【Zhou Fumei】Eighteen layers of hell is the world

[-]. I love you but I'm afraid of you

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I want to see Faust the most.

The only wish before death is to see Faust.

But now I have to endure not being able to meet.

His little affection couldn't bear more self-loathing.

A month later, Mephisto saw Faust doing pull-ups on the horizontal bar in the indoor gymnasium in the psychological counseling room of B1.

He leaned on the window with his cheeks resting on his back and watched.Good, it's Sasha, dear Sasha holding the iron rod with both hands to prop himself up and turn over.Mephisto's eyesight is not so good, he can't help laughing when he sees the fleshy and black patches, and tears fall on the tiles.

Patted on the shoulder by the psychiatrist, the little boy wiped away his tears and turned to leave. He couldn't help but glanced again, reluctant to turn his head.Mephisto pointed to the playground, pointed to the eyes.Two months of self-judgment left him unable to speak, and a brief loss of speech is a common stress response.

"Serve Rhodes Island, we will arrange for you to meet Faust. You can also be assigned to a team after passing the loyalty test." The little boy who was still satisfied just now frowned, shaking his head as if he had been hit. , guilty of not daring to look out of the window anymore.To be honest, he is terribly afraid of Faust now, and he doesn't know how to face him.

The sniper is very sensitive to sight. He sensed that someone was looking at him. He looked towards the tallest building. Unfortunately, the medical room used one-way glass to protect the privacy of patients.

"Are you willing to provide services to Rhode Island for the cost of continued treatment?"

Faust chooses no.

Mephisto chose no.

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"The results are in line with expectations." Rhode Island's doctor held two reports and sighed. "It's suspicious to agree to it. If I tell Chernobog that I want to join the enemy, Tallulah won't believe it." This statement made Kelsey Amiya quite unhappy, and the doctor hurried to disturb her. "The first time Mephisto met and asked me if I wanted to be with him, I refused. Don't be angry, two beauties."

"Isn't boasting about beauty counted as me?" The loud voice spoke enthusiastically, and the steps made Rhodes Island's warships vibrate faintly.Huang put the completed task list in front of the doctor, and while he was looking down to sort out the information, he asked Amiya about the situation of the two special prisoners of war. After all, these two made her think a lot.

"You just put the two of them together in a small room to refine Gu." Huang said carelessly what everyone wanted to say but dared not to say.

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Faust smiled wryly and looked at the nurse who made the rounds today. "Are you still taking the medicine? I'm penniless, and I don't want to live." The device attached to the stomach flashes green light, and the artificial internal organs are also working perfectly today.The little nurse seemed not to hear, wrapped the snake's neck with something like an umbrella, and asked him if he needed any hairstyles.

Click, click, the scattered hair covered the sight, like a colorful snow.Rubbing his scalp is very itchy and comfortable, Yinuo always rubs him like this.There are few women in the army, so it is difficult to borrow a comb, so his little white sparrow slowly smoothed his knotted curly hair with its paws.When he was shaken awake by the nurse, he looked at himself in the mirror as if in another life.

Let Mephisto see my fresh haircut.He thought reflexively, then sighed bitterly.How could he have the face to meet Yinuo now?Abandoning him by himself, running away too tired, betrayal or breaking up friendship, any words can be used to describe himself.

He was blindfolded and taken to the core center of Rhodes Island for high-level interrogation.On the way to the center, Faust remembered that he was at the Longmen, step by step, firmly recorded how many steps he took, how many degrees he took, and he found the shortest distance between the interrogation room and the prison door when the people from Longmen took him around two big bends There are only 258 steps and 3 turns.Rhodes Island was not so lax. Faust was required to turn around ten times on the spot, and only after confirming that his line could not go straight before starting to lead the way, turning five times every 2 minutes, he felt that he was going to spit out his new internal organs When he came out, he heard a sound that made his heart tingle.

Very familiar footsteps.

One heavy, one light.

It can no longer be said to be familiar, it is... that is the sound engraved in his heart, if his memory is a disc, the sound of Mephisto's footsteps is the rhythm of the stylus pressing down and circulating.If anything can take Faust's soul away at midnight, the mermaid's singing won't work, Medusa's eyes won't work, and Salome's dance won't work.Mephisto's footsteps, Mephisto's hoarse voice, a second's worth of the poor man's soul.

