The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Ye Ming hung up on Fang Sheng's phone, and soon another call came in. Almost every friend in the entertainment industry who knew Ye Ming was asking him if the news on the Internet was true, and that he really belonged to the Ye family. Eldest young master?

And those who failed to make calls also sent text messages one after another, all in amazement.

Ye Ming was not in a hurry to reply to those messages, and he stopped answering the phone. Instead, he opened the apps of various media outlets. Sure enough, the headlines were all about himself: Ye Ming's family background has a big bottom, and a low-key artist is actually the heir to a billionaire family!

The comments below every relevant piece of news exploded, ranging from thousands to hundreds of thousands. Some people expressed shock, some expressed disbelief, and some people made all kinds of sour slanders. All in all, the entire Internet was shocked by Ye Ming. This third-rate starlet actually has such a background.

Ye Ming raised his eyebrows, a little surprised, but not that surprised. He is not a state secret figure, and there are quite a few people who know him, but he was not popular before, and his sister Ye Zhi helped control public opinion. That's why I haven't revealed my identity, but after all, the Ye family can't cover the sky with one hand, and now it seems that I am really popular...so much so that even my family background has been completely wiped out.

Because of the exposure of his family background, Ye Ming suddenly stood on the cusp of the storm again. He flipped through the comments a little, and there were mixed reviews.

The new fans were very excited to stand by Ye Ming's side, each and every one of them said that with Ye Ming's status, it was still necessary to sell themselves, was it necessary to curry favor with Li Mu Xun and be unspoken?Li Muxun currying favor with him was not bad, causing those black people who slandered Ye Ming to rely on unspoken rules to rise to the top to be slapped in the face one after another.

But if you think that it is so easy to defeat Heizi, then you are underestimating their combat effectiveness. The exposure of Ye Ming's identity actually made Heizi more. Yes, some people like it, and some people don't like it. There are also many people who don't like him, and there are many critics who are jealous and picky.

They can't scold Ye Ming for selling himself, they can only scold him for his chaotic private life, homosexuality, and poor character. They can't wait to use the darkest and dirtiest words to speculate on Ye Ming, describe him as a dirty and dirty rich second generation, and then be superior blamed him.

What a bunch of bored people who are fed up... Ye Ming thought so, put the phone in his pocket as if nothing had happened, and looked back at Ke Sen.

He didn't forget that before this incident, Ke Sen was about to ask him a question. Although Ke Sen only said one word and was interrupted by accident, Ye Ming knew in his heart what Ke Sen wanted to know, and At this moment, he has made his own decision.

Ye Ming was silent for a moment, then slowly said: "I..."

But this time it was Ke Sen who interrupted him. Ke Sen's dark eyes were full of worry, and he said in a deep voice, "Are you okay?"

Ke Sen also figured out what happened on the Internet, and he checked the information much faster than Ye Ming. Some public opinions on the Internet made him feel angry and powerless, and there was deep worry and pity in his eyes. .

All these reminded him of the past...

Harvey endured the humiliation and paid such a price for human beings, even his life, but didn't the people on the Internet, those living in peaceful areas, not hesitate to speculate and persecute him with the greatest malice?

In the face of those malicious slanders, insults, and suspicions, even though Harvey never cared, Cosen couldn't turn a blind eye, thinking that Harvey really didn't care. He felt sad, painful, and angry for him, but he couldn't do anything. No matter how powerful he is, he can't control what others say, he can only remain silent.

Public opinion is the most difficult thing to control.

Language can inspire others and denounce injustice, but once it becomes a knife in people's hands, it can unscrupulously bring harm to others. People use language violence to drive others into desperation and impose lynching sentences, but they still think that they have grasped the truth and supported the Justice - self-satisfied, without remorse.

Even in this distant Lost Star Field, this backward world, the despicable side of human nature is no different.

Cosen recalled their most difficult time. He had to face the pressure of the whole universe to protect his lover, because once he handed over Harvey, he would face death...

He would rather be the one who bears all this than Ye Ming.

"If you're not happy, don't watch it." Ke Sen looked at him gently, and said slowly, to him, maybe the question before was very important, but nothing is more important than Ye Ming's happiness.

He didn't want him to be sad, and he didn't want him to think of those unpleasant memories.

Ye Ming froze for a moment, his gaze fell into Ke Sen's eyes... In Ke Sen's heart, whether he is happy or sad is more important than anything else...

