The Scum Shou's Survival Guide
Chapter 43 The Emperor He Is My Bamboo Horse
Li Zeyuan didn't expect that Li Zechen, who was still dying just now, would suddenly stand up, and was startled for a moment. The next moment, his whole body was kicked away, and the knife in his hand was also thrown out!
As soon as Li Zechen let go, blood dripped down his fingers. His eyes were as sharp as a knife, and his posture was as calm as a mountain. He didn't even look half poisoned!
Li Zeyuan immediately sensed something was wrong, fearing that he had fallen into a trap, he said coldly, "Kill him!"
As he said that, he and his subordinates rushed over again.
Since Li Zechen has already set up a trap to wait for him, he will never give him a chance to escape. The only solution now is to kill Li Zechen. As long as Li Zechen dies, the dragons will have no leader, and he is the former prince, so he is afraid that he cannot gather these remnants and defeated generals?
But if Li Zechen survives, he will die!
When the two looked at each other, they knew that this was the moment of life and death!
Li Zechen sneered, seeing Li Zeyuan and others rushed over, but stood there motionless.The next moment, countless soldiers in armor rushed in, and those soldiers aimed at Li Zeyuan with crossbows and arrows, almost all arrows were fired!
The subordinates around Li Zeyuan screamed and fell to the ground, and he was also shot in the abdomen and thighs, and fell to his knees involuntarily.
He was only one step away from Li Zechen, but he couldn't get any closer!
In the blink of an eye, the victory and defeat were already decided, Li Zeyuan knew that he was sure to die, but how could he be willing to kneel in front of Li Zechen, struggling to stand up.
But the dust of the battle outside had settled, countless soldiers rushed in, Li Zeyuan was pushed to the ground, he could only look up at Li Zechen, his eyes of hatred were almost bleeding!
"You're not poisoned at all, this is a trap." Li Zeyuan's voice was cold and filled with hatred, "You knew I was coming, didn't you?"
Li Zechen only glanced at him, turned around without saying a word, and gently hugged Ye Ming who was on the ground.
The blood dyed half of Ye Ming's body red, and the huge wound almost cut off his bones. It looked extremely tragic. Li Zechen's eyes showed a look of unending pain, obviously he had not changed his face when he faced countless swords just now. People who never retreat, but now their hands are shaking.
Ye Ming leaned weakly on Li Zechen's arms, his pale face was stained with blood, but his eyes revealed surprise and apology, "Your Majesty...it's fine, I'm sorry...I shouldn't have lied to you..."
He stretched out his hand with difficulty, trying to grab Li Zechen, but he couldn't lift it up, his pale lips opened and closed: "I really never thought of betraying you..."
"Stop it, stop it..." Li Zechen's eyes turned red.
I believe in you, I believe in everything...
Li Zeyuan knelt down below, his whole body was in severe pain, his eyes were about to burst, and he suddenly laughed miserably: "I said, why did you prepare for it, it turned out that this bitch betrayed me!"
He turned his head to look at Ye Ming, with a sinister voice: "Qi Mingyan, when you were by my side, I took good care of you and tolerated you in every way. Ask yourself if I can do you wrong? Is this how you repay me? You are such a fast-moving person, and you are also equipped with this loyal look, but it's just because Li Zechen became the emperor. I really didn't see it... With such a high-level appearance, he is actually a villain who is stalking people. I really misunderstood you Already!"
Ye Ming turned his head with difficulty, and met Li Zeyuan's hateful eyes, complex sadness appeared in his eyes.
No matter how rebellious Li Zeyuan is, he has never hurt himself, and has always helped him. I really feel guilty towards him in my heart.But this time he took advantage of himself... it's evened out...
Li Zechen immediately said angrily: "Take him down!"
Li Zeyuan laughed loudly, and insulted Li Zechen while laughing: "So what if you kill me, the bitch you've been thinking of died by my knife! If he dared to save you, he should be damned hahahahahaha!"
Li Zechen's expression twisted for a moment, he hugged Ye Ming, his voice trembling: "You won't die, I won't allow you to die, so you won't die."
I thought you betrayed me, but you didn't, why are you so stupid, I hurt you like this...why do you still save me?
I don't need you to save me at all!
[Ding, Li Zechen's blackening value -50, the current blackening value is 30]
Ye Ming smiled at him, and slowly closed his eyes. In fact, if he could really die like this, it would be a good choice.
Li Zechen's face was ashen, and he shouted: "Don't sleep! I said don't sleep!" But Ye Ming didn't respond at all, his head was tilted feebly... Li Zechen really wanted to shake him awake, but he didn't dare to move, so he turned his head Angrily said: "Where is the imperial physician, why hasn't the imperial physician come yet!"
After a while, the two imperial physicians rushed in carrying the medicine box and saw that Li Zechen and Ye Ming were covered in blood, trembling with fear, "I'm late, I'm here to treat the emperor." hurt."