Blindfolded, he heard the footsteps from the direction of twelve o'clock, to the direction of three o'clock, to the right side...

No, no, don’t come here, Faust leaned on the wall in fear, and the soldier who was holding his handcuffs quickly pulled him away. The prisoner of war must not be allowed to touch the wall and write down the route. Faust staggered and couldn’t help crying, just that With a small gasp, another war criminal who also came out of the control center blindfolded trembled as if he had been electrocuted. He blurted out Faust's real name, but he couldn't make a sound. Then his teeth chattered, not daring to A little more action.

Don't / don't.

Don't let Sasha see me. / Don't let Ino know I'm here.

He's so disappointed in me / He won't accept me anymore

he doesn't want to see me / he doesn't want to see me

The sound of footsteps disappeared from each other, and the two children let out a long breath, and each sprinkled salt on the scars that were bleeding from their hearts.

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[-]. Debt

Faust is not good at answering questions. He has his own thoughts in his heart, but if he doesn't speak them out, his language skills will decline a lot over time.The person in charge of the interrogation was the doctor from Rhodes Island. Mephisto wanted to catch him for fun and let him run away.

"Can't you see that I want to die?" Faust leaned on the back of the chair, helplessly looking at these boring people who forced him to stay in this world for the sake of so-called benevolence.He could throw away his Ino and his Mephisto, boring metal currency, redundant artificial internal organs, meaningless to a corpse.

When I met Mephisto in the corridor just now, he was nervous and his mind was running at high speed. At the same time, he heard that Mephisto's leg disease did not get worse, he didn't smell blood on his body, and his walking frequency did not change. It is estimated that the shackles on the body do not exceed twenty catties.Rhodes Island was so kind, so kind that he thought he could leave Mephisto to them.

"I'm tired." Faust closed his eyes.Saying this early in the morning certainly didn’t mean he wanted to go back to sleep. He was tired from work, and Mephisto’s dependence, his suppressed conscience, and the bloody killings all overwhelmed him. The one straw was that two stops didn't stop the Commander from catalyzing the herd's misdeeds—he didn't know what Mephisto was to him anymore.

Is he my Ino?Maybe it's maybe not, I don't know, anyway, he was so exhausted physically and mentally that even he betrayed the people who had always depended on him for life.

Giving up his life was his first sin.

Abandoning Mephisto was his second sin.

Failure to die was his third crime.

Now he didn't even deserve to see Mephisto's face.Of course I know, my dear, my beloved Ino, would rather die than die, but such a self is not even qualified to comfort him.

If there is any hospice before Ann's euthanasia, I want to watch Mephisto.

"We just finished interrogating Mephisto. He is easier to handle than you. He hasn't recovered his ability to think, and he can't speak." The doctor paused for two seconds, thinking about Faust's ever-changing complex expression. "I have received your suicide request. We are wrong to treat you without authorization. As compensation, we will give you free euthanasia services...but Mephisto agreed to fight for us."

Faust looked up in shock.

These two people are strikingly similar, don't want treatment, refuse the invitation of justice, simply seek death when they have nowhere to go... and desire each other but don't even have the courage to express it.There must be something wrong with the relationship of loyalty or obedience, the doctor thought.

"Want to be together?"

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[-]. Arrears

Mephisto hated the Doctor of Rhodes Island.He thinks that his tactical level is on par with this weirdo, but this old fox is better at dealing with people, disgusting as hell.

He went so far as to pay his wages for twenty battles with Faust's broken crossbow.Mephisto really misses Faust. In his world, Faust died once, but now, the resurrected people can no longer hold hands and tell the pain of parting.Faust doesn't want him anymore, and Tallulah is not the same Tallulah at the beginning. He has no goal of living anymore. He only hopes that he can hold something of Faust in his hand the day he shoots the bullet into his head.He thought about Faust so much, he tossed and turned at night and decided to go to him the next day, even if he was ridiculed by cold eyes and sarcasm, but he didn't dare when he woke up.

Don't make Faust hate me any more.Just far away, just thinking about his death.

After a meeting, it was discovered that Faust had grown taller.Mephisto suddenly wanted to say this, but seeing that the man had changed into a Rhode Island coat, which fit him well, he couldn't say a word.

The once-so-big coat has always been the fortress of the two, Mephisto is in charge of heating, and Faust is in charge of moving.Now Faust changed clothes.