He pursed his lips slightly, you will make me blame myself, and make me who hesitated whether to continue lying to you feel ashamed.

The complex look in Ye Ming's eyes flashed past, he sighed inaudibly, and then showed a nonchalant smile, saying, "There's nothing to be unhappy about."

His eyes are shining brightly in the night, and it can be seen that there is no reluctance at all. He really doesn't care about those slanders and attacks, and said with a smile: "Do you know how to make yourself happy? That is-just look at those who support me public opinion will do.”

Corson froze for a moment.

"Because in this way, I will know that there are still many kind people, and many people who support and like me. So I won't be crushed by those malice, and let those who like and support me feel sad and disappointed." Ye Ming raised his hand At the corner of my mouth, I smiled: "I can't control how others see me, but I can choose what kind of person I become and how to live."

"Let's talk about it..." Ye Ming chuckled, "If you are a star and you can't bear this, half of the stars in the entertainment circle can commit suicide, and the other half should quit the circle to save their lives."

Ke Sen was silent for a long time, then suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged Ye Ming tightly, his eyes were filled with deep love like the ocean.

Yes, you have always been like this and have never changed.

No matter what others say about you, you will never be defeated or changed. Even if you lose your memory and self, you will never forget to protect the heart of human beings, and you will never forget your persistence. Dust cannot cover your light.

You will always be the one I love the most.

Ye Ming was embraced by Ke Sen, but what he thought at this moment was, I'm sorry, I'm not as noble as you think, and my persistence is not so great, you are the kind of person, no matter how you are slandered Slander, never change your original intention.

If you knew who I am, you probably wouldn't love me so much.

Ye Ming smiled lightly, and said, "I know what you wanted to ask me just now."

Cosen made a low voice: "Mmm."

Ye Ming said again: "But today is too late, I will tell you tomorrow, okay?"

Ke Sen said without hesitation: "Okay." His trust in Ye Ming is unconditional, since Ye Ming said to tell him tomorrow, he can wait patiently.

There was a little apology in Ye Ming's eyes. In fact, he played a dishonorable trick in that sentence. He didn't want to deceive Ke Sen again, but he didn't want to tell the truth cruelly, so he chose - delay.

Maybe Corson won't be here tomorrow, so he doesn't have to say that answer himself, but if Corson is still there tomorrow.

That's probably God's will.

No matter who he faces tomorrow, he will never lie again, he will try to face everything bravely and honestly.

"Let's go home." Ye Ming grabbed Ke Sen's hand and showed a bright smile.

The two hugged each other that night, and Ke Sen and Ye Ming talked a lot about what happened after he left, and told him about Veranika's recent situation, and finally said: "If she knows that you are still alive, she will definitely be very happy." happy."

Ye Ming sighed: "You have worked hard all these years..."

Ke Sen shook his head with a gentle expression: "There is nothing, I should do it."

Ye Ming suddenly raised his head and kissed his lips, staring at the man in front of him with scorching eyes, not wanting to hear him say any more.

Nothing should be taken for granted.

Ke Sen was slightly taken aback, then hugged Ye Ming forcefully, bowed his head and kissed him back.

………………

This night was extremely quiet, the breeze blowing the curtains seemed to blow away all the inexplicable sorrow, leaving only peace and tranquility.

Ye Ming fell asleep in a daze, and woke up again in a daze. The sun shone in again, and he saw that the man beside him was still asleep and didn't wake up. Ye Ming didn't wake him up, but looked at the man The face is in a daze.

After an unknown amount of time, he felt the people around him move, and then slowly opened his eyes.

The moment Ye Ming met those eyes, he knew that Ke Sen was no longer there. He still didn't have to answer his question, and he didn't know whether it was worth being happy or not.

Shen Ye opened his eyes and looked at the person in front of him.

It has been ten years since Han Xu died again.

He spent another ten years alone, but this time was different from the last one. This time, he was hopeful, but desperate.

The hope is because he hopes that Han Xu can be reborn again, maybe in a place that he doesn't know, Han Xu has come back to life... But the despair is that he knows that the relationship between them is completely over, and everything is over. All the grievances and hatreds of Han Xu disappeared, and this time, even if Han Xu came back from the dead, he would never appear in front of his eyes again.

They no longer have any relationship, not even hatred.

