The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

"Why are you here?" Ye Ming's throat was strangled, and he could only make a difficult sound.

Jiang Ci lowered his head, staring at Ye Ming's face, seeing the panic in his eyes.

He couldn't help thinking of what he saw just now, the gentle smile Ye Ming showed to Li Siyang and Li Xu'an, while he stood in a dark corner, like a humble beggar, watching him treat others tenderly.

Anyway, I can't let you stay by my side anyway, if I can't let you continue to love me, why should I try to please you at all costs like before?

I should have figured this out earlier.

Ye Ming felt that it was difficult to breathe, so he stretched out his hand to break Jiang Ci's hand. He always had the illusion that he was going to kill him like this... However, he didn't expect that it would break away with a light touch. Ye Ming was taken aback, and then he was pushed away. On the sofa.

Jiang Ci bent one knee and knelt beside him, stretched out his hand to pinch his chin, and said in a flat tone, "I really know how to put on a show."

Although Jiang Ci's tone was flat and calm, Ye Ming somehow felt that he was angry, even though he didn't know why he was angry.

Jiang Ci lowered his head slightly, breathing hot air into Ye Ming's ear, and chuckled lightly: "You are still so good at deceiving people, coaxing people around, you said that if I tell Li Xu'an that you are actually a kidnapper who can abuse children, he I'm afraid you won't dare to let you pick up his son with such confidence, will you?"

Ye Ming's face turned pale. He had already agreed to many exorbitant demands in order to prevent Jiang Ci from doing this, but the initiative is not on his side. If Jiang Ci insists on doing this, there is nothing he can do.

Jiang Ci caressed Ye Ming's cheek, looked at his slightly pale face, with a look of deep longing in his eyes, suddenly unable to restrain his impulse, he lowered his head and kissed his lips.

He has endured this for a long, long time, and now he doesn't want to bear it anymore.

This person can only belong to him!

Ye Ming's eyes widened suddenly, and without thinking, he stretched out his hand to push Jiang Ci, but Jiang Ci grabbed his waist, unable to break free, and was almost suffocated by the kiss.

Jiang Ci felt that Ye Ming was too annoyed by struggling, so he directly tore off Ye Ming's clothes, tied his hands together tightly, then pressed down on the sofa, lowered his head and bit the back of his neck.

Ye Ming felt Jiang Ci's presumptuous movements, his scalp was numb, and he struggled desperately, "Let me go! You're crazy!"

Jiang Ci gave a playful low laugh: "Let go of you? Do you think I can't satisfy you by myself? Do you need me to find a few more people?"

Ye Ming trembled with shame, anger and anger, with sad and disappointed eyes, he said: "Do you have to do this? Just to get revenge on me, do things that even feel disgusting to you... You are obviously not such a person..."

In my memory, you were a good boy, kind and dependable, with a gentle heart.

But what I see now is a depraved beast dominated by hatred, crazily hurting others and hurting itself.

Jiang Ci's eyes turned cold, and his voice was indifferent, "Oh? Then what kind of person do you think I should be?"

Ye Ming turned his head slightly, his eyes were slightly red, and he said: "I'm sorry for you... You can take revenge on me, but I don't want you to turn yourself into the kind of person you hate because of hatred. The gain outweighs the loss."

I really don't want you to be like me, change yourself beyond recognition because of hatred, do wrong things, and then spend your whole life paying for your mistakes.

I didn't understand this truth at the beginning, but unfortunately when I understood it, it was too late to regret it.

I know that you still have a kind side in your heart, you are the one I love deeply, so I hope you can live well, instead of becoming a revenge demon and indulging your own desires because of impulse.

Don't make the same mistakes I did.

Jiang Ci looked into Ye Ming's eyes. When Ye Ming said these words, he was so sincere and his eyes were so serious, as if these were words from his heart. He hoped that he could live well, let go of his hatred and live a good life.

At this moment, he seemed to go back to the past, back to the time when they were still together, back to the time when he still loved him... the past and the present are intertwined.

Jiang Ci was almost unable to continue, what was he doing?Obviously he used to respect and love this person as a father, but now his heart is full of dirty desires, he just wants to follow his instinct and enjoy the pleasure of revenge.

But the trance in his eyes only lasted for a moment, and was soon covered by coldness again.

In your opinion, can the pain I endured be easily explained away in one sentence?Just let me go, do you want me to let you go?

You obviously wanted to escape from me before, but now you can shamelessly continue to pretend to care about me in order to avoid my revenge?I will never trust you again!

