. Because it is an advanced stage, my mother doesn't want to treat it, but I insist on going my own way. I hope she will accompany me for one more day. And I thought at the time, if the hospital in this small place can't cure it, then go to a big city Or go abroad. As long as I have money, as long as there is a possibility of treatment, I don’t want to give up even a little bit. However, I am too naive. Any chemotherapy treatment costs tens of thousands, and the medicine prescribed by the doctor is sky-high. Within a month, our family has no money."

Even with the addition of rebirth, this happened seven or eight years ago. Thinking about it now, Chu Jingran still feels a headache and tightness in her chest. The feeling of despair made her a little out of breath.

Situ Yuyan felt Chu Jingran's pain, and wanted to comfort her, but finally chose to keep silent.Comforting is of little use, Situ Yuyan thought, what Chu Jingran needs at this moment is to vent.

Situ Yuyan's silence didn't make Chu Jingran feel uncomfortable. She turned around again and looked up at the ceiling. She really wanted to see her mother again, but it was impossible.Chu Jingran sighed, and continued, "After tossing around with me for a month, my mother once again proposed to give up. She was very calm. Facing death, she was very calm, and said that she was content with my daughter in this life. She was the one who was going to die, but she came to comfort me instead. Since I was a child, I have been quite independent, but really, I really can’t accept losing her like that. As long as I have money, the doctor will definitely convince my mother to let her Continue to receive treatment, as long as I have money, I can take my mother to a better hospital, maybe the condition can be improved."

Situ Xiyan looked at Chu Jingran worriedly. She noticed that Chu Jingran's tone was suddenly sharp and her emotions were a little out of control. It's okay not to say."

"It's okay." Chu Jingran turned around and faced Situ Yuyan again. In the past, she was the only one alone in the darkness, but now she finds it feels good to have someone by her side. A top-notch director asked me to make a film and promised me a high salary. I was foolish enough to believe it, but the film I wanted to shoot turned out to be a low-profile film." At the beginning, the photographer and assistant director Geng Xiong'an especially turned her off.So much so that when she saw the camera later, she thought of Geng Xiong'an's wretched face, which was so disgusting.

"Fortunately, Wenzi, Xiaoyi, and Sister Xinni arrived in time, and I didn't suffer much. The memory cards in the cameras of those people were also snatched by Wenzi and the others. After that, I burned all the memory cards. But..." Chu Jingran sighed deeply, "Because of this matter, my mother signed a waiver agreement with the doctor without telling me about it. No matter how much I objected and begged her, it was useless. She left within a week. I think, if I hadn't been too naive and impulsive, and didn't rush to the doctor, maybe it wouldn't irritate her too much..." Of course Chu Jingran also knew that with her mother Xu Jia's illness, it wouldn't last long at all, but it would last forever. The eternal separation between man and nature still made it hard for Chu Jingran to let go.

She didn't want to face the camera anymore, didn't want to recall the stupid things she had done, and even less wanted to think of her mother's pale last look, so Chu Jingran started to escape. "Sometimes you think you are strong and independent, but you are actually quite vulnerable. Don't you think so?" Chu Jingran smiled, the dark night can always make people let go of their guards, it makes people think, and admits their inner fragility.

Finding that the little princess was still silent, Chu Jingran couldn't help turning around to face her, "Your Highness, I made you laugh."

Situ Yanyan shook her head, "Because we are the only family member who depends on each other, we can't treat it with a normal heart." Situ Yanyan's eyes dimmed, "In Dayan, Brother Wang is also my only relative. He is also dependent on each other. I have been caring for him and helping him with my heart, but in the end he rewarded me with a glass of poisoned wine."

What Situ Yuyan revealed about the past made Chu Jingran's heart tighten, she never expected that the little princess would die like this in their Dayan.

"Actually, I don't know why I came here and became Si Ranyan, but I am satisfied to know you here. Here, I am no longer the eldest princess of Dayan, no longer his sister Wang, I am myself, even if I am pretending to be Si Ranyan, I am also myself. The biggest feeling I have these days is that I can be myself, think more about myself, pursue what I want to pursue, and be content and happy. This is life The greatest blessing. Money and power are just icing on the cake."

"Little princess is indeed a little princess." Chu Jingran finally raised her eyebrows and smiled, "I didn't expect you to be much more transparent than me." Compared with the past of the little princess, her own matters seemed a bit out of date.

"Learning to let go of yourself is a great blessing in life." Situ Yanyan also laughed.In fact, when she first came here, she still cared about Dayan and Brother Wang, but later, with the help of the Internet in this place, she found that Dayan didn't exist in this world at all, and the possibility of her going back was very slim.Taking ten thousand steps back, even if I go back, what can I do?Slowly, Situ Yanyan, who learned to let go, began to accept her new life and the new people and things in this world.Although Chu Jingran loved to be coquettish at first and made her dislike her, as time passed, Situ Yanyan liked the feeling of being with her. Now, this "witch" in front of her was her new concern.

A sensible child is really painful, and Chu Jingran couldn't help holding Situ Xiyan's hand, "You're right. The past is over, let go of the past and cherish the present is the most important thing to do. Xiyan, this world also No security, but I will protect you."

"Well, me too." Situ Yanyan also clenched that warm hand.

After that, the two chatted about some past events, and before they knew it, they both fell asleep peacefully.At the end of the night, a new day comes quietly.