Li Zechen picked up Ye Ming and said coldly, "I'm fine, let him see first!"
The imperial doctor saw that Li Zechen could still stand up with the person in his arms, and he was not seriously injured, and he didn't dare to disobey Li Zechen's wishes, so he hurriedly saw Ye Ming.Ye Ming's injury was going to be much worse, that knife almost cut off his arm, his flesh and blood were turned outwards, he lost a lot of blood, the situation is very critical!
The imperial physician first hurriedly stopped Ye Ming's bleeding, and then used precious ginseng to hang him, and almost exhausted all the efforts to dig out the bottom of the box, so that he barely died immediately.But Ye Ming has been in a coma, almost unable to eat or take medicine, if he continues like this, he won't be able to survive for a few days.
Li Zechen clenched his hands tightly, and the wound that had just been bandaged was bleeding again. The palace people next to him saw it and knelt down one after another: "Your Majesty, take care of the dragon's body!"
Li Zechen turned around and walked out.
He suddenly didn't dare to stay there any longer, he was afraid of seeing Ye Ming die...
What if he dies?How could this be……
Dazed, Li Zechen returned to the front hall. Although all the corpses had been cleaned up, there were still bloodstains on the ground that had not been washed away. The inside was still messy, and several maids were cleaning it.
Li Zechen looked in from the door, and saw the seat where he and Ye Ming had sat before. There was still a pot of cold tea and a few broken teacups in a mess.
He was startled, and he didn't know what to think, so he walked in.
The court lady who was sweeping quickly knelt down and knelt down, but Li Zechen acted as if he hadn't seen it. He sat down in the seat where Ye Ming had sat before, staring fixedly at the teapot in front of him.
This set of teapots was also a tribute, very exquisite, he always left the best things for Ye Ming, even though Ye Ming didn't care at all.
Li Zechen picked up the teapot, then picked up the only teacup left in front of him, and gently poured himself a cup of tea, because after a long time, it became cold again, and the color of the tea was cloudy and yellowish.
The maid looked anxiously, and said in a trembling voice: "Your Majesty, the tea is cold, this servant will make you another pot."
Li Zechen still didn't hear it, he looked down at the cold tea in the cup, after a long time, a flash of determination flashed in his eyes, he suddenly raised his head and drank it down.
The cold tea passed over the tip of the tongue and throat, a little astringent.
He didn't drink the cup that Ye Ming personally poured for him before, but secretly poured it out. Now this cup has no fragrance, just like the meal from the previous night, cold and bitter, but he drank it down.
After a long time, Li Zechen closed his eyes, feeling a little sore in his eye sockets.
It's not poisonous, it's just a cup of tea.
And what did he think at the time, that he actually thought that Ye Ming wanted to kill him?He was obviously not that kind of person, but he didn't believe him.
If he had believed him earlier, wouldn't Ye Ming have been hurt?
It's all—his fault.
[Ding, Li Zechen's blackening value -10, the current blackening value is 20]
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Ye Ming never woke up, Li Zechen recruited almost all the imperial physicians, and used the most precious medicinal materials, but Ye Ming was still unconscious. In just a few days, he lost a lot of weight and his cheeks sunken.
Li Zechen stayed by Ye Ming's side every day, even neglecting political affairs, and did not go to court, the entire palace was lifeless.
Li Zechen didn't rest for several days in a row, his eyes were black and blue, and it was useless to persuade the people around him, even the queen mother refused to see him.He just stayed by Ye Ming's side, no matter how frightened he was, he was unwilling to take a step away, for fear that if he left, this person would die suddenly without knowing it.
He had never been so afraid of anything in his life.
so sorry.
At night Li Zechen was lying beside Ye Ming, hugging his waist, with his face pressed against his profile.
The person in his arms was so thin and thin, his breathing was weak, as if he might die at any moment.
Li Zechen kissed his lips lightly, and closed his eyes wearily.
Why don't you wake up, are you blaming me?That's why you don't want to wake up?
As long as you are willing to wake up, I will promise you anything.
I will do what I say.
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【Ye Ming: How is my body? 】
【888: Not very good. The ancient medical technology is not up to standard. There are neither antibiotics nor sterile wards. You will die before you die. 】
【Ye Ming: You can't die!The blackening value has not been eliminated yet! 】
【888: ... Don't worry, I can't die without me. 】
[Ye Ming: Brother, you are the most reliable, okay? How many days have passed now? 】
【888: It's been five days. 】
【Ye Ming: Then let me wake up^_^】
This day Li Zechen supported Ye Ming, fed him a bowl of medicine with difficulty, and heard that the subordinates outside had something important to come in to find him.He paused, put down the medicine bowl and went out.
The leader of the hidden guards said: "Li Zeyuan died, what should I do next?"
