The daily life of the princess who flirts
Chapter 185 Xu Jia X Dou Wei
Although Xu Jia is restrained and forbearing, she takes care of people meticulously.During high school, Dou Wei, who was in a wealthy family, had the opportunity to study abroad, and then met Xu Jia, who moved overseas because of her adoptive parents and was studying in the same high school.By chance, the two became good girlfriends who talked about everything.Afterwards, Dou Wei continued to study at university, while Xu Jia came out to work early, no longer in the same school but still in the same city, and the two still meet occasionally.
Dou Wei didn't think much about it, and always regarded Xu Jia as a good friend and girlfriend, but Xu Jia had already fallen in love with her during the time spent together.But Xu Jia knew very well that Dou Wei didn't have that kind of affection for him, and also understood the disparity in status between the two of them.She is just a person adopted from an orphanage, and Dou Wei is Miss Qianjin.From the beginning, Xu Jia didn't expect anything extravagantly. She felt that she could meet Dou Wei once in a while and watch her smile, especially when she smiled at herself.
But getting along is still short-lived. Dou Wei is about to return to China after graduating from university. Although the two are reluctant to part with each other, they finally parted.At that time communication was very inconvenient, but at the beginning the two of them would still maintain a transnational correspondence. Dou Wei also told Xu Jia her star dream in the letter. I don’t know if it was just to get closer to Dou Wei. Interested in a job in the entertainment industry, and began to work and study, and went to a university that had nothing to do with film and television.
It's just that she had just graduated, and her adoptive parents wanted her to marry their son. Xu Jia never thought that the person he had always regarded as "brother" liked her, but Xu Jia knew very well that she didn't like him, and she didn't want to delay his happiness. Refused, the adoptive parents felt that she didn't know how to repay her kindness, and broke off the relationship with Xu Jia.
So Xu Jia was penniless and set foot on the road back home.The only way to get a chance to return home is by working as a shipping agent.And it was on that ship that she met James. James is a very nice person, gentle and humorous. Xu Jia could see that he was interested in him after several encounters.
What Xu Jia didn't expect was that there would be such a beautiful and charming man in this world. Xu Jia actually didn't dislike James, because although he wanted to pursue her, he always accompanied him in moderation and was very gentlemanly.
The ship is getting closer and closer to the mainland of the motherland, and it will be docked in one day.A lot of domestic news can also be received on the black and white TV.After more than two years, Xu Jia met Dou Wei again, and Dou Wei also became a star as she wished, but she was married.The report said that Dou Wei and her husband were actually married four years ago, but because of their work relationship, Dou Wei chose to hide their marriage.Even Xu Jia didn't know that Dou Wei was married.
Sure enough, Dou Wei's sexual orientation is different from her own.
Xu Jia could actually feel it, and knew that it was absolutely impossible for him and Dou Wei.But rationality belongs to rationality, if you can figure it out, you may not be able to see it clearly. People's hearts are made of flesh. Even Xu Jia who is strong and independent will still feel pain and despair.She drank and tried to anesthetize herself with alcohol, but it was the first time that Xu Jia drank so much wine, Xu Jia didn't think that she couldn't handle it at all. Seeing that she was in a bad mood, James accompanied her wholeheartedly and had a few drinks with her, but After that, they had a relationship by accident.
After Xu Jia woke up, she left a letter and left.
She knew that she didn't hate James, but she didn't like him either, and the two of them were together all the way. Xu Jia knew that James had a good family background and was very talented. Intellectually, she felt that James and James belonged to two worlds, and they shouldn't have any intersection, so She chose to leave, just as if what happened that night didn't happen.But it never occurred to her that she was pregnant.
When she found out that she was pregnant, Xu Jia was working in a film crew. She temporarily found a job as a prop artist and usually needed to carry some heavy objects, but she persisted because she could watch Dou Wei from a distance here.Today, Dou Wei is well-known. I heard that her husband's family is very powerful, so everyone in the entertainment industry treats her with courtesy.
Xu Jia became pregnant because she had been carrying heavy objects for the past few months, and Dou Wei happened to see her when she was bleeding and passed out.Dou Wei found out that it was Xu Jia who was surprised, happy and worried, and hurriedly sent Xu Jia to the hospital.
Xu Jia's situation was a bit critical, and Dou Wei finally asked Li's family to help find the best obstetrician to stabilize the fetal movement, but the doctor said that her situation could not be completely optimistic, and she had to stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time.
Realizing that she was rescued by Dou Wei, Xu Jia wanted to leave many times, but was caught by Dou Wei. Knowing that Xu Jia is independent and doesn't like to trouble others, Dou Wei was afraid that she would act violently again, so he just stared at her.
Xu Jia was speechless, she didn't want the person she liked to see her most embarrassing and embarrassing side.Now there is even more difference between them.
But Dou Wei's temperament is like this, the people she approves of will definitely show their hearts and souls.In Dou Wei's heart, Xu Jia has been her good friend for eight years. Even if she is teased by the crew for playing big names, she won't leave Xu Jia alone if she says she won't make a movie if she doesn't.
Xu Jia sighed, knowing how terrible it would be for Dou Wei to persevere, she was afraid that Dou Wei would not only not go to the crew, but also would not return home, and would stay in the hospital [-] hours a day staring at her, so Xu Jia could only promise that she would stay in the hospital obediently, Unless the doctor approves, she will not leave casually again.
Dou Wei laughed happily when she heard Xu Jia's assurance. When she thought of Xu Jia returning to China alone and pregnant, and no man came to see her, Dou Wei felt that Xu Jia was being bullied, and felt distressed and hated that An irresponsible man, she couldn't help holding Xu Jia's hand, trying to comfort her.As a result, Xu Jia pulled his hand away suddenly, and Dou Wei was so angry that his waist was crossed.
On weekdays, Dou Wei is gentle and polite to others, but she is very angry with Xu Jia, and she doesn't know why.
"What's wrong with the handshake? I can't touch you yet?" Dou Wei asked angrily, Xu Jia grabbed her hand that was a little hot from Dou Wei's touch just now, bit her lip and hesitated for a long time before saying, "You forgot Was I like this before? I don't like people touching me. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to target you." In fact, Xu Jia withdrew her hand just now, and Xu Jia didn't realize it, but she knew that if Dou Wei touched her, she would... …nervous.
"..." Dou Wei looked at Xu Jia who didn't dare to look at her at all, and became even angrier, "No, you are targeting me. You really didn't want me to hold you and hold your hand when we went out to play together. I said this to me. But once I saw that you were holding a little girl across the street, but you were not willing to let go, and you were looking at her nervously. Why? Are you afraid of such a big person? Will you fall if you cross the road? You don’t care about me at all, and you seem to have to keep a distance of one meter from me to be happy when you walk together. I, Dou Wei, am a scourge?”
