Twenty rings

In the auditorium, Director Xue summoned Zhou Minmin: "Minmin."

Zhou Minmin's little classmate ran over excitedly: "What's the matter?"

The stage was still rehearsing, and Zhou Minmin was studying to make the record coordinator. Xue Chaoyang looked kindly at Xiao Zhou: "Have you been free these two days?"

Zhou Minmin smiled as if nothing happened.

These two days he is also contradictory.The senior is not happy, even if he tries hard to make the senior happy, the senior is just pretending to be happy.Rather than letting him pretend, wouldn't it be better if he didn't show up?

By the night of this Wednesday, Xia Ke couldn't remember how long he stayed up all night, like a broken computer that has been turned on continuously without taking a break.Sitting on the bed and falling asleep, he was awakened by the vibration of the mobile phone, his brain was stuck, and his eyelids could not be opened at all. During the first wave of vibration, he ignored the call. He was too tired and threw away the mobile phone to sleep.But subconsciously, he always remembered whose call this might be, so he opened his eyes and answered.

"...My dad just came out of the operating room." He heard a voice he hadn't heard for several days.

Shake said, "Are you okay?"

It was only when he made a sound that he realized that his voice was extremely deep and drowsy.

He sent a message to ask these four words on the first day Shang Tang left, but he didn't get any reply, so he wisely stopped sending them.

Shang Tang said, "I'm in 3XX Hospital."

Obviously unable to bear it, watching his stepmother and sister guarding his comatose father after the operation through the glass of the ward, at that moment he couldn't control himself anymore, and called someone he absolutely didn't want to find.His tone was cold and restrained.

Xia Ke's head was still groggy, and he walked out with his mobile phone, blowing cold wind: "What kind of surgery is it, uncle?"

"...The heart was discovered early, after consultation with experts, the bridge was successfully bypassed, and it will be fine after waking up from anesthesia."

Then the conversation fell silent, and Xia Ke said, "What about you?"

I feel bad.Shang Tang said: "My parents are divorced."

Shake knew it before.

Shangtang continued: "I found out that they divorced early in the second year of junior high school. They divorced in my elementary school and kept it from me for two years. When I found out, they told me that the divorce was only in name, because my mother's business was getting bigger and bigger. , my dad was still in a state-owned enterprise at that time, fearing that it would affect my dad's promotion, so he divorced in name. He told me that the relationship is still there, and they are still husband and wife behind closed doors, and we are still a family of three."

"I believed it. Then in the first year of high school, I met my dad and his wife. His wife was eight months pregnant. I asked him what to do with my mother. He said that he was sorry for my mother first, but my mother already knew about it. She also has a new partner."

"They told me that when I was in elementary school, their divorce was really just a fake, to deceive outsiders. Who knew that after they divorced, they made the fake come true. Before I found out, they were still together reluctantly. After I found out in the second year of junior high school, they were completely relieved. He told me that the divorce was fake, but in fact..."

What he doesn't accept is not the divorce of his parents—if he told him about divorce in elementary school, he would leave—it's that they lied to him time and time again that the family is still there, the family has not broken up, and they turned around and used the cruelest way to let him go. He found that "family" was just a warm deception.

This is simply an absurd drama in the new era, which makes people laugh and laugh.The husband and wife divorced in order to make the husband's promotion go smoothly, and it turned out that the fake show was real.

Since then, he has repeatedly told himself that I will not do this.I will show them what marriage and family should look like.I will be a good husband, loyal to my future wife, and I will be a good father, a father with integrity.Marriage is sacred and so is family.

Shake couldn't give him the marriage and family he longed for.

Shake said, "I know."

Knowing that Shang Tang will find himself when the night is uneasy, even if he will not accept himself.

Shang Tang said: "I don't know if I can hate him anymore."

"You want to hate him?"

Shang Tang was silent.

When I grew up and went back to his father's house, I felt a strange feeling.

His dad loves him.

If he doesn't reconcile with his parents, he will be like an ignorant kid.

You are happier than 90.00% of [-]% of your peers in the world. You have a lot of wealth. You have no brothers to divide the family property, and the family property earned by your parents will go to him.Growing up, you have never been abused, punished, or poor, what more do you want?

But didn't all the loneliness and pain I experienced growing up matter?

Shang Tang said: "If I don't hate him, I feel sorry for myself."

He seemed to hear Shake laughing.

Xia Ke told him, "When I was twelve or thirteen years old, I was extremely hostile, and I hoped for my biological father's sudden death every day."

He said it easily, but Shang Tang shuddered when he heard his tone.

Shang Tang didn't speak, but Xia Ke continued.His biological father was very well off, no matter now or back then, he was powerful and powerful.The old man of the Xia family—his grandfather—had denounced his old professor of the Public Security Bureau during the ten years of catastrophe. The man who was his biological father chased his mother for four or five years under the pressure of the old man of the Xia family, and finally chased his mother. Married with a son, she was conceived by herself before being recognized by the old man of the Xia family.

What happened later was that it took only eight years for the fairy in the sky to become the yaksha at home.How strange is a man, that man has worked so hard to marry his mother, but after only eight years of marriage, love has turned into disgust.

His mother has the kind of character who would rather die than die, and she took the initiative to propose a divorce and took him out of the house, and she was already very sick at that time.After the divorce, the old man of the Xia family actually publicly denied him as a grandson. His mother married into the Xia family only after she was pregnant. Who can guarantee that he must be the seed of the Xia family.

Xia Ke actually laughed: "My mother was so angry that she told me not to listen. She was there. When she recovered from her illness, no one would bully me. After a few days, there was a click, and she was gone."

That man even messed with his grandfather, for no other reason, just as soon as he saw the opportunity.People always think that there is a reason for evil, and it should be reasonable, as if they can avoid it if they can sum up the rules, and it won't happen to them.In fact, there must be some reason for the evil. A child trampled to death a bug.Xia Ke still smiled: "After the funeral, grandpa hugged me and cried, saying that it was okay, and he was still there. But within half a month, grandpa was gone after a bang."

"An old man is still smart, oh, he is actually my uncle. At my grandfather's funeral, he told me to rest assured that he would never say anything like 'what about him'. His old man has been alive and well until now."

Shang Tang did not speak.Shark's cynicism is too heavy.

That's similar to when you came to me late at night with a wound, and I didn't know how to comfort you, so I cut my own scar to show you.

But he selfishly didn't stop Shake from doing it, wanting to hear Shake's voice in his most vulnerable moment.Shake always gives him an emotional support—no matter when he looks for this person, this person is always there.

Xia Ke told him, I won't tell you why you have to hate your parents as a child.Because people who say why it is hard don't understand how hard blood ties can be.That's a good thing. There are people who don't know why, and it proves that there are people in the world who have good blood relatives and happy family life.Although not everyone can be so happy, but it is good to know that some people are happy.

I won't be the one to tell you why, you have reasons for hatred, and there are reasons for reconciliation.But I know that hate is a heavy burden. If you don't want to hate, don't let "I'm sorry" limit you.Carrying a burden that you don't want to carry is the real sorry for yourself.

Shang Tang was quiet for a long time, only the sound of breathing.Xia Ke knew that he wanted to hear him talk, so he continued talking endlessly, pulling away from his parents, smoking cigarettes to refresh himself, and his eyelids were so heavy that he couldn't lift them.But still tell him, when it was early morning, his voice was already hoarse.