Li Zechen's eyes showed deep-seated hatred, if he didn't take care of him now, he would definitely let him taste the feeling that life is worse than death!He said coldly: "Give the body to Dali Temple, and investigate those who helped Li Zeyuan carefully, and don't let anyone go!"
It was rare for the commander of the dark guards to see Li Zechen with such a strong killing intent. He knew that this incident had really offended his Ni Lin, so he didn't dare to be careless at all.
What should come is still coming.
Li Zechen closed his eyes, but there was nothing but despair in his heart.
Even if Li Zeyuan is killed, what if everyone is killed?Nor can he revive the one he loves. If a mistake is made, it is a mistake. No matter how much it is made to make up for it, it cannot be eliminated.
If he had believed in Ye Ming earlier, he would not have been hurt...
If he hadn't forced him into the palace at all, he wouldn't have been involved in this matter at all, he was the culprit.
[Ding, Li Zechen's blackening value -10, the current blackening value is 10]
Li Zechen slowly turned around and returned to the room, gently hugged Ye Ming in his arms, lowered his eyes, his eyes were tender and painful, and his voice was hoarse: "I'm sorry, wake up, okay..."
After he finished speaking, he twitched the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, and at this moment, he suddenly saw Ye Ming's eyelashes tremble.
The look in Li Zechen's eyes shook, and his whole body froze. He looked at Ye Ming anxiously and nervously, lest it was his own illusion just now, and he was so happy.
After a long time, Ye Ming's eyes trembled again, and finally opened slowly. After a while, it seemed that he gradually regained consciousness. When he saw the person in front of him clearly, he was struggling to get up, but was caught by Li Zechen. hold on!
This tall and powerful man's voice was a little choked up at this moment: "You're awake..."
Ye Ming froze for a moment, probably because he was infected by this sad emotion, so that he could no longer maintain his indifference.
The fragile side shown by Li Zechen reminded him of the boy who always wrapped himself in a cold and hard shell. He almost never cried or showed weakness, but in fact he still had a fragile side, but he never showed it to others. that's all...
But now, he should be stronger, and he will no longer be afraid of anything, but because of himself, he shows such a fragile side.
Ye Ming couldn't help but said: "I'm fine, the emperor doesn't need to worry..."
Li Zechen stared at him with endless fear in his dark eyes, how could he not be worried?He looked at Ye Ming every day, and he might face his death anytime, anywhere, like a desperate person walking on the edge of a cliff, and he didn't know when it would end.
Li Zechen's throat was stiff and he couldn't say anything, he just hugged this person vigorously, after a long time, he seemed to remember that Ye Ming just woke up, maybe he was hungry.The person who never rushes to strategize, now panics like a child, "Are you hungry? I'll prepare something for you."
Looking at Li Zechen like this, Ye Ming's eyes softened a little, he nodded and said, "Thank you, Your Majesty."
Li Zechen looked at the gentle look in Ye Ming's eyes, as if a child had been praised by the teacher, he was full of joy, the cold blood seemed to be getting warmer again, he hurried out to give orders, after a while, the hot porridge was ready Bring it up.
Li Zechen scooped up a spoonful, blew it cool carefully, and brought it to Ye Ming's mouth.
Ye Ming was a little uncomfortable, but he always felt that it would be too cruel to refuse now, so he finally opened his mouth and ate it.
Seeing that Ye Ming was finally able to eat, Li Zechen fed him medicine, and his eyes finally relaxed.
The imperial doctor said that if you can wake up and take medicine, there will be no danger.
Ye Ming saw that Li Zechen's eyes were blue and black, and his expression was depressed, he persuaded him: "I'm fine, the emperor should go and rest quickly, don't delay state affairs because of me."
Li Zechen didn't like Ye Ming persuading him like this before, he always felt that he said these words to avoid himself, trying to push himself away.But after facing the fear of losing, I realized that even if it was just this person's old-fashioned persuasion, I missed it so much, and it almost became a luxury that I could never have again.
And now it seems that he said these words, I am afraid that he is really thinking of the world...
Although Li Zechen left reluctantly, he really couldn't bear to disappoint Ye Ming, so he stood up, and before he left, he couldn't help but ask, "You...why did you choose me?"
Obviously, I have done so many things that I am sorry for you.
It seemed that it took Ye Ming a while to understand the meaning of Li Zechen's words. He was asking himself why he wanted to help him instead of choosing Li Zeyuan.He paused, and said: "No reason... It's just that I can't be an unfaithful person."
Just as he cannot be a queen, it is the same reason and truth.
"Infidelity..." Li Zechen laughed lowly, and his eyes flashed sadly.
I finally understand how persistent you are. For you, loyalty is the most important thing... I dragged you into the situation of disloyalty, unrighteousness and filial piety, but even after so many experiences, I couldn't shake the persistence in your heart .
No matter what the reason is, I should be glad that you are still willing to choose me, and I really shouldn't expect too much.
And I never missed you, you were always the one I loved...
