The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Ye Ming was silent for a long time, before letting out a sigh: "You shouldn't be like this."

Ming Chong didn't say a word, and stared at Ye Ming with pitch-black eyes, as if the whole world had nowhere else to go, and as far as he was concerned, there was already no way out.

Ye Ming went to the eaves to put away the umbrella, the rain dripped down the tip of the umbrella, he shook it lightly, and finally turned his head and said: "Come up."

Ming Chong's eyes lit up immediately, as if a person who had nowhere to turn came out of a desperate situation, like a person walking in the desert encountering an oasis, he happily carried the suitcase in one hand, and followed Ye Ming upstairs.

Standing in front of this room again, Ming Chong was full of thoughts. Five years ago...he left here with nothing but hatred and unwillingness; everything.

But there was no hesitation in his heart, because now he knew exactly what he wanted.

It's not about being rich and powerful, nor about intrigue, but just being with the person in front of you is enough.

After going around and going around in such a big circle, he realized that the first one was the best and what he wanted the most... Only then did he realize that he shouldn't have left at all.

Ye Ming put the umbrella at the door, and said to Ming Chong, "You can stay in the guest room."

Without further ado, Ming Chong went to the guest room with his suitcase. He was already very satisfied that Ye Ming could take him in. Of course, he couldn't make progress as soon as he came back. He would use time to make Ye Ming accept him again.

Ye Ming looked at Ming Chong's dusty back and sighed. After all, he was still a little soft-hearted, and couldn't help but said: "You got caught in the rain, go take a bath first, don't catch a cold."

Mingchong was very happy, and went to the bathroom after a while, and there was the sound of water rushing.

Ye Ming sat in the living room and waited until Ming Chong came out. He looked at the man in front of him with a conflicted look in his eyes.

Why did Ming Chong come back, and why did he abandon everything he had so hard to get? You don't need to ask him, and he understands clearly in his heart.

He knew what Ming Chong wanted... He should have rejected him, but in the end he couldn't bear to refuse, and Ming Chong had expected this, knowing that he still couldn't let him go, so he made such a move .

Only by cutting off the back road can we move forward through the thorns.

Ye Ming should have dissuaded Ming Chong, but many of his words were too hypocritical and artificial, and in the end he just said in a deep voice: "You are too willful."

Ming Chong smiled, and the warm affection in the dark eyes was undisguised. He said: "This is a decision I made after careful consideration, not on the spur of the moment. You said we can't go back to the past, but I think we can .”

"We are now—are we going back to the past?" Ming Chong said seriously.

Ye Ming was really helpless, "You left the Ming family just for the so-called 'going back to the past'? Don't you know what you gave up? And there are your relatives there..."

Ming Chong suddenly walked over with long legs, knelt in front of Ye Ming on one knee, raised his head slightly, a smile hung on his handsome face, and his thin lips raised a shallow arc, "There are no relatives of mine there, here Only then."

"There is no one in the Ming family who likes me. My biological father is a womanizer. He has many women outside, but he is very afraid of his original wife and dare not let them have children. I am just a person he hates and is afraid of. The fish that slipped through the net." Ming Chong narrated calmly, as if it was a very common thing, and there was nothing to be sad about, he paused every word, and then said: "After I went back, he I avoid me like a snake and scorpion, and his wife wants to drive me out all the time, as well as her brothers and sisters, some people even sent killers to deal with me... If it wasn't for Ming Lao, who was already dissatisfied with her and wanted to If you want to check and balance, I'm afraid I won't be given a chance to stand out. As for Ming Jin, he hates me even more."

Ye Ming remembered how those people insulted Ming Chong behind his back... Hearing these words again, he inexplicably felt a pain in his heart, the helplessness and sadness contained in those understated words, probably only Ming Chong himself could understand.

Ming Chong hooked the corners of his lips: "So I really hate them. If it weren't for the Ming family being rich and powerful, I would never go back if I was holding my breath and wanted to be able to come back and stand in front of you. .”

There had never been anything worthy of his nostalgia there.

Ye Ming held his hand and said without hesitation: "Then don't go back."

Ming Chong's eyelashes trembled slightly, his voice was low and magnetic, and his eyes were smiling, "So, you agreed to let me stay, right?"

Ye Ming looked a little embarrassed, he really couldn't say anything to drive Ming Chong away, but let him stay... Finally, he could only cough lightly with his fist on his lips, "I'm tired, you should rest earlier. "

After speaking, he got up and went back to the room, closing the door.

