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Jiang Ci's face turned pale, and he stared blankly at Ye Ming's crazy eyes... Even though his arm was bitten bloody, he didn't seem to feel it at all.

During this period of time, apart from being silent, Ye Ming didn't show any other signs of abnormality. On the contrary, he was very obedient and obedient. Why did he suddenly behave like this?

At this moment, he could hardly think. The huge change made his brain go blank. A chill ran through his whole body, and his whole body was stiff. The only thing he still remembered was not to let go of this person.

After a long time, Jiang Ci slowly turned his eyes, looked down at Ye Ming, and said in a hoarse voice, "Calm down."

Ye Ming still looked at him bitterly, he couldn't get rid of Jiang Ci's control, his eyes were cold and disgusted, "You murderer - you killed my son, you give him back to me!"

Looking at this look in Jiang Ci's eyes, he suddenly asked himself what he was doing during this time... He used all means to take revenge on this person, hurt this person, and now this person has finally gone crazy.

He didn't remember him, nothing but hatred.

Are you satisfied?

Jiang Ci hugged Ye Ming tightly, he suddenly felt very at a loss, very helpless, very scared, he didn't know it would become like this.

He always thought that he was enjoying the pleasure of revenge, and wanted to let this person know his pain, so he kept torturing him and hurting him, trapping him by his side at all costs.

But when the injury was really irreparable, he regretted it again.

He knew that his thoughts were ridiculous and contrived, even hypocritical and disgusting, but... there is no doubt that he regretted seeing Ye Ming like this, as if he had finally broken a certain critical point, and everything turned upside down in an instant.

This is not what he wants.

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -20, current blackening value 40]

Jiang Ci felt as if his arms were extremely heavy, he pressed Ye Ming into his arms, and said slowly and with difficulty: "I am your son, I am not dead..."

Please wake up, please...

I promise, never hurt you again.

But Ye Ming couldn't listen at all, he said sharply: "You are not! My son would not treat me like that! He is a good boy...you are not him!"

Jiang Ci felt a little hot in his eyes, he knew that now was not the right time, and he shouldn't ask such a question, but he still couldn't help asking: "Then do you like him... In your eyes, is he really good? "

Then you, why didn't you want him in the first place?

Ye Ming stared and said, "My son is the best, you are not him!"

Jiang Ci smiled, this smile was a bit bleak.

It turns out that if you are crazy, you will think that I am very good, and you will like me... Is this your real thought, or is it just a deception of self-deception?

But... I want to take it for real.

Jiang Ci slowly let go of his hand and said, "I won't hurt you again."

Ye Ming finally got rid of Jiang Ci's control, dodged far away without even thinking about it, leaned his back against the wall, and looked at him viciously, like a beast on the verge of extinction, staring at the enemy with bared teeth.

Jiang Ci raised his hands, indicating that he would not do anything, and walked out slowly from the door.

Seeing Jiang Ci leaving, Ye Ming rushed over and closed the door forcefully.

Jiang Ci listened to the 'bang' sound of closing the door, covered his eyes with his hands, raised his head and did not speak for a long time.

He really wanted to go in and have a look, but he was afraid of disturbing Ye Ming and causing him more stimulation.At this time, he was glad that he had installed a camera here in the first place, originally intended to monitor Ye Ming and prevent him from escaping, but now it was used for other purposes.

Jiang Ci was also worried about leaving Ye Ming alone at home, and now his mental state was obviously abnormal, so he stayed in the living room, watching Ye Ming through the monitor.

Ye Ming sat on the edge of the bed with a dull gaze, looking at the empty desk, silently shedding tears.

And Jiang Ci just looked at him like this, the pain in his chest spread little by little, are you... looking at me?So you have, do you care about me?But why didn't you tell me before?

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After several hours like this, Ye Ming still didn't respond, as if he had lost his soul, Jiang Ci felt that this was not an option, he couldn't let Ye Ming stay inside without eating or drinking.Ye Ming is already crazy, if he also collapses, it will only make the situation worse for both of them.

Jiang Ci finally got up and knocked on the door lightly, then pushed the door open and entered.

Perhaps time allowed Ye Ming to calm down a bit, and he didn't react violently this time.

