did you lie today

The day of getting married is getting closer and closer, and the anxiety in Lu Cheng's heart doubles, running from the heart to the face, and then scattered to various parts of the body.

Gu Changan couldn't see it unless he was blind. He asked the man what was going on in his mind.

Lu Cheng unbuttoned the top two buttons of his shirt, revealing his slender neck and protruding Adam's apple. He looked up at the sky with a rather melancholy look: "My wife, your man is 1.9 meters tall, tall and mighty, really It's unlikely to fit into a wedding dress."

Gu Changan was stuffing gummy candy into his mouth, when he heard this, his hands shook, followed by a bewildered silence.

Seeing his lover's silence, Lu Cheng's melancholy became deeper and heavier. He pinched his brows and said, "If you really want to watch it, I...I'll try."

Suddenly there was a loud laugh, and when Lu Cheng turned his head, he saw his lover leaning forward and backward with a smile. He looked like a real little fox.

Knowing that he was fooled, Lu Cheng's facial expression was wonderful.

In the end, it became helpless and spoiled.

"Cough...cough cough..." Gu Changan choked on laughter.

"Should!"

Lu Cheng said so, but his big hand touched his trembling back in time, and patted him lightly.

Gu Changan wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, panted lightly, touched the man's short hair, and sighed, "Silly boy."

Lu Cheng's forehead twitched slightly: "So you actually wore it?"

"I don't wear them either." Gu Changan lay down, resting his head on the man's thigh, and said with a smile in a calm tone, "You will be a woman in your next life, and I will buy you a wedding dress."

The three words "next life" were coated with a thick layer of sugar, Lu Cheng took a sip and it was so sweet to his heart, the corners of his lips curled up unconsciously.

Seeing it in a daze, Gu Changan cursed secretly, then raised his head and put his arms around the man's neck, making him bend his back, lower his head, and rub against his thin lips.

Lu Cheng felt a pain on his lips, he stretched his brows, and teased with a relaxed whole body: "So hard, didn't you have enough at noon?"

Gu Chang'an didn't answer, he squinted his eyes halfway, kissed the man carelessly, the lines at the corners of his eyes and brows were so gentle that it was outrageous.

In Lu Cheng's eyes, this appearance was full of great allure. His breathing suddenly became heavy, and he picked up Gu Chang'an in this posture, and walked quickly into the room.

June NO.16, Gu Changan and Lu Cheng flew abroad to a quiet and peaceful town.

Just the two of them.

In the holy church, the priest watched them promise each other, never leave, and stay with each other for a lifetime.

Lichun took the time to call and asked Gu Changan for a video. If there is no video, photos are fine.

Gu Changan sent it to her, and she looked at it and asked him excitedly how he felt, did he feel like he was stepping on a cloud, feeling dizzy?

He didn't feel that way, his hand was always held by Lu Cheng, he didn't know who sweated who got it, it was warm and real.

Come here, simply stay for two nights.

Gu Changan nestled in the rocking chair on the balcony, watching the sunset, the sea, and the man squatting not far away, polishing his shoes.

"Lu City."

"Ok?"

"Turn your head back."

Lu Cheng didn't get impatient, so he turned around cooperatively: "Do you want to do it?"

Gu Changan said it was a fart, he grinned, and there was a smile on his pale face, that smile was kind of mischievous and gentle: "I just want to see you."

Lu Cheng took a deep breath, looked at the half-polished shoes on his hand, then looked at the person in the rocking chair, threw the shoes away the next moment, washed his hands quickly, and hugged the person in his arms for a kiss.

When Gu Chang'an was let go, the setting sun had just faded away, and the scenery in front of him was intoxicating.

On a whim, he said he wanted to take a photo.

So Lu Cheng became his exclusive model, standing here for a while, standing there for a while, taking pictures for a long time before giving up.

Lu Cheng hugged Gu Chang'an from behind, and put his chin on his shoulder: "I'll buy some photo frames when I get back. You can print out our group photos, and I'll put them in one by one."

Gu Changan flipped through the photos: "No."

"What don't you want?" Lu Cheng was not very happy, "There is no photo of the two of us at home, so I have to put eighty or ninety photos."

