The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Ye Ming stared blankly at the man, his eyes fell into those deep black eyes like the sea, his whole mind seemed to be sucked in, and he seemed to be captured by some kind of unspeakable sadness, he couldn't take his eyes off for a while.

Shen Ye also looked at Ye Ming.

These days, he told himself time and time again...don't think about Ye Ming anymore.

You are over, there is no possibility at all, he doesn’t remember you now, he can forget his troubles and live a happy life, the only thing you can do is bless him...just know that he is still living well.

At least, you and I are still in the same world, at least, you are still alive.

Didn't dare to expect more.

Shen Ye thought this way, he locked himself at home, afraid that he would not be able to control himself to do unnecessary things, even though he had already made a decision in his heart, it seemed as if he had emptied his soul.

After a long time, he finally walked out of the house and came here unknowingly.

This is the place Ye Ming liked to come to before, Shen Ye sat here, looking at the empty seat opposite, imagining that when they were together before, he never thought that Ye Ming would still appear in front of him, but , Ye Ming appeared.

In his memories, Ye Ming always looked at him gently and smiled at him.

But at this moment, the person being watched by Ye Ming was no longer him, but another man. That man took his place and sat opposite Ye Ming. They talked with smiles and the atmosphere was warm and harmonious. , and kissed him.

All of this is so beautiful, it is roughly what he imagined in his heart, Ye Ming has someone else who loves him, and lives happily.

But when I saw it with my own eyes, it was as if the bloody wound in my heart was opened again, and then sprinkled with salt.

All over again, he is no longer the person he loves, but just an insignificant passerby, not even qualified to be hated.

Shen Ye exhaled lightly, even this seemed to have pulled the wound in his chest, this encounter was just an accident, he should leave, and he should be satisfied if he can just take a look.

But just as he turned around, he heard a cold voice behind him: "Isn't this Mr. Shen? Come here to eat too?"

Shen Ye's footsteps stopped, his jaw tensed, and he turned around slowly.

Zheng Sen didn't notice Shen Ye at first, he secretly kissed Ye Ming just now, he was satisfied, but he didn't want Ye Ming to suddenly lose his mind and stare in another direction, Zheng Sen couldn't help but turn his head to look at that focused eyes, just looked When Shen Ye arrived, his eyes immediately turned cold.

Even if you don't remember anything, even if you are by my side now, is Shen Ye still so important in your heart?It can easily grab all your attention, at this moment Zheng Sen felt extremely jealous.

In fact, he is probably not as selfless and magnanimous as he appears to be. In front of love, he also has the emotions and desires of ordinary people, and he is also envious and jealous.

Shen Ye looked at the two of them fixedly, he saw the coldness of demonstration in Zheng Sen's eyes, and pulled the corners of his mouth in self-deprecating manner, although every breath seemed to be burning his throat, but his voice was hoarse and calm: " Yes, it's a coincidence."

Zheng Sen sneered, and wanted to say something more, but Ye Ming suddenly pulled his sleeve, pursed his lips and said, "I want to go back."

Zheng Sen turned his head to face Ye Ming, his eyes suddenly softened, and he said, "Okay, let's go back."

He was the one who was stunned just now, why bother with Shen Ye?No matter what Shen Ye did wrong before, and what relationship he had with Ye Ming, Ye Ming doesn't remember him now.She is the one who can protect Ye Ming by his side and accompany him.

Ye Ming lowered his eyes, turned around and walked out first, he didn't know why he said this, it was probably the sadness in Shen Ye's eyes that touched him, even though the man didn't show anything on his face , but he just knew...he was in pain, and he didn't want him to be in more pain.

For a moment, he really wanted to go up to him and ask him, why did he look at him with such sad eyes?But he knew that now was not a good time to ask this question.

When Ye Ming returned home, he was still a little absent-minded.

Zheng Sen noticed it, and to be honest, he regretted agreeing to Ye Ming to eat there, he didn't expect to meet Shen Ye there.

