Moon and people are still

After these few laps, some of the snacks I ate just now have been digested a lot.

Every city has a different night scene, and we have been shopping for so long, and the night scene here can't help but make me feel deeply - it is no different from other cities.

We are a little thirsty.

On the way to find water resources, Jing Yi told me the story of her family and her childhood.

This kind of story is very new to me, after all, it is always difficult to cut the topic between us.After we got together, she became busy. Occasionally, she would take me to lunch or dinner. After eating, she went to work again, and all the time she squeezed out was used for kissing.

Stories and so on are the pastime of the time rich.

But on second thought, I seem to have told Jing Yi a lot about my childhood.

It's just that I want to chat with her too much. I can treat any expression or simple text she wants as a passionate reply, so I can talk endlessly.

After we listened to a song sung by a homeless man on the side of the road, she talked about the singing competition in her junior high school.I was suddenly surprised by accident and successfully missed the ice cream in her hand and bit her little finger.

She smiled first, then took out a tissue from my bag, first wiped the ice cream on my face, and then wiped the ones that fell from her hands.

"Is it delicious?" She put the wiped tissue on the side of my bag, looked at me and asked.

I turned my head to look at her: "Are you asking about the ice cream or your fingers?"

After listening, she fed me again, and then said, "My fingers."

I licked off the sweetness on my upper lip: "It's delicious."

After finishing speaking, I hooked her hand: "Go ahead, you participate in the singing competition, and then?"

She smiled, and took a bite, seeing my teeth marks that were about to disappear.

"A lot of people signed up to participate in the competition, but the cultural and entertainment committee still insisted on me going, and acted like a baby to me." She laughed and continued: "After all, I have participated in the competition, so I prepared carefully and finally entered the finals. She sighed slightly: "But unfortunately, I had a high fever on the day of the finals, so I couldn't participate."

I groaned, and then groaned again.

"Actually, I really want to know what ranking I can get if I go." She looked down at me and handed over the ice cream.

I took a bite, and replied in a very doggy manner: "Then it must be No. 1. You want good looks, good looks, good figure, and you can sing so well."

Jing Yi smiled, and poked my head with his empty fingers: "Okay."

I laughed and asked: "When you were in school, were you the kind of goddess-level figure, school belle or something, who walks with wind and is always the focus of everyone?"

I waited expectantly for her answer.

She laughed softly and said, "It's not that exaggerated. There are still many beauties in the school."

I asked again: "Then how did you know that you like girls?"

When we said this, we finally finished eating the ice cream in her hand. She found a trash can, threw the waste paper into it, and threw a lot of rubbish from the side of my schoolbag into it.

She said: "How to describe it." She thought for a while: "I have never been able to develop a good impression on boys, and the same is true of girls. I have never developed feelings for people around me." She changed her way and interlocked my fingers : "Until I met..."

I interrupted suddenly: "Me."

Jing Yi was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, and said cruelly: "It's not you, it's Senior Sister."

I:……

Me: "Oh."

She laughed again, stretched out her hand to pinch my chin, rubbed it a few times, and said, "Listen to me first."

"The senior sister approached me with a strong purpose. At that time, I was in the graduation period. She not only understood my preferences, but also helped me analyze my situation."

I pursed my mouth: "So you like him."

After hearing this, Jing Yi tilted his head slightly to look at me: "Who is he?"

My face was expressionless, and I didn't think it was funny: "Sister."

Jing Yi patted my head and continued: "It's natural for us to be together. She found a very suitable time to confess to me, and I accepted it. At that time, I also thought that our relationship could continue like that." She laughed He smiled: "I didn't expect that."

I asked, "Who mentioned the breakup?"

Jing Yi said, "Me."

She continued: "Senior sister wanted me to stay, but I decided to go abroad. Our relationship was very weak, but suddenly she started to control me, which always made me feel restrained. Maybe she also felt that something was wrong. Well, I brought it up, and she was also relieved."

It was the first time that Jing Yi said so much about herself in front of me. In the past, she told me that she had no story and lived a normal life. At that time, I couldn't believe how such a beautiful person could have no story.

School belle or something, shouldn't goofy sadomasochism be at your fingertips?

Now I believe it.