The 40-year-old Shen Ye, if it must be said, is left with a body that has been hollowed out by love and hatred. There is no difference between one decade, two decades, or even three decades.

It doesn't matter if you are waiting for someone who will never come back.

Because as long as they are still in the same world, and one day they can pass by each other, he should be satisfied, and this kind of extravagant hope is the only thing that can support him.

Shen Ye just lived a life like a walking corpse day after day. His world was like a pool of stagnant water, which made people numb a little bit.

So much so that when encountering such a situation suddenly, there was no immediate reaction.

It took Shen Ye a while before he began to think about the situation in front of him. He should be at home, why did he suddenly appear in a strange place with a stranger?

What's even more strange is why the person in front of him inexplicably makes people feel at ease, and the eyes inexplicably make him feel familiar.

Even if Shen Ye didn't say a word, Ye Ming knew who he was.

Because he is the last one.

No need to guess at all.

Ye Ming couldn't help but think of the day when he left, the day when he and Shen Ye parted for the first time, when he maxed out the last point of favorability, he realized that he had accumulated enough experience points, and at the same time, he was about to leave that world.

He knew he would never come back, so he gave Shen Ye a 'gift'.

When Shen Ye told him that he loved him, he shot him. At that time, Ye Ming thought that no one would love such a person again, and when he left, Shen Ye would not love him anymore.

He's like an opportunistic liar who takes advantage of it and pretends to give someone else's life back to him, but it's really a bit despicable and contrived.

Because he actually knew in his heart that no one could really forget all of this completely, but if he didn't try... how would he know that he couldn't start over?If I really never come back later, can you live a little easier?

I used to think that there is nothing that time cannot erase, but I shouldn't go back to that world.

But even though I knew I shouldn't, I went back, because I didn't want to return empty-handed, even if I was an executioner who plundered feelings, I would not be reconciled to empty-handed.

When I fired that shot, I thought it was the end, but I didn't expect it was actually the beginning... Now, is it the end or the beginning?

I do not know.

Ye Ming sighed, and suddenly felt that he was stupid. Why was he so stupid that he agreed to play such a game? Is the human heart really something that can be fooled and discarded casually?

Maybe someone could do it, more rational and ruthless than him, but he wasn't qualified enough for that.

Ye Ming said to Shen Ye: "You're awake." He felt that the good brother was still in a daze at the moment, so he kindly reminded him.

Shen Ye looked at Ye Ming, listened to his familiar tone, and looked at those familiar eyes. Something seemed to come out of his heart, as if... At that hotel, he saw Han Xu resurrected for the first time. The same, even with a completely different face, just one look is enough to make his heart throb.

Another decade passed...

Once again, he saw a person who touched his mind like this, as if appearing in front of him out of thin air.

Shen Ye almost wanted to blurt out that name, but he didn't dare. He felt that he was not so lucky, and he didn't deserve the favor of fate. How could he wait until that person came back again?

But if you don't ask, you will probably regret it for the rest of your life, right?Just ask, even if it's wrong, it's just another disappointment.

He was used to being disappointed.

So Shen Ye spoke, his voice hoarse and low, "Han Xu?"

Ye Ming paused for a few seconds, then nodded slowly, and under Shen Ye's unbelievable gaze, said word by word: "It's me."

I just promised you yesterday that I would never lie to you again. No matter who you are today, no matter what you ask me today, I will answer you and give you the answer you want.

Shen Ye's lips trembled slightly, he felt that he was probably dreaming, but how could there be such a real dream, his lips moved, "Where am I, this is..."

Ye Ming smiled, and looked at him with bright eyes: "This is my home, you are with me, by the way... this world is not the same as yours, you can treat it as a completely different world, It must be said, it’s like time travel, but—I’m still me, and you’re still you.”

There was shock in Shen Ye's eyes, and he was speechless for a while looking at Ye Ming.

How is this going?Although what Ye Ming said was very simple and clear, it made him even more confused. If everything was really what Ye Ming said, why would Ye Ming still be in this world, and he seemed to take his appearance for granted?

Countless questions filled Shen Ye's brain, so that he didn't know what to ask, but Ye Ming got up first.

He put on his shirt directly in front of Shen Ye, stroked the broken hair on his forehead, and raised his eyebrows: "Get up and eat, it's almost noon, I'm going to starve to death."