Ye Ming looked at the man in front of him with red eyes, it was this demon, he killed his own child, then imprisoned him here, tortured him in the dark, the only way to kill him was to kill him!Only by himself can he escape from here, he must kill him, otherwise he will not be able to go anywhere...

But he is not his opponent, this demon is too powerful, which makes him feel very desperate.

Ye Ming watched Jiang Ci approach step by step, his body trembling slightly, he knew he would not let him go...

Before Jiang Ci got close, he saw Ye Ming hiding in the bed, looking at him with fear, resentment and despair, and suddenly he didn't dare to get any closer.He was silent for a long time, and said in a soft voice as much as possible: "I just want to ask you to come out for dinner."

Ye Ming thought that what he was facing would be another round of torture, but who knew that this demon would change his normal behavior and treat him with such a gentle attitude. He froze for a moment, and then realized that this was a new trick of the demon. Demons are best at disguising up!He just wants to give him hope first and then make him despair, he won't be fooled.

But if he wants to escape from here, he must kill this demon. Since he can deceive himself, he can also deceive him.

Ye Ming's expression changed slightly, he lowered his eyes, and asked softly, "Are you really, won't you hurt me?"

This short sentence actually made Jiang Ci feel like he was in a desperate situation. No matter what, Ye Ming was still willing to communicate with him. This is a good sign.He said very seriously: "I promise."

Ye Ming still hesitated, as if he didn't dare to get too close to him.

Jiang Ci noticed it, turned around and went out without hesitation, he was afraid that Ye Ming would be hungry, so he had already prepared dinner, and now he can go into the kitchen and bring it out.But to his surprise, Ye Ming also quietly followed him into the kitchen, his footsteps were very light, his face was pale, appearing behind him like a ghost.

Jiang Ci didn't dare to say anything more, for fear of irritating Ye Ming again, he just picked up the food and was about to go out, but when he turned around, he saw Ye Ming pull out the fruit knife from the knife holder, and rushed towards him fiercely!

Jiang Ci lost his mind for a moment, and hid a little slower. The sharp blade slashed across his shoulder, his hand trembled, and with a loud crash, the plates and vegetables shattered to the ground.

Ye Ming missed a single blow and hit the edge of the pool.

Jiang Ci's lips trembled, Ye Ming wanted to kill him, the knife just now showed no mercy, he wanted his life... This knowledge made it almost impossible for him to maintain his remaining calmness and rationality.

The air in the small space seemed to be squeezed out, making it suffocating.

Ye Ming turned around, the camouflage just now had disappeared, and the deep-rooted hatred appeared in his eyes again.

Obviously he could almost kill the demon and escape from here, but he still fell short!He looked into Jiang Ci's dark eyes... This demon knew that he was going to kill him, so he would retaliate even more.

But he had had enough of it!He would rather die than let him be humiliated again!

Ye Ming tightly grasped the knife in his hand, and stabbed himself in the chest without hesitation!

Jiang Ci's pupils shrank, and at this moment he almost instinctively rushed over, pinching his wrist tightly!With red eyes, he said sharply, "What are you doing?!"

Ye Ming's hand was tightly pinched, he couldn't move an inch, he sneered, "Don't even think about hurting me again, I won't give you this chance!"

Jiang Ci moved his lips, wanting to say that I won't hurt you, but pale words are most useless at this moment, Ye Ming won't believe him.

He will never trust him again.

In his eyes, he was just a demon who would do anything to hurt him.

He thought he couldn't care less, but he didn't.

Jiang Ci closed his eyes, and slowly exerted force on his hand until Ye Ming showed a painful look on his face. He let go of his palm, and the knife finally fell to the ground, and then directly pulled Ye Ming out and tied him to the chair.

Ye Ming hated and was anxious, his eyes were about to burst, he knew that this demon was going to torture him again... But he would rather die than be bullied by this demon again!

Jiang Ci didn't do anything, he just went back into the kitchen, cleaned up the broken dishes on the floor, and made another dish. Fortunately, he bought a lot of ingredients today.After a while, Jiang Ci came out with the food again, put it to Ye Ming's mouth with chopsticks, and said in a low voice, "Eat."

Ye Ming sneered, but didn't open his mouth anyway.

