The wife is the king of the king
Chapter 027
001.
"It has nothing to do with you." Nanmenxiu pushed away Si Fengsu who came up to him.
He doesn't like Si Fengsu because Si Fengsu makes everything worse.
If it weren't for the fact that he was in the palace of the Qi Kingdom, he couldn't do it easily, and he even wanted to kill this person directly.
He wanted to kill everyone who hurt Nanmenxiu, not one left.
Si Fengsu looked at the person in front of him, he took a step forward and wanted to say something more, but when the words reached his lips, he swallowed them back forcefully.
During this period of time, it was another Nanmen Xiu who appeared all the time. Calculating the time, it has been maintained for a long time.
According to the past situation, there is nothing strange about the appearance of this person now.
It's just that if he cares about it, he will be confused and confused.
Si Fengsu took a deep breath, trying to comfort himself and calm himself down.
In the current situation, even if he yelled, it was useless.
Si Fengsu looked at Nanmen Xiu in front of him, but with just one glance, the suffocating pain that he had managed to suppress immediately spread to his whole body.
At this moment, Nanmenxiu was carefully looking at the position of the door and the window. He was thinking about something, and he seemed to be preparing to escape.
"Where are you going?" Si Fengsu stood in front of him.
Nanmenxiu, who had been paying attention to the door and the window, heard this, and finally turned his head to look at Si Fengsu, and said, "He doesn't want to stay here."
For Nanmen Xiu, this place was like a prison.
Even though there is everything here, picturesque scenery, and seemingly endless freedom, Nanmenxiu doesn't want to stay here, not at all.
Hearing this, Si Fengsu's body trembled slightly, and his face became more ashen.
The position of his chest trembled twice, it looked like he was about to cough, but he suppressed it.
"But there are imperial doctors here, and there are also female doctors who have studied it." Si Fengsu said dryly.
Nanmenxiu sneered, he only saw disdain for Si Fengsu wanting him to disappear.
He knows the situation of Nanmenxiu himself the best, better than any outsider, so he is even more disdainful.
Si Fengsu saw the disdain in Nanmenxiu's eyes, and a sense of guilt surged in his heart. Now he can no longer hate the person in front of him who has occupied his body, Nanmenxiu, as he did before.
It's just that he feels guilty in his heart, but his eyes are still firm.
No matter what, he is absolutely on Nanmenxiu's side, and will never let anyone take away what belongs to Nanmenxiu.
Si Fengsu clenched his lowered hands tightly, he tried hard to calm himself, and then he said: "Everything is over, the remaining days should be his, Nanmenxiu's." Not the person in front of him.
Nanmenxiu ignored him, but continued to look at the window, thinking about the possibility of escape.
Because of what happened just now, the courtyard outside the door was already full of soldiers, and those people were tense all the time, paying attention to the situation in the house.
As soon as there is a sound in the room, they will rush in immediately.
Those who can be assigned to guard in this palace are not ordinary soldiers. If he really wants to fight, he can't get any good in this room, and it's better outside the room.
Now that he appeared, the internal force in his body was also restored.
With his abilities, if Si Fengsu really didn't want to hurt his body, then he still had a great chance of escaping.
It's just that after escaping, things are a little troublesome.
Yiguo no longer exists now, leaving this palace, he has nothing.
It's not that he can't survive, but it will always hurt his body.
"What's your name?" Si Fengsu's voice abruptly interrupted Nanmenxiu's thoughts.
Nanmenxiu looked back, Si Fengsu was looking at him.
Nanmenxiu frowned slightly, not understanding what the hell Si Fengsu was up to.
"He said he has an older brother named Nanmen Jin." Si Fengsu's tone softened, as if he was chatting with the person in front of him, and he was no longer as tense as before.
Nanmen Xiulue was slightly surprised, but he didn't interrupt Si Fengsu's words, he was quite interested in Si Fengsu's words.
He has always existed, he is different from Nanmen Xiu, he knows everything, but Nanmen Xiu knows nothing about him.
This was the first time he heard Nanmenxiu's evaluation of him from others.
"Can you be called Nanmen Jin from now on?" Si Fengsu asked.
Si Fengsu stopped talking about Nanmen Xiu, Nanmen Jin immediately lost interest in what he said, and continued to look back at the window.
He has gone out and walked around before, and probably knows the way from here to the Imperial Garden.
Judging from the situation at the time, the Imperial Garden was still far away from the place where he left the palace, so it was not a good choice.
Thinking of this, Nanmen Jin showed a bit of displeasure on his face. His time was too short and he had not yet fully grasped the environment.
If he was given more time, he would definitely think of a better way to take Nanmen Xiu out safely.
Nanmen would like to ignore it, but Si Fengsu laughed, and said: "If you don't refuse, I will take it as your agreement, and it's settled like this."
Nanmen Jin ignored Si Fengsu, who was arbitrarily advocating, he remained silent, calculating his chances of winning.