"..." Xu Jia felt helpless looking at Dou Wei who was so angry that he was shooting guns. After thinking for a while, she finally remembered who Dou Wei was talking about, "That girl who doesn't look at her is really afraid that she will fall, She is blind, and she accidentally broke her crutch while walking. I didn't know her, so I just helped her and helped her cross the road, and then contacted her family." Xu Jia seemed to have remembered something, and looked at Dou Wei suspiciously , "So you turned your head away when you saw us... because of what? You seemed very angry at the time."
"I, I didn't know she was blind." Dou Wei stomped her feet angrily. Although she is now the mother of a four-year-old child, seeing Xu Jia again, she seems to have returned to the time when she met Xu Jia. At that time, she was a carefree student.
"It's strange that you are angry and mindful." Xu Jia shook his head and smiled helplessly, "It's so strange that I almost misunderstood..."
"Misunderstanding? What is the misunderstanding? Why am I surprised? You are surprised, you can even hold a stranger. We have known each other for so long, can't I touch your hand?" Dou Wei felt a little wronged in his heart.In fact, when we got along with each other before, Dou Wei was very concerned about Xu Jia's excessive temper, but Dou Wei could feel that Xu Jia actually cared about herself and was very kind to herself, and once Dou Weiwei met someone who was good to her, she would love her. She can't help but cling to each other and hold hands. She thinks it's very common for best friends, but Xu Jia, a strange friend, just won't let her get close.
"..." For Dou Wei who occasionally became self-willed, Xu Jia had nothing but helplessness. In the end, she could only stretch out her hand, "You can hold it. It's late, you should go back." Xu Jia looked at the wall The wall clock, the time is already ten o'clock in the evening.
"Hmph, I want you to take care of it." But when Xu Jia said that he could shake hands, Dou Wei sat on the hospital bed and grabbed Xu Jia's hand that was rarely extended. Feeling that Xu Jia wanted to withdraw his hand again, Dou Wei hurriedly added another hand. Hands, both hands firmly grasped Xu Jia, "Xiao Jia, trust me. Although I can't control my temper with you sometimes, I actually care about you very much. The letter I wrote to you half a year ago you all No reply, I don’t know if you received it, and I don’t know how your situation is. I thought I would never be able to contact you again, but I didn’t expect to meet you here. Xiaojia, the doctor said that you are pregnant and doing rough work, and your health is very weak now. Xu, if you have any grievances, tell me when your health and mood are better, and I will help you. No matter who the other party is, I will definitely make him pay the due responsibility or price!"
Dou Wei's heartwarming words moved Xu Jia very much, even if it was just out of her concern for her friends.Knowing who Dou Wei was referring to by "he", Xu Jia shook his head and said, "This incident cannot be blamed on him. He and I happened to be drunk. I don't like him, so I had to leave. I didn't expect to be pregnant. I won't look for him again, I don't need him to be responsible and I don't want him to pay any price, he doesn't owe me anything."
"But……"
"Xiao Wei, I don't want to mention him again."
"Oh, well..." Dou Wei knew that Xu Jia was a very principled person, and he was actually surprisingly stubborn, so she couldn't say anything more, "The child...do you want to have it?"
"If I knew that I would get pregnant, I would have taken birth control pills at first. But the child has been in my stomach for two months, he is innocent, and I want to give birth to him." And Xu Jia knew that she would never be with any man again. If they have a relationship, this child may be her only flesh and blood, and she and Dou Wei have long missed each other, "Xiao Wei, thank you, if I hadn't met you, the child might not be able to keep it. I don't know why I always I feel like I can feel the child, I feel like he is crying when I am sad, and I can hear his laughter when I am happy. I think he will be a good boy."
"Really? Well, he will be my mother's caring little padded jacket. If you want to give birth to a child, I will help you, so you can raise your baby with peace of mind. Just as you feel, when the child is in the mother's womb, it will be protected by the mother. Emotional influence, so you must maintain a happy body and mind, and you have me in everything, so don't worry." Dou Wei held Xu Jia's hand tightly and said solemnly.
After Dou Wei was picked up by her husband's housekeeper, Xu Jia stared blankly at the door of the ward where the warm figure had long since disappeared, her warm warmth was still on her hands.
Xu Jia didn't know whether it was her luck or disaster that she fell in love with Dou Wei, but she knew that she would never say it out loud.Just stand aside and watch Dou Wei happy and happy.
Xu Jia put her hand on her belly. Now, a new life is being conceived here, which is her close relative. Xu Jia knows that besides Dou Wei, this child will also be her life's concern, "Child, it is mother's decision to kill her." You were born without the love of your father, but your mother will give you all the love, and your mother will let you come to this world safely and grow up healthy and happy."
After that, Xu Jia successfully gave birth to a baby girl under Dou Wei's careful care. Dou Wei took the baby from the nurse and looked at the baby's wrinkled but beautiful facial features and said to Xu Jia happily, "Xiao Jia, you The daughter is so beautiful, she looks like..." She looked at Xu Jia, and found that their mother and daughter didn't look alike, "Could it be that the nurse hugged her wrongly? I'll go and have a look."
"Wait a minute, show me the child." Xu Jia called out weakly.Seeing Xu Jia struggling to get up, Dou Wei hurriedly sent the child over and told her, "Don't move, even though it was a natural delivery, you should rest more."
Xu Jia carefully hugged the child, letting the child lie safely in her arms. She was ten months pregnant, and she felt closer to the child.The child's face is pink and tender, although it is wrinkled, but the facial features are very soft, she closed her eyes tightly, cried once, now she is blinking, she looks like she is asleep, she looks very lovely.
"She is my daughter." Xu Jia happily placed a kiss on her daughter's pink cheek.Dou Wei hurriedly moved closer and looked at their mother and daughter carefully, they still didn't look alike, don't all daughters look like their mothers?She looks a lot like her daughter Li Wanqiu...
The child woke up. When she first saw Dou Wei, she felt strange, so she cried loudly. Xu Jia hurriedly patted her daughter's shoulder to coax her, and then hummed a tune.This tune is unfamiliar to Dou Wei, but the child is very familiar with it, because when she was pregnant with the child, Xu Jia would hum some heart-warming and joyful melodies.
Listening to the familiar tune, the child slowly turned his little head. When he saw Xu Jia, he burst into tears and laughed immediately. He didn't know what he was talking about. Xu Jia saw her daughter smiled and she laughed too.