Jiang Ci's hand holding the chopsticks remained motionless, the depths of his black eyes were filled with despair and indifference, the pain in his heart almost tore his heart apart, and the wound on his shoulder reminded him of the tragedy of all this, but his face was as if Wearing a cold and hard mask, he said word by word: "If you don't eat, I will fuck you."

Ye Ming's eyes were full of hatred: "You might as well just kill me!"

Jiang Ci raised the corners of his lips and said slowly, "I won't kill you, I will torture you slowly, but if you eat, I won't move you, you choose."

Ye Ming's lips were bleeding from biting, and he began to struggle desperately again, but his wrists were all red, but he still couldn't get rid of it.And Jiang Ci watched all this with a blank face, until Ye Ming stopped moving again, and then put another chopsticks dish to his mouth.

As if nothing could shake his determination, cold, ruthless.

Ye Ming's eyes were red, he would rather die than bear this person's humiliation, but he couldn't even control death... He didn't want to believe his words, but he had to.

Finally, he slowly opened his mouth and ate it in humiliation.

Jiang Ci didn't say a word. After feeding Ye Ming, he untied him from the chair, carried him into the bedroom, tied his hands behind his back and fixed him on the head of the bed.

He was afraid that Ye Ming would commit suicide if he didn't pay attention, so after doing all this, Jiang Ci turned and left.

Jiang Ci went outside, quickly ordered his subordinates to contact the doctor, and then went back to the living room to sit down again. Only then did a look of pain and bewilderment appear in his eyes, and the previous indifference camouflage was instantly shattered.

In just half a day, it was so difficult that he could hardly persevere.

Jiang Ci's eyes were a little dazed, now he knows how cruel his behavior is, he finally knows...

I forgive you, okay?No matter what you have done before, whether you abandoned me or not, I don't blame you... Please get better, okay?

I finally understand what you said to me at the beginning. You told me not to turn yourself into the kind of person you hate because of hatred. You will regret it... At that time, I didn’t believe it. I only had hatred in my heart. And unwilling, unwilling to listen to you, now I regret not listening to you.

But it was too late.

I want you to stay with me, but it's not like this...

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -10, current blackening value 30]

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Because Ye Ming's hands were tied behind his back, he didn't sleep very comfortably, and it was inconvenient to turn over, so he woke up early.

【Ye Ming: Hey, the show is over, I have to find a way to get him to let me go, this is not suitable for sleeping. 】

[888: ...] Sleep is the only thing on your mind?

[Ye Ming: Did my good son finally lower his blackening value yesterday? 】

【888: Dropped, only 30 left. 】

【Ye Ming: It seems that the parenting plan I personally demonstrated was very successful!Back then, I was also familiar with various parenting manuals, but in fact, let me tell you, for bear children... no matter how much the truth in books is, it is not as effective as suffering a loss once, and you will know that you are wrong .You see, he really understands this time, the late youth rebellious period is finally coming to an end! 】

[888's voice is indifferent: Well, your teaching was quite successful. ] You can tell at a glance that it is not your own.

Jiang Ci just sat in the living room all night, and when it was dawn, he stood in front of Ye Ming's door, hesitating for a long time, and finally summoned up the courage to open the door and enter.

He walked to Ye Ming's bed, ready to face hatred and curses, but to his surprise, Ye Ming looked at him very calmly, there was no hatred or madness in those dark brown eyes, only Ruo It seems sad, helpless and indifferent, just like before...

Jiang Ci's heart skipped a beat for an instant, he was afraid that he was dreaming, did Ye Ming return to normal again?His voice finally trembled uncontrollably: "You, are you awake?"

Ye Ming didn't answer, but just looked at him blankly.

Jiang Ci's heart was full of ecstasy, he never knew that even if one day Ye Ming just looked at him calmly, he would feel so satisfied, obviously before he hated Ye Ming's indifference so much.

But overnight, he began to miss the past.

He immediately stepped forward to untie the restraints on Ye Ming's body, feeling a little at a loss, fearing that if he accidentally said something wrong, Ye Ming would be irritated again.

After a while, he said slowly: "I, I asked you to go out for dinner..."

Ye Ming was stunned for a moment, he felt that Jiang Ci seemed to be different, and the chains on his feet were gone, but why did Jiang Ci change his attitude so much?He looked at Jiang Ci suspiciously.