If he is determined to fight for a bloody path, it's not impossible to leave, but he can't let this body hurt so badly.
Nanmen Jin remained silent, but Si Fengsu went to the side and sat down, then began to talk on his own.
"He said that his elder brother has always taken good care of him and is a very gentle person." Si Fengsu said, "He said that you are very smart and always protect him and treat him very well."
Speaking of this matter, Si Fengsu is a bit jealous now.
He could see that Nanmenxiu liked his brother very much. When talking about Nanmenjin, the expression on his face softened. This was probably an existence that he could not replace anyway.
Nanmen Jin looked over, he was very concerned about Nanmenxiu's matter.
Si Fengsu also saw that he was interested, and he continued: "He said that when he was angry when he was young, he liked to run to his concubine mother, and his concubine mother would always comfort him gently, and then you would appear. You always like to bully him and make him even more angry."
Nanmen raised his eyebrows.
"But soon, you will make him laugh again and take him to play together." Si Fengsu's voice was calm, making people feel calm.
"He also said that you are smarter than him and more suitable to be an emperor. He was able to become a prince and a king because you let him, and he always felt that he owed you something."
"He also said that you gave him a lot of ideas and helped him a lot when you were in the palace."
"Even before, he always felt that when Qi State's enemy army attacked the Yi State's palace, you were the one who led the last imperial guards outside the palace to protect him."
"He always thought that you died in battle outside the palace protecting him. For this reason, he became furious and hated me so much that he even stabbed me several times, trying to kill me to avenge you." Si Fengsu wanted to smile, but he did not. not come out.
Si Fengsu became a little jealous, really jealous.
If possible, he also wants to be someone like Nanmen Jin.
Because if he could do this, he would be able to live in Nanmen Xiu's heart, and he would be able to protect Nanmen Xiu earlier.
If so, perhaps Nanmenxiu would have experienced much less, and he would not have to suffer as much as he does now.
He couldn't and couldn't do these things, but Nanmenjin did.
Nanmen Jin was a little careless at first, but slowly, he turned around and looked at Si Fengsu.
Hearing Si Fengsu's words, his lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't.
He has been quietly watching Nanmen Xiu, never knowing what Nanmen Xiu is thinking, but now that he knows, the corners of his mouth curl up, but his heart feels more distressed.
Nanmen Jin thought about it, and he also spoke, and said with some uncertainty: "Every time that woman punishes him, he will hide."
He didn't know whether he should mention this at this time, he was a little nervous.
He had never talked to anyone about Nanmen Xiu, let alone the other party knew about him and Nanmen Xiu.
Thinking of this, Nanmen Jin couldn't help but look at Si Fengsu again.
After what happened just now, Si Fengsu's face was extremely ugly, his beautiful face was bloodless, and there was a shocking palm print on his neck.
Among all the people, among so many people, only Si Fengsu noticed that Nanmen Xiu was wrong.
Although Si Fengsu did some things that he couldn't say he agreed with, but Si Fengsu was also the only person other than him who had done something for Nanmen Xiu.
Nanmen couldn't say whether he was happy or unhappy, but Si Fengsu was indeed special.
Si Fengsu nodded when he heard the words, he had already guessed it.
So in Nanmenxiu's memory, he always went to his mother's concubine, he felt unhappy, and then Nanmenjin appeared to take him to play.
Probably with his mother and concubine, the memories that Nanmenxiu didn't want to have were all filled by Nanmenjin and replaced with those happy memories.
Talking about this matter, Si Fengsu, who hadn't recovered from the truth of the matter at all, was a little out of breath. He opened his mouth and exhaled foul air.
The memory of Nanmen Xiu in the court hall that Nanmen Jin advised him is probably a replacement for the memory of Nanmen Jin rampaging and killing people in the court hall.
Nanmen thought for a while, and said very seriously: "He is a coward."
His tone was brisk, as if complaining, but extremely gentle.
"En." Si Fengsu nodded again, his eyes were red at that moment, Nanmenxiu was indeed a coward.
Si Fengsu supported his head with one hand, and tilted his head slightly to hide the collapsed expression on his face.
After a long while, Si Fengsu finally regained his strength.
He took a deep breath to calm himself down, but when he spoke again, the choking in his voice hadn't had time to hide it.
He had to clear his throat to complete the sentence.
He said: "You asked me before, if you disappear, who will do for him those things that he is unwilling to face and do?"
"I can tell you right now, I'm here, I'll do it for him." Si Fengsu looked at Nanmenjin quietly with red eyes.
002.
"No matter what happens, I will not let him face it alone." Si Fengsu said firmly.
He had already made up his mind to do this, even if he didn't know about Nanmen Jin, he had already decided to do it.
He became the emperor of the Qi Kingdom, and all he did was originally for Nanmen Xiu.
Si Fengsu's gaze was firm. Although his voice was choked and hoarse, it could not conceal his intentions at all.
