Twenty rings

Morse code is what he tricked himself into learning.He will discuss the password and memory method of a letter with himself every day.For example, V of LOVE, the bastard will sincerely say "this is the best code to remember", but in fact, every code in his mouth is the best to remember.

He said that Beethoven's Symphony No. 5 is the Symphony of Destiny, which was called the Symphony of Victory by the Allies during World War II, because the Roman word for [-] is V, and the Morse code of VforVictory.V is the same as the beginning of the Symphony of Destiny. Dangdang party, "..._".

A month later, Shang Tang found that he actually had a general impression of the Morse code of each letter. He asked Xia Ke: "Why do you learn this?"

Xia Ke half-truthfully thought: "In case I need to cheat someday..."

Shang Tang wanted to strangle him to death.

He just talked about it, and he likes to play with Shang Tang, and when he gets angry, he can be cheeky and coax him.

But this time Xia Ke stepped down to look for Shangtang, and Shangtang was long gone.Xia Ke was stunned, Xue Chaoyang was picking up the electric guitar, chatting with Maomei, and casually said: "Don't look for him, I searched for him thousands of times in the crowd, and that person is not in the dimly lit place. He ran away long ago."

Xia Ke stood for a while in the bustling crowd.

Seeing his back, Xue Chaoyang felt so sad, his heart softened, and he said with a smile, "Mr. Xia, why don't we go for a string together and form a lovelorn alliance tonight, and I'll pick up the garlic for you."

"Thank you." Xia Ke also smiled: "I still want to stay a little longer."

Also wait a little longer.

He won't chase after him, but chases him to Shangtang's apartment.he can not.

Xia Ke set limits for himself, the first time he confessed his love, he gave roses but he didn't make it clear, so he gave himself a chance to tell Shang Tang that I love you.But I can't ask you to love me.

Lawyer An Da's words are still in my ears, other people's parents are still alive, don't lead others to the trail.

He just waited to see if Shang Tang would come back.

The next performance on the stage made him dizzy, so he put on his earphones again, put his hands in his pockets, and walked along in the crowd of juniors and juniors.Although the person is 1.8 meters tall and the target is obvious, he was not recognized when he was wearing a sweater and hat.

I walked past one stall after another, street lamps and flashlights on the stalls.This campus path tonight has been turned into a rather romantic one.

He couldn't hear it, but after smelling a faint fragrance, he realized that he had walked to a small stall selling scented candles.When he walked to the stall selling succulents in small pots, someone patted him on the back, and when he turned around, a junior sister smiled at him, opened her mouth to say something, and left before he took off his earphones.

He opened the colored paper that was folded into a heart and handed to him.On the light blue paper is very elegant handwriting:

"Hello, unknown senior/sister,

You don't look happy, can you smile when you get the paper? "

The first two words are still reserved, and the last word "smile" is quite playful.

Tao Xin had folded it long ago. These two sentences were not written for him, but a girl who was older and younger wrote this sentence and wanted to give it to the most unhappy person she observed.Give a little warmth to strangers.

Finding out that there is such a good junior sister in their school, it seems that it is not too bad to lose love.

He smiled at the paper as promised, then walked down, and was photographed again, this time it was a junior, without the junior speaking, he heard the phone ring when he took off the earphones, the junior who photographed him didn't have to speak, he made an exaggerated comparison of the phone Gesture, and ran back to the group of friends with the skateboard in between.

The calling number is Shangtang.

His fingers stopped on the connection, his heart was beating violently.

There was silence on both ends of the phone.

"Isn't it enough to be a brother?" Shang Tang finally asked.

It is safest to be a brother.If you engage in homosexuality and break up due to family or social pressure, I am afraid that there will be no future, and it will be embarrassing to meet each other.

Why not be a brother, Shang Tang can still help him clean up the dormitory with a sullen face, and it is just a harmless ridicule to be called Shuang'er.This kind of relationship can last for a long time, even if both of them are married and start a family, they can still enjoy the gender benefits of a patriarchal society shamelessly: after marriage, a woman values ​​her best friend more than her husband, and people will think she has problems; It's normal to see him more than his wife, and at most he will be said to be too loyal.

He studies financial management and knows how to calculate risks.Why give up being safe for a long time and choose to be together for a long time under various pressures.

But Xia Ke said: "You want to be brothers, but I can't go back to we are still brothers from the way I treat you. If you can't accept my feelings for you, just tell me and I will stay away from you."

He tried to be a brother with Shang Tang, and he promised Shang Tang to try.But if he can't do it, he can't do it. He doesn't want to lie to Shang Tang and himself.

"Will you stay away from me?"

"Whatever you need."

I don't need it, I never need it.Shang Tang thought.

They fell silent again.Xia Ke turned against the crowd, walked towards the dormitory building, and walked up the stairs step by step. The sound of breathing was unhurried and clear, right next to Shang Tang's ear.

Then he pushed open the door, and this time he ended the topic: "If there is nothing else, that's it." But he remembered the glances on and off the stage, the tiredness on Shang Tang's face: "Go to bed early, Shang Tang. "

"...Goodbye." Shang Tang hung up the phone.

He didn't sleep well.

Shake kept replaying the moment he watched him on stage.

Sometimes he is on the stage and he is under the stage; at other times he is under the steps and he is on the steps.

The scene of him falling down the steps is the scene that he fears the most in his 21 years of life.

I was so afraid that it took me a long time to realize that it was fear.At that time, I only remembered that all my feelings disappeared, and I couldn't move, as if I was fixed on the spot, and I could only watch.

At that moment, it was shameless to say that he was willing to exchange anything for Xia Ke.As long as he's okay, nothing matters.This life can be given up, not to mention the plans made in this life, good husband, good father, bullshit, general manager and chairman, it's a ball.I didn't care at the time.

People are really strange. At critical moments, I can spare no expense for Xia Ke, but after confirming that he is fine, I just want to retreat to a safe distance for safety.