The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Zong Jun stretched out his hand tremblingly, wanting to touch Ye Ming's eyes lightly, but he stopped when he was less than an inch away from his eyelashes.

Ye Ming blinked, as if he was a bit puzzled and surprised, but soon a look of understanding appeared on his face, he felt Zong Jun's hand holding him trembling, sighed inaudibly, the corners of his lips slightly raised, With a faint smile: "I'm fine, don't worry."

The arrival of this day, in fact, they all knew that sooner or later, but they did not expect that the time he persisted...was shorter than imagined.

No matter how deep love is like the sea, it can't match the ruthlessness of time and the tricks of God's will.

Ye Ming raised his hand to touch Zong Jun's face, but his vision was pitch black, and he hit Zong Jun's shoulder, his hand slowly moved up, along Zong Jun's neck, chin... finally caressed his face.

His slightly cool fingers touched Zong Jun's skin, tracing his outline, as if he wanted to use this method to remember this person in his heart.

Ye Ming smiled slightly: "Although I can't see you anymore, I still remember your appearance, and I will never forget you."

Just as you won't forget me.

Zong Jun's eyes were red, his lips were trembling, yes... I know you won't forget me, I know.

Ye Ming said: "Don't be sad, I'm actually quite satisfied."

Zong Jun closed his eyes in pain, how could he not be sad?He used to think that this person didn't love him, so he revived this person after painstaking efforts... just because he wanted to keep him by his side.

No matter how much hatred and resentment there is, I still can't see it and let it go.

Even if this person doesn't love him, he still wants him to live by his side.

Now he finally understands that Ye Ming loves him, but this time, he doesn't even have a chance to save him. He is about to lose this person completely, so he brought him back with his own hands, and then destroyed him with his own hands.

They could have been immortal couples, but they were born to part with each other.

Ye Ming saw that Zong Jun did not speak for a long time, even though he couldn't see Zong Jun's expression, he knew that he must be very uncomfortable at the moment.This person... always likes to take the mistakes on himself, just because he loves him.

Ye Ming sat up slowly, he couldn't see, but he was holding Zong Jun's hand, and he could feel Zong Jun's temperature, and he felt very at ease, because for countless years... this person's companionship and care had become Part of his life, he knew that until this man died, he would always protect him.

No matter when he looks back, this person is by his side.

Ye Ming smiled lightly, and said: "3000 years ago, I was already dead, the current time... was stolen for me, you and I have not escaped after all, no matter how long this road is, it will come to the end .”

"It's just fate, it's not your fault."

Zong Jun felt that the blood in his whole body seemed to be coagulated, and he couldn't move. After a long time, he finally spoke hoarsely: "It shouldn't be like this."

You could have lived for a long time. You didn't have to die because of me to snatch the wall of the spirit god, and you didn't have to be trapped in the wall of the god of the spirit because of me, and you didn't have to... end up in a daze, with no chance of reincarnation.

None of this should be.

Ye Ming smiled: "But I think my life is not bad."

He raised his head and slowly kissed Zong Jun's lips. Even though his eyes were dim, like jewels dusted with dust, he still seemed to be able to see his persistence, even death, could not cover up his light.

Ye Ming said: "I'm very lucky to have you accompany me on this lonely road to immortality. The only thing I regret is that I stabbed you with the sword... The only thing I regret is that I killed you. I lost the person I love the most, but I didn't even have time to say an apology."

"Until he died, I couldn't let him know that I love him."

"But I didn't expect...the person I love is still alive, and I still have the chance to see him again, and I still have the chance to say sorry to him...I still have the chance to let him know my heart."

"Even if I don't become a fairy... I have no regrets in my life."

Ye Ming's soft laughter seemed to come from far away, drifting into Zong Jun's ears, with affectionate, intoxicating tenderness: "So you know... I don't blame you."

Zong Jun finally stretched out his hand, and slowly and tightly hugged this person with sad eyes.

Hmm... I see.

I see.

[Ding, Zong Jun blackening value -1, current blackening value 0]

………………

Ye Ming was blind, so he never went down the mountain again, Zong Jun stayed by his side every step of the way.