Jiang Ci noticed Ye Ming's puzzled eyes and had some guesses in his heart. He asked softly, "Do you remember what happened yesterday?"

Ye Ming thought for a while, he only remembered that they were watching TV on the sofa after dinner, but he didn't remember anything after that, he said, "We were watching TV, and then..."

He frowned, as if trying to think hard.

Jiang Ci already knew the answer, so of course he didn't want Ye Ming to think about it. He said in a deep voice, "After watching the TV, you should come back and rest. I'm not at home when I have something to go out at night."

Ye Ming's voice was hoarse: "Is that so?" Why didn't he remember at all...

Jiang Ci said in an unquestionable voice, "Yes."

Ye Ming stopped thinking about it, he stood up and walked outside, Jiang Ci had already made breakfast as expected.He finished his breakfast silently, and went back to the bedroom to wait for Jiang Ci to lock him up, but Jiang Ci didn't do that, but said, "I have a friend who wants to come to see me today."

Ye Ming finally showed surprise in his eyes, this was the first time Jiang Ci let him see outsiders.

Jiang Ci had already quietly sent Ye Ming's changes to the doctor with a text message just now, and told him that it's best not to be noticed by Ye Ming, and the doctor should be here soon.

Sure enough, after a while, there was a knock on the door outside.

Jiang Ci walked over to open the door. The person who came was a middle-aged man with glasses. He looked ordinary but looked friendly. He was dressed in casual clothes. It was not at all obvious that it was a doctor, but he seemed to be a guest. He and Jiang Ci Ci looked at each other, then walked in.

Ye Ming thought that the friends Jiang Ci could bring to his home would definitely not help him, and it was useless to ask for help by himself, he just sat there expressionless.

Jiang Ci chatted with the doctor for a while, then suddenly answered a phone call, turned to Ye Ming and said, "I'm going out for a while, I'll be back later, please help me greet the guests." After speaking, he left.

Ye Ming still didn't respond, he was just imprisoned here, and he didn't have the obligation to greet guests for Jiang Ci, Jiang Ci's request was meaningless.

But that guest didn't seem to mind Ye Ming's indifference, instead he took the initiative to smile at Ye Ming, "Let me introduce myself, my name is Zhang, how about you?"

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Of course Jiang Ci didn't really have something to do. He stood downstairs and never felt that time was so difficult. After about two hours, Dr. Zhang came out from inside.

Jiang Ci rushed forward anxiously, with a low voice: "How is he doing?"

Dr. Zhang raised his glasses and said: "The situation is not very good. His reaction thinking is very slow, and his actions are also very slow, which shows that his mental state is not completely normal, but it seems that he has returned to normal compared to yesterday's situation. , how long has he been like this?"

Jiang Ci's eyes darkened, so Ye Ming is already this serious?And he didn't notice it before, he just thought that Ye Ming gave up his resistance.Regret filled his chest, and he said in a calm voice, "It's been more than a week."

Dr. Zhang added, "I heard from you that he tried to kill you yesterday, and he hated you very much."

Jiang Ci couldn't suppress the painful emotions in his eyes, his throat stiffened, and he nodded.

Doctor Zhang said: "You weren't inside just now, and letting me be alone with him is obviously a good opportunity to ask for help, but he didn't have the slightest intention to talk to me or ask for help. According to common sense, a prisoner who has lost his freedom People will do whatever it takes to get away, but he didn't do so. It can be seen that deep down in his heart he thinks that he can't escape. Even if you open the door and let him go, he won't go, because he believes that you will take him away. I can't get rid of it when I get it back... Judging from his actions yesterday, you are the key to his hopelessness. He subconsciously believes that only by killing you can he get out of the desperate situation, so he made such a move. And after the failure View suicide to get rid of it all."

Jiang Ci's face turned pale, and he murmured, "Is that so..."

Because he is the source of his pain, so he wants to die by himself...

Doctor Zhang frowned, and then said: "But people's resilience is actually very strong. It stands to reason that such a short period of imprisonment should not cause such a devastating blow to a person's psychology. To get to this point so quickly... His reaction is more like a person who has been in despair for a long time, and it will deteriorate rapidly because of the loss of hard-won hope. I think he should have had it before. What you are doing now is just an inducement.”

Jiang Ci was startled, as if unwilling to believe this fact, "Has he been like this before?"