Jiang Ci brushed Ye Ming's neck with his fingers, and smiled softly: "What you said makes sense."

Ye Ming showed a look of surprise, he was very worried that Jiang Ci wouldn't listen to him, he really didn't want the two of them to come to this point.

Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming's face, showed a smile like a cat playing with a mouse, and said, "It's just that you're wrong about one thing, I don't hate the way I am now, on the contrary, revenge on you is what makes me happiest thing."

The joy in Ye Ming's eyes dissipated in an instant. He looked into Jiang Ci's dark eyes, and suddenly bent his legs and rolled off the sofa. He had a premonition that what happened next was something he was unwilling to bear.

But before he could stand up, he was grabbed by his ankle and pulled back mercilessly.

………………

This torture was so long for him, and the perpetrator was like a cruel tyrant, no matter how much he cried and begged, cursed and struggled, he remained unmoved.

In the end, Ye Ming could hardly even move his fingers.

He was lying on the ground with blank eyes, blood flowed down his thighs, his body was covered with marks, and he was in a terrible state of distress.

Why, things will develop to this point?

Was everything that happened just now his nightmare?Had he returned to that desperate world from which he could not break free?

Standing aside, Jiang Ci slowly buttoned up his shirt, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, he finally completely possessed this person, the great satisfaction this process brought him was beyond his imagination.

He finally understood that he was not limited to wanting to trap this person by his side, he also wanted him to belong to him completely from body to heart and from outside to outside!

This is what he really wants!

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -10, current blackening value 70]

Jiang Ci put on his clothes, grabbed Ye Ming's arm, dragged him to the bathroom, and threw him on the floor.

Ye Ming no longer had the strength to resist at all, and the pain caused by that fierce plunder made him almost numb.But the most painful thing is not the body, but the heart... The most painful thing is the person who hurt him with his own hands...

It was the one he loved deeply, the one who had been his own child.

Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming's hollow, numb, miserable appearance as if he had been completely defeated, patted his face, and smiled softly: "What are you pretending to do? It's so cool to be fucked by me, and it's true that you still have a reaction when you say no." Disgusting...should be recorded so you can see how you—”

Before he could finish speaking, there was a soft 'pop' sound, which made Jiang Ci's words come to an abrupt end.

Ye Ming raised his hand and slapped him across the face.

He was obviously weak, but he didn't know where the potential had exploded. He raised his hand and slapped Jiang Ci. This slap was powerless. It was like a tickle on Jiang Ci's face, and it passed lightly.

But the disappointment and anger contained in it are deeper than any violent words and actions.

Ye Ming looked at him, the disappointment and grief and indignation in his eyes were so heavy, it seemed like the cold wave in the extreme north could freeze the blood in a person's body.He opened his mouth slowly, making a broken and indifferent voice: "Are you so... happy..."

Jiang Ci remained motionless, and after a while, he seemed to have recovered from the slap just now. Although the depression and pain in his heart made him feel extremely depressed, he said, "Yes, I am very happy."

Hearing these words, Ye Ming seemed to finally give up any hope, and closed his eyes wearily.

This is what happened to him when he made a mistake...

But the saddest thing is that what he hates the most is not Jiang Ci, but himself, who single-handedly turned the child into this...

Maybe from the time when he went to the hospital to take him away, or when he hurt him, or when he just left without saying goodbye... All of these things have long been destined for today.

He tried to make up for his mistakes, but maybe it was too late...

Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming like this, and seeing that he was finally hurt by himself, he thought he would be very happy, but in fact, he might not be that happy, instead, a depressing emotion appeared in his chest.

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -10, current blackening value 60]

Jiang Ci's hands were clenched into fists with great force, and after a while he turned around and strode away.

Ye Ming heard the 'bang' sound of the door being closed, and then slowly opened his eyes again.

【Ye Ming: It's too bad, I don't have the strength, I just slammed the door and left without helping me clean up, this child is not as considerate as before...】

[888: ...] Can't this hot chicken shut up?There was no atmosphere at all, just now I thought he was a bit miserable, now I just want to make up for him again, beat him so much that his mother can't recognize him.

Ye Ming sighed and lay on the ground, woke up after sleeping and found that he had caught a cold from the cold, so he took a shower shivering, and got into bed.

This body is not good, I got sick in one go.

………………

But at this time, it is very suitable to be sick and sell miserably. Ye Ming doesn't go out, and just lies at home angrily.