Dou Wei finally confirmed this time, "It seems that there is no mistake. This child is very close to you. In fact, if you look closely, her eyes are very similar to yours."
"Well, she is my child." Xu Jia gently took the child's tightly clenched little hand, put it to his lips and kissed it, the child seemed to like his mother's closeness very much, and giggled loudly.
"But her facial features...does it look like her father...uh, I mean, like that man?" Dou Wei asked.Xu Jia smiled helplessly, "Yes, their father and daughter really look alike." Originally, he wanted to treat James as a passer-by who would never meet again in his life, but he didn't expect that the daughter who was born would look so similar to him.Xu Jia was in a complicated mood.Does God even blame her for letting their father and daughter separate?
"... No way, isn't that man too beautiful? Uh, but the child changes a lot every day, maybe he will be like you in the future. My daughter is very similar to me." Dou Wei couldn't help comforting Xu Jia when she saw her depression. road.Although Xu Jia is also pretty, but if this girl looks like her father, then that man is indeed too charming.Could there be such a beautiful man?Dou Wei expressed doubts.
"Have you chosen the child's name?" Dou Wei couldn't help asking again.
Xu Jia looked at the child's soft and lovely face, and finally said, "Chu Jingran. The 'jing' next to the word for female and Qing."
"Oh." Although I'm not quite sure what the word means, but Dou Wei probably guessed that it means a beautiful woman, "Jing Ran, very beautiful, very nice to hear. She must be a beautiful woman in the future. But, let her surname be Chu? Don't let her take your surname?" A normal single mother would let her child take her surname?
"Well, her father's surname is Chu, so let her take her father's surname. It's not that her father doesn't want her, it's because I made her lose his love." Xu Jia looked at her daughter who was smiling carefree at the moment with apologetic expression.
"Xiao Jia, don't think too much. No matter what you want to do in the future, take care of your body first. Recently, people in Li's family have been a little concerned about me. I found a nurse for you. She has rich experience and is very kind. You Be obedient and obedient, confinement is very important."
"I know." If she doesn't plan to go to James, she must take full responsibility for taking care of her daughter. Xu Jia knows very well that she must not collapse now, she must take care of her health and find a job with good salary.
After confinement for a month, Xu Jia began to look for a job. In the past few months, Xu Jia knew that she owed Dou Wei a lot, but she still wanted to keep a distance from Dou Wei, but Dou Wei would never do what she wished, not only failed To keep her distance, Dou Wei also asked Xu Jia to be her manager.
"My manager left because of my bad temper. I don't have a manager anymore. I don't worry about others. I only want you. Xu Jia, you know my dream of being a star. Didn't you go to re-study college before? It’s the relevant knowledge in the film and television industry, isn’t it?”
"The price of milk powder seems to have increased again recently. Although diapers are not expensive, you need to use several pieces a day, right? I heard Xiao Ran crying. Have you taken good care of her?"
"Xu Jia, I've taken care of you for more than ten months, shouldn't you be a cow and a horse to repay your favor, hmph. I don't care, you come here tomorrow to apply for the job!"
……
So, under Dou Wei's life-threatening series of calls and all kinds of soft and hard measures, Xu Jia could only bite the bullet and apply for the job. Although it was an application, it was actually a formality, and Dou Wei took care of everything.With the status of the Dou family and the Li family, who Dou Wei wants to be her manager doesn't she have the final say?
"Xu Jia, the Dou family and the Li family have some misunderstandings about actors and celebrities, but I don't care. I just want to become a big star. Help me. I at least want the actress to show them!"
"it is good."
Xu Jia thought for a long time, and finally agreed to Dou Wei, and stayed by her side.After all, Dou Wei has kindness to her, and she can't just let it go like that.Even if you stay by her side and watch her become a woman and a mother, it is an unspeakable torment.
On the contrary, Dou Wei feels at ease keeping Xu Jia by her side.After all, Xu Jia has no relatives and no reason now, and she still has to raise her daughter. Dou Wei is worried about their mother and daughter.It wasn't that she doubted Xu Jia's ability, but that she didn't want Xu Jia to work too hard. Only by keeping Xu Jia by her side, watching her, and helping Xu Jia in time when she needed help, could Dou Wei feel relieved.
With Xu Jia's company, Dou Wei doesn't even want to go home anymore. No matter Li's family or Dou's family, they are all too narrow-minded and stubborn. It would be embarrassing for the whole country to see.
Dou Wei had been educated abroad for more than 5 years, and she scoffed at the stubborn and conservative thoughts of her family. At that time, Li Yanlin was also busy with political affairs, and the couple became less and less communicative.
Four years later, with Dou Weiwei's determination to fight in the film and television industry and Xu Jia's professional ability, Dou Wei's reputation has skyrocketed every year.Since Dou Wei can win various awards every year, even though the Li family and the Dou family have some complaints about the actor, the financial and material support she needs has never stopped.
Perhaps it was because they were influenced by their daily experience or they had a certain talent for acting. At that time, eight-year-old Li Wanqiu and four-year-old Chu Jingran both showed a certain ability in acting, and they both said that they liked acting and wanted to play with each other. Dou Weiwei is like a big star.
Li Yanlin was busy, and Li Wanqiu was brought up by Dou Wei since she was a child, and Dou Wei's love for Li Wanqiu was also increasing day by day, especially because her daughter was still like her dream, she was even happier.
But when Dou Wei happily and Li Yanlin proposed the idea of letting Li Wanqiu enter the entertainment industry and start from a child star, Li Yanlin, who has always been dull and reticent, rejected her with righteous words.
Unexpectedly, her husband who has been with her for eight years does not understand or agree with her acting career, so Dou Weiyi printed out a divorce agreement by herself, signed it and left Li's house with Li Wanqiu.
Dou Wei and Li Yanlin were considered to be in a political marriage, but she was not without feelings for him at the beginning, but Li Yanlin did not understand her after all.After signing the divorce agreement, Dou Wei found herself feeling relaxed.
Li's family and Dou's family, to be honest, these years are like two mountains that weigh her down.
In the end, Dou Wei brought her daughter Li Wanqiu to Xu Jia's home, and the short few months of getting along became the only past in Dou's life that he could never forget but could never go back to.
Looking back now, Dou Wei does not deny that he liked Xu Jia.Even as early as their school days, they had a crush on each other.It's just that one didn't have time to tell the truth, and chose to guard silently, while the other didn't notice, and got married in a hurry under the family arrangement after graduation.
