Proud Gu Mingyu

Naturally, Chen Lingling would not tell the police that her son is gay and likes men. That sentence never appeared in her later confession, as if it was just Gu Huaili's hallucination, but the motive she made up was full of mistakes from the perspective of Gu Huaili. ——She said that because of love and hatred for Gu Huaili, she wanted to do something to Mingyu.But Gu Huaili knew clearly that Chen Lingling might have had a little affection for him, but those affections were not enough compared to her promotion and her son Zhou Chengcheng. A black heart.

While Gu Huaili felt that his son was too good and too likable, he felt weird. He didn't dare to think about things like men liking men. That feeling made his hair stand on end.

Since Zhou Ming's accident and the arrest of Chen Lingling, Zhou Cheng has been walking around like a dead body all day long. Some time ago, reporters from all over the country were blocked in front of his house. He didn't dare to go out and stayed at home in a daze.Later the reporters dispersed, and he still locked himself at home. An aunt of his brought him some food and daily necessities every few days.

When Gu Mingyu saw him on the balcony, he was standing under the loquat tree, looking up and not knowing what to think.

Zhou Cheng looked very bad, his hair was disheveled, his eyes were dull, his whole body was lifeless, and he looked very haggard.When Gu Mingyu was discharged from the hospital and went home, Ji Linyuan moved him a chair to let him bask in the sun on the balcony, and he was busy making soup for him in the kitchen.

Zhou Cheng's eyes gradually coincided with Gu Mingyu's, he looked up at him, his dull eyes gradually became brighter, and then Zhou Cheng's eyes turned red suddenly, and he covered his mouth and cried softly.

Gu Mingyu was a little moved. I don't know if it was because of guilt towards Zhou Ming, or because of compassion. Gu Mingyu felt that he should go to see him. When he came down from the second floor, he even peeked into the kitchen as he passed by. Ji Linyuan hummed a song After processing the ingredients, Gu Mingyu tiptoed out like a thief.

Seeing Gu Mingyu turn his head away, Zhou Cheng thought that he didn't even want to see him, and felt even more sad. He couldn't stand up straight, and squatted on the ground crying.

Unexpectedly, he suddenly heard a knock on the door. Zhou Cheng thought it was a reporter again, so he stopped crying and held his breath to listen to the sound outside.

"Zhou Cheng, open the door." Gu Mingyu's voice sounded outside the door, Zhou Cheng was startled, it took him a long time to react, he quickly wiped away his tears and jumped up to open the door for him.

Gu Mingyu walked into the courtyard of the Zhou family. He once swore that he would never step in in this life, but when he stood in the courtyard, his heart was not so heavy.

Seeing that the loquat tree was full of golden fruits, and some ripe fruits were not picked all over the ground, he felt very sorry, picked up a cracked fruit from the ground and sighed, "I haven't eaten loquat for a long time. "

Zhou Cheng didn't know how to pick it up. If it was before, he would go up to pick fruits for him without saying a word, but now Zhou Cheng felt that his feet were heavy, and his heart seemed to be pressed down by a mountain. Monkey, the five elements and mountains made him breathless.

Gu Mingyu turned to look at Zhou Cheng, "What are your future plans?"

"I—" Zhou Cheng hadn't thought about this issue yet. He hid at home after finishing his father's funeral. The police contacted him several times, saying that his mother wanted to see him, but he refused all of them. Life is full of failures, as if everything is going away from him.

Gu Mingyu sighed, "I don't know what can help you, but I hope you cheer up, don't you like photography? Go outside and study hard, if you don't want to come back, you can sell the house, so you can Qian Nianshu, when I was in high school, I told you to plan your life in advance, so that you won’t feel that life has no purpose.”

Zhou Cheng originally lowered his head, but when he heard Gu Mingyu's last words, he suddenly raised his head and said, "My goal is you, and I like photography because I want to capture you in the camera, so that I can watch you all the time, University I applied for a school in Beijing, but you went to Chongqing—do you know how desperate I was at that time? It was clearly agreed, no matter what the adults say, we will still be the same as before, you clearly promised me!"

When it came to Zhou Cheng yelling at the end, he stared at Gu Mingyu with wide eyes, tears welled up, and he didn't bother to wipe them off, so he continued, "I know it's my fault, I shouldn't just because Zhou Zhi is my cousin. It doesn't matter, but—but I know I was wrong! Why can't you give me a chance to make up for my mistakes?! Why can you leave so decisively? Gu Mingyu, have you ever liked me?"

Gu Mingyu looked at him, the breeze blew the leaves, and the sun cast mottled silhouettes on them. There was a moment of silence in the yard, and Gu Mingyu smiled for a long time.