Her life journey is given by herself. She doesn't want those messy things, so she doesn't experience them. Even if the things that happen to her seem rough to others, she is always flat in her eyes, just like The tone of her narrative is so-so, almost making people sigh that the years are quiet and beautiful.

I asked, "What about me?"

She looks down at me.

I added: "Why do you like me?"

She smiled and shook my hand suddenly: "You are cute."

I waited for a few seconds, but she didn't continue to speak, I wondered: "That's it?"

She asked back, "What else do you want?"

I:……

Okay, okay, it's not unacceptable.

I like it, I like it, I'm too happy.

As I was walking, when I passed a beverage store, I was suddenly attracted by the name of the store. I held Jing Yi's hand to stop her from moving forward, pointed to the store named "Crush Love" on the side, and said, "Buy a drink." Bar."

She said hello.

The facade of this store is very low-key, but after pushing the door open, people are very surprised. The inside is full of people, and the strange thing is that everyone is holding a pen and writing on A5-sized paper. This scene almost makes me Suspect, I'm in the wrong place.

There is a small blackboard at the door, and we only understood the mystery after carefully reading the words on it.

It turns out that this store only sells takeaways, and those writing friends are waiting for their drinks with love number plates in their hands, and their behavior just reflects the name of the store, and they are all bowing their heads and writing stories about their secret love.

The Raiders said, the more words, the bigger the discount.

It's a wonderful way of doing business.

After Jing Yi and I ordered two drinks at the bar, we also entered the large group with a sign.

I found a square table and sat down. This table can seat 8 people in total. After Jing Yi and I sat down, there was only the last empty seat left.

In fact, the drinks here are not expensive, and there are not many discounts after writing, but young people nowadays always read something called feelings.I think, even if there is no discount, people with stories like them would be willing to reveal their past here.

For example, the one next to me has already written more than 1000 words, and there is a tendency to continue writing.

The stories here are all laid out on the surface, allowing others to watch, so I, an outsider, read her story unceremoniously.

More than 1000 words, and I read it for 1 minute.

He said that he has liked a girl for 7 years. Since the third year of junior high school, he has been with her, taking her high school entrance examination, her university entrance examination, and doing his best to give her everything she wants, buy her breakfast, Buy clothes, send warmth.

That's right, what he wrote was to send warmth, and a subjunctive word suddenly appeared, which made me look at it several times before I was sure.

Finally, his girl, was with someone else.

I kept silent and watched him write the last line: "Yaoyao, I wish you happiness and never see you again!"

When he folded the letter paper and threw it into the bucket, I couldn't help being curious and asked, "Well, the person you like, does he know that you like her?"

His normally normal face suddenly turned sad, and he answered me: "Maybe she knows, or maybe she doesn't know, she accepts everything about me, and said sorry to me the night she was with someone else."

I look sympathetically.

China is a good spare tire, brother.

After he finished speaking, he went to get his drink. Coincidentally, after he left, another person sat down in his place.

is a girl.

The girl took out the paper in a hurry, took out the pen in a hurry, and wrote four words on it smartly.

My mother!

I watched from the sidelines and swallowed.

It seems that he has just been injured, and his mood has not calmed down.

When she finished writing, she folded the paper in half and threw it into the bucket.

I really want to tell her, girl, you can’t get a discount if you just write four words, if you don’t take it out and write a few more, you can get a [-]% discount.

But looking at her face, I couldn't say a word.

If I don't talk to you, someone will always talk to me. This person is the other little girl opposite me who just finished writing about secret love.

The little girl also looked sad.

Alas, the people who come here either look pained or sad.

The little girl on the opposite side was sad, but still slightly happy after venting, she asked the girl next to me: "What's wrong with you?"

It doesn't matter if you don't ask, the girl next to me actually cried.

I was so frightened that I immediately took out a tissue from my bag, and in the process of handing it over, I realized that other people in the store were very calm.

Sure enough, they have all experienced strong winds and waves, which is remarkable.

The girl cried and said, "The male god rejected me yesterday."

In the following time, I successfully read the story of her and her male god empty-handed.

She said that she has liked her male god for two years. She approached him secretly and listened to the songs he likes to listen to. Every time her male god played basketball, she went to cheer her up. After several months, she added her contact information, and then began to harass her. But he didn't dare to be too explicit.

She said that in the past two years, her life has been all about the male god, and if there is any disturbance on the male god's side, she will be extremely nervous and excited.