It was many years later when Dou Wei realized that he had special feelings for Xu Jia and realized that Xu Jia was not heartless towards her.I just sigh that good fortune tricks people.
No, in fact, Dou Wei is very clear that it is not impossible for her and Xu Jia to be together.During that short period of cohabitation, they were very close to each other, so close that they thought they could stay together for a lifetime.
But in the end, Li Yanlin didn't sign the divorce agreement, and even came to the door, begging for reunion in every possible way.
It was Xu Jia's idea to ask Dou Wei to make three unconditional demands on Li Yanlin.
First, from now on, protect and trust their mother and daughter unconditionally, and prevent them from suffering any grievances.
Second, respect the hobbies and careers of their mother and daughter, and do not interfere too much.
When Dou Wei thought that such an unreasonable request would definitely scare Li Yanlin away, Li Yanlin agreed without thinking.No, in fact, he nodded in agreement after careful consideration.
"Xiao Wei, I'm sorry, I have caused you mother and daughter to suffer so much over the years. I used to be so busy with work that I rarely communicated with you. I didn't understand the entertainment industry correctly, and I rarely understood the real needs of you and Wanqiu. You I learned from it when I left. Thank you for telling me what should be corrected today. I am your husband and late autumn’s father. I should protect and trust you and respect your hobbies and careers. What is the third requirement? No matter what it is, I will promise you, as long as you don't divorce me. Go home Xiaowei, I miss you and my daughter very much, just now my daughter cried when she saw me."
Dou Wei was suddenly at a loss, she didn't dare to put forward the third condition, she was afraid that Li Yanlin would still agree, so she could only obediently get back together with him.Why?
Dou Wei suddenly realized something, but she didn't want to believe it.She desperately pushed Li Yanlin away to find Xu Jia.After returning in a panic, Dou Wei told Xu Jia Li Yanlin's answer.
Xu Jia's complexion didn't fluctuate much, but his eyes were always downcast, not looking at Dou Weiyi.Dou Wei waited for her, waited for her to speak, but what she waited was, "That's good, it shows that he is sincere to you. If a husband doesn't wholeheartedly protect and trust his wife and children, and doesn't know how to respect his wife and children, Then he is not worthy. Li Yanlin will be a good husband."
"Are you crazy, Xu Jia!" Dou Wei yelled almost hysterically, the voice was too loud, and woke up Chu Jingran who was sleeping in the bedroom.
"So you didn't ask me to embarrass him at all, you...you want...to help me and him?" Dou Wei thought it was ridiculous, but tears fell one by one like broken beads, "You know what I'm doing now The person I like is you, Xu Jia, and you also like me, don't you? Aren't we very happy these days?"
"You to me..." Dou Weiwei looked at Xu Jia for a moment, anxiously waiting for Xu Jia to speak, but subconsciously, she was afraid that Xu Jia would speak.
After all, Xu Jia said what she least wanted to hear, "You are just a homosexual attachment to me, not a love affair. It's not true that you have no feelings for Li Yanlin at all."
"I am... same-sex attachment to you?" Dou Wei couldn't help but grabbed Xu Jia's collar, "Are you me? Why do you define my feelings casually? You look at me, Xu Jia, look at me." Look at me, say that damn 'homosexual attachment' again. I don't believe you are also homosexually attached to me. Xu Jia, look at me, look at me, how can you be so cold-blooded and heartless. I will hate you, you do you know?"
"Auntie Xiaowei." The four-year-old Chu Jingran didn't know what happened to the adults. She only saw Auntie Xiaowei scolding her mother. In front of my mother, "Auntie Xiaowei, don't bully my mother."
Dou Wei didn't say anything anymore, but she was still crying.Xu Jia couldn't look at Dou Weiwei, as long as she took one look, she knew that she would definitely collapse.
Finally Xu Jia turned her back, "Go back. I am no longer the Xu Jia I was back then, and I have everything I want to protect now. Xiao Wei, we are best friends, that's all."
Dou Wei's eyes were full of tears, she looked down at the little girl who was nervously protecting her mother, she pulled the corner of her mouth with difficulty, and finally asked, "You only have her in your heart now, don't you?"
Although she turned her back to Dou Wei, Xu Jia knew who Dou Wei was talking about. In the end, she tried to answer Dou Wei in a calm and sure tone, "Yes. I hope you also cherish the person in front of you." I hope you are happy and worry-free...
"Oh, very good, Xu Jia!" Dou Wei finally slammed the door with tears in his eyes, and Xu Jia's unbearable tears also fell the moment Dou Wei left.
Dou Wei finally returned to Li's house, but she didn't let Xu Jia go just like that.She asked Xu Jia to sign a lifetime contract with her. As long as she, Dou Wei, was in the entertainment industry for a day, Xu Jia could only be Dou Wei's manager forever, and she would be there whenever she was told.
In the first period of time, Dou Wei hated Xu Jia and even made things difficult for her.
Dou Wei also had no way to just accept Li Yanlin's wishes and returned to his embrace. Afterwards, they did not have sex for five years.
Li Yanlin never forced her, and even tolerated her more than before, tolerated her, and was an impeccably good husband and father.The human heart is always made of flesh, and Dou Wei was not originally a hard-hearted person.
She accepted Li Yanlin slowly, and gradually let go of her hatred for Xu Jia, but she knew that she still couldn't let go of Xu Jia completely.
Dou Wei knew that she was terrible, if she could, she wanted to divide herself into two, one for Li Yanlin, to be his good wife.One to accompany Xu Jia, regardless of her homosexual attachment or homosexual love, she actually really wants to be by Xu Jia's side, and hopes that Xu Jia can often show a sincere smile like that time.
But Xu Jia was also right.
She is no longer the Xu Jia of the past, but why is she still the Dou Wei of the past?
Xu Jia is always calm and rational, but she is actually gentle.
Back then, Xu Jia would rather just mention everything she wanted to protect now, and be the one who betrayed her feelings, making her hate her, but she was reluctant to say half a word to her.
The domestic environment at that time, Dou Wei's dream of working hard in the entertainment industry, and her daughter Li Wanqiu...
Dou Wei knew that being with Xu Jia desperately was really an extravagant wish. Even if her family didn't understand her staying in the entertainment industry, let alone being with a woman?Does she really have the heart to let her daughter have no love from her father?
There is nothing I can do, because I have already missed it.
In the end, Dou Wei and Xu Jia terminated the contract, and she chose to let go and let Xu Jia go free.But Xu Jia is still by her side, and has never surpassed the relationship.
Until Xu Jia was dying, taking care of her and accompanying her to the end, Dou Wei still couldn't help asking, "Did you push me away so resolutely back then because you found out that you had stomach cancer?"
