paranoid personality disorder

It was already twenty minutes late when I followed him to the appointed restaurant.

I was very sorry when I stood at the door and called Dr. Lin.

It's all this idiot.

Dr. Lin came out to pick us up in casual attire, and he was taken aback when he saw Mo Qian beside me.

Stared at people for almost a minute.

Mo Qian is like a fool now, sticking around my body, as if he can't see others, which makes me a little embarrassed.

He patted Dr. Lin, kept smiling and said, "How about we go in and have a chat while eating?"

The reason why it was decided at the restaurant was because it felt that if Mo Qian sat down and told him to shut up and eat, it would not be too embarrassing for him to eat.

Dr. Lin looked back at me, probably because he was wearing contact lenses, his pupils were bright, and he looked at me calmly, with a hint of disappointment, and smiled softly: "I've already booked a box, and I'm still ordering I ordered a few dishes, you don't mind."

Of course I don't mind.

When he followed people in, Dr. Lin also called someone to say that he wanted to add some dishes, and handed me the menu: "I don't know what you like to eat, so I just ordered some."

I was just about to wave my hand to refuse, the words of thanks were on my lips, I stretched out a hand beside me to take the menu, and said with a smile: "Ah Shen, you are still considerate."

As he said, he lowered his head and ordered several dishes.

After the waiter ordered the meal, he served it after talking for a while, then closed the door of the box and left.

It was a little embarrassing at this moment.

I thought it would be less embarrassing when I was eating.

After being silent for a while, Dr. Lin turned to look at Mo Qian who was sitting beside me: "Where have you been these days?"

I glanced at Dr. Lin.

Mo Qian ate some side dishes with chopsticks, and glanced at him: "It's at He Ji's house."

Dr. Lin nodded, then looked at me: "He Ji you?"

I said, "Home."

Doctor Lin nodded again, looked at Mo Qian, and after a while, he suddenly asked: "When He Ji brought you to my office, you told me that you felt that you were intervening in the relationship between He Ji and his boyfriend. , causing something to go wrong inside him, right?"

Mo Qian took a chopstick of cold food, then glanced at him, and asked strangely, "What are you talking about?"

Dr. Lin lowered his eyes and smiled when he heard this.

I didn't speak.

Dr. Lin laughed like this for a while, then raised his eyes to look at him, and continued: "Then have you ever been involved in other people's love affairs?"

Mo Qian said, "Are you curious, Ah Shen?" He ate his chopsticks with a smile, "Are you curious about my life?" He put down his chopsticks, still smiling, "Didn't I break up with you already?" Do you, Dr. Lin?"

"Stop being so curious about me, okay?"

Dr. Lin looked away, and I saw that he seemed to smile wryly.

Someone just brought the food, and after it was served, Mo Qian seemed very happy, holding several chopsticks.

I sat there thinking of what to say.

Dr. Lin turned his eyes to me, and his expression was as gentle as ever: "Because of what he said, I was skeptical about everything you said."

I hummed, Mo Qian, that idiot, came up to me and put a few chopsticks into my bowl, pretending that he didn't hear us talking.

How thick-skinned, tsk tsk.

Dr. Lin reached out and opened his bag on the stool beside him, took out a notebook from it, spread it out and placed it directly on the dining table.

He looked at the notebook and said: "If what you said is indeed the reality that happened..." He paused, and then pressed the notebook, "Then he does have a serious mental disorder."

I glanced sideways at the man who was enjoying himself eating beside me, it was as if his ears were blocked.

Dr. Lin was silent for a while, and said directly to me: "You can ask Mr. Mo if he has ever done psychological treatment?"

I glanced at the man beside me, reached out and poked his arm: "I'm asking you something."

Mo Qian glanced at me, then at Dr. Lin, sneered, and then said to me, "I've clearly told you."

Dr. Lin looked down at his notebook, and replied, "That means that he has undergone extreme psychiatric treatment." Then he smiled wryly, "I thought I asked you, and what you said was the truth. "

Mo Qian ignored him.

Dr. Lin lowered his head and flipped through his notebook.

It's a good habit to use a notebook to take notes these days.

After a while, he glanced at Mo Qian, then looked at me again, and smiled: "Actually, if you ask him, he will say anything."

I didn't speak.

Dr. Lin looked at me, but asked the man next to me: "Where did Mr. Mo live when he was young?"

Mo Qian lowered his head and ate the food without speaking.

Dr. Lin still looked at me: "Grandma's house or something?"

I glanced at Mo Qian and saw his chopsticks pause for a moment.