Gu Changan's mouth twitched: "You want me to be blind, don't you?"

"Just say you're shy?" Lu Cheng pierced his thoughts and pinched his red ears, "Look who is married and doesn't have a photo at home?"

"Although we are very affectionate and don't need photos to prove it, I still want to see our group photo at home."

As soon as Gu Changan's words were on his lips, he heard the man lazily say: "As far as our affection is concerned, if you can conceive, you will have several children."

He blurted out angrily: "Several companies? Do you think I'm just a child with bubbles in my mouth?"

Lu Cheng coughed and reminded gently: "Honey, I've got the wrong focus."

"..."

Gu Changan's face was dark. This person's temperament has changed a lot now, and he talks a lot. When he was with him, he almost never lost his temper. When he had nothing to say, the other party just looked for something. Let him simmer.

It must be what the psychiatrist said.

Lu Cheng's thin lips moved around his ears and cheeks: "Chang'an, talk."

Hearing the man's hoarse voice, Gu Chang'an felt a little parched. He closed his eyes to suppress the rising flames, and said in a breath, "I'm looking for some clearer photos, which can be read after washing. !"

Lu Cheng was happy.

Gu Changan selected the photo and asked abruptly, "Lu Cheng, do you want a child?"

Lu Cheng put the cleaned shoes on the balcony to cool off, and said seriously, "How do you say that?"

Gu Chang'an kicked him very lightly: "Speak humanly."

"At that moment, I just sighed with emotion." Lu Cheng said lightly, "You can't have a child, what kind of child do I want?"

Gu Chang'an's cheeks became hot, he subconsciously pressed down on his violently beating heart, and stared at him through the lens.

Lu Cheng took off his glasses on the bridge of his nose and looked at his face up close.

Gu Changan didn't move, just kept the original sitting posture, and let the man's deep eyes lock on him: "Why are you so close?"

Lu Cheng smiled lowly: "I see my wife."

Gu Changan rolled his eyes: "Then did you see anything?"

"I can tell," Lu Cheng sighed, "My wife is so beautiful."

Gu Changan darkened his face: "Change the word."

Lu Cheng said: "The most beautiful."

Gu Changan: "..."

The town at night has another kind of scenery.

Lu Cheng took Gu Chang'an for a walk on the street, and the scent of flowers rushed to his face, refreshing.

Gu Changan stretched his waist, stuffed his hands into his trouser pockets, and walked lazily forward. He didn't know how many times he saw girls flirting with his man, unscrupulous and enthusiastic.

The man walking beside him was different from his sickness. He was tall and straight, resolute and handsome, with aristocratic air in his bones, but he was not a gentleman. He looked cold and cold, and his powerful aura made people shudder.

Gu Chang'an was not at all surprised that he was so popular on the streets of foreign countries.

Lu Cheng was upset: "You seem to be a little jealous."

Gu Chang'an swept away those fiery eyes cast on his man: "Please forgive me, I can't eat it at all."

Lu Cheng's facial muscles twitched.

Gu Changan pushed his glasses, and said, "Lu Cheng, someday you won't be secretly looking for a little lover, will you?"

Hearing this, Lu Cheng almost staggered: "Is my brain flooded?"

Gu Changan didn't answer, he glanced around and said lazily, "Look at this colorful world."

Gu Changan didn't hear what Lu Cheng said, so he asked again.

"I didn't know whether the world was a flower or not. I just thought it was too noisy." Lu Cheng said, "I just want to keep an eye on you all the time."

Gu Changan's forehead twitched: "Why are you staring at me? Is it possible that I can turn into a butterfly and fly away?"

As if he didn't like the second half of the sentence, Lu Cheng frowned: "Even if you become a butterfly, I will catch you back."

Gu Changan suddenly stopped, turned his face to look at the man, he was silent for a while, and smacked his lips teasingly: "Ganqing's family has two sick patients, next time I go for treatment, you should also register by the way, it's very serious of."

"It's not serious, I just want you to have a full beard all the time."

Lu Cheng held his hand.

Gu Chang'an flicked it twice but didn't shake it off, interlocking his fingers with the man.

Just as Gu Changan and Lu Cheng were on their way back, there was a sudden gunshot.