Doctor Zhang said: "It's not necessarily like this, but it must be different from normal people. When I talked with him, I found that he kept silent about the past, and he was very repulsive. It must be very painful and he didn't want to be known. Maybe his past experience is the key to his behavior. You think about it carefully, this is very important. By the way... You also told me that he suddenly fell ill when you tried to rape him yesterday, and it happened at that time Did you do anything else? Something different from usual?"

Jiang Ci thought for a while, "Nothing special, we're on the sofa...the TV is on..."

Doctor Zhang asked, "What's on the TV?"

Jiang Ci said: "I can't remember, but I will find out."

Doctor Zhang nodded, and said: "Contact me again if there is any situation, please pay attention, don't stimulate him again. It is a good sign that he can regain consciousness, but if he continues to touch the key points that stimulated him, he may relapse at any time." Sick."

Jiang Ci said seriously: "I know."

He sent the doctor away, and immediately sent the TV station he might have watched yesterday to his subordinates, asking them to send over the program list at that time.

Jiang Ci raised his head and looked upstairs, he knew Ye Ming was there, but he suddenly lost the courage to go back.

This reunion has been torturing each other from the very beginning, but now it has finally reached the point of no return.

Revenge... It turns out that it really can't make people free.

Jiang Ci didn't dare to go in or go too far, so he sat in the car downstairs and began to desperately recall the past... The doctor said that Ye Ming had mental problems before, but Jiang Ci couldn't remember.

In his impression, Ye Ming has always been very normal, with a gentle and kind personality, a very good person, so he loves him like this, even if he has hurt him...

once... hurt him...

Jiang Ci sat up straight suddenly, his pupils shrank, and some memory fragments he had forgotten began to emerge.

He suddenly remembered that when he was very young, before he was about five years old, Ye Ming didn't treat him so well... He kept him at home, beat him, scolded him for starving him, and looked at him like an enemy ...

He was too young at that time, and those memories were too painful, so he was deliberately forgotten.

But at this moment, Ye Ming's hateful eyes appeared in front of his eyes again, and those eyes suddenly overlapped with the Ye Ming of 20 years ago, and the painful fragments began to emerge continuously... Another Ye Ming with a cold face slowly appeared in front of him. In front of him was a Ye Ming who was completely different from what he remembered...

His eyes are full of hatred, his face is twisted and ferocious, sometimes violent and sometimes indifferent, like a demon... No, that's not him!

Jiang Ci inserted his hands into his hair and held his head, with a painful expression on his face.

At that time, he was just a child who didn't know anything, why did Ye Ming hate him so much?There is no reason at all, is there?He was the one who was hurt... So, is it him that Ye Ming hates, or does he hate someone else through him?

Why would he steal himself away from Jiang Sheng, just for money?But is it worth him hating himself so much just because of the money?As if I was his sworn enemy...

Ye Ming's hateful gaze towards him and Doctor Zhang's words finally reminded him of those childhood memories that he had forgotten.

He never knew before that he hated him so much... It turned out that this hatred started a long, long time ago.

And not just yesterday.

And what happened at that time to make Ye Ming suffer such despair and pain, and thus become hideous?

Jiang Ci's thoughts were in chaos. At this time, the phone rang, and his subordinates sent over the program lists. Jiang Ci watched them one by one, and suddenly saw such a program on XX Channel: An Interview with the Charity Foundation founded by Jiang Sheng.

The words Jiang Sheng caught his eyes, making his hands tremble, and he almost failed to hold the phone.

All the broken, distant and incredible memories are gradually strung together...

Are there so many coincidences in this world?

Probably not.

He suddenly got up and hurriedly opened the car door and rushed upstairs. He came to Ye Ming's bedroom with chaotic steps, but when he wanted to go in, he stopped suddenly. He really wanted to go in and ask Ye Ming directly, but he was afraid to face him. Facing the cruel truth that he didn't want to believe, he stood there in a daze.

After a long time, he finally stretched out his hand slowly, gritted his teeth and pushed the door open.

The author has something to say: Xiaoye: Intermittent neuropathy, gold medal to avoid death, just ask if you are afraid.

Jiang Ci: I'm scared to death...

888: ...

Jiang Sheng: I had a nightmare yesterday, thinking that my good days are coming to an end...