Did you spread dog food today?

The evening sun shines through the glass windows on the smooth ground, white walls, and delicate faces.

An Yuan walked out of the office, frowning tightly, his whole body was like a wilted flower, walking with difficulty, aimlessly.

He didn't know where he was going, but he heard Lu Yunxiu's voice, and he said gently and regretfully to the family members at the door of the operating room: "We did our best."

An Yuan stared at them blankly, the family members were weeping uncontrollably, as if they knew this would happen a long time ago, they were not noisy.

Lu Yunxiu walked out of the crowd in frustration, met An Yuan's gaze, with a surprised expression on his face.

Lu Yunxiu approached An Yuan and asked, "Why are you here?"

An Yuan just looked at him quietly and didn't answer him.

Seeing his strange expression, Lu Yunxiu stretched out his hand to grab An Yuan's arm, trying to pull him back to his senses.

"What's wrong with you? Did something happen?" Lu Yunxiu asked worriedly.

An Yuan shook his head, but did not speak.He didn't know where to start, but he was angry and disappointed at Lu Yunxiu's concealment.

Why not let him know this?Why did he always have the hope of living.

"What's the matter with you? Why don't you talk? Is there something that makes you unhappy?" Lu Yunxiu was even more worried about him. Usually, a small mouth can babble so much, but today it was as quiet as a chicken, and even had a sad face.

"I went back to rest."

An Yuan turned and walked away, and Lu Yunxiu followed behind.

"Don't follow me, please!" An Yuan said.

"What's the matter with you?" Lu Yunxiu asked again, he was still smiling during the rounds in the morning, but now his attitude has changed so much, which really confuses him.

"You know what you have done yourself, why do you still ask me?" An Yuan raised his voice, with tears in his eyes.

Seeing him, Lu Yunxiu hurriedly moved over to touch his head, coaxing: "Okay, I won't ask you, no matter what I did, it's my fault to make you unhappy, I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

An Yuan shook off his hand, "You don't know what you're apologizing for? Doesn't that mean I'm making trouble for no reason?"

Lu Yunxiu froze for a moment, turned his face away, his expression was a little tired, just now he was highly concentrated in the operating room, faced with the depression of failure, and now he still has this little princess questioning him, it's no wonder he wasn't tired.

"Why do you say you are hiding it from me? After so many matching failures, why don't you tell me, do you think it's ridiculous and stupid that I look hopeful?"

An Yuan almost yelled out, and the people walking around stopped and cast curious eyes.

Lu Yunxiu was taken aback, "How did you know? Who told you?"

"I saw it in your computer." An Yuan calmed down and said softly.

Only then did Lu Yunxiu remember that he rushed to the operating room just because of the sudden illness of the patient, and forgot to lock the computer.

Lu Yunxiu said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept this from you, I just hope you're not upset."

An Yuan sighed for a long time, and said in a dazed way: "How can I not be sad after so many failures? How can I not be sad if I have not been saved?"

"It's normal to fail many times. After all, it's not easy to find someone with the exact same type as you in the vast crowd, so don't be discouraged, we still have time." Lu Yunxiu put his hands on over his shoulder, and said seriously.

An Yuan said: "I don't have time anymore, I won't have time, Dr. Lu, I checked on the Internet, my disease will be very painful when I am close to death, until I die, or I will choose a painless one. Can you use medicine to die?"

"No." Lu Yunxiu refused without even thinking about it. Although the pain cannot be denied, at least there is still time now, and he must not give up easily.

"Why not? Does Dr. Lu want me to die in pain?" An Yuan asked forcefully.

"We still have time, don't keep talking about death, don't have such negative emotions. I'll take you back to sleep, and I'll accompany you." Lu Yunxiu took his hand and prepared to walk towards An Yuan's ward go.

An Yuan shook off his hand again, "I don't need you to accompany me, I want to be alone."

An Yuan left after speaking, ignoring Lu Yunxiu who was following behind.

In the next few days, An Yuan sat on the bed in a daze, resenting why his parents gave birth to him, because if he was not born, he would be free of illness and would not be so desperate.

He also resented why he didn't get better and made the dean's mother so worried about him.

How much An Yuan hopes that his illness will recover, so that he can eat and drink like others every day, go where he wants to play, and live with Lu Yunxiu forever.

But he couldn't, the heavy blow of reality made him fall, made him slumped, and never had the courage to get up again.