Zong Jun seemed to have quickly adjusted his mood, unwilling to let Ye Ming feel at ease even in the last days because of his sadness, pretending to be free and easy, and said to Ye Ming with a smile: "I will give you whatever you want to eat today." Do."

Ye Ming thought for a while, and said in a gentle voice, "I don't have anything in particular that I want to eat, I like everything you cook." What he didn't see was how painful the expression on Zong Jun's face was under Zong Jun's relaxed tone. What a despair.

When Zong Jun heard the words, he went to cook for Ye Ming. In fact, their cultivation bases had already grown up, and they didn't need to eat at all, but at this last time, he just wanted to be an ordinary couple with Ye Ming... Besides, Ye Ming As his health deteriorated, Zong Jun made food from heaven, material and earth treasures for him to eat, even if he just drank poison to quench his thirst, he couldn't just watch Ye Ming die and do nothing.

No matter how desperate he is, he will do his best until the last moment.

It didn't take long for Zong Jun to prepare the food, because it was inconvenient for Ye Ming not to see it, so Zong Jun fed him with his own hands, putting the food to his mouth.

Ye Ming smiled slightly, he didn't feel the pain and panic of blindness at all, let alone the fear of facing death, he was calm and at ease.

But the more he was like this, the more sad Zong Jun became, because he knew that Ye Ming just didn't want him to suffer, so he showed no concern. He was always thinking of him like this...

And he had never really understood Ye Ming's feelings for him before.

At night, Zong Jun hugged Ye Ming and fell asleep without doing anything, just embracing each other. He kept looking at Ye Ming with his eyes open. Even if another 1 years passed, he would never forget the appearance of this person, but I still want to see more...remember, be more careful...

Ye Ming couldn't see it, nor did he notice that Zong Jun hadn't slept all night.

………………

After another two days, Ye Ming found that his sense of taste had disappeared, he could not taste the taste of Zong Jun's food, no matter what he put in his mouth, he didn't feel anything, it tasted like jue wax, but he didn't say it, but Pretending to be the same as usual.

This day Zong Jun was cooking for Ye Ming again, he gave Ye Ming a bite and asked, "How is it?"

Ye Ming still smiled and said, "Very good."

Zong Jun heaved a sigh of relief, this spiritual herb is very precious and rare, and it was his first time making it, so he was afraid that it would not be good, but seeing Ye Ming eat it with gusto, he felt relieved, and when Ye Ming was almost full, he would just do whatever he wanted. After taking a sip, Zong Jun's expression suddenly changed.

The taste was not good at all, this spirit herb conflicted with one of the spirit medicines, and it was so unpalatable that even he himself could not take a second bite.

Zong Jun slowly raised his eyes to look at Ye Ming, with an expression of incomparable despair.

Ye Ming didn't know Zong Jun's expression, seeing him silent for a long time, he asked with a smile, "What's wrong?"

Zong Jun's throat choked up and he couldn't speak. Can you eat it so badly?Or...you don't even know what you're eating...

Zong Jun pressed his lips tightly, and after a long time, he said with difficulty: "It's nothing."

If you don't want me to know, I'll just pretend I don't know.

If you don't want me to be sad, I will pretend not to be sad.

Zong Jun put away the table with a wave of his hand, gently picked up Ye Ming and walked out of the house, then came to the bamboo forest to put him down, and the two walked hand in hand.

Ye Ming is very familiar with this bamboo grove, when the cool breeze blows at night, there will be a light and refreshing fragrance, but today he didn't feel anything except the cool breeze...he also lost his sense of smell.

The degree of physical deterioration is getting faster and faster.

At night, the two returned to the house and lay on their bed. Ye Ming couldn't fall asleep for a long time, he suddenly opened his eyes, looked in Zong Jun's direction, and said softly: "Talk to me for a while. "

Because soon, I won't even be able to hear your voice.

Zong Jun's voice was hoarse, and he smiled lowly: "Okay, what do you want to hear..."

Ye Ming thought for a while, and said, "Just tell me what I don't know, how did you survive that time?"