Gu Chang'an's brain didn't have time to make a complete countermeasure, and his body had already moved one step ahead, grabbing Lu Cheng's arm.

At the same time, Lu Cheng also grabbed his shoulder.

The two quickly moved away from the scene of the shooting.

The gunshots destroyed the beauty of the small town, and also swallowed up the tranquility that Gu Changan gained here.

Lawbreakers were shot dead on the spot, some were injured and some died.

The attack added a most horrific touch to the night.

The strong smell of blood was mixed in the air, floating everywhere, completely covering the scent of flowers.

When Gu Changan saw the bloody corpse, his temples throbbed wildly. He stretched out a hand and pressed his shoulder to make him turn his back. Only then did he realize that his back was covered in sweat.

Over the years, Gu Changan has seen quite a few shooting incidents in foreign countries. He only read the reports. He forgot what his attitude was, maybe it was none of his business.

It was the first time to witness it with my own eyes.

Gu Changan pursed the corners of his lips without saying a word, his hanging hands trembled a little, his breathing was disordered, and his face was even paler than usual.

Sensing that something was wrong with Gu Changan, Lu Cheng sullenly took him back.

Gu Chang'an inadvertently caught a glimpse of a five or six-year-old boy lying on the ground, next to an apple that had been eaten a few bites, mixed with bright red blood.

Human affairs are impermanent, life is too fragile, Gu Changan thought to himself.

That night, Gu Chang'an, who hadn't had a dream for a few days, had a nightmare. He woke up in a panic, and he was surrounded by a man in his arms, somewhat exhausted. His pupils were dilated, and he hadn't returned to disappearing.

There was a warm touch on the forehead, between the eyebrows, and the tip of the nose, all the way down, and it stopped on his lips and rolled. Gu Changan's consciousness gradually recovered. He hugged the man's back, with a bit of fear on his sweaty face. .

"what time is it?"

Lu Cheng's voice was hoarse: "It's past two o'clock."

Gu Changan restrained his emotions, pursed his dry lips, and said, "I want to smoke."

Lu Cheng was silent.

Gu Changan didn't want to play around with him at this time, so he immediately backed down and said, "Then let me have some wine."

Not long after, Lu Cheng brought a glass of red wine to Gu Changan: "That's all, drink it and sleep."

After taking a few sips of red wine, Gu Chang'an let out a long sigh of relief. He put his hands on both sides of his head, rubbed his forehead vigorously, and the tense string in his mind was slowly loosened.

Lu Cheng didn't ask him what nightmare he had, so as not to irritate him a second time.

"Go take a shower."

Gu Changan was lazy and had cancer: "I don't want to wash."

"It's all wet," Lu Cheng touched his wet clothes, "How can you sleep without washing?"

Gu Changan lay down on the bed: "Just let it dry naturally."

Lu Cheng dragged him into the bathroom without saying a word.

After taking a hot bath, the pores of Gu Chang'an's body opened up, and the night breeze immediately clung to him with a coolness. He shivered coldly and plunged into Lu Cheng's arms.

Lu Cheng stroked his hair a few times, and kissed on the top of his hair: "Go to sleep."

Gu Changan thought he couldn't fall asleep, but he didn't expect to fall asleep unconsciously.

But he didn't sleep well tonight, and not long after he fell asleep again, he had another nightmare.

Lu Cheng didn't close his eyes, he first heard the suppressed sobs of the person in his arms, which gradually turned into panicked cries.

Due to his personality, the emotions that are only released when he is awake are all revealed in his dreams.

This is a bad thing, but also a good thing.

At least there is an outlet.

Lu Cheng frowned and pressed him to his chest, kissing the tears and cold sweat on his face over and over again.

The next day, Lu Cheng took Gu Changan back to the country, and there was a shooting incident, so they didn't have the heart to stay and play.

After returning home, Gu Changan stayed at home for only two days, and bought a lot of seeds online, including flower seeds and vegetable seeds.

He dug a piece of land on the south side of the yard, and he looked like he was going to do a big job.

Lu Cheng saw that he was digging with a hoe dignifiedly, and asked him if he wanted to buy a spittoon.

Gu Chang'an didn't understand for a while: "Why buy that thing? The toilet at home is blocked?"