Being watched by Si Fengsu like that, Nanmenjin's eyes were shaken for a moment.
A strange feeling welled up in his heart, that feeling made him feel like he was on a lone boat in the vast ocean, floating but inexplicably at ease.
Nanmen would like to look away from Si Fengsu's gaze, he glanced at the open window again, and said, "I'm a little tired."
Si Fengsu stood up, he didn't keep asking, but said: "Then you have a good rest!"
After finishing speaking, Si Fengsu glanced at Nanmen Jin worriedly, and then walked towards the door.
Before reaching the door, Si Fengsu turned his head and said, "I'll send someone to clean up the things in this room later, you should rest well first."
Because of what happened just now, the room is full of fragments of teacups, and it looks a bit messy.
Nanmen ignored it.Si Fengsu didn't mind either, he turned around and went out the door.
A moment later, Si Fengsu's voice came from outside the door.
He asked all the people guarding the door to retreat, and ordered everyone not to spread the matter.
After all the people had withdrawn, the courtyard became quiet again, and it returned to its peaceful appearance in the past.
Nanmen would like to walk to the position in front of the window and look into the courtyard.
Looking at the empty courtyard, he was a little surprised that Si Fengsu really didn't have anyone guarding his side.
After Nanmen stood by the window for a while, he went back to the room and lay down on the bed.
He was indeed a little tired, not because he was tired, but because his body was tired, and Nanmen Xiu was tired.
Perhaps it was because Nanmenxiu knew too many things in a period of time, and his energy was so high that even he felt exhausted.
Lying on the bed, Nanmen Jin looked at the curtain on the top of the bed and let out a breath silently.
He closed his eyes, recalled what Si Fengsu told him about Nanmenxiu before, and slowly fell asleep.
Nanmen Xiu only felt that he had a long, long dream, and dreamed of many messy things.
He dreamed a lot of things, sometimes it was a beautiful dream, sometimes it was a mess of plots that he didn't know what it was, maybe it was just a fragment, maybe it was just a thing.
Sometimes those fragments can be connected in series, and sometimes they are too fragmented.
Sometimes he would dream about his childhood, his mother and concubine were extraordinarily gentle to him, would personally cook for him, and would coax him to sleep.
He would also dream of the scene when his father held him in his arms to review the memorials. At that time, his father always liked to ask him what he thought, and he would think seriously and speak seriously, and then tease his father. Gotta laugh out loud.
In the dream, he also had an older brother.
His elder brother is one year older than him, seven points similar to him, and taller than him.
His brother was smarter than him, much smarter, which made him very envious and admired.
His elder brother is also much more mature and stable than him, he will coax him every time he is upset, and he will immediately stand up to protect him when he is in danger.
In the dream, Nanmenxiu held his brother tightly, for fear that he would disappear.
In the dream, he turned into a child, holding his brother's hand and acting like a baby all the time.
His brother had a helpless expression on his face, but he still reached out to rub his hair.He didn't push him away, let him act like a baby with his arms folded, and said that he would always be with him.
Listening to his brother's words, Nanmenxiu gradually felt relieved, and he gradually fell asleep.
He slept soundly and at ease.With his brother around, he would no longer be afraid.
But when he fell asleep, he heard someone talking.
The voice was only a little bit at first, but it gradually became louder, and he recognized that it was Si Fengsu's voice.
Si Fengsu kept calling him, as if trying to wake him up.
Listening to the non-stop sound, Nanmenxiu felt a little annoyed, because he was so sleepy, so sleepy, he wanted to sleep.
Nanmen Xiu ignored the voice, but Si Fengsu kept calling his name.
Si Fengsu seemed very sad, his voice was choked up, as if he was crying.
In a daze, Nanmenxiu suddenly remembered Si Fengsu's face full of pain and suffering.
Obviously he was the one who should be sad, but Si Fengsu seemed to be sadder than him, his voice became choked, as if he was about to cry.
Thinking of this, Nanmenxiu couldn't help laughing, Si Fengsu looks stupid and not very smart, it's not good to like anyone, but he just wants to like him.
Thinking about Si Fengsu's sad face for him, and thinking about it, he regained consciousness little by little.
Nanmenxiu was lying on the bed, and what he saw when he opened his eyes was the bed curtain above his head.
Looking at the bed curtain, the South Gate was repaired for a while before he came back to his senses. He raised his hand and rubbed his temples. He was still a little confused when he was still sleepy. How could he be on the bed?
Nanmenxiu remembered that he was chatting with Si Fengsu before, why did he suddenly wake up from the bed?
Nanmenxiu moved his body, and then suddenly came back to his senses, remembering those things before.
A large number of memories poured into his mind, which made his head ache, but what made him even more uncomfortable was the painful emotions that followed.
Nanmenxiu smiled, incomparably self-deprecating and bitter.
He sat up from the bed, looking at his hands and body, an inexplicable sense of fear surged into his heart instantly.