888 Seeing that he is so lazy, he doesn't even bother to order takeaway, and he doesn't want to get up to make food. I'm afraid that he will toss himself to death like this. He struggles and hesitates in his heart, thinking whether to get something to eat for this bastard, okay? Jiang Ci came back the next day, and 888 felt relieved.

I don't know when Jiang Ci even got the key to Ye Ming's house, and opened the door directly to come in.

He left in a hurry yesterday because he didn't know what he wanted for a while.

From the moment he met Ye Ming, he decided to take revenge on him, so that he would never be able to leave him again, but he really hurt him like this, and he began to regret it a little, he didn't know why he hesitated to contradict?

Obviously there is no need to hesitate at all.

Jiang Ci remembered Ye Ming's appearance when he left yesterday, worried that something might happen to him at home alone, and he came back after only one night.

The house was quiet, the living room was still the same as yesterday, the mess was not cleaned up, Jiang Ci opened the bedroom door, and saw the man lying on the bed with his eyes closed, as if he had fallen asleep.

He walked over gently, looked down and found that Ye Ming's face was abnormally red, and he stretched out his hand to touch his forehead, he really had a fever.

Jiang Ci paused, then called to ask his subordinates to bring food and cold medicine.

Then he took off his shoes and sat on the bed, holding Ye Ming in his arms.

Because he was asleep, the man was very quiet at the moment, neither resisting nor struggling, Jiang Ci suddenly felt particularly at ease.This person was by his side... He had been longing to embrace him again for eight full years.

In the past eight years, he has been imagining the scene of seeing him again all the time.

If only you weren't such a person...

Jiang Ci closed his eyes in pain, his thoughts returned to eight years ago, the most painful and helpless scene was engraved deep in his soul.

He will never forget that day.

That day Ye Ming bought him a cake, although the cake was very simple, but he didn't care, what he cared about was the person who celebrated his birthday with him, he was so dependent on him and loved him, they depended on each other, regardless of each other.

He swore never to be separated from him.

However, the person who celebrated his birthday gently just a moment ago just said a simple sentence to him suddenly: I'll go out for a while.

Just never came back.

He sat alone in that house, wanting to wait for Ye Ming to come back and blow out the candles together, but the candles burned dry, and the candle oil formed puddles of congealed stains on the cake. did not return.

He was suddenly very scared, afraid that something happened to Ye Ming, otherwise how could he not come back?He will never leave him!

He searched for a whole night on a rainy night, went to all the places he thought Ye Ming might go, but found nothing, and fell ill when he came back.

He was the only one left at home, as quiet as a tomb.

He also didn't want to go to the hospital, because he was afraid that if Ye Ming came back and didn't see him, he would be anxious. He thought that if he stayed where he was and didn't go away, this person would be able to see him when he turned around, and would hold his hand again.

In the end, it was all his delusions, things were not that complicated, and he didn't have so many difficulties, he just simply didn't want him anymore.

The person he thought would never abandon him just left without warning.

He couldn't figure out the reason for a while, until he knew it all later.

Jiang Ci closed his eyes, with a bitter smile on his lips.

Why did I remember those things again?

Jiang Ci lowered his head, and gently kissed Ye Ming's forehead, with a look of deep nostalgia in his eyes.

do you know?I didn't want to believe that you were the kind of person my father said, even with so many facts and evidence in front of me, I didn't want to believe it, but... probably waited too long.

When you are desperate, you can only believe.

I need a reason.

Jiang Ci just hugged Ye Ming and rested for a while, and soon his subordinates brought over the medicine and food.

Jiang Ci kissed Ye Ming and said, "Wake up."

Ye Ming was in a daze, feeling as if he was in a warm embrace, and someone was calling him, he opened his eyes dimly, and saw Jiang Ci's face.But this time there was no accident or struggle in his eyes, only indifference.

Jiang Ci said to him, "You should take your medicine."

Ye Ming didn't resist, just swallowed the medicine with Jiang Ci's hand, and reluctantly ate some food.

Jiang Ci saw that Ye Ming's lips were stained with porridge, and suddenly his heart was moved. He lowered his head and licked it away, and then kissed it deeply.

Ye Ming's body trembled slightly, but he closed his eyes without any further resistance.

All of this made him feel ashamed. Jiang Ci's actions always reminded him of the sins he had caused. He wanted to resist desperately, but he didn't have the strength to resist...

If this is what you really want, then I will make it up to you, if it makes you happy, then let it be... It doesn't matter how painful it is.

