General's humble stand-in

Tao Zhuo felt dizzy before his eyes, and his body seemed to be falling, sinking endlessly.During this period, many memories have been floating in his mind in a mess, most of which were taken up by Gu Yan.

So what should it be like to love someone with all your strength?This was Tao Zhuo's last thought when his consciousness was about to fall into a state of shock. It wasn't the timidity of Mo Zizhi, nor the restraint and forbearance of Gu Yan. Happiness is overwhelming in one thing.

Just like at this moment, thinking about his own blood flowing in his body and merging with him, he always felt that he would die without regret.

Tao Zhuo struggled to turn his head to look at Gu Yan, his vision had already become blurred, but it did not hinder the clarity of Gu Yan's profile in his mind.

If I die, please live well.

This was Tao Zhuo's last request to Gu Yan, and then his world fell into darkness.

It was already half an hour later when Shen Feng came out of the tent again, the moment the door curtain was raised, the people waiting outside could smell a strong smell of blood, even Shen Feng's white clothes were stained with mottled red marks, like demons. Different blooming flowers.

Seeing everyone's tense, serious and expectant expressions, Shen Feng said casually, "Don't worry, the King of Hades has said it, and he won't accept it."

As if a tight string broke suddenly, Mo Zikeng's feet were weak and he almost fell, but fortunately he was supported by Chu Tiange beside him.

"I want to go in and see him."

Shen Feng stretched out his hand to stop Mo Zizhi, and said softly, "Don't go in yet, people are still awake, wait a little longer."

It's not that they can't go in and have a look, it's just that in the entanglement between the three of them, Shen Feng's heart is inevitably more partial to Tao Zhuo.Although the two people inside were unconscious, Shen Feng still wanted them to be alone for a while.

The scorching sun shook Shen Feng's back, and the sticky sweat mixed with blood stains clung to his tall and thin spine.

From Gu Yan's tent to the food camp for a hundred and ten meters, Shen Feng walked a little slowly due to fatigue.Faintly feeling that someone was following behind him, Shen Feng remained indifferent on his face, but there was a trace of ambiguity in his dark eyes.

After looking for two cold steamed buns, Shen Feng choked into his belly disregarding his appearance, he was really hungry, the running around for the past few days and the intense treatment had exhausted his physical strength.

Suddenly, a bowl of clear soup was handed in front of his eyes, his knuckle-boned fingers were tightly gripping the side of the bowl, and the clear soup in the shaking bowl swayed from side to side.

Following that slender and rough hand, Shen Feng's slightly frowned eyebrows moved up little by little, and finally landed on Cheng Ziyuan's handsome but vicissitudes and tired cheeks.

It seems that after a thousand years, when we meet again, things are different and people are different, and no one is who they are anymore.

Cheng Ziyuan's gaze was frozen, staring at Shen Feng's face without blinking.Those eyes showed too many emotions, guilt mixed with nostalgia, timidity with longing.All the complications were entangled in those dark eyes like splashed ink, so complicated that Shen Feng didn't want to see through them at all.

After hesitating for a while, Shen Feng took the bowl of clear soup and said a word of thanks in a low voice.

Unexpectedly, Shen Feng could still talk to him, Cheng Ziyuan grabbed Shen Feng's hand excitedly and flustered, and called out in a trembling voice, "Brother Shen."

Shen Feng frowned slightly, his face was as frosty as winter, "General Cheng, please respect yourself."

Divorce, estrangement, general Cheng, and never return to the past.

Cheng Ziyuan let go of his hand tremblingly, but in an instant he held Shen Feng's hand tightly again unwillingly.Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, "Brother Shen, I was wrong, I am sorry for you."

With one corner of his lips raised, Shen Feng smiled lightly, and the sadness of the past was hidden in the smile.He withdrew his hand, turned his wrist and poured the bowl of clear soup on the ground.

"If you can take them back, I will forgive you." Shen Feng's voice was very soft, but his tone was firm.

It's hard to get over the water, and it's the same between them.

With Cheng Ziyuan, Shen Feng had loved.When you love, you give up everything, and after you are hurt, you are a stranger in the world.The arrogance in his bones is doomed for Shen Feng not to look back.

When Tao Zhuo woke up, he was in his tent, and he could faintly see the stars in the sky through the gap in the curtain.Under the candlelight, only Shen Feng's figure was leaning against the table, resting his forehead with one hand, drowsy.

"Master." The faint voice was like a mosquito, and it disappeared without a trace after it swung in the air for a while.

Shen Feng faintly felt that someone was calling him, but he was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes.

Tao Zhuo looked at Shen Feng's nodding sleeping posture, and a smile appeared on the corners of his pale and chapped lips.I once thought that I would never see him again in this life, but now he is right in front of my eyes.It seems that in this life, there is no one who Tao Zhuo feels closer to than Shen Feng.

After a while, Shen Feng raised his eyes and looked at Tao Zhuo in a daze.Seeing Tao Zhuo opened his eyes and looked at him, half of his drowsiness disappeared immediately.

"Wake up." Shen Feng yawned, got up and walked to Tao Zhuo's bedside.First took the pulse, then checked Tan Taozhuo's body temperature, and said with a smile, "Isn't it good to be a teacher? I can drag you back from the gate of hell. You don't have to be too grateful. When your body recovers, please let me drink it." It will take three days and three nights, and we will only rest when we get drunk."

Yan Xiao seemed to support Tao Zhuo, making Tao Zhuo feel incomparable trust and dependence.Tao Zhuo rubbed against the back of Shen Feng's hand coquettishly, tears flowing down between his fingers.