He was still talking to Si Fengsu just now, and now he was lying on the bed, so it was self-evident what happened in between.
There is another person living in his body.
That person can replace him at any time and do things that he has no memory of at all.
Thinking of this, the fear in Nanmenxiu's heart instantly spread, making him have the urge to scratch his body.
If he is not even himself, what is he?
Nanmenxiu was a little panicked, he got up and walked around the room.
He didn't know what he was going to do, but if he didn't do something, the feeling of fear would keep coming, as if it was going to swallow him up.
After walking around the house twice, the uneasiness and fear in Nanmenxiu's heart did not disappear, but fermented more intensely.
He walked around the house again, but finally couldn't bear it, and squatted down.
He held his head and couldn't even breathe.
Squatting on the ground, Nanmenxiu felt the temperature of his body under the palm of his hand, knowing that his body was still under his control, he gradually calmed down.
He was still uneasy, but his fear gradually faded a little.
He stood up, found a stool beside him and sat down, and after sitting down, he found that there was a mirror in front of him.
He looked in the mirror, looking at the ugly face in the mirror, and those eyes full of panic, he suddenly remembered something.
He suddenly remembered where he had seen those painful and heavy eyes.
The pair of eyes seen in the mirror grew on him, they were his own eyes.
The owner of those eyes that made him feel out of breath just by recalling them was himself.
At the beginning, he couldn't understand his concubine's actions, but he had to hurt those around him, so he was always uncomfortable.
These eyes were him at that time, every time his mother and concubine left, he could see himself in the mirror like this.
But then he didn't know when it started, and he gradually forgot about those unhappy things, and he lived happily every day.
Thinking of this, Nanmenxiu opened his mouth slightly, but couldn't make a sound for a while.
The person in the mirror did the same thing as him, and the expression on his face became more and more sad.
Looking at the mirror, Nanmenxiu suddenly thought of another person in his body, wondering if that person was suffering as much as him.
No, he should be in much more pain than he is.
Because he's the one who throws everything at that person, hides himself and pushes the other him out to face the shitty things.
Thinking of these, the fear and terror in Nanmenxiu's heart gradually disappeared, replaced by a constant surge of guilt.
His father's affairs, his mother's concubine's affairs, and those affairs in the court.
All of this, which should have been something he should have experienced, was pushed out by him selfishly, and let the other one bear it.
He has suffered so much in the past few days, but the other has endured it for nearly ten years. How much pain should he suffer?
The elder brother in his memory could not help reappearing in his mind, he was so gentle and took care of him in that way.
He didn't know why the other him became the brother he remembered, but when he thought that the other person had endured all these years for him, he felt more and more guilty.
Nanmenxiu lay down on the dressing table exhausted, like a fish out of water, he couldn't even breathe.
After a long while, he finally squeezed out a voice from his extremely bitter throat, and he said, "I'm sorry..."
Nanmenxiu kept repeating this sentence, he didn't know what else he could say, so he could only keep apologizing.
Thinking that he was even afraid because of the existence of the other party just now, Nanmenxiu felt so ashamed.
What right did he have to be afraid of fear?Obviously he is the one who is selfish.
"I'm sorry." Nanmenxiu's voice was a little choked up and extremely hoarse.
What kind of selfish person can do this kind of thing, and even divide himself into two, just to hide himself.
"It's okay, don't be sad." A voice suddenly sounded.
Nanmen Xiu's body shook, and he raised his head abruptly.
The house was empty, and there was no second person.
Nanmenxiu looked at the mirror in front of him again, but in the mirror was only his red-eyed, surprised face.
It was also at this time that Nanmenxiu realized that the voice just now didn't sound like it sounded in the room, but it was more like it sounded directly in his ears and in his mind.
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Netizen: Why bother if I don’t love you? Comments: Why is there no more
Netizen: Hong Yu commented: You have a really big brain hole, but it is very beautiful
Netizen: Ru Mu Xiyu commented: Oh, do you really not consider letting the two personalities fall in love with each other?
Netizen: Jessica commented: Huh, Xiu is too miserable, mom doesn’t love qaq, dad doesn’t love
Netizen: Baby Yu w Comments: I actually guessed me right when I saw this (●°u°●)?? "Although Nanmen is so miserable, I can't be happy. Great writing, great work!
Netizen: Yun Yichen Comment: Really
Netizen: Sister Xiaobai Comments: How can there be such a mother, she is crazy
Netizen: Qiqi commented: So the brother Huang in memory has another personality?
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Netizen: Gulu Comment: This is too annoying
Netizen: Boyfriend Bai Chuan commented: Unexpectedly, it turned out to be a split personality! !I thought it was just amnesia or someone tampered with my memory! !
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"It has nothing to do with you." Nanmenxiu pushed away Si Fengsu who came up to him.
He doesn't like Si Fengsu because Si Fengsu makes everything worse.