Lu Cheng raised his eyebrows: "I'll save you some fertilizer."

Gu Changan: "..."

There was no one around the courtyard, so Gu Changan could do whatever he wanted, and this toss inspired his farming skills.

In the evening, Gu Changan went to water with a bucket of water. He was wearing a T-shirt, and there were more than a dozen scars on his arms, which were very shallow and could not be seen from a distance. Can't help but guess the story behind those scars.

Lu Cheng twirled the ring on his ring finger, and his eyes fell on the person not far away, with a white T-shirt, blue jeans, clean eyebrows and eyes, like a freshly graduated college student.

"Hold!"

Gu Changan suddenly dropped the hoe, and hugged his left leg with a distorted expression.

Lu Cheng walked over quickly, and carried the man home from the field: "Let me take a look at the shoes."

Gu Changan didn't take off.

His left foot was hit by a hoe, and the pain made his eyes stare. Now it seems that the pain is not so bad, and it seems to be more painful.

During this period of time, I have been fattening, and the muscles of the whole body are in a state of shutdown, so the pain is unbearable.

Lu Cheng and Gu Changan were in a stalemate for more than ten seconds: "What's the matter?"

Gu Changan turned his head slightly, and his voice was quite erratic: "I sweated a lot, and the inside of my shoes was wet."

Lu Cheng hummed: "So?"

Gu Changan continued to speak in an erratic voice: "That's why I have smelly feet."

Lu Cheng: "..."

Dare to feel sorry.

Lu Cheng was a little helpless, the more he got in touch with, the more he realized that his lover was actually quite innocent, and those masks were peeled off layer by layer, leaving only the two colors of black and white, which can be seen at a glance.

Gu Changan kicked the man with his right foot, "I'm going to take off my shoes, get away from me quickly, or I'll faint from the smell, and I won't be responsible."

Lu Cheng is as stable as Mount Tai: "It's okay, I smell how bad it is."

Gu Changan glared at him for a while: "Are you sick?"

As soon as the words fell, the sneakers on his left foot were taken off, and a smell of sweat mixed with the smell of the shoes itself rushed out.

Seeing that the man was silent, Gu Changan couldn't help but tease: "Did you get dizzy?"

"The toe is broken," Lu Cheng's tone was cold and angry, "You don't feel it?"

When Gu Changan was reminded by him, he realized that the toes were sticky, and his eyes were red with blood.

"..."

Lu Cheng wrapped a circle of gauze around Gu Changan's injured toe, telling him to be honest and stop making trouble.

It was hot, and Gu Changan felt that every cell in his toes was congested, so he simply pulled off the gauze, exposing the wound carelessly.

In any case, Gu Changan is also a wounded person, and the affairs behind the land are left to Lu Cheng.

When fertilizing, Lu Cheng couldn't see it like that, and he suffocated several times.

Gu Changan said that this is a rare opportunity, which allows him to experience what it means to face the loess and turn your back to the sky, and what it means to work so hard and get reaped.

What responded to Gu Changan was the man's complexion that stinks worse than fertilizer.

A thunderstorm came without warning, and Gu Changan, who was sleeping, suddenly woke up. There was no man in the room. He panicked and ran out barefoot without thinking.

After searching in and out of the courtyard, I finally found someone in the field, who was wearing a raincoat and pulling the film there.

He always said that he was tossing, and he was more serious than him after taking over.

Just because that's what he wanted to do.

Lu Cheng found the man in the rain, he wiped his face and shouted, "Where are the shoes?"

Gu Changan was a little dazed: "Huh?"

"Let me ask you," Lu Cheng approached, his eyes frightening, "Where are your shoes?"

Then there was a direct questioning: "It's raining so hard, why are you running out? Can't hold an umbrella?"

There was a buzzing in Gu Chang'an's ears, and it was rare that he didn't fight back.

She was so preoccupied with running out to find someone, she didn't care about herself.

At night, Gu Changan sat on the head of the bed and let the man put medicine on the toes of his left foot.

The room has never been so quiet, and there are already signs of getting closer to dullness.

Gu Changan suddenly said: "I was wrong."

Lu Cheng was unmoved.

Gu Changan pouted childishly: "I really know I was wrong."