Li Zechen looked at him tenderly and reluctantly, "I understand, you have a good rest, I will come to see you some other day."
Sure enough, Li Zechen didn't come over that night.
Ever since Ye Ming woke up, Li Zechen came less frequently. He just listened to his subordinates report on Ye Ming's situation several times a day, but he didn't always go there.
If Ye Ming didn't want to see him, he would stay away from him.
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The precious medicinal materials in the palace were used in Ye Ming's palace like flowing water. The imperial physician worked hard to treat him. After a few months, Ye Ming's body finally recovered completely, except for some sequelae in his arm, which was not very sensitive. It is also difficult to get up, but if you don't pay attention, you won't find anything abnormal.
Li Zechen would visit Ye Ming every few days, but he never stayed in his palace again, and he never forced him, instead he seemed like a respectful friend.
This day Li Zechen came over again, when he came, Ye Ming was practicing calligraphy, Li Zechen couldn't take his eyes off of him.
Ye Ming turned his head, only to realize that Li Zechen was here, and smiled slightly, "The emperor is here."
Li Zechen looked at Ye Ming's smile, his eyes were in a trance for a moment, this was the smile he was obsessed with, he loved this person so much, so much that he wanted to take him as his own by any means.
But when he got him, he also lost this smile.
Because of his wrong actions, everything has gradually changed beyond recognition. He is like a person walking in a dead end, knowing that there is no way ahead, but still stubbornly refuses to turn back.
It wasn't until he hit his head that he was bleeding and had to turn back, only to find that what he had lost was always behind him.
He was blaming Ye Ming for not going to see Li Zeyuan, for not hiding him, but at the time he didn't think that he was the one who pushed him to this point, that he hurt him first...how can he blame him for betraying him?
Even if he really betrayed himself, it was his own fault, no one to blame.
Li Zechen walked over, he wanted to reach out to hug Ye Ming, but then remembered that he probably didn't like his hug, so he held back.
"Wen Qing will have a meal with me." Li Zechen looked at him with nostalgia, his voice hoarse.
Ye Ming was taken aback, didn't they often eat together?Why should it be mentioned specifically?But since Li Zechen said it, he nodded, "I obey."
Li Zechen seemed a little unhappy when he heard the words, "We used to eat together often, and you have never been so respectful and distant."
Ye Ming said: "At that time you were not yet the emperor, today is different from the past, courtesy cannot be abandoned."
Li Zechen sighed helplessly, and there was a little pleading in his eyes: "Wen Qing will treat me as if I am not the emperor today, okay? We will remain the same as before."
Ye Ming hesitated, he shouldn't have agreed, but Li Zechen had never shown such a weak side before, which made him hard-hearted.
Li Zechen's eyes were full of disappointment, he said: "If you really don't want to, just..."
Ye Ming was silent for a moment, then suddenly said: "Okay."
Li Zechen's eyes lit up, and he asked a little nervously, "You really agreed?"
Seeing Li Zechen happy like a child, Ye Ming couldn't help but smile: "Yes."
It's not that he can't feel Li Zechen's recent changes. Since he no longer persecutes himself, why should he deliberately disobey him?
Li Zechen was very happy. Since he took Ye Ming into the palace, although they were together almost every day, they had never been so relaxed and comfortable like now, only hurting each other coldly.
In fact, he should understand earlier that sometimes what you expect to love deeply does not necessarily have to be exclusive.Just like the flowers on the tree, they are beautiful when they grow on the tree, but they wither when they are broken off. I have not understood such a simple truth until now.
After dinner, Li Zechen took his leave as usual and left.
But this time he didn't really leave, but stood outside the palace gate until the night darkened and the moon hung high, and the palace servants inside quietly came out to tell him that Ye Ming was already fast asleep, and Li Zechen was relieved. Walked in lightly.
He looked at the person on the bed with nostalgia, stretched out his hand and gently stroked his face, then lowered his head and kissed the soft lips.Just lips meeting, no movement, no profanity, just that...
If this is the last time I touch you, I want to remember the touch.
I want to remember your appearance, your smell, your temperature, everything about you... to accompany me through the rest of my lonely life.
"I'll let you go, okay?" Li Zechen murmured softly, he closed his eyes, and the eye sockets seemed a little moist.
This fluffy sentence is like uprooting the attachment rooted deep in his heart, tearing his heart apart.
He used to be very selfish, he didn't want to suffer like this, he didn't want to just wait and see from a distance, so he wanted to keep this person by his side regardless of everything.
But that's wrong.
If my love brings you nothing but harm, then it's time to let go.
The author has something to say: Ye Ming: It is said that there are still many readers who insist on calling me Ye Luo, author, what do you think of this matter.
The author smiled cheerfully: Since readers like to call it like this, it means that the name Ye Luo may be more catchy. Why don't you just give you a nickname and just call it Luo Luo?what do you think?I think knock cute.