Zong Jun didn't want to think about that painful and dark memory, but if Ye Ming wanted to hear it, there was nothing he couldn't say. The color of memory appeared in his eyes, and he said slowly: "Actually, I didn't expect that I could survive... …At that time, I woke up and found that I still had a wisp of soul left, drifting into the Demon Realm with the wind. I was unwilling to die like that, thinking that I would come back to see you no matter what, and stood in front of you again, so I survived.”

He said it lightly, but no one knew the danger. In that demonic realm full of demons, he had a remnant soul, encountered countless dangers of his soul being scattered, and survived countless times... But he persisted in the end After enduring endless pain and torture, he finally became a true demon.

It's just that there's no need to tell Ye Ming the difficult details, because Ye Ming will blame himself and feel sad.

Zong Jun hugged Ye Ming lightly, with a low smile in his voice: "Probably life is not worth dying, as long as I think of you, I don't want to die."

His voice was full of laughter, but his eyes were full of sadness.

Yes, because of thinking of you, thinking of you, no matter whether the miss is hate or love, it is you after all, it is you who made me survive in such a situation with a single obsession.

And this time, what else is worth remembering?

About no more.

Ye Ming's gray eyes were fixed on Zong Jun's direction, when suddenly some hot liquid flowed down the corner of his eyes.

Seeing him crying, Zong Jun said very distressed and at a loss: "What's wrong?" He had tried to simplify those things as much as possible, and didn't mention the difficulties and dangers, why did Ye Ming still cry?He quickly said: "I'm fine, I'm living a good life now, it's all over."

Ye Ming shook his head, still didn't speak, just shed tears silently.

He didn't have the courage to ask a word, he didn't have the courage to ask Zong Jun: Then will you still live like this in the future?

He was afraid that the answer he would get would be something he couldn't bear.

Their immortal cultivators have an incomparably long life, but they are more determined and persistent when dealing with their feelings. If they are sincere, they become obsessed... It's not like a mortal's life is short, and he can still go on and on.

Probably a long, long time ago... Probably from the moment they became Taoist couples, witnessing in the world, and the heart, soul and spirit blended together, he knew that Zong Jun would not abandon him and live alone.

At this moment, he thought how great it would be if Zong Jun could play around like crazy.

Ye Ming closed his eyes and said softly, "It's nothing."

In the end, he still failed to ask that sentence, and failed to make excessive demands.

He has caused Zong Jun pain for 3000 years, should he make a more painful decision for him?This is not what Zong Jun wants.

………………

Ye Ming fell asleep in a daze, and woke up in a daze, and suddenly found that there was silence in his ears.

【Ye Ming: Mom, I'm so scared, I can't hear or see, it's too quiet!All kinds of ghost movies flashed through my mind, 5555, why should I watch so many ghost movies! ! ! 】

[Ye Ming: Everywhere I go, I feel flustered, every step I take is afraid of missing out, you don’t know how hard it is for me to pretend to be calm, as a new blind person, it’s really hard for me to calm down, I need time to adapt QAQ 】This forced pretending is too hard...

【Ye Ming: 5555 Why don't you talk to me, talk to me. 】

【888:...】

【888: I'm not your mother. 】

The air fell into an eerie silence.

【Ye Ming: I was wrong, you are my father QAQ】

【Ye Ming: Dad, talk to me for a while, I'm so scared! 】

【888: Don't worry, you won't live long. 】

【Ye Ming: Dad QAQ】

Ye Ming couldn't hear, see, or eat, and felt that he was almost a living dead. If there was no 888, let alone three days, three seconds would be enough for him.

Zong Jun woke up slowly, and saw that the sky was bright outside, and the sun was shining in from the east, as if it was no different from every morning before.

He hugged Ye Ming and whispered in his ear: "Qianhong..."

Ye Ming didn't respond.

Zong Jun thought he hadn't woken up yet, so he called out again in a low voice, and then said, "Mu Yuanqing sent me a message yesterday, saying that he would come to see you today. He has been very busy recently, and he recruited a lot of new recruits for Xuan Guangzong." disciple."

But Ye Ming didn't seem to hear it at all.

Zong Jun was slightly taken aback, stroked his face, and called out again. After a while...a look of sadness appeared in his eyes.

You can't hear me, can you?

Every minute and every second of this day, the torment like a blunt knife cutting flesh has already made Zong Jun numb from the pain, and there will be no more emotional fluctuations.