If it weren't for the fact that he was in the palace of the Qi Kingdom, he couldn't do it easily, and he even wanted to kill this person directly.
He wanted to kill everyone who hurt Nanmenxiu, not one left.
Si Fengsu looked at the person in front of him, he took a step forward and wanted to say something more, but when the words reached his lips, he swallowed them back forcefully.
During this period of time, it was another Nanmen Xiu who appeared all the time. Calculating the time, it has been maintained for a long time.
According to the past situation, there is nothing strange about the appearance of this person now.
It's just that if he cares about it, he will be confused and confused.
Si Fengsu took a deep breath, trying to comfort himself and calm himself down.
In the current situation, even if he yelled, it was useless.
Si Fengsu looked at Nanmen Xiu in front of him, but with just one glance, the suffocating pain that he had managed to suppress immediately spread to his whole body.
At this moment, Nanmenxiu was carefully looking at the position of the door and the window. He was thinking about something, and he seemed to be preparing to escape.
"Where are you going?" Si Fengsu stood in front of him.
Nanmenxiu, who had been paying attention to the door and the window, heard this, and finally turned his head to look at Si Fengsu, and said, "He doesn't want to stay here."
For Nanmen Xiu, this place was like a prison.
Even though there is everything here, picturesque scenery, and seemingly endless freedom, Nanmenxiu doesn't want to stay here, not at all.
Hearing this, Si Fengsu's body trembled slightly, and his face became more ashen.
The position of his chest trembled twice, it looked like he was about to cough, but he suppressed it.
"But there are imperial doctors here, and there are also female doctors who have studied it." Si Fengsu said dryly.
Nanmenxiu sneered, he only saw disdain for Si Fengsu wanting him to disappear.
He knows the situation of Nanmenxiu himself the best, better than any outsider, so he is even more disdainful.
Si Fengsu saw the disdain in Nanmenxiu's eyes, and a sense of guilt surged in his heart. Now he can no longer hate the person in front of him who has occupied his body, Nanmenxiu, as he did before.
It's just that he feels guilty in his heart, but his eyes are still firm.
No matter what, he is absolutely on Nanmenxiu's side, and will never let anyone take away what belongs to Nanmenxiu.
Si Fengsu clenched his lowered hands tightly, he tried hard to calm himself, and then he said: "Everything is over, the remaining days should be his, Nanmenxiu's." Not the person in front of him.
Nanmenxiu ignored him, but continued to look at the window, thinking about the possibility of escape.
Because of what happened just now, the courtyard outside the door was already full of soldiers, and those people were tense all the time, paying attention to the situation in the house.
As soon as there is a sound in the room, they will rush in immediately.
Those who can be assigned to guard in this palace are not ordinary soldiers. If he really wants to fight, he can't get any good in this room, and it's better outside the room.
Now that he appeared, the internal force in his body was also restored.
With his abilities, if Si Fengsu really didn't want to hurt his body, then he still had a great chance of escaping.
It's just that after escaping, things are a little troublesome.
Yiguo no longer exists now, leaving this palace, he has nothing.
It's not that he can't survive, but it will always hurt his body.
"What's your name?" Si Fengsu's voice abruptly interrupted Nanmenxiu's thoughts.
Nanmenxiu looked back, Si Fengsu was looking at him.
Nanmenxiu frowned slightly, not understanding what the hell Si Fengsu was up to.
"He said he has an older brother named Nanmen Jin." Si Fengsu's tone softened, as if he was chatting with the person in front of him, and he was no longer as tense as before.
Nanmen Xiulue was slightly surprised, but he didn't interrupt Si Fengsu's words, he was quite interested in Si Fengsu's words.
He has always existed, he is different from Nanmen Xiu, he knows everything, but Nanmen Xiu knows nothing about him.
This was the first time he heard Nanmenxiu's evaluation of him from others.
"Can you be called Nanmen Jin from now on?" Si Fengsu asked.
Si Fengsu stopped talking about Nanmen Xiu, Nanmen Jin immediately lost interest in what he said, and continued to look back at the window.
He has gone out and walked around before, and probably knows the way from here to the Imperial Garden.
Judging from the situation at the time, the Imperial Garden was still far away from the place where he left the palace, so it was not a good choice.
Thinking of this, Nanmen Jin showed a bit of displeasure on his face. His time was too short and he had not yet fully grasped the environment.
If he was given more time, he would definitely think of a better way to take Nanmen Xiu out safely.
Nanmen would like to ignore it, but Si Fengsu laughed, and said: "If you don't refuse, I will take it as your agreement, and it's settled like this."
Nanmen Jin ignored Si Fengsu, who was arbitrarily advocating, he remained silent, calculating his chances of winning.
If he is determined to fight for a bloody path, it's not impossible to leave, but he can't let this body hurt so badly.
Nanmen Jin remained silent, but Si Fengsu went to the side and sat down, then began to talk on his own.