Seeing that Ye Ming looked a little tired, he hesitated for a moment and didn't say anything, but said: "I'm tired today too, let's rest early."

Ye Ming nodded, smiled and said, "You too."

After that, he went back to the room and closed the door.

Zheng Sen looked at the closed door, his eyes darkened, and finally left.

Ye Ming lay on the bed and began to sigh.

[888: Why are you sighing, didn't you meet by chance as you wished? 】

[Ye Ming: The purpose of the encounter was just to test, and the result of the test was not satisfactory. My good brother gave up more thoroughly than I imagined. This is a bit difficult...]

【888: Oh, have you played too hard?congratulations. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

[Ye Ming: Cough, it’s actually not that difficult, it’s up to you O(∩_∩)O~]

【888: Hehe. 】

【Ye Ming: I will let him know that even if he loses his memory, he is different to me, and no one can stop our fate! 】

【888:...】

Ye Ming has always been optimistic and open-minded. Although Shen Ye can be regarded as completely giving up now, but that is the situation where he does not give him any hope. With Shen Ye's affection for him, as long as there is a glimmer of hope and opportunity, how can he continue like this? Indifferent?

Men, it's like flying a kite. If you fly it far away, you pull the string, and you come back obediently.

………………

The next day when Ye Ming woke up, Zheng Sen had already got up first, made him breakfast as usual, and said with a smile, "I thought you would sleep for a while."

Ye Ming smiled a little embarrassedly: "No."

Zheng Sen walked over and was about to pull Ye Ming's wrist, but Ye Ming avoided it calmly, came directly to the side and sat down, and said with a smile, "I'm really sorry for always troubling you like this."

Zheng Sen's eyes darkened for a moment. Yesterday he managed to muster up the courage to kiss Ye Ming. Although Shen Ye interrupted him at the time and Ye Ming didn't say anything afterwards, Ye Ming started to avoid himself today. This is not a good idea. signs.

This breakfast was a bit quiet, both of them had their own thoughts, and did not break the rare tranquility.

Not long after, Ye Ming put down his chopsticks, hesitated for a moment, and said, "I have something that I want to discuss with you."

Zheng Sen's heart sank slightly, but he still had a smile on his face, and his voice was as gentle as ever: "What's the matter?"

Ye Ming said: "I want to move out."

Zheng Sen's hands tightened, and the smile on his face couldn't be maintained. After a long time, he said in a hoarse voice: "Why? Are you not used to living here?"

Seeing Zheng Sen's disappointed expression, Ye Ming felt extremely guilty in his heart, as if his proposal had hurt this person's heart, but this was his deliberate decision.In fact, that night when he went to Zheng Sen, he originally wanted to talk about this matter. Whoever wanted Zheng Sen to confess his love first, so that he didn't say anything, and he didn't mention it later, as if he was rejecting Zheng Sen.

But he thought about it all night yesterday, and Zheng Sen's face, and that light kiss... and the face of that strange man that he couldn't get rid of kept appearing in front of his eyes.

Can he really just accept Zheng Sen like this?Probably not, it's not straightforward and sloppy, it's not good for them.

Apology appeared in Ye Ming's eyes, but he still said firmly: "No, this place is very good, but I think I can't always rely on you, I should learn to live by myself."

Zheng Sen gave a wry smile, lost his composure: "Is that so? Or was it because I kissed you yesterday that I made things difficult for you?"

Ye Ming was startled, and quickly said, "No."

Zheng Sen looked at him fixedly: "I apologize for my abrupt behavior yesterday, and I will not force you to give me an answer. You don't have to have any psychological burden living here."

Ye Ming finally fell silent.

Zheng Sen pursed his lips. He suddenly wanted to ask if it was because of Shen Ye, but he felt that if he asked this, he would look childish and ridiculous, so he didn't ask.

Obviously everything was fine yesterday, and he was full of hope for their future, but today, he returned to reality in an instant.

Don't they have this fate?

Ye Ming's expression was solemn, he seemed to have finally made up his mind, and said again: "Sorry, I really can't accept your intentions for the time being, I am very grateful to you, but..."