This sounds very sincere, not like a fake.

Lu Cheng threw the cotton swab into the trash, and asked lightly, "Are you at fault?"

The corners of Gu Changan's eyes twitched slightly: "My physique is much weaker than before, and I have to lie down even when it is windy and rainy. Although it is summer, I can't go barefoot. There are many acupuncture points on my feet, and it is easy to let cold air into my body. .”

Lu Cheng remained silent.

"It's raining outside, so I should take an umbrella. If I get caught in the rain, I'm more likely to get sick than other people." Gu Changan squeezed his little finger with a sincere attitude, "I shouldn't be so self-willed."

In fact, it wasn't capriciousness, it was panic, he justified himself in his heart.

Lu Cheng raised his eyelids and looked over deeply.

Gu Changan lowered his head under his gaze, sighed and said, "This time it's my fault, I made you worry."

Lu Cheng still looked at him with familiar eyes, without saying a word.

Gu Changan was inexplicably flustered by the look, and he asked in a hoarse voice, "What are you thinking?"

"I was thinking," Lu Cheng stared at him, but his tone was very calm, "If you are locked in the house and you can't go anywhere, then I can feel more at ease."

Gu Changan laughed purely: "Impossible."

Lu Cheng also knew it was impossible, he pinched the center of his brows violently, glanced at his lover's pale face, and stretched out his hand angrily to pinch it.

Gu Changan was in pain: "Can you be gentle? My face is made of meat."

Lu Cheng said, my heart is also made of meat, can you treat it better?

Gu Changan kissed his chin.

That night, Gu Chang'an developed a fever and coughed so badly that his lungs would pop out.

Lu Cheng stood by the bed and watched him blow his nose: "Uncomfortable?"

Gu Changan threw the ball of paper into the trash can, his throat was on fire: "It's uncomfortable."

Lu Cheng still stood still: "Do you know why I feel uncomfortable?"

"..."

"Cough! Cough!"

Gu Changan coughed, his thin body trembled violently.

Lu Cheng's heart hurt when he saw it, he closed his eyes, stretched out his big hand, put it on his lover's back, and patted it gently.

Gu Chang'an coughed enough, gasping for breath in his throat: "I want to drink water."

Lu Cheng poured water for him.

Gu Changan gulped down half a glass of water, the fire in his throat was not so hot, he showed weakness once raw and familiar twice: "I'm hungry and want to eat."

Lu Cheng brought him a bowl of porridge.

Gu Chang'an glanced at the porridge, and made an inch of it: "I don't want porridge, I want something with flavor."

"Just porridge, nothing else." Lu Cheng ignored his pitiful eyes, and said with a stern face, "If you don't eat it, I'll throw it away."

Gu Changan didn't speak. Seeing the man carrying the porridge and walking out the door, his face twisted: "Come back! I'll drink it!"

Damn, I was eaten to death.

After taking a sip of the porridge, Gu Changan's eyes flickered, he thought of something, and looked up at the man: "Have you looked for him?"

Lu Cheng generously admitted: "Yes."

Gu Changan let go of the spoon, and the spoon made a crisp sound against the porcelain bowl. After that collision, the porridge in the bowl splashed a little and fell on the quilt.

Lu Cheng used to be obsessed with cleanliness. Since he got to know Gu Changan, his living habits have been eroded by him bit by bit. At first he didn't take it seriously, but when he paid attention to it later, it was too late to stop him, so he could only persuade himself to accept the result.

If we put it aside...

Lu Cheng raised his forehead. Before that, he would never sleep in the same bed with anyone.

Not meeting Gu Changan is another way of life.

Gu Changan watched the man grab several paper towels to wipe the quilt: "Did you ask him how to make porridge?"

Lu Cheng: "Yes."

Gu Changan frowned, and pursed his mouth together.

Lu Cheng didn't hear the sound for a long time. When he looked up, he found that the eyes of the person sitting on the bed were wet and red, and he felt that he would cry in the next moment.

But that scene didn't happen, and I got used to holding back.

Lu Cheng wiped the quilt clean, sat by the bed and said, "If you have anything to say, just say it, and I'll listen."

Gu Chang'an picked at the messy hair: "Why are you looking for him?"