Dr. Lin looked at me and smiled slightly: "Did you see He Ji, who was still a primary school student, in the attic? On the attic window." He sighed slightly, "What are you doing there?"

I looked at Dr. Lin, but out of the corner of my eye, I saw the hand of the man beside me stop eating. After a while, he put the chopsticks on the table and turned to look at me: "When can I go home, I'm full."

Although it was very faint and inconspicuous, I could just see the panic hidden in the depths of his eyes.

Suddenly I couldn't bear it anymore, I reached out to touch his face, and said to him in a low voice: "You go outside and wait for me first, I will finish paying the bill in a while, and we will go home."

He responded, glanced at Dr. Lin, then at me, hesitated for a while, then suddenly stopped moving: "I'd better go with you."

I touched his hand on my arm: "Be good, be obedient."

But he suddenly came close to my ear and bit my ear, and the voice came in: "Then what should I do if you have a crush on him?"

I moved my head, it was quite embarrassing for me to do this in front of others, I reached out and touched my ear, looked at Dr. Lin apologetically, then looked away and said softly to this man: "I like you, no I'll leave you, okay?"

The man froze for a while, blinked his eyes blankly for a while, and then I felt his eyes light up suddenly, and suddenly lowered his voice and said to me: "I want to have sex now."

I said, "You go out and wait for me, and do it right away when you get home."

He hesitated for a moment, but stood up and went out.

After he left, I looked at Dr. Lin very apologetically: "I'm sorry." I scratched my head, "I don't usually do this." Looking at the chopsticks in my bowl, I whispered, "He just seemed A little scared."

Dr. Lin smiled: "It's okay, I can understand." Then he said, "Who told me to be a damn psychiatrist."

I looked at Dr. Lin.

Dr. Lin said: "The initial analysis is correct. I was abused in my childhood, and it is likely to be a long-term abuse." He paused, "I think it should be quite painful, so he didn't want to mention it, and now he thinks about it It hurts too.”

I hummed, not knowing what to say.

Dr. Lin smiled bitterly: "It's a bit ridiculous. His personality in front of others is very sound, and there is no problem at all. Without you, he should have no problem living with such a healthy personality."

I smiled: "It's my fault."

Dr. Lin frowned and looked at me, and immediately denied: "No, what he has in front of us is a hypocritical personality."

He looked at me seriously: "It should be when I saw you when I was the most painful childhood." He suddenly chuckled, "So I treat you as a life-saving straw."

He chuckled softly and said, "Children are so ridiculous."

I was silent for a while: "What should I do? Will something go wrong, him?"

Dr. Lin suddenly shook his head and smiled, suddenly pulled out something, picked up a pen and buried his head in writing something, his hands were fast.

I sat and waited for a while.

I saw him slapping his writing shut, then stood up and handed it to me, saying, "I've finished reading your disease, at least I've lived up to my title of doctor."

He smiled wryly.

I reached out and took it, it was still a medical certificate with the word Mo Qian handwritten on the cover.

Dr. Lin got up to collect the bag and was about to leave. When he was holding the bag by the door, he turned around and said to me: "The consultation fee will be sent to your mobile phone after it is calculated later. I will help you with the process." He pulled He opened the box door and paused, looked back at me as if he was puzzled and said, "You can't let me lose both money and emotion, right, He Ji?"

After speaking, the person left.

I watched his back for a while, and thought that there were people waiting for me outside the restaurant, so I got up and prepared to leave.

He lowered his head and saw the brochure he was carrying in his hand.

After a pause, he stretched out his hand and turned a page.

I saw a few words that were slightly scribbled on it, but they could still be read clearly: extremely high psychological defense, histrionic personality, severe paranoid personality disorder Description of the condition: due to long-term abuse in childhood When the straw comes to life, he tries his best to act like a normal person for a long time. Only you hold a rein in your hand that can pull him out of the abyss, and restrain him from collapsing if one day he can't bear it.

I covered the little book, rolled it up and held it in the palm of my hand, got up and walked outside, passing by the crowd in twos and threes.

I feel as if I can't see anything else, I only know that someone is waiting for me.

Well, there's a man waiting for me at the door.

When I passed, the man was standing at the door looking bored.

Waiting is a bit boring.

I walked up to him, he looked at me sideways, and clicked his tongue: "It's too slow, I've already paid my bill."

I responded and said softly, "Go home."

He also responded.

We walked down the stairs hand in hand.

I looked at him sideways and saw him squinting his eyes and walking in the sunlight and among the crowd.

Dr. Lin wrote in that medical certificate.

"Stay with him."

"Don't go anywhere."

Ok.

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