Ming Chong felt that his hands were empty, he looked at the back of Ye Ming who was almost running away in a hurry, and laughed softly.

In fact, you obviously still care about me, don't you?

………………

Ye Ming got up the next morning and smelled the aroma coming from the kitchen. He went in and saw that Ming Chong was making breakfast. He turned his head and smiled at him, and said naturally, "Go and sit first, it will be fine in a while."

Ye Ming sat at the dining table, and after a while Mingchong came out with breakfast, and smiled at him, "I thought about it, I don't feel ashamed to live with you for free, so I have to work part-time to pay off my debts."

Ye Ming: "..."

[Ye Ming: Xiao Ming is pretending to be pitiful and addicted...]

【888: Who told you to show that you like this. 】

【Ye Ming: Hmm. 】

[Ye Ming: But there's nothing wrong with it. I'm happier than sleeping until I wake up naturally every day. It's probably because I sleep until I wake up naturally and someone prepares you three meals a day, 360-degree comprehensive services with no dead ends, plus Good sex.What can I ask for in such a life. 】

[888: Sex life? 】

【Ye Ming: There will be one soon^_^】

888 just wants to crush this hot chicken to death.

Sure enough, Ming Chong did what he said, he worked part-time to pay off his debts, and he took care of Ye Ming every day, and he didn't violate the rules in the slightest, but... he swayed in front of Ye Ming every day. Thin and muscular figure, smooth waistline, firm abdominal muscles...every day Ye Ming sees that he is ready to move, and his anger is strong.

Ye Ming is gay, and there is a beautiful beauty in front of him, especially, he still likes this beauty very much.

Finally one day, he couldn't help throwing Ming Chong down.

The next morning Ming Chong rubbed Ye Ming's waist on the bed, and said aggrievedly: "I'm sorry, you told me not to stop yesterday... I thought you liked it very much, next time I won't be so ruthless."

Ye Ming let out a breath, turned his head and bit Ming Chong's lips, and said viciously, "Enough."

Don't remind me again, how did I go back on my word, do I want to lose face?

Ming Chong stared at Ye Ming's somewhat ashamed and indignant face, with a slight smile in his eyes, and he kissed back vigorously. Since he didn't say anything, he should use actions to let him know how much he loves him.

After another round of affection, the two hugged each other face to face and lay on the bed, neither of them intending to get up.

Ye Ming stared into Ming Chong's eyes, and suddenly said softly: "Do you still remember what you said about me before? I was really angry at that time."

Ming Chong was filled with guilt, he hugged Ye Ming tightly: "I'm sorry, I was so jealous that I went crazy, my mind was full of mess, as long as I thought that you might be with someone else..."

Seeing his nervous look, Ye Ming felt a little funny, and said, "I also said something I shouldn't have said, so it's evened out. But... what do you like about me?"

Ming Chong seemed to think about it seriously, and he asked: "Then what do you like about me?"

Ye Ming thought for a while, and felt a little hard to say, probably just because this person agrees with him in everything, looks pleasing to the eye, is happy to be around, and wants to be like this for the rest of his life.He said: "No reason, just feel very suitable."

Ming Chong smiled, with strong affection in his eyes, "Me too."

He kissed Ye Ming's lips piously and tenderly, his voice was as low as gurgling water flowing into his heart, "And I will never doubt you again, I will trust you... These five years have taught me a truth... A sense of security is not What my identity gives me is not given to me by others, it should be given to me by myself.”

I used to have nothing, but you loved me so much, but money, power and coercion made you go further and further away from me.

This time, I want to seriously believe in you, we will not repeat the same mistakes.

Ye Ming was startled, and then smiled: "I will never lie to you again."

Because love should not be concealed, or too self-righteous.

He originally thought that after going through so much, there was no possibility for them to go on... But if going through all this just made them more honest and loyal to each other, it didn't seem like a bad thing.

And he didn't want to go against his true intention again, if he didn't try, how would he know it was impossible?

Ye Ming hugged Ming Chong's neck, looked into his eyes, and said, "I love you."

Ming Chong didn't speak, but kissed her heavily.

I know you love me.

If you don't love me, how can you be willing to wait for me, forgive me, and accept me again...