He said: "I used to think that you and I would be together for the rest of our lives. Even if something happened to our two families, I... I thought it had nothing to do with my family at that time. Why should other people's affairs affect our relationship? "

Surprise flashed in Zhou Cheng's eyes, but before he could open his mouth, Gu Mingyu continued: "But later I found out that it was impossible, Zhou Zhi's incident was just a fuse, and the most important reason was that I recognized it clearly, and we In fact, the personality and the three views are not compatible, but they have been inseparable since childhood, making us mistakenly think that we are the most suitable existence for each other. I don’t even know if it is love—maybe it’s just getting used to company? Later I thought a lot, You obey your parents, and I can't let go of my family, if we are together, there will be strong opposition—"

Seeing that Zhou Cheng seemed to want to say something, Gu Mingyu raised his hand to stop him, and continued: "You will definitely say that we can leave home and be together secretly outside, for the first ten years, but when we get older, Family members began to force marriages, can we withstand the pressure at that time? Or should we obey the family, find a woman to marry each other, and then secretly engage in underground love."

From Zhou Cheng's eyes, Gu Mingyu could see that he had really thought about it. Gu Mingyu bent his lips and showed a weak smile: "This is what I mean by the incompatibility of the three views. It seems normal, but to deceive an innocent woman, love is unique, exclusive and possessive, and inserting someone else in its midst is an insult to love."

The expression on Zhou Cheng's face was almost unbearable, he retorted excitedly, "Cheating is certainly wrong, but isn't there a lot of lesbians too? We can agree to get married, and the four of us live together—"

"And then? After urging the marriage, there are still children." Gu Mingyu doesn't like to compromise, because he knows that once people start to compromise, they will only retreat step by step, and eventually become a coward of fate. "Yes, there are many solutions. Test tube , Adoption is fine, but I don't like it.

I like to walk frankly with the person I like, I like that he only belongs to me, and I only belong to him.Any false disguise is a shackle on us, and one day it will turn us into a prisoner, no longer able to determine our own destiny.

If so, I'd rather die. "

What Gu Mingyu should say has already been said, excluding those external factors, the biggest problem between Zhou Cheng and him is actually his personality, Zhou Cheng is not a very brave person.It's true that he is very obedient, but Gu Mingyu doesn't want an obedient and well-behaved lover, being obedient means waiting for him to make up his mind, Gu Mingyu has no interest and ability to take over other people's lives.

What Gu Mingyu wanted was someone who could walk side by side with him and face resistance with him.

What's more, Zhou Cheng didn't just listen to him alone. If Zhou Ming hadn't died, Chen Lingling hadn't murdered him, and if they had been together and never separated, would it be possible to break all Gu Mingyu's hard work with just a word from Zhou Cheng's parents?At that time, Gu Mingyu who had given everything would be a joke, and that would be absolutely intolerable to him who is arrogant by nature.

There is no possibility of things happening again, even now Zhou Cheng can't continue to love Gu Mingyu without any grievances, he just wanted to figure out why Gu Mingyu decided at that time that he couldn't be with him for a long time, and now he finally understands that if he doesn't make changes, He will always be the weak one who was abandoned by Gu Mingyu.

Gu Mingyu walked to the courtyard door, opened the lock, and heard Zhou Cheng say behind him: "Is Ji Linyuan that person? That unique person who belongs only to you? Can he—can he do what I can't do?" ? Can he make you happy?"

Gu Mingyu didn't look back, he looked down at his toes, and said softly: "I don't know, but I'm willing to try."

Speaking of which, Gu Mingyu opened the door, and there was a person standing outside the door. The person stood there for an unknown how long, with a bag in his hand, which was full of ingredients, and he didn't need to look closely at Gu Mingyu to know that those were his favorite food.

Gu Mingyu's heart jumped wildly. At this time, Ji Linyuan just opened the door next door and came out. He was smiling one second, but panicked the next second. He couldn't help but look at Gu Mingyu. They both saw worry in their eyes.

"Dad—" Gu Mingyu had just opened his mouth when Gu Huaili grabbed his wrist.

Gu Huaili used great force. He pulled Gu Mingyu to his home. When he passed by Ji Linyuan, he paused and said coldly, "Close the door."

Looking at their backs, Zhou Cheng felt a little worried, but when he saw that Gu Huaili let Ji Linyuan in at this time, he was stunned for a moment, and then the door of Gu's house was shut heavily, and he could no longer see the scene inside.

At this time, Zhou Cheng seemed to have grown up a lot in an instant. He wished them all the best in his heart, hoping that Gu Mingyu would suffer less setbacks and be with the person he liked smoothly.

Ji Linyuan was so confused, he closed the door and followed his footsteps into the living room.Just now Ji Linyuan finished his work and went upstairs to look for someone but couldn't find anyone. Zhou Cheng roared loudly next door, so he came down and hid on the other side of the wall to eavesdrop. Called a sweet, I wanted to go there to swear an oath of sovereignty, but I didn't expect to open the door and see Gu Huaili standing at the door of Zhou Cheng's house, his face was livid.

When the three of them entered the house, Gu Huaili threw the vegetables he had bought on the ground at random, and then closed the door of the living room tightly. Then he sat on the sofa and was about to get angry when he saw Gu Mingyu's pale face.

After recovering from a serious illness, Gu Mingyu inevitably lost a lot of weight, the home clothes on her body were a lot looser, and her skin was even more pale.

Gu Huaili opened his mouth to scold, but he couldn't bear it, so he could only sigh and waved to him: "Mingyu, go upstairs and rest, I have something to say to Xiao Ji."