"When you were drinking porridge a few days ago, you sluggishly smacked your mouth several times." Lu Cheng's tone was quite sour, "You miss the porridge he cooked for you."

Gu Changan tried his best to recall, and made sure there was no corresponding segment: "I didn't say that, did I?"

"You didn't say it," Lu Cheng glanced at him, "but it was written on your face."

Gu Chang'an's face changed slightly, and it was fleeting. He coldly snorted: "Imagination!"

Lu Cheng really didn't bother to expose his little thoughts.

It is an indelible fact that Wu Dabing spent a long time with Gu Changan.

In some respects, he did understand Gu Changan better.

In other words, some of Gu Changan's flavors were created by him.

Lu Cheng has loved such a person all his life, so he must try his best to treat him well, and give him everything he can, without reservation.

What about face, self-esteem, fame and fortune, they can all be packaged and thrown away.

The first is porridge, and later Lu Cheng wants to learn from Wu Dabing what Gu Changan likes to eat. Fortunately, he doesn't like many dishes, just a few.

Otherwise, Lu Cheng might really cry.

He never dreamed that he, a person who only cared about food, would one day bother to study cooking skills.

When Lu Cheng came back to his senses, the bowl of porridge on the bedside table was gone.

Gu Changan smiled at him tenderly.

Lu Cheng's blood boiled all over his body, he purposely kept a straight face: "What are you laughing at, isn't it uncomfortable?"

Gu Changan didn't speak, but the curvature of his lips remained the same, his eyes were still a little wet, not to mention how attractive that look was.

Lu Cheng cursed vaguely, and pulled him into his arms with great force to kiss him.

Gu Changan hugged his neck.

When Gu Changan recovered from his illness, Lu Cheng became ill, and the two people's states after illness were completely different.

Gu Changan was paralyzed as often as he could, and it was uncomfortable to catch his breath. Lu Cheng was not like that. After getting sick, his vulnerable side showed in a way that was unbearable—that is, tossing and tossing Gu Changan over and over again.

As long as Gu Chang'an fights back, Lu Cheng will look at him with terrifying bloodshot eyes, like a beast in a manic stage, eager to be comforted by its master.

So Gu Chang'an put away his sharp claws, and opened his arms to hug him almost in a gesture of devotion, letting him toss about freely.

Fortunately, Lu Cheng recovered from his illness soon, otherwise Gu Chang'an would really have died at his hands.

I don't know what kind of wind is blowing, Gu Chang'an, who originally said he would not take wedding photos, took Lu Chengcheng to fly abroad, and found a good studio to take wedding photos.

Lu Cheng wanted to take a group photo, and Gu Changan followed his wishes. There were not only simple and casual photos of life at home, but also beautiful wedding photos. Their lives were no different from ordinary couples.

Gu Changan is such a lazy person, he will definitely go one way to the end, he does not leave himself a retreat, and there is no other route.

The devotion of emotion is a long and careful process, for Gu Changan, once in a lifetime is enough.

When the sweet-scented osmanthus bloomed, Gu Changan followed Lu Cheng back to Lu's house.

Before returning, Lu Cheng communicated with his family, so what greeted them was an ancient Chinese wedding.

After going through a set of tedious procedures, Gu Changan fell into bed and fell asleep without taking a shower after being tired.

Lu Cheng sat on the head of the bed, with his elbows on his knees, his upper body leaning forward, looking at the sleeping person softly.

Time seemed to freeze there.

After an unknown amount of time, a servant's voice sounded outside, saying that the old man had come, and Lu Cheng moved his numb legs, got up and opened the door to go out.

The eldest son got married, but there was a small defect in this festive day, which caused Lu Qifeng to come to Lanyuan before he could sleep at night.

Lu Qifeng only married one woman in his life, who was the eldest son's biological mother, who lived in Lanyuan and died in Lanyuan.

The Lu family is so big, and his son wanted to live here, but Lu Qifeng couldn't persuade him, so the number of visits became less and less.

Afraid of hurting the scene.

Lu Qifeng is not a lover, he only had such a desperate relationship with Lin Lan when he was young.

Later, the two separated. Lu Qifeng met his wife and tried to devote himself wholeheartedly, but found that the distance between reality and ideals was far beyond his imagination.