[Ding, Mingchong blackening value -4, current blackening value 1]

………………

After talking about it that day, Ye Ming and Ming Chong were completely reconciled, and the two of them seemed to have returned to the past, living a loving and lingering life.

Ye Ming rested for a long time. As a responsible man, he felt that since he planned to live a good life with Ming Chong now, he should make a plan and stop messing around, so he prepared to start business again.He contacted some former friends, and they all expressed their willingness to partner with him, and Wang Heng was especially enthusiastic.

It's just that Ye Ming didn't want to embarrass Ming Chong, so he didn't want to cooperate with Wang Heng.

This day Ye Ming stayed at home, Wang Heng called again, Ye Ming hesitated and answered.

Wang Heng said: "Xuanwen, who do you cooperate with is not cooperation, why do you have to shut me out? You know that I have no other intentions, just want to make up for my mistakes at the beginning... and I am a businessman, looking for Your cooperation is also based on your ability, we are discussing the matter, it is a bit emotional for you to do so."

Ye Ming paused, and said: "As you said, it's nothing more than business. I can't do it with anyone. Why do I have to find you? I've already reconciled with Ming Chong, so if there's nothing else to do in the future , it’s best not to contact me.”

Wang Heng hesitated, unable to speak, he was silent for a long time: "He treated you like that..."

Ye Ming said: "That's all in the past, I thought about it, but I still can't let him go, I love him, you understand?"

Wang Heng finally stopped talking, and said after a while: "I understand."

Ye Ming hung up the phone, let out a sigh of relief, turned his head, and saw Ming Chong coming out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel, wiping his hair while walking, and asked casually, "Whose phone is it?"

Ye Ming paused for a few seconds, then said, "Wang Heng's call, he intends to cooperate with me."

Ming Chong was startled for a moment, then smiled calmly, and said, "You don't have to mind me, if you want to cooperate with him, just cooperate." He blinked his eyes as he spoke, with a relaxed expression in his eyes, which could be seen to be true. Opened, "And I believe in you."

Ye Ming showed a somewhat moved expression. In fact, he hesitated for a moment just now, should he tell Ming Chong that this is Wang Heng's call? After all, he has already refused, and telling Ming Chong will inevitably remind Ming Chong of those unhappy things... But he still said it in the end, just because he felt that lovers should not hide anything, and he should trust Ming Chong more.

Ming Chong did not disappoint him.

Ming Chong walked over and put his arms around Ye Ming's waist, squinted his eyes and smiled: "Of course, it's nothing to do business, but if he dares to move those messy thoughts again, I will beat him until he can't even recognize his mother. Protect yours!"

Ye Ming couldn't help laughing, his eyes were gentle and full of love, and he said, "I'm very glad that you are willing to protect me, but let's forget it this time, because I have already pushed, and he won't contact me in the future."

Ming Chong was a little surprised, but soon understood why Ye Ming rejected Wang Heng, and moved emotions emerged in his heart, intertwined with that deep affection.

This person has always been so considerate...

But I didn't realize it before, so I could only blame him for not being honest enough.

Ming Chong couldn't help being moved, so he simply pressed Ye Ming on the sofa, put one hand on his neck, and kissed him deeply.Ye Ming inserted his fingers into Ming Chong's hair, and tore Ming Chong's clothes with one hand.

………………

Ye Ming originally had a lot of contacts, and he also had a fortune from selling the company before, so he became busy not long after starting again.

Ming Chong didn't look for another job either, the former eldest son of the Ming family worked for Ye Ming with peace of mind, with the appearance of a hard-working little daughter-in-law.Occasionally, people who knew Ming Chong met him, and they would be embarrassed and surprised, but Ming Chong didn't mind other people's eyes at all.

He only has Ye Ming in his heart and eyes, as long as his heart is at peace, why should he care what others think of him, why should he care about his own identity.

Time passed quickly, more than half a year in the blink of an eye, the two got tired of being together every day, their relationship became more and more stable, and they even discussed when to go abroad for a wedding trip.

[888: It's been seven months and twelve days, and the last 1 point of blackening value has not been eliminated. It seems that your mission cannot be completed smoothly. If it is not possible, you can forcefully leave, and it will be regarded as a mission failure. 】

【Ye Ming: Who said I couldn't finish it?Just 1 point of blackening value~]

[888's voice is indifferent: This last 1 point of blackening value, you have spent ten times the time before it has not been eliminated. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

【Ye Ming: I feel your contempt, and I have to tell the truth to protect my dignity! 】

[888: Can't finish? 】

【Ye Ming: It's not that it can't be done, it's just that I don't want to use that method. 】

[888: Oh?You have always used everything to achieve your goals, but there is still a method you don't want to use? 】

【Ye Ming: Brother, do I look like this in your eyes?You broke my heart...]