Seeing that Ye Ming was about to go out, Shen Ye didn't want the person in front of him to disappear like this, even if it was a dream, so he got out of bed instinctively and wanted to follow, but as soon as he got up, he felt a sharp pain on his forehead, as if it was about to burst, countless Information flooded his head...

Ye Ming was really hungry, and planned to get up and brush his teeth first, but he didn't expect Shen Ye to suddenly show a painful expression, he quickly turned around and supported Shen Ye, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you?"

Shen Ye inserted his fingers into his hair, his eyes were closed tightly, his fingertips turned white with force, countless memories almost burst his brain, the terrible pain made him tremble all over, and he was sweating, but at the same time... What he has are countless untouched information, as well as other memories.

He thought that there was really no need to ask some questions, because he already knew them just now.

Ke Sen's tenderness, Lu Xiuwen's deduction, Yang Gan's rejoicing, Zong Jun's obsession... all the memories flooded into his mind. For a moment, he almost forgot who he was, but he still did not.

He is Shen Ye, not anyone else.

But they have one thing in common, they are all Ye Ming's games, they are not real.

Ye Ming should have guessed his identity immediately and got used to it, so he didn't show surprise or panic at all, and even explained the current situation to him.

However, Ye Ming treats him differently from others... Ye Ming no longer bothers to hide it.

In the beginning, Ye Ming would try to disguise himself and try not to reveal his identity, but from the moment Ye Ming confessed frankly when he called out Han Xu's name just now, Shen Ye knew that Ye Ming was too lazy to play that role-playing game anymore. game.

You are not Han Xu, Han Xu is you.

Ye Ming stared at Shen Ye for a while, seeing his pained and pale face gradually calm down, he gradually began to think about it, after all, he couldn't help but think about this scene...

Ye Ming looked at him deeply, his tone slowed down, as if pointing, "Are you okay?"

Shen Ye didn't answer right away, and opened his eyes again after a while. There was no emotion in his eyes, and his voice was calm, "It's okay, I'm fine."

Ye Ming was really surprised, looked at Shen Ye thoughtfully, and finally paused and said, "That's good."

Shen Ye showed a faint smile and said, "You do your work first, I'll be out in a while."

Ye Ming saw that Shen Ye seemed to be fine, so he let him go out.

Shen Ye looked at the back of Ye Ming leaving, and only then did a look of deep pain and self-deprecation appear in his eyes. He knew that if he had directly questioned Ye Ming just now, Ye Ming would not lie to him again, and he would tell him all the truth... But he didn't ask.

Because he knows that once he asks that question, he can no longer even have the illusion in front of him. Like a coward, he deceives himself and pretends not to know the truth.

He didn't even dare to ask, did you really love me?

………………

Ye Ming saw that it was getting late, and it was not appropriate to have breakfast now, so he simply asked Shen Ye out for lunch.

When Shen Ye came out again, he seemed to be well-accepted, as if he had completely gotten used to this world, and he could be said to be the one who accepted it most naturally among all people. Many predecessors paved the way, even if you don't want to get used to it.

It stands to reason that when a person travels through time and meets his dead lover, it is more reasonable to be shocked, but Shen Ye's unreasonable behavior, Ye Ming also accepts it well, as if it is a matter of course.

The abnormal two people actually formed a strange tacit understanding.

Ye Ming took Shen Ye to his favorite restaurant, ordered his favorite dishes, and ordered a few of Shen Ye's favorite dishes by the way, making the meal much more comfortable.At this time, I couldn't help but think of the time when he took Li Zechen to eat sashimi with wasabi in order to conceal his identity. He ordered a few favorite dishes like a thief, couldn't help sighing, and looked at Shen Ye with a little affection.

Dear brother, you are really lucky, the time has come when I caught my conscience.

People and their lives are just different.

Shen Ye obviously also knew that his treatment was different. He sat opposite his beloved and ate as if he had eaten many years ago. The feeling of having rice...

Generally speaking, before a prisoner is executed, he can have a good meal. Thinking about Ye Ming's honesty now, there is nothing wrong with making an analogy?

Thinking of this, Shen Ye had a hard time swallowing.

But this is what Ye Ming ordered for him, and it is rare for someone to be so conscientious. Care about him a little bit?

So Shen Ye slowly regained his appetite, and finally couldn't help but smile.

Ye Ming watched Shen Ye's face darken for a while, his eyes hurt for a while, and finally he laughed. He thought to himself that this child must have received too many memories and was stimulated to go crazy. That would be bad... not criminally responsible.

