touch the back of the unknown

Chapter 14 Chapter 14

Extra Story——Let’s go away in the dust (no relation to the main text)

Yan Wu changed schools.

After hearing the news, He Yi stood expressionless for a while, then smiled indifferently, as if he was about to cry.

Yan Wu's voice on the phone was very low.

"……sorry."

Why are you saying sorry?

They all know that inexplicable... unspeakable thing between the two of them.It seems to be a taboo that cannot be touched.Then stay away like this, the two thought.

Then... stay away like this.

He Yi suddenly burst into tears uncontrollably in Chinese class.

"Uh... what's wrong with you?" The deskmate was a little worried.

"It's okay..." He Yi said, he knew that his current appearance must be ugly and embarrassed.

I... actually...

He Yi thought in his dreams countless times that he opened his mouth, but he couldn't finish his speech every time.

actually, I……

If we meet in many years, I will say...

"Are you ok?"

how are you doing

There is a phone call, there is sex, but I have never contacted him, and I have never paid attention to the other party's developments. I just let the other party's shadow become weaker and weaker until I can't remember what he looks like.

How can I not remember clearly, it has been deeply engraved in my bones.When did it happen?When have you been unable to forget the other person's face?Never noticed it.

When I was most desperate, I would cry bitterly during the day.

You are the one who has experienced the most extreme despair.

See you again...will we still be friends?

He Yi was admitted to the university. Although his illness seriously affected his studies, he forcibly suppressed everything about himself. Every night, in order not to think of that person, he had to bury everything in the textbook , exercises or words.

A key point, it can be regarded as an explanation.He Yi thought that his parents were very happy and invited many people.

It's just that the doctor said: "Your basic mood is getting lower and lower."

Low to no fluctuations.

Is it time to have a girlfriend?He Yi thought meaninglessly.

He Yi's looks are not bad, and he has no shortcomings. He can still find a girlfriend.

Just her.He Yi looked at the blushing girl in front of him and thought, just one sentence away is ok, hurry up and make it quick.

"I……"

The script has been written a long time ago, and you are only one sentence away from the group, so let's talk.

I……

Those scripts have been staged countless times in dreams, but the people in front of them...

He Yi smelled the slight fragrance of the girl's hair in the air, it was soft, it was a girl's breath.

"actually, I……"

"Dream in a dream that can't wake up"

"Red under house arrest in the red line"

"All the stimulation leaves the pain of fatigue"

"No more indifference"

"When I hug you from behind"

"What I look forward to is her face"

The sudden singing, Eason Chan's voice echoed in this cafe.

When I hug you from behind, whose face am I looking forward to?

"I remembered that I still have something to do, I'm sorry, let's go first." He Yi smiled, leaving the girl's disappointed expression behind, turned and left resolutely.

several years?How many months?How many days?

11 years have passed like this, I can't remember many things between us, in fact, we don't have any memories, right?But... I still miss you.

My miss... can you feel it?

This is not love, but obsession, He Yi thought.

Really... isn't it love?

In the mirror is a young elite, with a house and a car, young and promising, and his looks are not sorry for human beings, only one family is missing from perfection.

He Yi would still sit on the chair, listen to the song, his eyes were red as he listened.

An Shun softly hummed the song "Red Rose" and walked behind him.

"Should I go to him?" He Yi asked An Shun behind him.

An Shun didn't answer, but still hummed the song softly.

He Yi listened, and tears slowly flowed down.

"But I can't even remember what he looks like..." He Yi sobbed like a child.

11 years, 11 years of depression, 11 years of missing you, 11 years of nostalgia, but I have not been able to shed tears for others, because you have been deeply rooted in my heart, if I uproot you, I will will die too.

An Shun hummed softly, and looked sideways at He Yi.

Suddenly An Shun turned into He Yi, and He Yi sat there, humming softly, looking at He Yi who was crying indifferently.

I have been looking forward to a coincidence, looking forward to reuniting with you at a time and place that I never thought of, and then the story will have a perfect ending.

It's just that, after all, it's a story.

You...actually...

you actually...

I've been watching him in the dark...

Watching him get admitted to that university, watching him enter the company, watching him make a girlfriend, watching him smile at that woman without love in his eyes, watching him arrange the wedding with a deadpan face.

He Yi suddenly wanted to laugh, who was he laughing at?Which one are you laughing at?

He took a deep breath, closed his eyes, never wanting to look at the sky he had been watching for 26 years, and then fell back, gracefully.

A broken red rose was left in place.

The suicide note is not long, even short.Friends and colleagues around me feel sorry for such a promising young man who has suffered from depression for 11 years.

He Yi's funeral and Yan Wu's wedding were held on the same day.

He Yi's relatives were weeping when he entered the grave, but Yan Wu's relatives were happy that he entered the grave of marriage.

Yan Wu took the woman's hand and suddenly thought of He Yi for no reason.

Suddenly he felt a chill in his chest, he was a little dazed, he lowered his head dully, and saw that the white suit was dyed red.

Weddings become funerals and funerals become weddings.

An Shun presided over the wedding, and then placed a large bouquet of roses between the two tombstones.

He turned away.

He Yi suddenly opened his eyes, and saw the sun was shining brightly outside the window.

He yawned.

"Let me tell you, I had a long, long dream..." He said to his deskmate, "I dreamed that I had depression and fell in love with a man..."

"Haha, you don't like me, do you?" said the deskmate.

He Yi smiled and said, "Go away."

After a while, when the tablemate almost forgot about it, He Yi suddenly poked him and said, "Hey Qi Xingyan, do you know that there is a Yan Wu in class seven?"

"I know, I know." Qi Xingyan said, "What's wrong?"

He Yi smiled: "Nothing."

He thought, the weather is really nice today...how about I go to Class [-] to have a look later...

The people at the back table sang softly, and the singing echoed around.

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