Qianzhou

See Ye Congzhou again when his hair is gray. Congzhou is so kind, maybe he will forgive him a little, maybe he will be willing to meet him.

That's how Ye Congzhou died that year.He was trapped in the car with his mouth and nose covered in water until the last bit of oxygen was taken from his chest cavity.

He Yan was obsessed with feeling this kind of suffocation on the verge of death, and he didn't get out of the water until he felt that he would faint in the next second.

The experience is addictive, and sometimes he can spend a day in the bathtub on and on.Just like when he held Ye Congzhou in his arms and soaked here before, he was reluctant to go out.

He likes Ye Congzhou clinging to him, he likes to enter Ye Congzhou's body in the water, and listen to his delicate begging for mercy. This kind of satisfaction of being obsessed by Ye Congzhou also makes him addicted.

No one is not sensitive to "addiction", especially a man like him. Self-control has always been his proud ability.

He forgot who told him that it was difficult for him to achieve great things, and who was the one who taught him that a man's career is the most important thing.

More and more people told him that Ruanrou Township is the grave of heroes.

His career is getting better and better, and he knows more and more giants. No one will be restrained like him, for fear of affecting Ye Congzhou, who is also an artist.

Even though he was a first-line actor in the entertainment circle, in the eyes of these characters, he was just a well-known actor.It is common to be ridiculed and scorned.

People's desires are endless. He once thought that winning the best actor would be the pinnacle of his life, but later he found that the best actor in the entertainment industry is cheap and humble in some people's world.

It's fine if you haven't seen it. Since he saw that there is a wider and more noble world above the actor, he will definitely climb up.

As for Ye Congzhou, maybe it wasn't that important in the first place.

He Yan still remembers the first time he tried to lie to Ye Congzhou, the first time he stayed out at night, and the first time he showed Ye Congzhou a cold face...

He is busy entering a prosperous and glorious world, and he is busy learning the way and attitude of life of those masters at the top of the pyramid. They never value love, let alone the person next to them.They would kill others for a piece of land of hundreds of acres, but they would never frown for a beautiful woman.

Gradually, He Yan found himself moving closer to them, and was even able to step down a group of people who originally looked down on him.

It turns out that it is not difficult to become a master.

He entered another circle from the entertainment circle, a place where power and money are far greater than the entertainment circle, he is full of novelty and expectations.

But Ye Congzhou didn't like it.

Ye Congzhou started to obstruct him and started to blame him.

Once Ye Congzhou messed up one of He Yan's dramas, the investor's boss Lu said to He Yan afterwards: "If this one is not obedient, then change another one. There is no shortage of beautiful men and women in the entertainment industry. You are afraid that you will not be able to find someone better than him in the future." of?

That was the first time that He Yan had not been home for a long time.

Someone picks up a beautiful woman to give it to him, He Yan watched the middle-aged man around him skillfully put his hand into the woman's clothes, and was coaxed into laughter by the woman's few words.He looked down at the woman beside him again, thinking that Ye Congzhou is not the only one who suits his wishes in this world, there are many good-looking and well-behaved people.

But he didn't like flirting with people in public, so he asked the woman to come to the suite to find him at night.

The woman figured out He Yan's preferences just by saying this, and entered the room that night wearing long hair and a simple and elegant white dress.Pure and soft, anyone who sees it will be soft-hearted.

He Yan ate supper with her, and when the woman's hand touched his palm, he also lifted the woman's chin.

For a moment, I lost interest.

In other words, he was not interested in seeing this woman during the day, and he was just forcing himself to complete a task, a task to prove that "Ye Congzhou can be replaced".

At this point, he was really disgusted.

It's like a person who is full, but is forced to eat another bowl, and feels nauseated when he sees the food.

Although he hasn't had sex for a long time, actually speaking, he should be very hungry at this time.

He Yan sent people away, suddenly wanting to go home.

He checked out of the room immediately, and when he walked out of the hotel lobby, he received a call from He Zhiqiu asking him to come over.

Memories are played in random, unreasonable random play.He Yan poked his head out of the water again, and opened his eyes to look at the ceiling. Maybe it was because he held his breath for too long just now, and his eyes were still dazzled, so Ye Congzhou's face was faintly revealed on the ceiling.

He Yan murmured, "I'm sorry..."

He didn't kill Ye Congzhou's father on purpose, he only learned from He Zhiqiu that he had made such a big mistake.