Mephisto's spells can only treat infected people, so he mostly acts with high-level infected people such as Amiya Linguang, half monitoring and half treating.

The turbulent emotional waves made Amiya uncomfortable.The girl's crisp voice expressed sternness: "Please treat everyone in time." Mephisto was still thinking about Faust, and it took him a long time to reply dully.That tattered doll-like child doesn't even have the strength to turn back on Amiya now.So what if they quarrel, who will protect him?The scaled boy really didn't agree with him.His arrogance and selfishness were all washed away on the day Faust left him, Mephisto without viciousness and killing was like a hollowed-out puppet.

Sitting on the rickety jeep after the battle, I still don't feel alive.He felt that his breathing was wrong, his walking was wrong, and Faust was disappointed in everything he did.After Amiya's light mental test, the little guy sobbed aggrievedly.Amiya will open her arms to any sinner, even if he is heinous and will personally send him to a military court after the war, but now, she can lend him her shoulder.

"Are you cold?" Amiya asked.Wearing shorts in late autumn really makes people uncomfortable, just looking at him feels cold enough.The black rabbit jacket was lent to this unwanted child, in the name of Rhodes Island's sincerity, and he was required to wear the Rhodes Island uniform next time he went out.On the way back, the two of them didn't talk anymore. Amiya and Mephisto were similar in stature, and the coat fit him well. The heater in the car was broken, and it was very cold. Mephisto pulled the hem of the coat around. .

Amiya has also seen many impoverished children who don't even have matching clothes, and reminded: This is a coat, not a coat, and it should be worn with trousers.Black Horn goes first, understand?If you are very afraid of the cold, you can give you the same model as Mr. Ranger.

The tears that Mephisto had finally stopped burst again.He always wore the Faust coat that reached to his knees, so he never worried about the length of the coat.

"I know you and Faust have a good relationship. Did you quarrel?" Mephisto didn't answer, although he temporarily regained his speech ability under Amiya's spiritual stance beside him, he had no strength.He hugged his knees and curled up into a ball, his eyes were empty, and he didn't respond to the next question.Before getting out of the car, he asked, why didn't he kill me.I asked you to kill me before, or I will kill you-remember, the Dragon Gate in Xia Tian.

The mess of thoughts made the black rabbit a little speechless.

Amiya didn't intend to contact Faust, and the two were not worthy of Rhodes Island's efforts for them.I learned from the battle of Longmen before that although this boy is tight, he is firm.Using Mephisto as a bait, Faust did not agree, but he did appear in the assembled team and followed absent-mindedly.

I entrusted my fellow clan to test and ask him if he had any necessary supplies, and the answer was no.The informant took the opportunity to ask the most wanted question. "About the management of operators Mephisto and Ethan, do you have any suggestions? You are all...from there, do you want to have a fellowship or something." He opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, the informant turned around and wanted to leave, but he stretched out his hand again, not knowing what to do.

"Is... Mephisto okay? Did Rhodes Island give him a hard time?" This sentence was passed on to Amiya by the informant, Amia passed it on to Ethan, and Ethan passed it on to Mephisto .Mephisto smiled.Facts have proved that Amiya had the foresight to let Ethan walk away and take Mephisto's gun. After he smashed his wrist with a fruit plate, his vital signs disappeared and before the detection ring alarmed, he broke into the door.

Mephisto hated Rhodes Island.

Faust wanted him to live, but he begged to die and betrayed Sasha, but he begged to die.

It would be great if he died, and he died. Faust would definitely come to his funeral, and he could look at him for the last time with his smile in the posthumous photo.

Lying in an empty ward.He was lying on his side and could not sleep for several hours after the anesthesia. He had to turn the monitoring ring every 1 minute to prove that the anesthesia was not overdose.

He was lying on his side.

Faust looks out the window from a distance.

Mephisto didn't turn over, but just saw a 1.5-meter-long person on the tiles, it was dark, and the Rhode Island uniform was too unrecognizable, but any 1.5-meter-long Rhode Islander would come to see him.He didn't have the courage to look back.He didn't dare to cry even if he wanted to.Fearing that Faust would be more disappointed, he wanted to leave him more, and logically hoped that Faust would stay away from him, but the left hand with the bottle in it was so cold, he wanted Faust to come and hold his hand.

He is not qualified to tell Sasha that I am cold, but that Yinuo is cold.I was so afraid that I would admit defeat, and when I looked back, that person was not even Faust, he would go crazy.

