The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

You left me alone in that cold home, so stingy that you didn't even want to say goodbye to me, and let me face the boundless fear, worry, loneliness and pain alone, but what about you?

You live your life with peace of mind, and even have new people who are willing to accompany you.

Why?

Jiang Ci gritted his teeth tightly, with hatred and pain in his eyes, why can't I go out alone.

Why is it so unfair...

I will make you regret what you did!

His hand holding the cane rattled, and it took all his strength to restrain his urge to rush in, turned around and walked slowly back to the ward.

Li Xu'an kissed Ye Ming lightly, he didn't dare to be discovered by Ye Ming, so he endured and endured, finally sat back, took a sneak photo of Ye Ming with his mobile phone, and used it as a mobile screen with satisfaction.

Ye Ming pretended to be asleep at first, afraid that he would be embarrassed if he woke up, but as soon as he closed his eyes, he really dozed off.

When he woke up, it was already more than an hour later.

Ye Ming opened his eyes in a daze, turned his head and saw Li Xu'an was still sitting at the side, and immediately woke up, and said embarrassedly: "You have been here all this time."

Li Xu'an smiled and said, "Yes."

Ye Ming quickly said: "I'm not sleepy anymore, you go back first, it's too late and Siyang should worry."

Li Xu'an raised his hand and looked at his watch. Although he was reluctant to leave, he didn't seem to have any excuse to stay, so he stood up and said, "Okay, then I'll go first, and go out together when I have time, Siyang is always talking about you .”

Ye Ming thought of Li Siyang, and his eyes became gentle and warm, "Okay."

He watched Li Xu'an leave, and looked at the clock on the table. It was already past eleven o'clock, and usually he would go to visit Jiang Ci around nine o'clock. He didn't go there on time today, and he didn't know if he would. Think more.

Ye Ming was worried about Jiang Ci, so he got up and walked to the door of his ward, but hesitated when he wanted to knock on the door.

It's already so late, has Jiang Ci already rested?I'd better not bother him, I'll explain it tomorrow... Just as Ye Ming was hesitating, the door suddenly opened from the inside.

York lowered his head and glanced at Ye Ming, then said coldly, "Go in."

Ye Ming walked in nervously, and saw Jiang Ci sitting on the hospital bed, not intending to rest at all, looking at him with dark eyes.He thought for a while and said, "I'm sorry, I have something to do tonight so I'm late."

Jiang Ci looked straight at him, the corners of his lips twitched, "What's the matter?"

Ye Ming said: "A friend came to visit me, but he didn't leave for a while."

Jiang Ci's expression was cold, a friend... Then do you know what your friend thinks of you?Or you know but just pretend you don't know, just to use him to get everything now.

Jiang Ci said, "Come here."

Ye Ming used to live with Jiang Ci for many years, and vaguely felt that his emotions were not quite right, but now Jiang Ci is much more unpredictable than when he was a child, and it always gives people a feeling of unfathomable, so that even he can't see it. Out of Jiang Ci's true emotions, he had no choice but to walk over.

Jiang Ci saw Ye Ming standing still three steps away from him, and said again: "Come closer."

Ye Ming took another two steps and stood in front of Jiang Ci's bed.

Jiang Ci raised his head slightly and looked at this man. Although he was no longer young, his face was still handsome and handsome, not much different from what he remembered.The facial features are deep, and the dark brown pupils look very gentle, and people can't move their eyes when they smile, and the aftertaste is endless like aged wine.

Such a face must be liked by many people, that's why Li Xu'an can also fall in love with you.

Jiang Ci's eyes darkened a bit, and he said, "Come here a little more."

Ye Ming was taken aback, he was already very close, how could he come over?

He hesitated for a moment, then took another step forward, close to the hospital bed, but as soon as he passed, Jiang Ci grabbed his collar and yanked it off!He hurriedly grabbed the edge of the bed with both hands so as not to fall headlong on Jiang Ci's body, but he could only maintain a bent posture, with his nose almost touching Jiang Ci's face.

Such a posture made him feel extremely uncomfortable, but Jiang Ci's hand was very strong, not allowing him to escape.

Ye Ming opened his mouth with difficulty, and slightly parted his lips: "What are you doing?"