The timing of He Zhiqiu telling him was so coincidental that he didn't even have the courage to meet Ye Congzhou when the news about him sleeping with a woman broke out the next day.

He "cheated" and slept with a woman, and he "killed his father and his enemy". Compared with him, at least the former can make Ye Congzhou hate him a little less.

He is such a selfish person, he can give up voluntarily, but he can't accept Ye Congzhou giving up on him first.

This is how things are in the world, if you make a wrong step, the consequences will be unpredictable.As in love, so in business.

As early as when he decided to cooperate with real estate developers to make movies, his career went in another direction.He is coerced by numerous interest groups, and every step he takes is no longer up to him. Every woman he has, his scandals, and even his "illegitimate child" are all steps that accompany the expansion of his territory.

Many nights, when he woke up in the middle of the night, with nothing around him, he would always think of Ye Congzhou who was staying at home at this time.He hadn't spoken to Congzhou for a long time, he didn't know what to say, he knew that he was no longer the same person as Ye Congzhou at this time.

Then let it go.

He still has a lot of goals to achieve, he is too busy.Leave this trivial matter to Ye Congzhou.

He thought he could lose, that Congzhou was no longer important.He kept lying to himself until he finally believed it was true, so God used such a cruel method to wake him up.

He Yan raised his hand to trace Ye Congzhou's face along the phantom on the ceiling, thinking almost humblely in his heart, he has done too many things to sorry Ye Congzhou, if there is anything else he can do to earn back some favors for himself, it is him from the beginning. In the end, Ye Congzhou was the only one.

Congzhou couldn't tolerate his cheating. He didn't understand it at the time, and thought that "revenge for killing his father" was more terrifying, but he didn't realize how much his default cheating would hurt Congzhou.

Now he has changed from Zhou to a god in the sky, he must know it all, can he forgive himself a little bit?

He Yan was drowsy in the bathtub, looking at the wall clock, more than ten hours had passed.So he crawled out and felt that he had a cold, so he took some cold medicine.

He wants to make himself healthy, and he wants to live like this for a long time, long enough to be qualified to see Ye Congzhou.

The medicine has the effect of helping sleep, and in addition to taking too long in the bath just now, as soon as He Yan sat on the sofa, his eyelids couldn't hold up anymore.

He hadn't been in this state of extreme sleepiness for a long time, and he started dreaming soon after he closed his eyes.

He dreamed of Ye Congzhou.

I also dreamed of myself.

In the dream, he was celebrating Ye Congzhou's 36th birthday.They lived in an exotic house, like a small town in Europe.Ye Congzhou clasped his hands to his chin, and made a wish with his eyes closed.

Ye Congzhou was as good-looking as ever, with no age visible on his face. The moment he opened his eyes after making a wish, the gleam in his eyes made He Yan's heart stop beating.He opened his mouth and asked: What wish did you make?

Ye Congzhou smiled: Wishes cannot be said.

This smile made He Yan's whole body full of sparks, he grabbed Ye Congzhou's wrist instinctively, and kissed it involuntarily.In two or three strokes, he carried the person on his shoulders to the bedroom.

Ye Congzhou patted him on the shoulder and scolded him angrily: "I just did it this morning, and my waist still hurts!"

The dream suddenly became weird at this point, He Yan felt that he had suddenly become a bystander, he watched himself carrying Ye Congzhou into the bedroom, but he was standing in the living room, looking at this strange but familiar house, It seems that I have never seen it before, but it seems that I have lived here with Ye Congzhou for more than ten years.

He Yan wanted to enter that bedroom, but as soon as he lifted his leg, he woke up.

He Yan was stunned on the sofa for a long time.

He often dreamed of Ye Congzhou these years, but it was Ye Congzhou in the past. He had never dreamed of the 36-year-old Ye Congzhou.

It is more pampered than before, and it looks better than before.

In the dream, the two of them were more intimate than before.

Nothing real is like a dream.

He Yan sat up from the sofa and went to take a few more pills, hoping to dream of that town again.

Too bad I couldn't sleep anymore.

He Yan suddenly remembered a long time ago, when he and Ye Congzhou were just together, they went climbing and made a wish when they saw a temple.

At that time he asked Ye Congzhou what he had promised, but Ye Congzhou only smiled but didn't speak.

He didn't tell Ye Congzhou at the time, but he didn't close his eyes when he made the wish, he saw Ye Congzhou's mouth shape silently.

To grow old together.

Ye Congzhou said these four words.

——End of extra episode——

The author has something to say:

This is the end of the episode, thank you for your support.