Xu Jia didn't answer her, but just looked at her. She was pale and weak but still gave her the most gentle smile, "Be happy forever, Xiao Wei. Cherish the person in front of you."
Dou Wei will never know the truth again.
Dou Wei didn't think much about it, and always regarded Xu Jia as a good friend and girlfriend, but Xu Jia had already fallen in love with her during the time spent together.But Xu Jia knew very well that Dou Wei didn't have that kind of affection for him, and also understood the disparity in status between the two of them.She is just a person adopted from an orphanage, and Dou Wei is Miss Qianjin.From the beginning, Xu Jia didn't expect anything extravagantly. She felt that she could meet Dou Wei once in a while and watch her smile, especially when she smiled at herself.
But getting along is still short-lived. Dou Wei is about to return to China after graduating from university. Although the two are reluctant to part with each other, they finally parted.At that time communication was very inconvenient, but at the beginning the two of them would still maintain a transnational correspondence. Dou Wei also told Xu Jia her star dream in the letter. I don’t know if it was just to get closer to Dou Wei. Interested in a job in the entertainment industry, and began to work and study, and went to a university that had nothing to do with film and television.
It's just that she had just graduated, and her adoptive parents wanted her to marry their son. Xu Jia never thought that the person he had always regarded as "brother" liked her, but Xu Jia knew very well that she didn't like him, and she didn't want to delay his happiness. Refused, the adoptive parents felt that she didn't know how to repay her kindness, and broke off the relationship with Xu Jia.
So Xu Jia was penniless and set foot on the road back home.The only way to get a chance to return home is by working as a shipping agent.And it was on that ship that she met James. James is a very nice person, gentle and humorous. Xu Jia could see that he was interested in him after several encounters.
What Xu Jia didn't expect was that there would be such a beautiful and charming man in this world. Xu Jia actually didn't dislike James, because although he wanted to pursue her, he always accompanied him in moderation and was very gentlemanly.
The ship is getting closer and closer to the mainland of the motherland, and it will be docked in one day.A lot of domestic news can also be received on the black and white TV.After more than two years, Xu Jia met Dou Wei again, and Dou Wei also became a star as she wished, but she was married.The report said that Dou Wei and her husband were actually married four years ago, but because of their work relationship, Dou Wei chose to hide their marriage.Even Xu Jia didn't know that Dou Wei was married.
Sure enough, Dou Wei's sexual orientation is different from her own.
Xu Jia could actually feel it, and knew that it was absolutely impossible for him and Dou Wei.But rationality belongs to rationality, if you can figure it out, you may not be able to see it clearly. People's hearts are made of flesh. Even Xu Jia who is strong and independent will still feel pain and despair.She drank and tried to anesthetize herself with alcohol, but it was the first time that Xu Jia drank so much wine, Xu Jia didn't think that she couldn't handle it at all. Seeing that she was in a bad mood, James accompanied her wholeheartedly and had a few drinks with her, but After that, they had a relationship by accident.
After Xu Jia woke up, she left a letter and left.
She knew that she didn't hate James, but she didn't like him either, and the two of them were together all the way. Xu Jia knew that James had a good family background and was very talented. Intellectually, she felt that James and James belonged to two worlds, and they shouldn't have any intersection, so She chose to leave, just as if what happened that night didn't happen.But it never occurred to her that she was pregnant.
When she found out that she was pregnant, Xu Jia was working in a film crew. She temporarily found a job as a prop artist and usually needed to carry some heavy objects, but she persisted because she could watch Dou Wei from a distance here.Today, Dou Wei is well-known. I heard that her husband's family is very powerful, so everyone in the entertainment industry treats her with courtesy.
Xu Jia became pregnant because she had been carrying heavy objects for the past few months, and Dou Wei happened to see her when she was bleeding and passed out.Dou Wei found out that it was Xu Jia who was surprised, happy and worried, and hurriedly sent Xu Jia to the hospital.
Xu Jia's situation was a bit critical, and Dou Wei finally asked Li's family to help find the best obstetrician to stabilize the fetal movement, but the doctor said that her situation could not be completely optimistic, and she had to stay in the hospital for observation for a period of time.
Realizing that she was rescued by Dou Wei, Xu Jia wanted to leave many times, but was caught by Dou Wei. Knowing that Xu Jia is independent and doesn't like to trouble others, Dou Wei was afraid that she would act violently again, so he just stared at her.
Xu Jia was speechless, she didn't want the person she liked to see her most embarrassing and embarrassing side.Now there is even more difference between them.
But Dou Wei's temperament is like this, the people she approves of will definitely show their hearts and souls.In Dou Wei's heart, Xu Jia has been her good friend for eight years. Even if she is teased by the crew for playing big names, she won't leave Xu Jia alone if she says she won't make a movie if she doesn't.
Xu Jia sighed, knowing how terrible it would be for Dou Wei to persevere, she was afraid that Dou Wei would not only not go to the crew, but also would not return home, and would stay in the hospital [-] hours a day staring at her, so Xu Jia could only promise that she would stay in the hospital obediently, Unless the doctor approves, she will not leave casually again.
Dou Wei laughed happily when she heard Xu Jia's assurance. When she thought of Xu Jia returning to China alone and pregnant, and no man came to see her, Dou Wei felt that Xu Jia was being bullied, and felt distressed and hated that An irresponsible man, she couldn't help holding Xu Jia's hand, trying to comfort her.As a result, Xu Jia pulled his hand away suddenly, and Dou Wei was so angry that his waist was crossed.
On weekdays, Dou Wei is gentle and polite to others, but she is very angry with Xu Jia, and she doesn't know why.
"What's wrong with the handshake? I can't touch you yet?" Dou Wei asked angrily, Xu Jia grabbed her hand that was a little hot from Dou Wei's touch just now, bit her lip and hesitated for a long time before saying, "You forgot Was I like this before? I don't like people touching me. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to target you." In fact, Xu Jia withdrew her hand just now, and Xu Jia didn't realize it, but she knew that if Dou Wei touched her, she would... …nervous.
"..." Dou Wei looked at Xu Jia who didn't dare to look at her at all, and became even angrier, "No, you are targeting me. You really didn't want me to hold you and hold your hand when we went out to play together. I said this to me. But once I saw that you were holding a little girl across the street, but you were not willing to let go, and you were looking at her nervously. Why? Are you afraid of such a big person? Will you fall if you cross the road? You don’t care about me at all, and you seem to have to keep a distance of one meter from me to be happy when you walk together. I, Dou Wei, am a scourge?”