Ye Ming: I am willing to bow down to the thickness of my skin.
888's heart: Someone has finally cured this spicy chicken, congratulations, congratulations.
As soon as Li Zechen let go, blood dripped down his fingers. His eyes were as sharp as a knife, and his posture was as calm as a mountain. He didn't even look half poisoned!
Li Zeyuan immediately sensed something was wrong, fearing that he had fallen into a trap, he said coldly, "Kill him!"
As he said that, he and his subordinates rushed over again.
Since Li Zechen has already set up a trap to wait for him, he will never give him a chance to escape. The only solution now is to kill Li Zechen. As long as Li Zechen dies, the dragons will have no leader, and he is the former prince, so he is afraid that he cannot gather these remnants and defeated generals?
But if Li Zechen survives, he will die!
When the two looked at each other, they knew that this was the moment of life and death!
Li Zechen sneered, seeing Li Zeyuan and others rushed over, but stood there motionless.The next moment, countless soldiers in armor rushed in, and those soldiers aimed at Li Zeyuan with crossbows and arrows, almost all arrows were fired!
The subordinates around Li Zeyuan screamed and fell to the ground, and he was also shot in the abdomen and thighs, and fell to his knees involuntarily.
He was only one step away from Li Zechen, but he couldn't get any closer!
In the blink of an eye, the victory and defeat were already decided, Li Zeyuan knew that he was sure to die, but how could he be willing to kneel in front of Li Zechen, struggling to stand up.
But the dust of the battle outside had settled, countless soldiers rushed in, Li Zeyuan was pushed to the ground, he could only look up at Li Zechen, his eyes of hatred were almost bleeding!
"You're not poisoned at all, this is a trap." Li Zeyuan's voice was cold and filled with hatred, "You knew I was coming, didn't you?"
Li Zechen only glanced at him, turned around without saying a word, and gently hugged Ye Ming who was on the ground.
The blood dyed half of Ye Ming's body red, and the huge wound almost cut off his bones. It looked extremely tragic. Li Zechen's eyes showed a look of unending pain, obviously he had not changed his face when he faced countless swords just now. People who never retreat, but now their hands are shaking.
Ye Ming leaned weakly on Li Zechen's arms, his pale face was stained with blood, but his eyes revealed surprise and apology, "Your Majesty...it's fine, I'm sorry...I shouldn't have lied to you..."
He stretched out his hand with difficulty, trying to grab Li Zechen, but he couldn't lift it up, his pale lips opened and closed: "I really never thought of betraying you..."
"Stop it, stop it..." Li Zechen's eyes turned red.
I believe in you, I believe in everything...
Li Zeyuan knelt down below, his whole body was in severe pain, his eyes were about to burst, and he suddenly laughed miserably: "I said, why did you prepare for it, it turned out that this bitch betrayed me!"
He turned his head to look at Ye Ming, with a sinister voice: "Qi Mingyan, when you were by my side, I took good care of you and tolerated you in every way. Ask yourself if I can do you wrong? Is this how you repay me? You are such a fast-moving person, and you are also equipped with this loyal look, but it's just because Li Zechen became the emperor. I really didn't see it... With such a high-level appearance, he is actually a villain who is stalking people. I really misunderstood you Already!"
Ye Ming turned his head with difficulty, and met Li Zeyuan's hateful eyes, complex sadness appeared in his eyes.
No matter how rebellious Li Zeyuan is, he has never hurt himself, and has always helped him. I really feel guilty towards him in my heart.But this time he took advantage of himself... it's evened out...
Li Zechen immediately said angrily: "Take him down!"
Li Zeyuan laughed loudly, and insulted Li Zechen while laughing: "So what if you kill me, the bitch you've been thinking of died by my knife! If he dared to save you, he should be damned hahahahahaha!"
Li Zechen's expression twisted for a moment, he hugged Ye Ming, his voice trembling: "You won't die, I won't allow you to die, so you won't die."
I thought you betrayed me, but you didn't, why are you so stupid, I hurt you like this...why do you still save me?
I don't need you to save me at all!
[Ding, Li Zechen's blackening value -50, the current blackening value is 30]
Ye Ming smiled at him, and slowly closed his eyes. In fact, if he could really die like this, it would be a good choice.
Li Zechen's face was ashen, and he shouted: "Don't sleep! I said don't sleep!" But Ye Ming didn't respond at all, his head was tilted feebly... Li Zechen really wanted to shake him awake, but he didn't dare to move, so he turned his head Angrily said: "Where is the imperial physician, why hasn't the imperial physician come yet!"
After a while, the two imperial physicians rushed in carrying the medicine box and saw that Li Zechen and Ye Ming were covered in blood, trembling with fear, "I'm late, I'm here to treat the emperor." hurt."
Li Zechen picked up Ye Ming and said coldly, "I'm fine, let him see first!"