【888: If possible, I would like to make up a few more dollars. 】

【Ye Ming: QAQ】

[888: If you can’t finish it, forcefully leave. You must know that you still have several worlds whose blackening value needs to be eliminated. If you have been stuck in this world, the situation in other worlds will continue to deteriorate due to too long. I’m afraid even the tasks in other worlds will be affected. 】

【Ye Ming: I've already said that it's not that I can't help it... It's just that I don't want to use it...】

【Ye Ming: Do you think Ming Chong now completely believes that I love him? 】

【888: He obviously already believes in you. 】

【Ye Ming: That's right, my love for him is the key to eliminating his blackening value. It stands to reason that he should have no blackening value now, but there is still 1 point left, which means it is an unknown possibility. 】

[Ye Ming: I'm afraid even he himself didn't realize that he was uneasy about the uncertainty of the future. No matter how good we get along now, the misunderstandings, cracks, and many of my predecessors are uncertain factors. ... No one can be 100% sure, we can go to the end like this forever, there are too many variables in life.He is trying his best to maintain our current relationship, but who can guarantee that the future will be what he imagined?Who can guarantee that I will always love him like this? 】

【888: In theory, nothing remains the same, let alone such an illusory thing as love. 】

【Ye Ming: You are wrong. There is a kind of love that will never change. 】

[888: Oh? 】

[Ye Ming: This kind of love will not change with the changes of time and space, it will never deteriorate, never fade, never worry... One day, I will not love him anymore, and will only stay in the deepest and deepest love. that moment. 】

【888: Since there is, why not give it to him? 】

【Ye Ming: Because it is a bit cruel to him, he may not want it. 】

888 can't understand the inexplicable thoughts of human beings. The so-called love has no reliable data at all, but since Ye Ming is willing to dawdle here, 888 doesn't care about him. Anyway, he has already told Ye Ming about the serious relationship, and the decision is of course Ye Ming himself. Do.

Because the days are too ordinary, 888 does not appear often.

………………

After another month or so, Ye Ming and Ming Chong went to another place to purchase a batch of goods. The city had a beautiful scenery, and after finishing their official business, they decided to stay for a few more days to enjoy themselves.

There is a night market street in the local area, and the snacks are well-known throughout the country, and the two went there admiringly.

When it comes to food, Ye Ming never minds to try a lot.

In the middle of the night, the two walked along the lake, looking at the sky full of stars, it really felt like the years were quiet.

Then 888 appeared unexpectedly.

[888: Someone is coming towards you now. According to my investigation, Ming Jin's mother has already taken the risk and tried everything to get rid of Ming Chong. Only after Ming Chong died, can the Ming family have a chance to turn around and make great efforts to protect Ming Jin. 】

[888: There are many people on the other side, and your chances of surviving are not high. There is an iron gate in the abandoned shop in the front right, and there is still a chance of escaping there. 】

[Ye Ming: It's hard to escape together, but if one person stays and procrastinates, the other person's chances of survival will be higher^_^]

【Ye Ming: Looks like it's time for the mission to end. 】

Ye Ming stood by the lake, he turned his head, as if the deep starry sky was reflected in his dark eyes under the night, the corners of his lips slightly raised, and said, "It would be great if time could stop at this moment."

Ming Chong gently hugged Ye Ming sideways, with a gentle smile in his eyes: "Yes."

Such beauty, tranquility, having the one you love, if it can go on like this forever...

Ming Chong lowered his eyes, and the love in his chest was brewing.Who would have thought that after five years, they would still be embracing each other like they are now. The heavens are so merciful to him, and he still has the opportunity to have the person he loves.

He lowered his head, wanting to kiss this person, when he suddenly saw a dozen people rushing towards him with knives in hand, his eyes suddenly changed, he pulled Ye Ming around and ran away.

Ye Ming was stunned for a moment, and then he heard footsteps behind him, and when he looked back, his face also changed, these people were coming towards them!

Ming Chong ran forward desperately, he and Ye Ming were only two people, they were unarmed, they couldn't fight those people head-on!These people must be related to Ming Jin, they still don't give up and want to kill themselves!