Jiang Ci's eyes fell on Ye Ming's lips, the face he had been thinking about day and night was right in front of his eyes, at such a close distance, he could even see the fine lines on the soft lips clearly, and he could see clearly The distinct eyelashes, as well as the reflection of himself in the clear eyes, can feel the heat of his exhalation...

He remembered the scene of Li Xu'an kissing Ye Ming again.

That scene has been circling in his heart, so that he can't fall asleep, until it's so late...

Jiang Ci has always been single, just because no one can make him fall in love, and he doesn't think he is a homosexual, but when he saw the scene just now, what filled his heart was not disgust and shock, but incomparable envy and jealousy.

Jealous that another person can be so close to this person, wishing to replace him.

Suddenly Jiang Ci's mind was filled with an inexplicable impulse, he also wanted to taste the taste of these lips, whether it was as delicious as it looked, and there was nothing else.

This impulse came out of nowhere for no reason, and before his consciousness could react, he had already raised his head and kissed her.

At this moment, the air in the entire ward seemed to freeze.

Ye Ming opened his eyes wide in disbelief, feeling the cool touch on his lips, and looked at Jiang Ci's handsome face so close at hand.

He... actually kissed him?

This is the person he raised like a son!Does he even know what he's doing?

Ye Ming's eyes suddenly shot out an extremely angry look, his body trembled slightly with shame and anger, he raised his hand and was about to slap him down without even thinking about it!

But Jiang Ci suddenly reached out and pinched his wrist.

There was an extremely sharp cold light in Jiang Ci's eyes, he pinched Ye Ming's wrist tightly, and seeing the pained expression on Ye Ming's face, he smiled slowly: "You want to hit me?"

His tone of voice was dangerous and cold.

Ye Ming felt that his bones were almost broken, and his face turned pale from the pain, but he didn't care about the pain in his hands at all, what he cared about was Jiang Ci's actions just now, he actually kissed him!

Ye Ming trembled with anger, and said sharply, "Let me go!"

Seeing that Ye Ming finally calmed down, Jiang Ci lost his mind for a moment, and then a happy emotion appeared in his heart!It turns out that people like you also have fear and disgust. Does being kissed by me make you feel so unacceptable?

Jiang Ci's voice was joking: "Angry? Why?"

Ye Ming was heartbroken, even though they were separated, in his heart, Jiang Ci was always his child, he said: "You shouldn't do that, I'm your—"

He wanted to say father, but the two words got stuck in his throat and he suddenly couldn't say it.

He is not.

Jiang Ci smiled lightly, as if he was looking at a clown, and said flatly, "Why don't you continue talking?"

Ye Ming pursed his lips tightly.

Jiang Ci was not satisfied with this, and with a nasty smile on his lips, he said slowly: "You are not my father at all, and you have nothing to do with me, you are just a kidnapper, it is possible that you really think you have Right to tell me what to do?"

Ye Ming's eyes showed an expression of endless pain, and he couldn't refute Jiang Ci's words at all.

Jiang Ci said: "So it's no big deal for me to kiss you, and there's no need to be angry." Seeing Ye Ming's humiliated but speechless painful expression, he was suddenly very happy.

Why can you live a good life, why do you, a person who has made mistakes, always look like you don't care about anything?It's really infuriating...

It doesn't matter if you don't like men or you just don't like me treating you like this.Anyway, my purpose is just to make you suffer, to let you sink down with me.

Hold your hand tightly, let you stay by my side, let you feel my despair and powerlessness, that's only fair.

[Ding, Jiangci blackening value -10, current blackening value 80]

【Ye Ming: ...】

[888: Surprised? 】

【Ye Ming: Hmm... After going through the previous few worlds, it's not that unexpected.I just said how easy it is to have full favorability...]

【888: Hehehe, you seem to accept it without any burden. 】

【Ye Ming: There's nothing they can do, everything is to eliminate the blackening value.Wronged jpg]

888 doesn't want to talk to this hot chick, he shouldn't have hoped for his integrity.

Ye Ming's chest heaved violently, and a look of disappointment and sadness appeared in his eyes.

Jiang Ci is right, he is not his own son, and he has no right to tell him what to do, but you can take revenge on me, but you shouldn't do it this way.

Ye Ming flung Jiang Ci's hand away, glanced at him, turned around and walked out without hesitation.