"..." Xu Jia felt helpless looking at Dou Wei who was so angry that he was shooting guns. After thinking for a while, she finally remembered who Dou Wei was talking about, "That girl who doesn't look at her is really afraid that she will fall, She is blind, and she accidentally broke her crutch while walking. I didn't know her, so I just helped her and helped her cross the road, and then contacted her family." Xu Jia seemed to have remembered something, and looked at Dou Wei suspiciously , "So you turned your head away when you saw us... because of what? You seemed very angry at the time."
"I, I didn't know she was blind." Dou Wei stomped her feet angrily. Although she is now the mother of a four-year-old child, seeing Xu Jia again, she seems to have returned to the time when she met Xu Jia. At that time, she was a carefree student.
"It's strange that you are angry and mindful." Xu Jia shook his head and smiled helplessly, "It's so strange that I almost misunderstood..."
"Misunderstanding? What is the misunderstanding? Why am I surprised? You are surprised, you can even hold a stranger. We have known each other for so long, can't I touch your hand?" Dou Wei felt a little wronged in his heart.In fact, when we got along with each other before, Dou Wei was very concerned about Xu Jia's excessive temper, but Dou Wei could feel that Xu Jia actually cared about herself and was very kind to herself, and once Dou Weiwei met someone who was good to her, she would love her. She can't help but cling to each other and hold hands. She thinks it's very common for best friends, but Xu Jia, a strange friend, just won't let her get close.
"..." For Dou Wei who occasionally became self-willed, Xu Jia had nothing but helplessness. In the end, she could only stretch out her hand, "You can hold it. It's late, you should go back." Xu Jia looked at the wall The wall clock, the time is already ten o'clock in the evening.
"Hmph, I want you to take care of it." But when Xu Jia said that he could shake hands, Dou Wei sat on the hospital bed and grabbed Xu Jia's hand that was rarely extended. Feeling that Xu Jia wanted to withdraw his hand again, Dou Wei hurriedly added another hand. Hands, both hands firmly grasped Xu Jia, "Xiao Jia, trust me. Although I can't control my temper with you sometimes, I actually care about you very much. The letter I wrote to you half a year ago you all No reply, I don’t know if you received it, and I don’t know how your situation is. I thought I would never be able to contact you again, but I didn’t expect to meet you here. Xiaojia, the doctor said that you are pregnant and doing rough work, and your health is very weak now. Xu, if you have any grievances, tell me when your health and mood are better, and I will help you. No matter who the other party is, I will definitely make him pay the due responsibility or price!"
Dou Wei's heartwarming words moved Xu Jia very much, even if it was just out of her concern for her friends.Knowing who Dou Wei was referring to by "he", Xu Jia shook his head and said, "This incident cannot be blamed on him. He and I happened to be drunk. I don't like him, so I had to leave. I didn't expect to be pregnant. I won't look for him again, I don't need him to be responsible and I don't want him to pay any price, he doesn't owe me anything."
"But……"
"Xiao Wei, I don't want to mention him again."
"Oh, well..." Dou Wei knew that Xu Jia was a very principled person, and he was actually surprisingly stubborn, so she couldn't say anything more, "The child...do you want to have it?"
"If I knew that I would get pregnant, I would have taken birth control pills at first. But the child has been in my stomach for two months, he is innocent, and I want to give birth to him." And Xu Jia knew that she would never be with any man again. If they have a relationship, this child may be her only flesh and blood, and she and Dou Wei have long missed each other, "Xiao Wei, thank you, if I hadn't met you, the child might not be able to keep it. I don't know why I always I feel like I can feel the child, I feel like he is crying when I am sad, and I can hear his laughter when I am happy. I think he will be a good boy."
"Really? Well, he will be my mother's caring little padded jacket. If you want to give birth to a child, I will help you, so you can raise your baby with peace of mind. Just as you feel, when the child is in the mother's womb, it will be protected by the mother. Emotional influence, so you must maintain a happy body and mind, and you have me in everything, so don't worry." Dou Wei held Xu Jia's hand tightly and said solemnly.
After Dou Wei was picked up by her husband's housekeeper, Xu Jia stared blankly at the door of the ward where the warm figure had long since disappeared, her warm warmth was still on her hands.
Xu Jia didn't know whether it was her luck or disaster that she fell in love with Dou Wei, but she knew that she would never say it out loud.Just stand aside and watch Dou Wei happy and happy.
Xu Jia put her hand on her belly. Now, a new life is being conceived here, which is her close relative. Xu Jia knows that besides Dou Wei, this child will also be her life's concern, "Child, it is mother's decision to kill her." You were born without the love of your father, but your mother will give you all the love, and your mother will let you come to this world safely and grow up healthy and happy."
After that, Xu Jia successfully gave birth to a baby girl under Dou Wei's careful care. Dou Wei took the baby from the nurse and looked at the baby's wrinkled but beautiful facial features and said to Xu Jia happily, "Xiao Jia, you The daughter is so beautiful, she looks like..." She looked at Xu Jia, and found that their mother and daughter didn't look alike, "Could it be that the nurse hugged her wrongly? I'll go and have a look."
"Wait a minute, show me the child." Xu Jia called out weakly.Seeing Xu Jia struggling to get up, Dou Wei hurriedly sent the child over and told her, "Don't move, even though it was a natural delivery, you should rest more."
Xu Jia carefully hugged the child, letting the child lie safely in her arms. She was ten months pregnant, and she felt closer to the child.The child's face is pink and tender, although it is wrinkled, but the facial features are very soft, she closed her eyes tightly, cried once, now she is blinking, she looks like she is asleep, she looks very lovely.
"She is my daughter." Xu Jia happily placed a kiss on her daughter's pink cheek.Dou Wei hurriedly moved closer and looked at their mother and daughter carefully, they still didn't look alike, don't all daughters look like their mothers?She looks a lot like her daughter Li Wanqiu...
The child woke up. When she first saw Dou Wei, she felt strange, so she cried loudly. Xu Jia hurriedly patted her daughter's shoulder to coax her, and then hummed a tune.This tune is unfamiliar to Dou Wei, but the child is very familiar with it, because when she was pregnant with the child, Xu Jia would hum some heart-warming and joyful melodies.
Listening to the familiar tune, the child slowly turned his little head. When he saw Xu Jia, he burst into tears and laughed immediately. He didn't know what he was talking about. Xu Jia saw her daughter smiled and she laughed too.
Dou Wei finally confirmed this time, "It seems that there is no mistake. This child is very close to you. In fact, if you look closely, her eyes are very similar to yours."