"Master." Tao Zhuo murmured and sobbed, "From now on, don't do stupid things again."

Shen Feng smiled helplessly, and rubbed the top of Tao Zhuo's head, "So you've got my true inheritance? Now that you are better than Lan, I can't find anyone more stupid than you."

"Ah?" Tao Zhuo raised his moist apricot eyes, showing a puzzled look, extremely pure.

"I probably know something about you from Tianlei." Shen Feng sighed, "If I knew you were such a sincere person, I would never try to make you and Gu Yan perfect. His incompleteness, worthy of It’s not about your determination.”

Tao Zhuo shook his head, lowered his eyes and continued to rub against the back of Shen Feng's hand, and said softly, "It's also his incompleteness that makes me love him more and want to love him and protect him with all my strength. Maybe No one is right or wrong, it's just that God fails to fulfill one's wishes."

Really don't want to mention all this, Tao Zhuo asked instead, "Master, you and General Cheng...?"

"This life is a stranger." Before Tao Zhuo could ask, Shen Feng resolutely did not hesitate.

Those days and nights of licking the wound alone, every inch of pain bites the bone and grinds people's hearts.I can't remember how much despair was exchanged for the suffering, but I can only vaguely remember the ridicule and abuse from the crowd, which woke Shen Feng from his dream and buried him madly.

Tao Zhuo moved her lips and wanted to persuade, but she didn't say a word after all.The master is different from me, he is such a proud person, once hurt, his body will be smashed to pieces, and he will not be able to piece together a complete love.But I have no arrogance, just endless humbleness.Like a cluster of flames, even if it falls into eternal doom, it will burn out the last afterglow.

Patting Tao Zhuo's cheek to interrupt his contemplation, Shen Feng suggested, "Go, I'll take you to see Gu Yan, you should be awake by now."

Tao Zhuo was stunned for a moment, "I, I still won't go."

The inexplicable worry and tension in his heart made Tao Zhuo block himself like a clam shell, avoiding everything about Gu Yan.

"Why don't you go? He deserves to thank you, he owes you his life."

Tao Zhuo was silent for a while, and finally chose to escape and shook his head, "He doesn't owe me anything, it's my wishful thinking to save him, it has nothing to do with him."

Although Tao Zhuo said so, Shen Feng still dragged him from the bed reluctantly, and dragged Tao Zhuo out of the tent.

The wind at night was not cool, but Tao Zhuo was weak, covering his lips and coughing as soon as he got out of the tent.

Shen Feng patted Tao Zhuo's back lightly, and waited for his cough to slow down before asking, "How did you catch the cough?"

Tao Zhuo widened her apricot eyes in surprise, "Master, you can even diagnose this old disease? The medical skills are simply superb. I will never leave you in the future. I will continue to study medicine with you."

"Don't interrupt." Shen Feng snorted coldly, "I'm asking how you got the cough."

After the disguise was broken, the look in Tao Zhuo's eyes gradually dimmed, and the unbearable memories made the smile on the corner of his mouth seep endless bitterness.

"Injured internal organs." Tao Zhuo explained in a simple low voice, "If you don't take good care of your internal organs, you will fall to the root of the disease."

Shen Feng didn't ask any more questions, and guessed from Tao Zhuo's sad eyes that this injury was probably related to Gu Yan.Asking too much, it turned into forcibly exposing the scars in Taozhuo's heart.

The two walked slowly along the night to the outside of Gu Yan's camp.

Just as Shen Feng's fingers touched the curtain, he suddenly heard voices coming from inside.

"Feng Xi, do you resent me in your heart?" Mo Ziji's voice was mixed with tears.

"How come, don't think about it." Xu Shi Gu Yan's body was weak, and his tone of voice was as soft as a warm mist lingering in his heart, making Taozhuo outside the tent feel slightly stagnant in breathing.

Only Mo Zikeng said again, "You were poisoned by the snake to protect me, but I hesitated at the moment of saving you. You should blame me, I hate myself. But, I, I I'm really scared, I'm so scared of the feeling when I'm about to die, I don't dare to face it, I..."

"Ziji." Gu Yan interrupted Mo Zikeng's trembling voice, "It's not important, none of this is important. As long as you live, as long as you are by my side, as long as I open my eyes and see you, this life will be the most important thing in my life." That's enough. Don't think too much about it, and I don't want you to risk your life to save me, as long as you are safe and sound, nothing else matters."

Probably not long after waking up, Gu Yan's breathing became a little short after talking too much.

"Take a rest first, don't say any more, I understand what you mean." After a moment of silence, Mozies whispered, "Thank you."

What Gu Yan replied was, I love you.

Shen Feng withdrew his hand silently, turned his head to look at Tao Zhuo with a pale face.

Tao Zhuo reluctantly smiled at Shen Feng, turned and left Gu Yan's tent.

At this moment, Shen Feng really regretted it a bit. He originally intended to let Gu Yan see clearly that Tao Zhuo had sacrificed so much for him, even if he felt guilty and felt pity, he should express a little bit of compensation to Tao Zhuo.Who would have expected that Gu Yan and Mo Zizhi would meet each other and talk to each other, which would make Tao Zhuo worse.

After catching up with Tao Zhuo in two or three steps, Shen Feng asked in a deep voice, "Is it worth it?"

"Huh?" Tao Zhuo was stunned, and then pulled a wry smile of bewilderment.

Is it worth it?Taozhuo also asked himself the same.