Zheng Sen interrupted him suddenly, with a look of despair in his eyes, and a helpless smile: "I see."

Ye Ming averted his gaze in embarrassment.

Zheng Sen walked up to him, leaned over and looked at him seriously: "I promise you, but please promise me, we are still friends, okay?" I have waited for you for more than ten years, and I can wait again.

Ye Ming was stunned for a moment, he thought that Zheng Sen would leave in a rage, but he never thought that even if he refused like this, he would still say such a thing, how could he let others treat him like this.

He smiled: "Of course we are friends."

Just like that, Ye Ming moved out from Zheng Sen's house.

Zheng Sen found a single apartment for him, it wasn't too big, but the environment was good, it was more than enough for one person to live in, and when he left, he repeatedly told Ye Ming that he must look for him if he had anything to do, and not to be brave.

After Ye Ming reluctantly agreed several times, Zheng Sen finally left.

【Ye Ming: It's not easy, I finally moved out, and now I'm about to start my second step! 】

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: My good little brother, I'm here to love you~>_<】

【888:...】He just wanted to get rid of it as soon as possible.

………………

Ye Ming wasn't in a hurry to see Shen Ye, that seemed too deliberate, he lived a leisurely life, walking around, looking like he was concentrating on searching for memories, until he felt that it was almost done, then he thought about how to get along with Shen Ye Ye meet.

After all, just going on like this can't untie Shen Ye's heart knot and eliminate the blackening value.

Since Shen Ye left that day, he devoted himself more fully to his work, trying to numb himself with endless work.

Ye Ming just had an accident, and when the truth was exposed, he had no intention of the company's affairs. The shock of the truth made him almost devastated, but he persisted in the end. He couldn't simply give up on himself just because of his temporary pain. .

These things originally belonged to Han Xu, even though Han Xu doesn't remember anything now, he still needs to keep them safe for him, and return them to their original owners when he remembers everything or needs it one day.

Seeing that Shen Ye was finally willing to return to the company to take charge of the overall situation, the assistant was so moved that he almost burst into tears, but Shen Ye's attitude that he wanted to take over the company made him a little worried.

Working hard is a good thing, but if you work too hard, you will die from overwork.

Finally one day, the assistant couldn't help but said to Shen Ye: "Mr. Shen, if you really want to see him, you can actually go."

Shen Ye didn't lift his head, while typing on the keyboard, he said flatly, "No need."

The assistant sighed, he hesitated for a while, and then said: "I have something to tell you, he moved out of Zheng Sen's house, and now he lives outside alone."

Shen Ye paused while typing, and his expression finally changed. He turned his head to look at the assistant with a sharp gaze, and said in a low voice, "Have you followed him? As I said, don't investigate his news any more."

The assistant looked helpless: "But can you really let it go?"

Shen Ye closed his eyes, some things were not that he wanted to let go, but that he had to let go even if he couldn't.

He repeated again: "Don't tell me about him anymore, and don't follow him anymore."

The assistant shook his head, turned around and left, and he could only do this.

The office alone was very deserted, Shen Ye leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes, the dim light fell on his face, that stern face seemed to be covered with a layer of gray, extremely lonely.

He felt that he was ridiculous, and said that he didn't want to know the news about that person, but even a few words easily touched his mind.

He couldn't help but think of that encounter again, Ye Ming and Zheng Sen were obviously very good, they were so close together, even kissed, they should be together, right?Zheng Sen will definitely treat Ye Ming well, after all, he has been waiting for him for so many years.

But why did Ye Ming move out again?Is there any reason to separate?

Or, in fact, Ye Ming didn't accept Zheng Sen at all?That's why I moved out... Shen Ye's heart suddenly beat a little fast, but he stretched out his hands to hold his chest, and then slowly calmed down.

The wound that never faded reminded him, even if Ye Ming wasn't with Zheng Sen, what did it have to do with him?

Anyway...he wouldn't accept him either.