"Well, she is my child." Xu Jia gently took the child's tightly clenched little hand, put it to his lips and kissed it, the child seemed to like his mother's closeness very much, and giggled loudly.
"But her facial features...does it look like her father...uh, I mean, like that man?" Dou Wei asked.Xu Jia smiled helplessly, "Yes, their father and daughter really look alike." Originally, he wanted to treat James as a passer-by who would never meet again in his life, but he didn't expect that the daughter who was born would look so similar to him.Xu Jia was in a complicated mood.Does God even blame her for letting their father and daughter separate?
"... No way, isn't that man too beautiful? Uh, but the child changes a lot every day, maybe he will be like you in the future. My daughter is very similar to me." Dou Wei couldn't help comforting Xu Jia when she saw her depression. road.Although Xu Jia is also pretty, but if this girl looks like her father, then that man is indeed too charming.Could there be such a beautiful man?Dou Wei expressed doubts.
"Have you chosen the child's name?" Dou Wei couldn't help asking again.
Xu Jia looked at the child's soft and lovely face, and finally said, "Chu Jingran. The 'jing' next to the word for female and Qing."
"Oh." Although I'm not quite sure what the word means, but Dou Wei probably guessed that it means a beautiful woman, "Jing Ran, very beautiful, very nice to hear. She must be a beautiful woman in the future. But, let her surname be Chu? Don't let her take your surname?" A normal single mother would let her child take her surname?
"Well, her father's surname is Chu, so let her take her father's surname. It's not that her father doesn't want her, it's because I made her lose his love." Xu Jia looked at her daughter who was smiling carefree at the moment with apologetic expression.
"Xiao Jia, don't think too much. No matter what you want to do in the future, take care of your body first. Recently, people in Li's family have been a little concerned about me. I found a nurse for you. She has rich experience and is very kind. You Be obedient and obedient, confinement is very important."
"I know." If she doesn't plan to go to James, she must take full responsibility for taking care of her daughter. Xu Jia knows very well that she must not collapse now, she must take care of her health and find a job with good salary.
After confinement for a month, Xu Jia began to look for a job. In the past few months, Xu Jia knew that she owed Dou Wei a lot, but she still wanted to keep a distance from Dou Wei, but Dou Wei would never do what she wished, not only failed To keep her distance, Dou Wei also asked Xu Jia to be her manager.
"My manager left because of my bad temper. I don't have a manager anymore. I don't worry about others. I only want you. Xu Jia, you know my dream of being a star. Didn't you go to re-study college before? It’s the relevant knowledge in the film and television industry, isn’t it?”
"The price of milk powder seems to have increased again recently. Although diapers are not expensive, you need to use several pieces a day, right? I heard Xiao Ran crying. Have you taken good care of her?"
"Xu Jia, I've taken care of you for more than ten months, shouldn't you be a cow and a horse to repay your favor, hmph. I don't care, you come here tomorrow to apply for the job!"
……
So, under Dou Wei's life-threatening series of calls and all kinds of soft and hard measures, Xu Jia could only bite the bullet and apply for the job. Although it was an application, it was actually a formality, and Dou Wei took care of everything.With the status of the Dou family and the Li family, who Dou Wei wants to be her manager doesn't she have the final say?
"Xu Jia, the Dou family and the Li family have some misunderstandings about actors and celebrities, but I don't care. I just want to become a big star. Help me. I at least want the actress to show them!"
"it is good."
Xu Jia thought for a long time, and finally agreed to Dou Wei, and stayed by her side.After all, Dou Wei has kindness to her, and she can't just let it go like that.Even if you stay by her side and watch her become a woman and a mother, it is an unspeakable torment.
On the contrary, Dou Wei feels at ease keeping Xu Jia by her side.After all, Xu Jia has no relatives and no reason now, and she still has to raise her daughter. Dou Wei is worried about their mother and daughter.It wasn't that she doubted Xu Jia's ability, but that she didn't want Xu Jia to work too hard. Only by keeping Xu Jia by her side, watching her, and helping Xu Jia in time when she needed help, could Dou Wei feel relieved.
With Xu Jia's company, Dou Wei doesn't even want to go home anymore. No matter Li's family or Dou's family, they are all too narrow-minded and stubborn. It would be embarrassing for the whole country to see.
Dou Wei had been educated abroad for more than 5 years, and she scoffed at the stubborn and conservative thoughts of her family. At that time, Li Yanlin was also busy with political affairs, and the couple became less and less communicative.
Four years later, with Dou Weiwei's determination to fight in the film and television industry and Xu Jia's professional ability, Dou Wei's reputation has skyrocketed every year.Since Dou Wei can win various awards every year, even though the Li family and the Dou family have some complaints about the actor, the financial and material support she needs has never stopped.
Perhaps it was because they were influenced by their daily experience or they had a certain talent for acting. At that time, eight-year-old Li Wanqiu and four-year-old Chu Jingran both showed a certain ability in acting, and they both said that they liked acting and wanted to play with each other. Dou Weiwei is like a big star.
Li Yanlin was busy, and Li Wanqiu was brought up by Dou Wei since she was a child, and Dou Wei's love for Li Wanqiu was also increasing day by day, especially because her daughter was still like her dream, she was even happier.
But when Dou Wei happily and Li Yanlin proposed the idea of letting Li Wanqiu enter the entertainment industry and start from a child star, Li Yanlin, who has always been dull and reticent, rejected her with righteous words.
Unexpectedly, her husband who has been with her for eight years does not understand or agree with her acting career, so Dou Weiyi printed out a divorce agreement by herself, signed it and left Li's house with Li Wanqiu.
Dou Wei and Li Yanlin were considered to be in a political marriage, but she was not without feelings for him at the beginning, but Li Yanlin did not understand her after all.After signing the divorce agreement, Dou Wei found herself feeling relaxed.
Li's family and Dou's family, to be honest, these years are like two mountains that weigh her down.
In the end, Dou Wei brought her daughter Li Wanqiu to Xu Jia's home, and the short few months of getting along became the only past in Dou's life that he could never forget but could never go back to.
Looking back now, Dou Wei does not deny that he liked Xu Jia.Even as early as their school days, they had a crush on each other.It's just that one didn't have time to tell the truth, and chose to guard silently, while the other didn't notice, and got married in a hurry under the family arrangement after graduation.
It was many years later when Dou Wei realized that he had special feelings for Xu Jia and realized that Xu Jia was not heartless towards her.I just sigh that good fortune tricks people.
No, in fact, Dou Wei is very clear that it is not impossible for her and Xu Jia to be together.During that short period of cohabitation, they were very close to each other, so close that they thought they could stay together for a lifetime.