"He said that his elder brother has always taken good care of him and is a very gentle person." Si Fengsu said, "He said that you are very smart and always protect him and treat him very well."
Speaking of this matter, Si Fengsu is a bit jealous now.
He could see that Nanmenxiu liked his brother very much. When talking about Nanmenjin, the expression on his face softened. This was probably an existence that he could not replace anyway.
Nanmen Jin looked over, he was very concerned about Nanmenxiu's matter.
Si Fengsu also saw that he was interested, and he continued: "He said that when he was angry when he was young, he liked to run to his concubine mother, and his concubine mother would always comfort him gently, and then you would appear. You always like to bully him and make him even more angry."
Nanmen raised his eyebrows.
"But soon, you will make him laugh again and take him to play together." Si Fengsu's voice was calm, making people feel calm.
"He also said that you are smarter than him and more suitable to be an emperor. He was able to become a prince and a king because you let him, and he always felt that he owed you something."
"He also said that you gave him a lot of ideas and helped him a lot when you were in the palace."
"Even before, he always felt that when Qi State's enemy army attacked the Yi State's palace, you were the one who led the last imperial guards outside the palace to protect him."
"He always thought that you died in battle outside the palace protecting him. For this reason, he became furious and hated me so much that he even stabbed me several times, trying to kill me to avenge you." Si Fengsu wanted to smile, but he did not. not come out.
Si Fengsu became a little jealous, really jealous.
If possible, he also wants to be someone like Nanmen Jin.
Because if he could do this, he would be able to live in Nanmen Xiu's heart, and he would be able to protect Nanmen Xiu earlier.
If so, perhaps Nanmenxiu would have experienced much less, and he would not have to suffer as much as he does now.
He couldn't and couldn't do these things, but Nanmenjin did.
Nanmen Jin was a little careless at first, but slowly, he turned around and looked at Si Fengsu.
Hearing Si Fengsu's words, his lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't.
He has been quietly watching Nanmen Xiu, never knowing what Nanmen Xiu is thinking, but now that he knows, the corners of his mouth curl up, but his heart feels more distressed.
Nanmen Jin thought about it, and he also spoke, and said with some uncertainty: "Every time that woman punishes him, he will hide."
He didn't know whether he should mention this at this time, he was a little nervous.
He had never talked to anyone about Nanmen Xiu, let alone the other party knew about him and Nanmen Xiu.
Thinking of this, Nanmen Jin couldn't help but look at Si Fengsu again.
After what happened just now, Si Fengsu's face was extremely ugly, his beautiful face was bloodless, and there was a shocking palm print on his neck.
Among all the people, among so many people, only Si Fengsu noticed that Nanmen Xiu was wrong.
Although Si Fengsu did some things that he couldn't say he agreed with, but Si Fengsu was also the only person other than him who had done something for Nanmen Xiu.
Nanmen couldn't say whether he was happy or unhappy, but Si Fengsu was indeed special.
Si Fengsu nodded when he heard the words, he had already guessed it.
So in Nanmenxiu's memory, he always went to his mother's concubine, he felt unhappy, and then Nanmenjin appeared to take him to play.
Probably with his mother and concubine, the memories that Nanmenxiu didn't want to have were all filled by Nanmenjin and replaced with those happy memories.
Talking about this matter, Si Fengsu, who hadn't recovered from the truth of the matter at all, was a little out of breath. He opened his mouth and exhaled foul air.
The memory of Nanmen Xiu in the court hall that Nanmen Jin advised him is probably a replacement for the memory of Nanmen Jin rampaging and killing people in the court hall.
Nanmen thought for a while, and said very seriously: "He is a coward."
His tone was brisk, as if complaining, but extremely gentle.
"En." Si Fengsu nodded again, his eyes were red at that moment, Nanmenxiu was indeed a coward.
Si Fengsu supported his head with one hand, and tilted his head slightly to hide the collapsed expression on his face.
After a long while, Si Fengsu finally regained his strength.
He took a deep breath to calm himself down, but when he spoke again, the choking in his voice hadn't had time to hide it.
He had to clear his throat to complete the sentence.
He said: "You asked me before, if you disappear, who will do for him those things that he is unwilling to face and do?"
"I can tell you right now, I'm here, I'll do it for him." Si Fengsu looked at Nanmenjin quietly with red eyes.
002.
"No matter what happens, I will not let him face it alone." Si Fengsu said firmly.
He had already made up his mind to do this, even if he didn't know about Nanmen Jin, he had already decided to do it.
He became the emperor of the Qi Kingdom, and all he did was originally for Nanmen Xiu.
Si Fengsu's gaze was firm. Although his voice was choked and hoarse, it could not conceal his intentions at all.
Being watched by Si Fengsu like that, Nanmenjin's eyes were shaken for a moment.
A strange feeling welled up in his heart, that feeling made him feel like he was on a lone boat in the vast ocean, floating but inexplicably at ease.