The imperial doctor saw that Li Zechen could still stand up with the person in his arms, and he was not seriously injured, and he didn't dare to disobey Li Zechen's wishes, so he hurriedly saw Ye Ming.Ye Ming's injury was going to be much worse, that knife almost cut off his arm, his flesh and blood were turned outwards, he lost a lot of blood, the situation is very critical!
The imperial physician first hurriedly stopped Ye Ming's bleeding, and then used precious ginseng to hang him, and almost exhausted all the efforts to dig out the bottom of the box, so that he barely died immediately.But Ye Ming has been in a coma, almost unable to eat or take medicine, if he continues like this, he won't be able to survive for a few days.
Li Zechen clenched his hands tightly, and the wound that had just been bandaged was bleeding again. The palace people next to him saw it and knelt down one after another: "Your Majesty, take care of the dragon's body!"
Li Zechen turned around and walked out.
He suddenly didn't dare to stay there any longer, he was afraid of seeing Ye Ming die...
What if he dies?How could this be……
Dazed, Li Zechen returned to the front hall. Although all the corpses had been cleaned up, there were still bloodstains on the ground that had not been washed away. The inside was still messy, and several maids were cleaning it.
Li Zechen looked in from the door, and saw the seat where he and Ye Ming had sat before. There was still a pot of cold tea and a few broken teacups in a mess.
He was startled, and he didn't know what to think, so he walked in.
The court lady who was sweeping quickly knelt down and knelt down, but Li Zechen acted as if he hadn't seen it. He sat down in the seat where Ye Ming had sat before, staring fixedly at the teapot in front of him.
This set of teapots was also a tribute, very exquisite, he always left the best things for Ye Ming, even though Ye Ming didn't care at all.
Li Zechen picked up the teapot, then picked up the only teacup left in front of him, and gently poured himself a cup of tea, because after a long time, it became cold again, and the color of the tea was cloudy and yellowish.
The maid looked anxiously, and said in a trembling voice: "Your Majesty, the tea is cold, this servant will make you another pot."
Li Zechen still didn't hear it, he looked down at the cold tea in the cup, after a long time, a flash of determination flashed in his eyes, he suddenly raised his head and drank it down.
The cold tea passed over the tip of the tongue and throat, a little astringent.
He didn't drink the cup that Ye Ming personally poured for him before, but secretly poured it out. Now this cup has no fragrance, just like the meal from the previous night, cold and bitter, but he drank it down.
After a long time, Li Zechen closed his eyes, feeling a little sore in his eye sockets.
It's not poisonous, it's just a cup of tea.
And what did he think at the time, that he actually thought that Ye Ming wanted to kill him?He was obviously not that kind of person, but he didn't believe him.
If he had believed him earlier, wouldn't Ye Ming have been hurt?
It's all—his fault.
[Ding, Li Zechen's blackening value -10, the current blackening value is 20]
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Ye Ming never woke up, Li Zechen recruited almost all the imperial physicians, and used the most precious medicinal materials, but Ye Ming was still unconscious. In just a few days, he lost a lot of weight and his cheeks sunken.
Li Zechen stayed by Ye Ming's side every day, even neglecting political affairs, and did not go to court, the entire palace was lifeless.
Li Zechen didn't rest for several days in a row, his eyes were black and blue, and it was useless to persuade the people around him, even the queen mother refused to see him.He just stayed by Ye Ming's side, no matter how frightened he was, he was unwilling to take a step away, for fear that if he left, this person would die suddenly without knowing it.
He had never been so afraid of anything in his life.
so sorry.
At night Li Zechen was lying beside Ye Ming, hugging his waist, with his face pressed against his profile.
The person in his arms was so thin and thin, his breathing was weak, as if he might die at any moment.
Li Zechen kissed his lips lightly, and closed his eyes wearily.
Why don't you wake up, are you blaming me?That's why you don't want to wake up?
As long as you are willing to wake up, I will promise you anything.
I will do what I say.
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【Ye Ming: How is my body? 】
【888: Not very good. The ancient medical technology is not up to standard. There are neither antibiotics nor sterile wards. You will die before you die. 】
【Ye Ming: You can't die!The blackening value has not been eliminated yet! 】
【888: ... Don't worry, I can't die without me. 】
[Ye Ming: Brother, you are the most reliable, okay? How many days have passed now? 】
【888: It's been five days. 】
【Ye Ming: Then let me wake up^_^】
This day Li Zechen supported Ye Ming, fed him a bowl of medicine with difficulty, and heard that the subordinates outside had something important to come in to find him.He paused, put down the medicine bowl and went out.
The leader of the hidden guards said: "Li Zeyuan died, what should I do next?"
Li Zechen's eyes showed deep-seated hatred, if he didn't take care of him now, he would definitely let him taste the feeling that life is worse than death!He said coldly: "Give the body to Dali Temple, and investigate those who helped Li Zeyuan carefully, and don't let anyone go!"