He can't put all his mind on any woman, his status doesn't allow him to do that.

The women around me came and went, and in the end, there wasn't even a single one to talk to, so I had to try my luck with my first love when I was young.

Often have a bad nose.

Lu Qifeng was sitting in a wheelchair with his back to the living room, his eyes were looking at the night sky, and his hand full of age marks was tapping on the armrest of the wheelchair.

Footsteps sounded from behind, stopping behind the wheelchair.

Lu Qifeng didn't look back: "Acheng, let me help you pay attention. The current surrogacy agency is very reliable, and there is no complicated process to have a child."

Lu Cheng said without hesitation: "I don't want it."

Lu Qifeng turned his head, his expression was not very good-looking: "Is this what he meant?"

"That's what I meant," Lu Cheng said, "It's enough for me to have him."

Lu Qifeng didn't agree with this point of view: "Are you still young now, and you will be old in the future? You have no children under your knees, and you don't even have one to die!"

As he spoke, his emotions became agitated. If it wasn't for the fact that he couldn't move his legs, he would have already kicked him.

Thinking of something, Lu Qifeng sneered: "You don't want it, what about him? He is the only one in the Gu family."

Lu Cheng's eyes darkened: "Dad, don't do what you shouldn't do."

"What is something that I, as an old man, shouldn't do?"

Lu Qifeng's lungs were about to explode, "The Gu family has no heirs. I am happier than anyone else. That is the price old man Gu calculated for our family. It is the fate of his Gu family. Now? I want you and Gu Chang'an to have a future. When I get old, someone will take care of me, so I come here to talk nonsense with you..."

Lu Cheng interrupted coldly: "Dad!"

Lu Qifeng confronted his son for a while, then he shifted his gaze to the ring on his son's ring finger, shook his head and said, "Ah Cheng, you were the most like me when you were young, but when you grow up, you are less and less like me."

"Your grandfather arranged for me to warm the bed. I never refused, but you treated them like a scourge."

"Now I know that among all the children, you are the least like me."

Lu Cheng was noncommittal.

Lin Lan knew about Lu Qifeng looking for her son to talk about surrogacy, and she also looked for her son the next day.

However, Lin Lan didn't mention that obstructive matter. His son is not in good health and needs to be taken care of by Lu Cheng for the rest of his life.

Lu Cheng's health is fine, but he is terribly paranoid. The two of them walked forward with each other's support, and neither of them could do without the other, so how could they have the energy to have a child.

Besides, she understands that it is more important for people to live and live well than anything else.

Gu Changan pointed to the piece of peony and told his mother that it was from Lichun's tribe.

Lin Lan didn't show any surprise, she just said: "The garden belongs to Lu Cheng's mother, he values ​​it very much, allowing you to plant peonies there proves his approval of you."

Gu Changan handed over a glass of water: "Mom, I won't be leaving for now."

Lin Lan caught the cup and said softly and slowly, "Okay."

Gu Changan discussed with Lu Cheng about staying for a period of time, and Lu Cheng listened to him.

Gu Changan had a bad premonition in his heart, and that premonition became clearer and stronger after seeing his mother.

Gu Changan lived here before, and Lu Qiming was in the middle to moderate the atmosphere, but this time it was gone, he shaved his head back, and set up a Taoist temple in the south of the city to live in. He had three meals a day, and he didn't care about the big or small things of the Lu family. See through the red dust.

I didn't even drink my nephew's wedding wine, and replaced it with plain water.

Gu Changan went to see Lu Qiming and found that his condition was much better than before, so he didn't go there again.

A person has his own life trajectory, and if he finds a way of living that suits him, he is worthy of living in this world.

Gu Changan saw Twelve half a month later, and the changes were quite big, quite different from the last time we met.

Much more mature and restrained.

It seems that the outside world made him grow up.

Gu Chang'an inadvertently learned that Twelve's younger sister Nineteen was going to die soon, and that's why he hurried back.

Among the brothers and sisters, Nineteen is the closest to him.

He tried his best, no matter how unwilling he was, he could only resign himself to fate.

Gu Chang'an thought for a while, and remembered that he had met a very cute little girl outside the gate of Lanyuan back then.