Nanmen would like to look away from Si Fengsu's gaze, he glanced at the open window again, and said, "I'm a little tired."
Si Fengsu stood up, he didn't keep asking, but said: "Then you have a good rest!"
After finishing speaking, Si Fengsu glanced at Nanmen Jin worriedly, and then walked towards the door.
Before reaching the door, Si Fengsu turned his head and said, "I'll send someone to clean up the things in this room later, you should rest well first."
Because of what happened just now, the room is full of fragments of teacups, and it looks a bit messy.
Nanmen ignored it.Si Fengsu didn't mind either, he turned around and went out the door.
A moment later, Si Fengsu's voice came from outside the door.
He asked all the people guarding the door to retreat, and ordered everyone not to spread the matter.
After all the people had withdrawn, the courtyard became quiet again, and it returned to its peaceful appearance in the past.
Nanmen would like to walk to the position in front of the window and look into the courtyard.
Looking at the empty courtyard, he was a little surprised that Si Fengsu really didn't have anyone guarding his side.
After Nanmen stood by the window for a while, he went back to the room and lay down on the bed.
He was indeed a little tired, not because he was tired, but because his body was tired, and Nanmen Xiu was tired.
Perhaps it was because Nanmenxiu knew too many things in a period of time, and his energy was so high that even he felt exhausted.
Lying on the bed, Nanmen Jin looked at the curtain on the top of the bed and let out a breath silently.
He closed his eyes, recalled what Si Fengsu told him about Nanmenxiu before, and slowly fell asleep.
Nanmen Xiu only felt that he had a long, long dream, and dreamed of many messy things.
He dreamed a lot of things, sometimes it was a beautiful dream, sometimes it was a mess of plots that he didn't know what it was, maybe it was just a fragment, maybe it was just a thing.
Sometimes those fragments can be connected in series, and sometimes they are too fragmented.
Sometimes he would dream about his childhood, his mother and concubine were extraordinarily gentle to him, would personally cook for him, and would coax him to sleep.
He would also dream of the scene when his father held him in his arms to review the memorials. At that time, his father always liked to ask him what he thought, and he would think seriously and speak seriously, and then tease his father. Gotta laugh out loud.
In the dream, he also had an older brother.
His elder brother is one year older than him, seven points similar to him, and taller than him.
His brother was smarter than him, much smarter, which made him very envious and admired.
His elder brother is also much more mature and stable than him, he will coax him every time he is upset, and he will immediately stand up to protect him when he is in danger.
In the dream, Nanmenxiu held his brother tightly, for fear that he would disappear.
In the dream, he turned into a child, holding his brother's hand and acting like a baby all the time.
His brother had a helpless expression on his face, but he still reached out to rub his hair.He didn't push him away, let him act like a baby with his arms folded, and said that he would always be with him.
Listening to his brother's words, Nanmenxiu gradually felt relieved, and he gradually fell asleep.
He slept soundly and at ease.With his brother around, he would no longer be afraid.
But when he fell asleep, he heard someone talking.
The voice was only a little bit at first, but it gradually became louder, and he recognized that it was Si Fengsu's voice.
Si Fengsu kept calling him, as if trying to wake him up.
Listening to the non-stop sound, Nanmenxiu felt a little annoyed, because he was so sleepy, so sleepy, he wanted to sleep.
Nanmen Xiu ignored the voice, but Si Fengsu kept calling his name.
Si Fengsu seemed very sad, his voice was choked up, as if he was crying.
In a daze, Nanmenxiu suddenly remembered Si Fengsu's face full of pain and suffering.
Obviously he was the one who should be sad, but Si Fengsu seemed to be sadder than him, his voice became choked, as if he was about to cry.
Thinking of this, Nanmenxiu couldn't help laughing, Si Fengsu looks stupid and not very smart, it's not good to like anyone, but he just wants to like him.
Thinking about Si Fengsu's sad face for him, and thinking about it, he regained consciousness little by little.
Nanmenxiu was lying on the bed, and what he saw when he opened his eyes was the bed curtain above his head.
Looking at the bed curtain, the South Gate was repaired for a while before he came back to his senses. He raised his hand and rubbed his temples. He was still a little confused when he was still sleepy. How could he be on the bed?
Nanmenxiu remembered that he was chatting with Si Fengsu before, why did he suddenly wake up from the bed?
Nanmenxiu moved his body, and then suddenly came back to his senses, remembering those things before.
A large number of memories poured into his mind, which made his head ache, but what made him even more uncomfortable was the painful emotions that followed.
Nanmenxiu smiled, incomparably self-deprecating and bitter.
He sat up from the bed, looking at his hands and body, an inexplicable sense of fear surged into his heart instantly.
He was still talking to Si Fengsu just now, and now he was lying on the bed, so it was self-evident what happened in between.
There is another person living in his body.