It was rare for the commander of the dark guards to see Li Zechen with such a strong killing intent. He knew that this incident had really offended his Ni Lin, so he didn't dare to be careless at all.
What should come is still coming.
Li Zechen closed his eyes, but there was nothing but despair in his heart.
Even if Li Zeyuan is killed, what if everyone is killed?Nor can he revive the one he loves. If a mistake is made, it is a mistake. No matter how much it is made to make up for it, it cannot be eliminated.
If he had believed in Ye Ming earlier, he would not have been hurt...
If he hadn't forced him into the palace at all, he wouldn't have been involved in this matter at all, he was the culprit.
[Ding, Li Zechen's blackening value -10, the current blackening value is 10]
Li Zechen slowly turned around and returned to the room, gently hugged Ye Ming in his arms, lowered his eyes, his eyes were tender and painful, and his voice was hoarse: "I'm sorry, wake up, okay..."
After he finished speaking, he twitched the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, and at this moment, he suddenly saw Ye Ming's eyelashes tremble.
The look in Li Zechen's eyes shook, and his whole body froze. He looked at Ye Ming anxiously and nervously, lest it was his own illusion just now, and he was so happy.
After a long time, Ye Ming's eyes trembled again, and finally opened slowly. After a while, it seemed that he gradually regained consciousness. When he saw the person in front of him clearly, he was struggling to get up, but was caught by Li Zechen. hold on!
This tall and powerful man's voice was a little choked up at this moment: "You're awake..."
Ye Ming froze for a moment, probably because he was infected by this sad emotion, so that he could no longer maintain his indifference.
The fragile side shown by Li Zechen reminded him of the boy who always wrapped himself in a cold and hard shell. He almost never cried or showed weakness, but in fact he still had a fragile side, but he never showed it to others. that's all...
But now, he should be stronger, and he will no longer be afraid of anything, but because of himself, he shows such a fragile side.
Ye Ming couldn't help but said: "I'm fine, the emperor doesn't need to worry..."
Li Zechen stared at him with endless fear in his dark eyes, how could he not be worried?He looked at Ye Ming every day, and he might face his death anytime, anywhere, like a desperate person walking on the edge of a cliff, and he didn't know when it would end.
Li Zechen's throat was stiff and he couldn't say anything, he just hugged this person vigorously, after a long time, he seemed to remember that Ye Ming just woke up, maybe he was hungry.The person who never rushes to strategize, now panics like a child, "Are you hungry? I'll prepare something for you."
Looking at Li Zechen like this, Ye Ming's eyes softened a little, he nodded and said, "Thank you, Your Majesty."
Li Zechen looked at the gentle look in Ye Ming's eyes, as if a child had been praised by the teacher, he was full of joy, the cold blood seemed to be getting warmer again, he hurried out to give orders, after a while, the hot porridge was ready Bring it up.
Li Zechen scooped up a spoonful, blew it cool carefully, and brought it to Ye Ming's mouth.
Ye Ming was a little uncomfortable, but he always felt that it would be too cruel to refuse now, so he finally opened his mouth and ate it.
Seeing that Ye Ming was finally able to eat, Li Zechen fed him medicine, and his eyes finally relaxed.
The imperial doctor said that if you can wake up and take medicine, there will be no danger.
Ye Ming saw that Li Zechen's eyes were blue and black, and his expression was depressed, he persuaded him: "I'm fine, the emperor should go and rest quickly, don't delay state affairs because of me."
Li Zechen didn't like Ye Ming persuading him like this before, he always felt that he said these words to avoid himself, trying to push himself away.But after facing the fear of losing, I realized that even if it was just this person's old-fashioned persuasion, I missed it so much, and it almost became a luxury that I could never have again.
And now it seems that he said these words, I am afraid that he is really thinking of the world...
Although Li Zechen left reluctantly, he really couldn't bear to disappoint Ye Ming, so he stood up, and before he left, he couldn't help but ask, "You...why did you choose me?"
Obviously, I have done so many things that I am sorry for you.
It seemed that it took Ye Ming a while to understand the meaning of Li Zechen's words. He was asking himself why he wanted to help him instead of choosing Li Zeyuan.He paused, and said: "No reason... It's just that I can't be an unfaithful person."
Just as he cannot be a queen, it is the same reason and truth.
"Infidelity..." Li Zechen laughed lowly, and his eyes flashed sadly.
I finally understand how persistent you are. For you, loyalty is the most important thing... I dragged you into the situation of disloyalty, unrighteousness and filial piety, but even after so many experiences, I couldn't shake the persistence in your heart .
No matter what the reason is, I should be glad that you are still willing to choose me, and I really shouldn't expect too much.
And I never missed you, you were always the one I loved...
Li Zechen looked at him tenderly and reluctantly, "I understand, you have a good rest, I will come to see you some other day."
Sure enough, Li Zechen didn't come over that night.