The nurse pushed the trolley to change the dressing, accompanied by a guard robot.He's just a healer, and his dangerous ability requires at least a corpse, but even his guard carts can't beat him.The guard trolley wobbled in with a bowl of panna cotta on it.Mephisto prayed that it wasn't from Faust, and longed that it was from Faust.

But that's just the nurse taking pity on him.

Looking at the quiet ward, the boy's nails with long scales pierced the palm of his hand.

Want to see you, want to see you, want to see you.

I thought I was bound to die, but what I wanted most before I died was to live with you.

Mephisto is so arrogant and weird, he should also realize that his haggard appearance cannot support his existence.

Ino hates me.He won't want to see me.The so-called heart is cut like a knife.He heard about Mephisto's suicide when he went to have the artificial organ checked, which made him even more afraid to face this person who was abandoned by him.

I want to see him, I want to see him.I just take a look, take a look from a distance.Went with this thought.He persuaded the nurse with a stern face, give Mephistopheles white granulated sugar products, he will cooperate with the treatment, I have sugar substitute here, and a packet of milk, just mix them together... and bring the guard car, just fight You should be able to beat him.The nurse reluctantly pushed it away. This is something you use to maintain your blood sugar after surgery, so you can hold it by yourself.

"I'm his subordinate and know best how to minimize trouble."

[I am his former lover, and I want him to eat something despicable. 】

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[-]. Salary

It's funny how it feels to be hurt.He hadn't had a knife or a bullet in years.He loudly mocked the wild dogs and rough stone worms in the audience.Come on me, kill me, beat me to a pulp, come on, come on.Don't hurt my Sasha again--!

Amiya is still on guard against Mephisto, and always leaves one or two mental tactile threads on him to monitor his emotions. After all, any operator who is healed by Mephisto will be strengthened in strength and feel pain. It is too dangerous to weaken the power. "I won't kill you, little rabbit. Come and kill me."

He sat on the top of the building with his legs crossed, thinking, let's jump down, this time, no one will catch me.

Mephisto looked at the high platform in the distance.If he was in command of this battle, he would have placed Faust on the roof of the building, and the most conspicuous and dangerous herd downstairs, so that no one would notice Faust, and no one was allowed to hurt Sasha.

His eyesight is average, and he can only see the roofs of two buildings, without Faust.He sat on the ground and continued to sprinkle the powder, waiting for the fight to end.The battle on the road was over long ago. Faust passed by downstairs, but he could not see the skyscraper on the top, but Faust could feel a child named Ino, who was there, wanting to jump down, waiting for someone to pick him up .

"You've been distracted too much recently, Mephisto." "But I've cured them all, and no one in my area fell early." The results report was also handed over to Mephisto for the first time, He has it in his pocket.

"Don't talk back to me until you pay back your medical expenses with the rewards you paid for the battle." The doctor knows how to deal with such cynical children, kidnapping their self-esteem with [money owed], making him feel owed even to ask for death It's like a loss of money.

"Here's Faust's crossbow."

"I'll give you a chance to go to the battlefield to protect Mephisto."

Two ridiculous reasons are enough to fool them like mules chasing carrots, stupidly paralyzing themselves.

Mephisto has almost completed the agreed 20 battles.He had to face the flames of war and the ruins when he went out into battle, which reminded him of the day Faust left him behind—throat was sour and he wanted to vomit.Insomnia all night, nightmares, in the dream I was kicked in front of Tallulah like a rag doll, I don’t remember what the dragon girl said, I grabbed the dragon girl’s calf to explain, begged, and then Tallulah also left .When he woke up in a cold sweat, there was nothing around him. The Rhodes Island base was big enough, and he was equipped with a double bed.Mephisto made the only request after joining Rhodes Island: a single bed, the narrower the better.

His ridiculous dark circles had to make Amiya add a third spiritual thread.

When he felt that he had almost paid off the debt, the gun was returned to him.When the doctor gave him the bullet, there were two words full of meaning.

Bullets are expensive.Hope you can make it once.

How expensive are bullets? Faust's artificial internal organs cost about five bullets a month to maintain.

That was the first time Mephisto had light in his eyes in half a year.

TBC

They are still alive, suffering the most lovesickness and tasting the bitterest "disagreement".So the eighteen levels of hell are the human world for these two people.