He didn't continue to call Ye Ming, he just lay there holding him, quietly.

The world is so quiet, except for the occasional breeze, there is no other sound, only the two of them in the world... only each other, nothing else.

When it was around afternoon, Ye Ming woke up. He quickly realized that he couldn't hear, but his expression was calm.

This was a death that had been foreseen for a long time. There was no accident, only helplessness.

Ye Ming said softly, "Are you still there?"

Zong Jun didn't speak, just held Ye Ming's hand, fingers intertwined.

Ye Ming knew that he was right next to him, his lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, but he had nothing to say, and finally just smiled, "I'm a little sleepy, I want to sleep a little longer."

Zong Jun nodded and looked at him tenderly.

Ye Ming obviously just woke up, but felt very tired, so he closed his eyes again, fell asleep again, and only said these two sentences in total.

Zong Jun just looked at him like this, without blinking.

After a long time, until the sun was setting on the western mountain, Zong Jun gently picked up Ye Ming and walked to the edge of the cliff on top of Wangyun Peak.

The sun is gradually setting, and the red light illuminates the clouds, which looks like a sea of ​​red clouds. The color is getting farther and darker, extending to the boundless distance... It seems that there is no end.

Zong Jun lowered his head, looked at the person in his arms, and said softly, "You told me before that you like the scenery here the most."

He knew that Ye Ming couldn't hear anything, but he still kept talking to himself.

"You used to stand here alone, and every time you looked at it, you felt as if you were going to become a fairy at any moment, leave this world, leave me...without care or concern."

"I worked so hard to stand by your side, but I just wanted to be able to catch you, keep up with you, and become your concern."

"Thinking that if you really want to leave one day, no matter where you go, I can be with you..."

Ye Ming fell asleep peacefully, his face as cold as a fairy was reflected by the setting sun, as beautiful as a picture scroll.

The jade between his brows suddenly shattered, covered with mottled cracks, and lost the last ray of light, like a dull stone without any aura, and it could not be seen that it was the entire fairy cloud world. Grab the spirit wall.

At the same time, his body also lost the last trace of warmth.

Maintaining the appearance of sleeping, it becomes eternity.

Zong Jun stared down at the person in his arms. This spiritual weapon he made with his own hands eventually lost its soul, leaving only a cold body.

Like 2000 years before that.

In those 2000 years, he faced this cold body every day, summoning his soul day after day, calling him to return... But now all he has left is this cold body.

Zong Jun's eyes were gentle and nostalgic, he lowered his head and kissed Ye Ming's cold lips.

You said that you have no regrets in your life.

In fact, I shouldn't have any regrets. I got your love, so what regrets can I have?Should be satisfied.

I once said that eternal life and eternity will never be separated.

3000 years ago, I made such a promise, and 3000 years later, I still fulfill my promise.Where you are in this world, there is me. No matter where you go, I will accompany you.

Live and die together, never leave.

………………

Mu Yuanqing didn't go down the mountain for a long time. Because of Ye Yin's death, Tianhai Palace was expelled, and the Xianyun Realm gradually returned to calm, and everything was left to be done.

As the chief disciple of Xuanguang Sect, he was busy with things. On this day, he went to the foot of the mountain to recruit new disciples, and went to a town that he and Ye Ming had visited before.

Mu Yuanqing accidentally saw a human snack, which tasted similar to what he and Ye Ming had eaten before, thinking that Ye Ming also liked it, so he bought some and couldn't wait to bring it back.

He didn't stop along the way, fearing that things would get cold after too long, so he soon arrived at Wangyun Peak.

It's just that there was no one on Wangyun Peak, so Mu Yuanqing searched for a while, in the bamboo forest, in the house... searched everywhere, but couldn't find Ye Ming and Zong Jun, so he felt inexplicably uneasy.

Mu Yuanqing searched all the way up, and finally came to the top of Wangyun Peak.

The top of the mountain was empty and open, and Mu Yuanqing stared blankly at the front, and the things in his hands fell to the ground weakly.

Among the boundless sea of ​​clouds, Wangyun Peak is on the edge of the cliff.

There are only two swords sticking out alone.

One Cangxuan and one Zhushui.