Ever since Ye Ming woke up, Li Zechen came less frequently. He just listened to his subordinates report on Ye Ming's situation several times a day, but he didn't always go there.
If Ye Ming didn't want to see him, he would stay away from him.
………………
The precious medicinal materials in the palace were used in Ye Ming's palace like flowing water. The imperial physician worked hard to treat him. After a few months, Ye Ming's body finally recovered completely, except for some sequelae in his arm, which was not very sensitive. It is also difficult to get up, but if you don't pay attention, you won't find anything abnormal.
Li Zechen would visit Ye Ming every few days, but he never stayed in his palace again, and he never forced him, instead he seemed like a respectful friend.
This day Li Zechen came over again, when he came, Ye Ming was practicing calligraphy, Li Zechen couldn't take his eyes off of him.
Ye Ming turned his head, only to realize that Li Zechen was here, and smiled slightly, "The emperor is here."
Li Zechen looked at Ye Ming's smile, his eyes were in a trance for a moment, this was the smile he was obsessed with, he loved this person so much, so much that he wanted to take him as his own by any means.
But when he got him, he also lost this smile.
Because of his wrong actions, everything has gradually changed beyond recognition. He is like a person walking in a dead end, knowing that there is no way ahead, but still stubbornly refuses to turn back.
It wasn't until he hit his head that he was bleeding and had to turn back, only to find that what he had lost was always behind him.
He was blaming Ye Ming for not going to see Li Zeyuan, for not hiding him, but at the time he didn't think that he was the one who pushed him to this point, that he hurt him first...how can he blame him for betraying him?
Even if he really betrayed himself, it was his own fault, no one to blame.
Li Zechen walked over, he wanted to reach out to hug Ye Ming, but then remembered that he probably didn't like his hug, so he held back.
"Wen Qing will have a meal with me." Li Zechen looked at him with nostalgia, his voice hoarse.
Ye Ming was taken aback, didn't they often eat together?Why should it be mentioned specifically?But since Li Zechen said it, he nodded, "I obey."
Li Zechen seemed a little unhappy when he heard the words, "We used to eat together often, and you have never been so respectful and distant."
Ye Ming said: "At that time you were not yet the emperor, today is different from the past, courtesy cannot be abandoned."
Li Zechen sighed helplessly, and there was a little pleading in his eyes: "Wen Qing will treat me as if I am not the emperor today, okay? We will remain the same as before."
Ye Ming hesitated, he shouldn't have agreed, but Li Zechen had never shown such a weak side before, which made him hard-hearted.
Li Zechen's eyes were full of disappointment, he said: "If you really don't want to, just..."
Ye Ming was silent for a moment, then suddenly said: "Okay."
Li Zechen's eyes lit up, and he asked a little nervously, "You really agreed?"
Seeing Li Zechen happy like a child, Ye Ming couldn't help but smile: "Yes."
It's not that he can't feel Li Zechen's recent changes. Since he no longer persecutes himself, why should he deliberately disobey him?
Li Zechen was very happy. Since he took Ye Ming into the palace, although they were together almost every day, they had never been so relaxed and comfortable like now, only hurting each other coldly.
In fact, he should understand earlier that sometimes what you expect to love deeply does not necessarily have to be exclusive.Just like the flowers on the tree, they are beautiful when they grow on the tree, but they wither when they are broken off. I have not understood such a simple truth until now.
After dinner, Li Zechen took his leave as usual and left.
But this time he didn't really leave, but stood outside the palace gate until the night darkened and the moon hung high, and the palace servants inside quietly came out to tell him that Ye Ming was already fast asleep, and Li Zechen was relieved. Walked in lightly.
He looked at the person on the bed with nostalgia, stretched out his hand and gently stroked his face, then lowered his head and kissed the soft lips.Just lips meeting, no movement, no profanity, just that...
If this is the last time I touch you, I want to remember the touch.
I want to remember your appearance, your smell, your temperature, everything about you... to accompany me through the rest of my lonely life.
"I'll let you go, okay?" Li Zechen murmured softly, he closed his eyes, and the eye sockets seemed a little moist.
This fluffy sentence is like uprooting the attachment rooted deep in his heart, tearing his heart apart.
He used to be very selfish, he didn't want to suffer like this, he didn't want to just wait and see from a distance, so he wanted to keep this person by his side regardless of everything.
But that's wrong.
If my love brings you nothing but harm, then it's time to let go.
The author has something to say: Ye Ming: It is said that there are still many readers who insist on calling me Ye Luo, author, what do you think of this matter.
The author smiled cheerfully: Since readers like to call it like this, it means that the name Ye Luo may be more catchy. Why don't you just give you a nickname and just call it Luo Luo?what do you think?I think knock cute.
Ye Ming: I am willing to bow down to the thickness of my skin.
888's heart: Someone has finally cured this spicy chicken, congratulations, congratulations.
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