When you finish your revenge and feel enough, leave me.

We will never see each other again.

It was rare for Jiang Ci to see Ye Ming's obedient appearance, and he deepened the kiss with unsatisfactory intentions.

He knew that Ye Ming didn't like how he treated him, and if he didn't resist, he probably just gave up. His heart seemed to be torn in two at the moment, one half tried to stop his behavior and told him it was wrong, but the other half was strong Longing, longing to have this person.

Eventually desire and hatred got the better of him, destroying his sanity.

………………

Ye Ming skipped work because he didn't ask for leave, which aroused Li Xu'an's concern, so he finally called.And his mobile phone was in Jiang Ci's hand. Jiang Ci looked at Li Xu'an's phone, his eyes turned slightly cold, and he raised the corner of his mouth and said, "Tell him you are not feeling well, and you will go back in a few days."

Like a puppet, Ye Ming answered Jiang Ci's instructions, and Li Xu'an's worried voice came from the other side: "What's wrong with you? Why didn't you come to the hospital?"

Ye Ming's voice was hoarse: "I'm a little uncomfortable, I forgot to ask for leave, don't worry about nothing."

Li Xu'an hurriedly said: "Are you at home? I'm coming to see you."

Ye Ming exerted a little force on his hands, and said with an emphasis: "I'm fine, you don't need to come here."

Li Xu'an was still a little worried, but seeing what Ye Ming said was so firm, he couldn't hold on any longer. He made up his mind that if Ye Ming didn't come after two days, he must go and have a look. He said, "Well, I won't If you need to disturb your rest, please let me know if you have anything to do."

Ye Ming said yes, then hung up the phone.

Even without Jiang Ci's order, he would not selfishly drag Li Xu'an into their grievances.

Jiang Ci hugged Ye Ming from behind, kissed his neck, and let out a low smile: "You are very obedient, I want to praise you."

As he spoke, he possessed him again.

Ye Ming closed his eyes, didn't say a word, he just bit his lips tightly, his mouth was filled with the smell of blood.

As long as he thought about who this person was coming in and out of him, the pain would surge up like a cold tide, there was no sky, only despair and suffocation.

To drag him back into the once bottomless abyss.

In just two or three days, Ye Ming felt that it was almost as long as two or three years.

Finally his cold got better.

Ye Ming said to Jiang Ci, "I'm going back to work."

Jiang Ci smiled and nodded, he didn't intend to stop Ye Ming from working, as long as he didn't try to escape, he wouldn't completely deprive him of his freedom.He believed that Ye Ming should already know how to be obedient, but just in case, he still instructed him, staring at him deeply: "Don't think about running away, you understand?"

Ye Ming opened the corner of his mouth mockingly, "I know."

………………

This was originally the home he rested in, but because of Jiang Ci's existence, it turned into a cage to imprison him. When he walked out of the house, Ye Ming let out a breath, feeling as if he had passed away.

When he returned to the hospital, his colleagues were very concerned about him and told him to rest and not force himself.

In the afternoon, Li Xu'an got the news and came to visit him.

Li Xu'an frowned when he saw Ye Ming's appearance. He hadn't seen him for a few days, but this person seemed to have lost weight. His eyes seemed calm, but there seemed to be an invisible sadness covering his whole body. s color.

It doesn't seem to be anything, but it seems to have experienced a major change.

Li Xu'an suddenly regretted that she didn't insist on going to visit him at that time, and said to Ye Ming seriously: "Are you really okay?"

Ye Ming lowered his eyes to avoid Li Xu'an's eyes, and said hoarsely, "I'm fine."

Li Xu'an was a little angry, couldn't he feel how he treated him?Or did he not consider himself a friend at all?So why don't you tell him anything?

He said word by word: "You can just tell me if you have something, you know?"

Ye Ming heard Li Xu'an's dissatisfaction, it was because he blamed him for not treating him as his own, but he really didn't want to bother Li Xu'an anymore, and he didn't want him to know his scandal, so he insisted: "I'm really fine."

Li Xu'an looked at the stubborn Ye Ming and felt helpless and powerless. In fact, three years ago, he felt that his junior had a story, but he didn't want to say it. At that time, they were not familiar with each other, so they didn't know how to get to the bottom of it.

But three years later, Ye Ming still didn't want to say anything to him. He seemed to be close but kept a distance. This made Li Xu'an feel a strong sense of frustration. Three years of hard work did not allow him to walk into this person's heart. a cent.