But in the end, Li Yanlin didn't sign the divorce agreement, and even came to the door, begging for reunion in every possible way.
It was Xu Jia's idea to ask Dou Wei to make three unconditional demands on Li Yanlin.
First, from now on, protect and trust their mother and daughter unconditionally, and prevent them from suffering any grievances.
Second, respect the hobbies and careers of their mother and daughter, and do not interfere too much.
When Dou Wei thought that such an unreasonable request would definitely scare Li Yanlin away, Li Yanlin agreed without thinking.No, in fact, he nodded in agreement after careful consideration.
"Xiao Wei, I'm sorry, I have caused you mother and daughter to suffer so much over the years. I used to be so busy with work that I rarely communicated with you. I didn't understand the entertainment industry correctly, and I rarely understood the real needs of you and Wanqiu. You I learned from it when I left. Thank you for telling me what should be corrected today. I am your husband and late autumn’s father. I should protect and trust you and respect your hobbies and careers. What is the third requirement? No matter what it is, I will promise you, as long as you don't divorce me. Go home Xiaowei, I miss you and my daughter very much, just now my daughter cried when she saw me."
Dou Wei was suddenly at a loss, she didn't dare to put forward the third condition, she was afraid that Li Yanlin would still agree, so she could only obediently get back together with him.Why?
Dou Wei suddenly realized something, but she didn't want to believe it.She desperately pushed Li Yanlin away to find Xu Jia.After returning in a panic, Dou Wei told Xu Jia Li Yanlin's answer.
Xu Jia's complexion didn't fluctuate much, but his eyes were always downcast, not looking at Dou Weiyi.Dou Wei waited for her, waited for her to speak, but what she waited was, "That's good, it shows that he is sincere to you. If a husband doesn't wholeheartedly protect and trust his wife and children, and doesn't know how to respect his wife and children, Then he is not worthy. Li Yanlin will be a good husband."
"Are you crazy, Xu Jia!" Dou Wei yelled almost hysterically, the voice was too loud, and woke up Chu Jingran who was sleeping in the bedroom.
"So you didn't ask me to embarrass him at all, you...you want...to help me and him?" Dou Wei thought it was ridiculous, but tears fell one by one like broken beads, "You know what I'm doing now The person I like is you, Xu Jia, and you also like me, don't you? Aren't we very happy these days?"
"You to me..." Dou Weiwei looked at Xu Jia for a moment, anxiously waiting for Xu Jia to speak, but subconsciously, she was afraid that Xu Jia would speak.
After all, Xu Jia said what she least wanted to hear, "You are just a homosexual attachment to me, not a love affair. It's not true that you have no feelings for Li Yanlin at all."
"I am... same-sex attachment to you?" Dou Wei couldn't help but grabbed Xu Jia's collar, "Are you me? Why do you define my feelings casually? You look at me, Xu Jia, look at me." Look at me, say that damn 'homosexual attachment' again. I don't believe you are also homosexually attached to me. Xu Jia, look at me, look at me, how can you be so cold-blooded and heartless. I will hate you, you do you know?"
"Auntie Xiaowei." The four-year-old Chu Jingran didn't know what happened to the adults. She only saw Auntie Xiaowei scolding her mother. In front of my mother, "Auntie Xiaowei, don't bully my mother."
Dou Wei didn't say anything anymore, but she was still crying.Xu Jia couldn't look at Dou Weiwei, as long as she took one look, she knew that she would definitely collapse.
Finally Xu Jia turned her back, "Go back. I am no longer the Xu Jia I was back then, and I have everything I want to protect now. Xiao Wei, we are best friends, that's all."
Dou Wei's eyes were full of tears, she looked down at the little girl who was nervously protecting her mother, she pulled the corner of her mouth with difficulty, and finally asked, "You only have her in your heart now, don't you?"
Although she turned her back to Dou Wei, Xu Jia knew who Dou Wei was talking about. In the end, she tried to answer Dou Wei in a calm and sure tone, "Yes. I hope you also cherish the person in front of you." I hope you are happy and worry-free...
"Oh, very good, Xu Jia!" Dou Wei finally slammed the door with tears in his eyes, and Xu Jia's unbearable tears also fell the moment Dou Wei left.
Dou Wei finally returned to Li's house, but she didn't let Xu Jia go just like that.She asked Xu Jia to sign a lifetime contract with her. As long as she, Dou Wei, was in the entertainment industry for a day, Xu Jia could only be Dou Wei's manager forever, and she would be there whenever she was told.
In the first period of time, Dou Wei hated Xu Jia and even made things difficult for her.
Dou Wei also had no way to just accept Li Yanlin's wishes and returned to his embrace. Afterwards, they did not have sex for five years.
Li Yanlin never forced her, and even tolerated her more than before, tolerated her, and was an impeccably good husband and father.The human heart is always made of flesh, and Dou Wei was not originally a hard-hearted person.
She accepted Li Yanlin slowly, and gradually let go of her hatred for Xu Jia, but she knew that she still couldn't let go of Xu Jia completely.
Dou Wei knew that she was terrible, if she could, she wanted to divide herself into two, one for Li Yanlin, to be his good wife.One to accompany Xu Jia, regardless of her homosexual attachment or homosexual love, she actually really wants to be by Xu Jia's side, and hopes that Xu Jia can often show a sincere smile like that time.
But Xu Jia was also right.
She is no longer the Xu Jia of the past, but why is she still the Dou Wei of the past?
Xu Jia is always calm and rational, but she is actually gentle.
Back then, Xu Jia would rather just mention everything she wanted to protect now, and be the one who betrayed her feelings, making her hate her, but she was reluctant to say half a word to her.
The domestic environment at that time, Dou Wei's dream of working hard in the entertainment industry, and her daughter Li Wanqiu...
Dou Wei knew that being with Xu Jia desperately was really an extravagant wish. Even if her family didn't understand her staying in the entertainment industry, let alone being with a woman?Does she really have the heart to let her daughter have no love from her father?
There is nothing I can do, because I have already missed it.
In the end, Dou Wei and Xu Jia terminated the contract, and she chose to let go and let Xu Jia go free.But Xu Jia is still by her side, and has never surpassed the relationship.
Until Xu Jia was dying, taking care of her and accompanying her to the end, Dou Wei still couldn't help asking, "Did you push me away so resolutely back then because you found out that you had stomach cancer?"
Xu Jia didn't answer her, but just looked at her. She was pale and weak but still gave her the most gentle smile, "Be happy forever, Xiao Wei. Cherish the person in front of you."
Dou Wei will never know the truth again.
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