After Ming Chong left the Ming family, he repeatedly rejected Elder Ming's persuasion and left resolutely. He just wanted to return to the peaceful and peaceful years with Ye Ming. In order not to break the tranquility, he never let too many bodyguards follow him. , and it’s been fine for such a long time... I came here today on a whim, and I’m out of town, so I didn’t expect to encounter such danger at all!

Seeing the people behind getting closer and closer, Ming Chong was very anxious!The determination flashed in his eyes, those people came for him, if it was impossible, let Ye Ming go alone first, as long as he stayed, they would definitely not continue to chase Ye Ming.

Ye Ming glanced, looked to the right, and suddenly said: "Go over there!"

As he said, he dragged Ming Chong to the right, there was a half-open iron door there, Ming Chong quickly kicked the door open and rushed in, just as he stepped in, he suddenly felt his hand was empty, Ye Ming suddenly threw him away for some reason hand.

The next moment, he saw a scene he would never forget.

Ye Ming closed the iron door in front of him with a 'bang', and the latch made a click. He looked at him through the iron door, his black eyes were shining like stars, his lips moved, and he uttered two words: "Hurry up!" escape."

Then he turned his head and greeted those people.

Ming Chong wanted to open the door like crazy, but the rusty door was locked, and he couldn't open it at all. His eyes were tearing apart, veins in his hands were bulging, and he pulled the door hard!But it's useless!It doesn't work at all!

Those people had already chased after them, and without hesitation raised their knives to chop Ye Ming down!

Just like that, the blood splashed on Ming Chong's face.

The scalding temperature made his eyes red, almost bleeding, and everything in front of him was replayed in slow motion...

The words of those people were like echoes, as if falling into his ears from another distant space.

They said: Don't let people run away!You go around from behind!hurry up!

Ye Ming also heard what they said, regardless of his injuries, he was stabbed several times, and suddenly burst out with unprecedented ferocity and strength!He rushed over and snatched a person's knife, and slashed it on a person's shoulder!

Those people didn't expect Ye Ming, who was well-mannered in suits and leather shoes, to be so vicious, so they had to send out some people to continue to deal with him. At the same time, a few others ran to try to intercept Ming Chong from other places.

Ye Ming didn't care that he would be injured, and he didn't care about those who besieged him, he only knew that none of them would let them go!Don't let them chase after you!He wants to delay Ming Chong's escape time!

Ming Chong stared at everything in front of him, he could hardly think, time seemed to have passed for a long time, but in fact it was only a moment, Ming Chong suddenly turned his head and began to look for other ways out!He couldn't leave Ye Ming there alone, he couldn't leave Ye Ming there alone!

cannot……

He must go back quickly!

In this silent night, there was the piercing sound of knives slicing bones, skin and flesh, mixed with screams and cursing.

Those people didn't expect that Ye Ming alone had such potential, and they actually held them back, and wounded several of them instead. Those people were so jealous that they couldn't care less about chasing Ming Chong, and started besieging Ye Ming!You have to kill him first!

Ming Chong picked up a chair, smashed the window desperately, and broke out from the other side of the abandoned storefront. After a long detour, he finally returned to Ye Ming's direction!

Seeing that a person was about to chop Ye Ming, he rushed over like a wild beast, and punched that person in the face!Grab the knife in his hand!

Ye Ming fell to the ground dying, his whole body was stained red with blood, but he still struggled to stretch out his hand and grabbed a person's foot, preventing him from cutting Ming Chong, because of his obstruction, the last person He staggered and was also knocked down to the ground by Ming Chong.

The surroundings finally quieted down.

Ming Chong let go of his hand weakly, his eyes panicked, the knife fell to the ground and made a bang, he knelt down and gently hugged Ye Ming in his arms, wiped the blood on his face tremblingly, his throat was choked speechless.

Who made you do this, who made you do this...

They are here to kill me!

Blood flowed into Ye Ming's eyes, looking very tragic, but he showed a weak smile and said to Ming Chong: "This time, I will protect you..."

Ming Chong's eyes were red.

Ye Ming looked at the person in front of him with nostalgia, he raised his hand slowly and with difficulty, as if he wanted to touch Ming Chong's face, but he didn't have the strength... His consciousness was gradually fading away, and his soul seemed to be drifting away. Pulling away, I vaguely understand that if I don't look at this person more, I won't be able to see it.