Ye Ming seemed to be nice to everyone, gentle and easy to get along with, but when he really wanted to get close to him, he realized that the inside was all a cold shell, leaving no gaps.

What was wrapped inside must be very painful, and I don’t want to be known by others.

After Li Xuan got angry, she felt distressed, and if she continued to ask, she might scare this person away, so she thought about it and said, "Siyang has been talking about you recently, and said that she wants to go to the newly opened amusement park, and I'm still thinking about it." I owe you a meal, let's go out for dinner on the weekend."

Li Xu'an has long seen that Ye Ming likes children the most, and his heart softens whenever he meets a child. At this time, he did not hesitate to use his son. Before, he always thought that this brat would hinder him from finding a partner. Reduced to relying on him...

Ye Ming was exhausted recently, and worried that Jiang Ci would trouble him, so he hesitated for the first time and said, "Let's see... I don't know if I have time..."

Li Xu'an looked at him deeply and said, "Then I'll wait for your news."

When Ye Ming came home from get off work, Jiang Ci was waiting for him at home. He felt as comfortable here as his own home. He even prepared dinner, so he gave Ye Ming a casual look and ordered, "Come over for dinner."

Ye Ming walked over and sat down, he couldn't finish after only a few mouthfuls, he lost his appetite, so he thought about it and said to Jiang Ci: "I have something to do on the weekend..."

He didn't know why Jiang Ci had such hostility towards Li Xu'an, but he just felt that it was best not to mention Li Xu'an, otherwise Jiang Ci might get angry again, and when he got angry, he would torture him, Ye Ming didn't want to make any more troubles.

Jiang Ci asked, "What's the matter?"

Ye Ming said: "A colleague asked to go out for dinner, if you...don't agree, I won't go."

Jiang Ci looked at Ye Ming meaningfully, there was a strange look in his eyes that Ye Ming couldn't understand, and he suddenly smiled and said: "It's okay, you go, I just have something to do on weekends. Maybe you think I have time to work out?" God is watching you?"

Ye Ming exhaled lightly, and said, "I see."

Seeing Ye Ming's relieved expression, Jiang Ci's eyes were slightly cold, but he didn't ask any more questions, but beat him up hard at night, until Ye Ming finally couldn't help crying.

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【888: Just to remind you, Jiang Ci knows that you are dating Li Xuan. 】

[Ye Ming: I know, after all he has such a strong desire to control~ I must know every move~]

【888: Oh, then you are still rushing to die? 】

[Ye Ming: This isn't about dying, it's about advancing the plot! 】

【888:...】

Jiang Ci really looked busy, and left the day before the weekend.

Ye Ming had the feeling that someone who was about to suffocate could finally breathe. He put on long-sleeved trousers. Fortunately, it was cold and he could just use a scarf, so he covered up all the marks on his body, and finally went out.

Ye Ming went out and took a taxi, arrived at the hotel that Li Xuan had booked, and saw Li Siyang as soon as he entered the lobby.Li Siyang happily made a face at Ye Ming, and said with a smile: "Uncle Chen, why are you here so late, I've been waiting for you for a long time."

A smile finally appeared on Ye Ming's face, and he said guiltily, "Sorry."

Li Xu'an knocked on Li Siyang's head, and said helplessly to Ye Ming: "Don't pay attention to him, it's not too late at all, sit down quickly."

Ye Ming sat down opposite Li Xu'an, at this moment, seeing a pair of bowls and chopsticks beside him, he was taken aback and said, "There are still guests?" When the three of them were together in the past, there were almost no outsiders.

Li Xu'an coughed and said, "I have a friend who also said that he wants to come together."

Li Xu'an was actually a little helpless, he really didn't want others to disturb him and Ye Ming's dinner, but the other party was a guest from afar, and his attitude was sincere, and he said that he would have a meal with him if he was about to leave. Choose today, and don't mind eating with others.Li Xu'an thought for a while and had no choice but to agree, it might as well be a routine.

Li Xu'an smiled and said, "You don't have to worry about it, just be ordinary friends, just have a meal together..."

At this moment, Ye Ming felt someone sitting down beside him, he turned his head instinctively, his face turned pale, he was so nervous and frightened that he could hardly think, his hands firmly grasped his knees.

Jiang Ci didn't even look at Ye Ming, as if he was just a stranger, he smiled politely at Li Xu'an, and said in a clear voice, "I'm sorry I'm late."