She felt that she loved too bitterly.Others don't understand this kind of suffering, but those who have a crush know it best. Every time I see her male god get a little intimate with others, it feels like a needle has been stabbed in my heart.

So, yesterday, she finally mustered up the courage to confess.

Then, it was rejected.

"He said that she wouldn't like me like this, and made me give up." After she finished speaking, she sneered, and a big tear fell from the corner of her eye.

I held Jing Yi's hand tightly, not daring to vent my breath.

Nothing happened to her afterwards, because she was so sad that she lay on the table and cried.

The next story is about the little girl opposite me.

When she started to tell the story, she was a little embarrassed, she said that she was a little different, she liked a girl, and that girl, who left the single last week, told her after all the ambiguity that she really didn't have feelings for the same sex.

I didn't ask, and I was ashamed to ask her to tell me the sad story again, but I picked up her stationery.

There were five pictures in a row, and I leaned on Jing Yi to read them one by one. Maybe this girl's writing was too good, and the sentimental part was very appropriate. After reading it, I fell into sadness for a while.

She likes her friend for 5 years.

They are classmates in high school, but because of the same sex, she has been afraid to say it.

When she found out that she liked her friend, she was also afraid for a while, and no one helped her, so she found a way out by herself.Later, there was a big paragraph about how she treated her friend, and how her friend responded to her. When the two were sweet, she wrote two full pages.

One person regards love as friendship, and the other regards love as friendship. This kind of thing is not fair at all, let alone they are the same gender.

On the night when her friend told her to get out of the singles, she would still smile and bless her, and listen to her friend's confession scene with a smile, and use this kind of thing to deny everything they have done before.

And once she heard that there was unhappiness between her friend and her boyfriend, or that her friend said that she didn't love her boyfriend or hate her boyfriend, she felt very comfortable in her heart.

She felt quite sick.

In the end, she said that she knew there was no hope for her, and she also hoped that she could get out.

Before the girl left, she expressed her slight blessing to Jing Yi and me.

After hearing so many secret loves and seeing so many secret loves, it is inevitable to make people sigh.

Every secret love is very similar, a time, plus a favorite person, the difference is the ending, there are good and bad.

As for the bad ones, recalling the past will always make people feel a little pain in their hearts. After careful consideration, every secret love will hurt people in its unique way.The smart thing is that those who are injured can understand the status quo in time and get out of it in time.And those who are stupid can only live in the shadow of the other party, trapped in the illusion created by themselves, unwilling to come out.

Perhaps we can only wait for a day when we are fully enlightened, and when that person no longer shines, can we put an end to the relationship that ended without a disease.

Therefore, I can't help but sigh.

Having a crush on this thing makes people cry and make people non-mainstream.

Thinking about it this way, my secret love for Jing Yi seems to be much lighter. Before I could feel the pain, before I could feel the heart-piercing pain, Jing Yi turned around and saw me, and liked me me.

whee.

I’m so classic, the scars are healed and the pain is forgotten, the pain of Jing Yi’s refusal of me seems to have been completely forgotten.

Maybe the two of us were the only two people in the store who were not writing. When our drinks were ready, we took them and left.

Although I said that just now, in order to let Jing Yi comfort me, after returning to the hotel, I found a very suitable time, put my arms around her waist and said: "Jing Yi, I have also been secretly in love with you for a long time."

After hearing this, Jing Yi turned his head and met my eyes.

She said, "So what?"

At this moment, we have all finished washing, and I have adjusted the light in the room to a very suitable brightness. I am wearing a very cute and somewhat attractive white suspender dress with a bow tie on the suspenders, which is very easy to untie.

And she didn't disappoint me and wore a white shirt. The atmosphere was quiet and a bit ambiguous.

I looked at her with puckered lips: "It's hard to be in love secretly."

She smiled softly, hooked my chin, kissed the corner of my mouth, then touched my head, tilted her head to look at me in a questioning way, and asked, "Are you satisfied with the result now?"

I smiled: "Satisfied."

I changed my hand, hooked her neck, took off my shoes, stepped on her slippers, tiptoed slightly, and kissed her lips.

The night view of the city was reflected in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, we closed the translucent bed curtains, and kissed in the haze, she hugged me closer and closer, and I hooked her tighter and tighter.

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