That person can replace him at any time and do things that he has no memory of at all.
Thinking of this, the fear in Nanmenxiu's heart instantly spread, making him have the urge to scratch his body.
If he is not even himself, what is he?
Nanmenxiu was a little panicked, he got up and walked around the room.
He didn't know what he was going to do, but if he didn't do something, the feeling of fear would keep coming, as if it was going to swallow him up.
After walking around the house twice, the uneasiness and fear in Nanmenxiu's heart did not disappear, but fermented more intensely.
He walked around the house again, but finally couldn't bear it, and squatted down.
He held his head and couldn't even breathe.
Squatting on the ground, Nanmenxiu felt the temperature of his body under the palm of his hand, knowing that his body was still under his control, he gradually calmed down.
He was still uneasy, but his fear gradually faded a little.
He stood up, found a stool beside him and sat down, and after sitting down, he found that there was a mirror in front of him.
He looked in the mirror, looking at the ugly face in the mirror, and those eyes full of panic, he suddenly remembered something.
He suddenly remembered where he had seen those painful and heavy eyes.
The pair of eyes seen in the mirror grew on him, they were his own eyes.
The owner of those eyes that made him feel out of breath just by recalling them was himself.
At the beginning, he couldn't understand his concubine's actions, but he had to hurt those around him, so he was always uncomfortable.
These eyes were him at that time, every time his mother and concubine left, he could see himself in the mirror like this.
But then he didn't know when it started, and he gradually forgot about those unhappy things, and he lived happily every day.
Thinking of this, Nanmenxiu opened his mouth slightly, but couldn't make a sound for a while.
The person in the mirror did the same thing as him, and the expression on his face became more and more sad.
Looking at the mirror, Nanmenxiu suddenly thought of another person in his body, wondering if that person was suffering as much as him.
No, he should be in much more pain than he is.
Because he's the one who throws everything at that person, hides himself and pushes the other him out to face the shitty things.
Thinking of these, the fear and terror in Nanmenxiu's heart gradually disappeared, replaced by a constant surge of guilt.
His father's affairs, his mother's concubine's affairs, and those affairs in the court.
All of this, which should have been something he should have experienced, was pushed out by him selfishly, and let the other one bear it.
He has suffered so much in the past few days, but the other has endured it for nearly ten years. How much pain should he suffer?
The elder brother in his memory could not help reappearing in his mind, he was so gentle and took care of him in that way.
He didn't know why the other him became the brother he remembered, but when he thought that the other person had endured all these years for him, he felt more and more guilty.
Nanmenxiu lay down on the dressing table exhausted, like a fish out of water, he couldn't even breathe.
After a long while, he finally squeezed out a voice from his extremely bitter throat, and he said, "I'm sorry..."
Nanmenxiu kept repeating this sentence, he didn't know what else he could say, so he could only keep apologizing.
Thinking that he was even afraid because of the existence of the other party just now, Nanmenxiu felt so ashamed.
What right did he have to be afraid of fear?Obviously he is the one who is selfish.
"I'm sorry." Nanmenxiu's voice was a little choked up and extremely hoarse.
What kind of selfish person can do this kind of thing, and even divide himself into two, just to hide himself.
"It's okay, don't be sad." A voice suddenly sounded.
Nanmen Xiu's body shook, and he raised his head abruptly.
The house was empty, and there was no second person.
Nanmenxiu looked at the mirror in front of him again, but in the mirror was only his red-eyed, surprised face.
It was also at this time that Nanmenxiu realized that the voice just now didn't sound like it sounded in the room, but it was more like it sounded directly in his ears and in his mind.
The author has something to say: try to hang some comments, it is said that this can →→:
(Because I was afraid that the speech would be too long to affect the reading, some of the cute little angels didn't hang up, jiu Ni Meng~)
Netizen: Why bother if I don’t love you? Comments: Why is there no more
Netizen: Hong Yu commented: You have a really big brain hole, but it is very beautiful
Netizen: Ru Mu Xiyu commented: Oh, do you really not consider letting the two personalities fall in love with each other?
Netizen: Jessica commented: Huh, Xiu is too miserable, mom doesn’t love qaq, dad doesn’t love
Netizen: Baby Yu w Comments: I actually guessed me right when I saw this (●°u°●)?? "Although Nanmen is so miserable, I can't be happy. Great writing, great work!
Netizen: Yun Yichen Comment: Really
Netizen: Sister Xiaobai Comments: How can there be such a mother, she is crazy
Netizen: Qiqi commented: So the brother Huang in memory has another personality?
Netizen: Hello No Fish
Netizen: Gulu Comment: This is too annoying
Netizen: Boyfriend Bai Chuan commented: Unexpectedly, it turned out to be a split personality! !I thought it was just amnesia or someone tampered with my memory! !
Netizen: Boyfriend Bai Chuan Comments: Ahhhhhhhhhh how is Nanmenxiu doing! ! !
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