Ye Ming was a little apprehensive, and asked, "What are you thinking, so happy?"

Shen Ye looked at Ye Ming's uneasy look, and wanted to scare him, but he was afraid of playing it off, and finally said truthfully: "I think we can still sit and eat together like this, very happy..."

Shen Ye paused, and his voice became hoarse: "I didn't dare to think like this before."

Ye Ming remained silent for a while, and said, "Then you know now, we can still do this."

Shen Ye nodded with a smile: "Yes, it can be done like this."

Neither of the two of them understood what they said, but both of them understood what the other really wanted to express.

It is undoubtedly shameless and unfair for only one person to act like a fool, but it is a very harmonious and friendly thing for both parties to pretend to be stupid.

Just like Ye Ming and Shen Ye are doing now.

No one is willing to pierce that layer of window paper. The world of adults is hypocritical, but in fact it is not a kind of protection for oneself?

The two are really like a couple reunited after a long absence. They get tired of being together every day, go shopping and cooking together, go shopping and watch movies together, and do all the things that lovers would do together. They have a tacit understanding and don't want to waste any time.

Sometimes Shen Ye even had an illusion, as if Ye Ming really loved him, and they were really each other's unique lovers, they reunited in another world and got a new life.

In fact, it is not a bad thing for people to live a little confused.

If there is no way to be really confused, you can still pretend to be confused.

Instead of wasting my remaining time on unwillingness, it would be better to be like this. After all, an illusory and dying person, who is beyond his capacity to demand and expect something that he can't get, is just asking for trouble.

Two days passed in a blink of an eye.

That day, Shen Ye and Ye Ming went to the supermarket to buy vegetables together, and they were recognized by someone on the way back. Since Ye Ming participated in that program and exposed his identity, he became famous overnight, surpassing anyone in the entertainment circle. A celebrity with skyrocketing fans, even if he goes out with a packed package, he still can't escape the sharp eyes of the crowd.

Ye Ming was surrounded to take a lot of photos, and then fled back home with Shen Ye. The two were out of breath, and finally looked at each other with a smile. gone."

Shen Ye helped him carry the dishes to the kitchen, and said with a smile: "Who made a big star so popular now, with a big name, naturally he has more responsibilities."

Ye Ming shrugged, twitched the corners of his mouth, and said in a disinterested manner: "It's not that I want to expose my identity, but I plan to rely on my own strength to become popular, okay?"Others will only say that you are well equipped, RMB players.

Shen Ye's eyes helplessly spoiled, "Yes."

After Ye Ming finished speaking, he was relieved, and entered the kitchen excitedly. He wasn't really unhappy at first, he just complained casually. He decided to make soup tonight and cook a few more dishes, which made Shen Ye tried to see if his craft had improved.

Shen Ye tried to help several times, but was blocked by Ye Ming. In the end, he could only helplessly stand behind the door and watch Ye Ming busy, looking at the back with some greed.

Ye Ming was very busy, he was wearing an apron, the dishes here were almost prepared, and the soup was stewed there, he scooped up a little bit with a spoon, blew it and put it to his mouth, um... it seemed a little watery, It's better to add some salt.

But before he could turn around, he suddenly felt that Shen Ye hugged him from behind, that tall body enveloped him from behind, and the warm breath fell on the side of his neck.

Ye Ming's movements stopped suddenly, and the hand holding the spoon stopped in mid-air. His expression froze for a moment. Just when he was controlled by some kind of anxiety and anxiety and wanted to turn around, he heard Shen Ye standing beside him. He whispered in his ear, "Don't look back."

Shen Ye hugged Ye Ming tightly, stared at his fair and clean earlobes, his eyes fell on his slender neck, and a look of reluctance gradually appeared in his eyes.

He knew that he didn't have much time, so he didn't want to waste a single second, and wanted to take another look at this person.

He made up his mind not to ask Ye Ming that question that shouldn't be asked, and wanted to leave this world with a little fantasy, but he never thought that such a simple thing would be so difficult.

Ye Ming's performance, Ye Ming's company, made him have greedy delusions, or, people are born with a side that is beyond self-control.

Every second, some words are ready to come out in the chest.

Shen Ye's arms slowly tightened, his lips pressed lightly on the top of Ye Ming's head, he closed his eyes and opened them again, and said, "If I could stay forever, would you still be like this?"