He wanted to touch him again... He couldn't bear to close his eyes.

Ming Chong slowly took Ye Ming's hand and pressed it on his face, his black eyes were full of sadness and despair.

I finally know how much you love me.

You love me more than your own life, as I love you.

[Ding, Mingchong blackening value -1, current blackening value 0]

When the police rushed over, they saw people wailing all over the place, except for two people in the center, who were particularly conspicuous, quiet as if they were isolated from the world.

The young and handsome man hugged a man covered in blood, as if he had been fused into one body by the blood. They were so lonely and sad. The heavy night covered them like a dead tomb, which made them unbearable to approach.

But saving people is like putting out a fire, so the police still hurried over: "Mr., make room, the ambulance is coming."

Ming Chong raised his head slowly, revealing a pair of empty eyes, and there was only a dead silence inside. He slightly tightened his hands, hugged the person in his arms, and said in a hoarse voice, "No need."

The doctor who came with him knew at a glance that the person in Ming Chong's arms had been dead for a long time. Seeing this scene, he was heartbroken and did not rush to snatch him. Since this person is reluctant to let go, let him stay like this for a while.

Ming Chong lowered his head again, looking intently at the man in his arms, tears streaming down mixed with blood.

The damn person is me...

………………

A month later, Ming Jin was found dead in prison.

Three months later, Ming Chong returned to Ming's house with great fanfare, and everyone in the Ming's mansion was welcoming him. Suddenly, a woman with disheveled hair and disheveled face rushed down from upstairs, tearing Ming Chong desperately, making a shrill sound : "You still dare to come back?! Why do you come back?! You are right! You killed my daughter, you damn bastard! Go to hell!!!"

With a light pull, Ming Chong restrained the woman. He lowered his head, with a cold light in his phoenix eyes, and said in her ear with a cold voice that only she could hear: "I killed it, now you can feel me. pain?"

When the woman heard this, she looked like she was going crazy, and she yelled even more mournfully: "Did you hear that? He admitted that he killed it. Quickly arrest this murderer! He killed my daughter!"

But no one paid any attention to her, and everyone stood aside silently.

In the past few months, Ming Chong let everyone see how cruel he was. All the people who participated in that incident died, and Ming Jin was just one of them.

His ruthless methods even aroused the opposition of Ming Lao, but this time, even Ming Lao couldn't stop him.

No one can stop him from revenge.

Ming Chong admired the painful and crazy appearance of the woman, and there was a slight smile on his lips, but it made people feel chills in the bottom of his heart. He said slowly: "Madam is unconscious, send her back to her room to rest."

I should have killed you too, but that would be too cheap for you, you should live to feel the pain I went through.

As soon as he finished speaking, someone came over and dragged the woman down, and soon the screaming and cursing disappeared, and could not be heard anymore.

Ming Chong only stayed at Ming's house for one night before leaving.

………………

Ming Chong returned to his and Ye Ming's home.

Everything in the family is the same as before, except that without that person, it seems much deserted.

Ming Chong cleaned the place with his own hands every day, and then carefully put everything back to its original place.When he is brushing his teeth, he will look at the toothbrush that no one is using next to him, and when he drinks water, he will look at the cup that no one is using next to him...

Ming Chong lives here and is reluctant to leave, Ye Ming's aura is everywhere here, and there are traces of Ye Ming's existence everywhere, he can only rely on these to survive.

At night, he was lying on the bed, lying on his side, staring at the empty pillow. He just stared at him blankly, as if Ye Ming was still there, looking at him with tender eyes full of love, and showing him a gentle smile. .

Tell him, I love you.

The pain came again like a flood.

you love me...

Ming Chong suddenly opened his mouth and murmured: "You are right when you say we can't go back..."

Everything in this world has a cause and effect somewhere.

Ever since I returned to the Ming family, ever since I waded through that muddy water, I have never been able to get out of my body. I thought that by giving up everything and returning to your side, I could make up for my mistakes and go back to the past.

But that is just a self-deceiving illusion created by me. Once you step on some roads, you can never turn back.

If I knew it would be like this, I would rather not understand how much you care about me.

I would rather, no longer force.

Ming Chong slowly closed his eyes.

You said, it would be great if I could listen to you earlier, if I could listen to you... that would be great...

I know, you want me to live...

However, I am already tired of what to do in this world without you.