Nineteen did not die, because a nobleman appeared in her life and tried her best to save her life.

Twelve ran to Lanyuan and said to the person nestled in the chair, "Thank you."

Gu Changan was squatting in the flowers and pruning the flower branches, he waved his hands indifferently: "There is nothing to thank."

Twelve looked at this man's paler face than he remembered, he choked suddenly and couldn't speak.

Gu Changan changed the topic casually: "By the way, which city are you in?"

Twelve's eyes flickered: "What?"

"It's nothing," Gu Changan said with a smile, "If you have any difficulties in the future, you can go to Lan Tan to find me."

Twelve brushes raised his head to look at the person in front of him, he pursed his lower lip: "Gu Chang'an, I can't see through you."

"Normal." Gu Changan said, "We don't know each other well."

The corner of Twelve's mouth twitched slightly, this was the Gu Chang'an he knew, he said goodbye, turned around and left.

Gu Changan vaguely heard a voice, answering his previous question.

"Bada Rin, where is that?"

While Gu Changan was thinking, Twelve was nowhere to be seen.

Not long after, Twelve took Nineteen away, and it seemed that he went to Badalin and would not come back.

Gu Changan came here in August, and when it was the twelfth lunar month of winter, his premonition was confirmed by his mother's way of being covered in dead air.

Two days before New Year's Eve, Lin Lan's deadline came.

When she left home, she was already on the verge of dying, and she just relied on her strong will to survive day after day. She waited until her son got better, and when he got married, there was nothing to wait for.

He still has a long way to go in life, she can only accompany him here, and then leave it to Lu Cheng.

Lin Lan's death caused quite a stir in the Lu family.

The one who reacted the least, but also the most, was Lu Qifeng. He seemed to have suddenly entered his dying years, calmly waiting for that day to come.

Lu Cheng didn't dare to leave Gu Chang'an, fearing that he would do something that would hurt him.

However, Gu Changan didn't cry or make a fuss, he carried his mother's ashes back to the town, and buried her with his father.

It was snowing that day, and Gu Changan stood in front of the grave without saying a word.

Lu Cheng was holding an umbrella, and just as he was about to speak, he heard uncomfortable sobs.

Gu Changan squatted down, buried his face in his arms, covered his head with his hands, and wept uncontrollably.

Lu Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, as long as he could cry.

Gu Chang'an was carried down the mountain by Lu Cheng in the end. He was tired from crying, and spoke in a hoarse voice, without any structure, thinking of what to say.

This is a rare opportunity to vent.

Lu Cheng listened silently, firmly carrying the person on his back.

A year later, when Gu Changan saw Ji Qing again on the street, she pointed to the middle-aged man beside her and said with a smile that he was her husband.

When Gu Chang'an saw the wrinkles in the corners of Ji Qing's eyes when he laughed, it seemed that he had just realized that she had also reached middle age.

She doesn't smile very much at ordinary times, even if she smiles, she just closes it at once, so fast that she can hardly catch it, but now she is really laughing, and she thinks she is living a very happy life.

Ji Qing feels that Gu Chang'an hasn't changed much, and so does Lu Cheng, as if time just passed by them quietly, and he is not willing to devour it.

Soon after that, Bai Yanxiu passed by Lan Tan on a mission and came to visit Gu Chang'an in the courtyard.

Besides him, there are He Lu, Shi Zhang, and a strange handsome man.

Said to be a surgeon returning from abroad.

Some things should be in the past, and only after turning over the page can we see a brand new page.

Always clinging to that page, harming others and ourselves.

Gu Changan would still go fishing, and if he caught a big lie involving death, he asked Lu Cheng to call the police anonymously and provide clues.

There is a large water tank in the courtyard. There is no fish in it, only lotus.

Gu Chang'an didn't want to listen to Lu Cheng's lies, and there should be some privacy between the couple.

Besides, he also trusts each other very much.

One day, the courier brother sent a box of cherries to the courtyard.

Gu Changan didn't give him a look, and went back to his room with a look of complete indifference. When he came out, the courier brother left and the cherries were gone.

Lu Cheng watched Gu Changan wandering around, knowingly asked, "What are you looking for?"

Gu Changan no