When York saw Ye Ming leave, he was still standing there in a daze. What did he see just now?Hallucinating?Still dreaming?

The young master kissed the person who kidnapped him?

Isn't that the one who raised him?So the young master actually liked him?

But...York looked at Jiang Ci with strange eyes, even if he likes it, it shouldn't be like this...

Could it be that the young master is really a pervert? ! ! !

Wuwuwu, sure enough, children who have experienced childhood trauma are prone to psychological distortions... York feels that he has discovered a shocking secret!

Jiang Ci looked up at York, his eyes were slightly cold, and he said slowly: "You understand what you should care about and what you shouldn't, right?"

York was shocked and nodded immediately.

He was so shocked just now that he almost forgot that this Young Master Jiang is not a good talker, and messing with him will not end well.He is the paying boss anyway, so what business does he want to do to others?Besides, that kind of kidnapper has nothing to sympathize with.

Well, pervert is pervert.

Jiang Ci closed his eyes and said, "Go out, I'm going to rest."

York respectfully turned off the light and went out, guarding the door.

The room was dark. Jiang Ci opened his eyes again. He reached out and touched his lips. It was just a light touch just now, but the unprecedented shock that that moment brought him still lingers in his heart.

No nausea, no disgust... That person's lips were so soft and sweet that he couldn't bear to let go.

Make him crave more.

Why do I have such an idea?

He used to think that he was his father, he was so dependent on him, he trusted him and liked him, he just wanted to stay by his side, wanted to be together for the rest of his life... When we met again, he was no longer his father , is just a despicable person who abandoned him, or an enemy, who is not worthy of being his father anymore.

But he still wanted him.

Own him in another way.

………………

Ye Ming returned to the duty room, and was ridiculed by 888 for wanting to eat young grass all the way, and he was very dissatisfied with this.

【Ye Ming: Why am I eating young grass like an old cow? 】

[888: Are you still an old cow? 】

【Ye Ming: I am forever! 】

【888: Hehe】

【Ye Ming: And no matter how you say it, it can't be considered as an old cow eating young grass, at most it can be regarded as a young cow eating old grass, right?I was forced to! 】

【888:...】

In order to express his dissatisfaction with Jiang Ci, Ye Ming did not visit him the next day, the relationship between them should not have become like this.

But after two days, Ye Ming went anyway.

Because when he opened the drawer, he saw a stack of photos, including when he was at work, at dinner, with Li Xu'an and Li Siyang, with his colleagues...even when he came home at night.

Jiang Ci was sitting on his hospital bed leisurely, when he saw Ye Ming approaching, he smiled faintly.

Ye Ming threw the photo on his bed angrily, and said, "What do you mean? You investigate me!"

Jiang Ci looked at him jokingly: "Yes, after all, you are not trustworthy."

Ye Ming's chest heaved violently, two complex emotions of self-blame and anger were struggling in his heart, he said, "What do you want?"

Jiang Ci raised the corners of his lips: "I just want you to be quiet and obedient. If you are not obedient, then everyone will know what you have done and what kind of person you are. You don't want to ruin everything now. Once? Those who have been deceived by you and trusted you will be so disappointed if they find out..."

Ye Ming clenched his hands tightly.

Jiang Ci added: "And you owe me this, shouldn't you make it up to me?"

Ye Ming's eyes were in a daze for a moment, and a bitter smile appeared on his lips, I once destroyed everything about you, so now you want to destroy everything about me.

It's a pity that I can't agree to this request alone.

Ye Ming said slowly: "I'm afraid I can't compensate you for anything, you can retaliate against me however you want, it's up to you."

He turned around to leave here.

The bodyguard was guarding the door, Ye Ming knew that he was powerless, but he still reached out to pull the door, but was pushed back several steps!The bodyguard got Jiang Ci's instruction, directly tore off Ye Ming's coat, twisted his hands behind his back, and pushed him to Jiang Ci's side.

Before Ye Ming could move, he was held down by Jiang Ci, unable to move, and a look of panic finally appeared in his eyes: "What are you going to do?"

Jiang Ci stroked his cheek with his fingertips, and smiled slightly: "Didn't you just say that I can take revenge on you any way I want? I have already figured out how to take revenge on you?"