This afternoon, when Lu Yunxiu walked to the door of Anyuan's ward, a few apples flew out from the open door and hit the ground heavily, one piece was deflated, and the juice dripped on the ground.

Then An Yuan's angry voice came from inside, "Get out of here, who told you to come here?"

Lu Yunxiu walked in and saw that it was a little boy in school uniform, about 1.2 meters tall, with a yellow peaked cap on his head, standing obediently by the bed.

"Brother, if you don't like apples, I'll bring you strawberries tomorrow." An Yuan's immature voice was full of tenderness, and he was not frightened by An Yuan's emotions at all.

Standing next to the little boy was a man in a neat suit who looked only in his thirties.

He leaned over and said to the little boy, "Zhouyuan, we should go back, otherwise Mr. An and Mrs. An will be worried."

"No, I'll stay a little longer." An Yuan said.

"You don't need to stay here, get out of here quickly, I don't want to see you." This was An Yuan's dissatisfied voice.

"Brother, why did you drive me away? Isn't it good for me to accompany you?" An Yuan said, trying to reach out to grab An Yuan's hand, but he dodged it.

"Don't touch me, I hate you the most!" An Yuan moved a few inches to the side and said with disgust.

These few days, An Yuan refused to talk to Lu Yunxiu, but when he saw him walk in, he just turned his face away and pretended not to see him.

"Are you so angry today?" Lu Yunxiu knew that he was still quarreling, so he talked to him with a doting smile.

"Can you tell this little brat to go away quickly?" An Yuan said.

Lu Yunxiu sized up the little boy, his eyebrows were somewhat similar to An Yuan's, "Who is he? Why does he look a little like you? Could it be... your brother?"

"No." An Yuan denied it.

An Yuan looked up at the tall Lu Yunxiu, and said with a smile, "Yes, I am my brother's younger brother, and my name is An Yuan."

Hearing the name An Yuan, Lu Yunxiu's expression changed. It turned out that he was the child that An Yuan cried and hated a few days ago.

"How did you find this place?" Lu Yunxiu asked in surprise, their family didn't want An Yuan to disturb them, why did they come to disturb them by themselves?He came here as a child, how did he know it was here?

All of a sudden these questions popped up in Lu Yunxiu's mind.

An Yuan said excitedly: "I heard from grandma that I had an older brother who died of illness. But I saw this older brother at the door the other day. He looked a bit like me. I thought he should be an older brother. He It must have come back to life, so I asked Uncle Li to help me find where my brother is. Since I was a child, I especially hope that my brother can play with me."

Lu Yunxiu looked at the man next to him. This person should be the Uncle Li he was talking about, but why would he help to find him? Since he is the one who helps them settle down, they should all know that the An family does not want to have contact with An Yuan.

The man seemed to see through his mind, and said with a smile: "I brought An Yuan with me when I was a child. I still remember that he folded nine thousand paper cranes for me on my birthday. At that time, he said he wanted to Nine hundred and ninety-nine pieces were folded, but there were too many and I didn’t have the patience to fold them, so I folded nine pieces.”

He said, laughing haha, "I think Xiaoyuan should know that his brother is still there, so he helped him find it."

Lu Yunxiu nodded and smiled, "I see."

An Yuan didn't care about these at all. What he cared about was that he passed away. What is death?His parents actually told this kid that he was dead?Are you so impatient to erase the traces of his existence?

But also, he was almost damned.An Yuan felt sad and sneered.

"Brother?" An Yuan looked over suspiciously.

"Get out." An Yuan spit out the word coldly.

Only then did Lu Yunxiu remember that An Yuan didn't know that the An family had announced that he was dead, so he walked over to comfort him and said, "An Yuan, you don't have to take this matter to heart."

"Let's all go out, I want to sleep." An Yuan lowered his head and got into bed without looking at anyone.

Lu Yunxiu glanced at the bulging quilt, sighed, and said to the man, "He's not in a stable mood recently, let's go out first."

"Okay." An Yuan nodded in agreement.

Lu Yunxiu smiled at him, thinking that this child would never be as cold-blooded as his parents.

The ward suddenly became quiet, An Yuan poked his head out from under the quilt, and saw a few of them chatting happily at the door.

Lu Yunxiu smiled gently at An Yuan, An Yuan stared at them, gritted his teeth, and hummed in his nasal cavity.

Sure enough, as soon as he appeared, I would be replaced.An Yuan thought, lowering his eyelids in disappointment.

An Yuan asked Lu Yunxiu a few questions about An Yuan, and then happily left with that man.