You are not even afraid of being exposed, but you are afraid of being approached by me.

It just makes me want to do this to you even more.

Because I finally know how to make you suffer, instead of always having an expression that doesn't matter how you are treated.

Besides, how could I give you a chance to escape from me again, Jiang Ci tore open Ye Ming's shirt with one hand, the buttons fell off, and he lowered his head and bit his neck.

Ye Ming couldn't believe that Jiang Ci would make such a move, he struggled angrily, and shouted angrily, "Stop!"

Jiang Ci lightly licked his Adam's apple, raised his head, his black eyes were full of darkness, he smiled and said: "With such a loud voice, do you want to draw others in to see what you look like now? Indeed... ...It's much more intuitive to see your shameless appearance like this than to talk about it."

Ye Ming's expression changed drastically. He didn't care that Jiang resigned and reported him, but it was absolutely intolerable to be seen like this. His character was conservative and shy, how could he bear this kind of humiliation?Finally humiliatingly lowered her voice, "You, don't do this, uh..."

Before he finished speaking, his lips were blocked by Jiang Ci. This kiss was different from the last time. The reckless and fierce plunder made him almost suffocate.

Ye Ming's hands were tied, and he felt that he was about to die, but Jiang Ci's hands clasped his waist tightly, clinging to his body. The former boy had become a powerful man, with abilities that made him unable to The great force of resistance.

Jiang Ci hugged this person tightly, kissed him fiercely, and imprisoned his body so that he could not escape from his side.

Grabbing the breath that belonged to this person, all this made him nostalgic and addicted.

He originally did this only to humiliate him, but he really made a start, and found that he had a desire and impulse, which was out of control, and wanted to completely possess and plunder this person!

This is the first time he has such an incredible desire!

Horrible thoughts are slowly emerging in my heart, and the never-before-seen demons are gradually waking up.

Since you are not my father and you are not worthy to be my father, why can't I possess you like a man?Just like Li Xuan did to you.

Jiang Ci bit Ye Ming's lips, and the smell of blood came from the intersection of his lips and teeth.

As long as he thinks that this person may be with others, and only sees others in his eyes, unprecedented jealousy will surge in his heart.

You shouldn't have left me, and you can never leave me again.

You'll regret not wanting me back then!

Ye Ming whimpered when he was kissed, his eyes were full of shame, anger and pain, Jiang Ci's aggressive aura completely enveloped him, he loved him like his own child...

I know you hate me, but I never thought that it would become like this...

Just then, there was a knock on the door.

Ye Ming was still held in Jiang Ci's arms, his body stiffened suddenly.

Jiang Ci looked at him with a half-smile, and bit his ear: "What a coincidence, I didn't expect someone to come, how should I introduce you? Dr. Chen? You actually crawled on the patient's bed during working hours, It's so shameless."

The corners of Ye Ming's lips were broken and stained with blood, his face was pale, he shook his head, and begged in a low voice, "Don't do this, I... I will be obedient, okay?"

Although he was ashamed and angry, at this moment he only knew that he could not be discovered by others, and he just wanted to appease Jiang Ci for the time being, instead of making trouble out of control.

If they were seen, they would be unable to hide everything, and they would know what wrong things they had done... If it was just these things, that would be fine, but he couldn't accept that others misunderstood that he had an abnormal relationship with Jiang Ci.

I can't let people see his unbearable side...

Jiang Ci brushed Ye Ming's lips with his fingertips, smiled slightly, and raised his voice, "Who is it?"

A deep and magnetic voice came from outside, "It's me, Li Xu'an."

Ye Ming's face suddenly turned pale!

The author has something to say: Ye Ming: I am only in my 40s, at the age when I am mature and charming. Everyone says I am old, but I am not convinced! Over 60 years old can be called Twilight Love!

888: I have to remind you that although your mental age is less than ten years old, you have lived for more than 100 years, and Twilight Love is completely fine.

Ye Ming: I don't care about me, I don't care about me, I'm a handsome uncle! ! !Don't tell me your age!Besides, I will cry for you!

Jiang Ci: Baba, you will always be the most handsome O(∩_∩)O~

Age: I am still a child, please let me go

The author started to digress: I want to ask for nutrient solution_(:зゝ∠)_