When Shen Ye opened his eyes again, his eyes were already indifferent. He looked up at the monitor and continued to process the file data in the system. If he didn't know what else he could do, it was enough to do what was in front of him.

He has already been sorry to his father, and he can no longer be sorry to his mother. He still has a lot to do.

Another week passed in the blink of an eye.

Shen Ye came out of the house that day. Although his mother didn't blame him for that incident, she still had a grudge in her heart. Her family was torn apart because of a dead person. She loved Han Xu, but she loved her husband and son even more. Such a result is unacceptable.

For her, all this was too much to bear.

Shen Ye wanted to comfort him, but his mother became increasingly alienated from him.

The two ate quietly and politely. When they left home, Shen Ye felt a little depressed. Instead of taking a car, he walked out along the road.

He looked at the lights in the distance, and walked to a place unconsciously.

This is a park by the river, from here you can see the high-rise buildings across the river, as well as iconic buildings, in this bustling city that never sleeps, like stars dotted at night, he suddenly remembered a long time ago, one day he and Ye Ming came here to here.

He had silently liked Ye Ming for a long time, and that day he finally mustered up the courage to confess to Ye Ming. He was very disturbed, because Ye Ming was his older brother, and he had always treated him like a younger brother, and treated him so well... I don't know if he would or not. Because of this, he would hate him and feel disgusted, but he couldn't continue to suppress the affection in his heart. He loved this person so much, and the hot emotion in his heart made him want to express his affection.

So right here, he told Ye Ming that he liked him.

At that time Ye Ming looked at him, his gentle face became more and more gentle in the night, those eyes seemed to contain the most beautiful brilliance in the world, he didn't show any dislike or disgust in his eyes, his expression didn't even change at all, he just used Very natural tone said, I like you too.

It seems that it is just an ordinary thing.

Shen Ye was very nervous and uneasy at the time, he suspected that Ye Ming might not have understood what he meant, thinking that this kind of liking was just for his relatives and elder brothers, when he wanted to say something more, Ye Ming suddenly kissed him.

That light kiss made all his anxiety disappear.

He looked into each other's eyes, and never felt so happy and at ease. This feeling of mutual understanding and mutual understanding made him think that there would never be any misunderstanding between them, and they would never be separated.

But who knew that the changes in this world were far more bizarre than imagined?

Shen Ye propped his hands on the railing, he looked at the front in a daze, the cold wind blew over his face, and a slight chill pierced through his heart. The happiest time in his life will always be ten years ago, when he was 20 years old.

From then on, there was only endless pain and suffering.

He laughed at himself, probably this is his fate.

Shen Ye turned around, thinking that he should leave, but he inadvertently saw that person again, standing in front of him without warning.

For a moment, he even thought it was his own hallucination, but soon he realized that Ye Ming was really there... Shen Ye pursed his lips tightly, and he suddenly remembered that these places should be less frequent in the future, He didn't want to meet again by chance for the third time.

Now that I have decided to let go, I have to not only leave this person, but also disappear from this person's world. Together with these places with common memories, I have to dig out from the bottom of my heart little by little.

Ye Ming originally just came here for a walk by accident, standing here alone looking at the opposite side, for some reason his heart felt empty, as if he had lost something very important, at this moment...he saw that man again.

At that moment, that person appeared in this empty and cold world, as if he just filled in the missing gap, like the missing piece of a jigsaw puzzle, his heart suddenly beat faster.

After he woke up, he saw this person three times. Although he barely spoke, just staring at each other, the palpitations he felt were always unprecedented.

He suddenly had a lot of things he wanted to ask him.

But Shen Ye turned around and left, as if he didn't even have the intention of talking to him, he was worse than a stranger.

Ye Ming couldn't help frowning, and hurriedly chased after him, ran a few steps and finally stood in front of Shen Ye, took a deep breath, stared firmly into Shen Ye's eyes, and said, "You know me, right?"

Shen Ye didn't expect Ye Ming to catch up. He looked at Ye Ming with sadness and pain in his eyes, but he didn't want to let him find out. After a long silence, he finally said: "Yes."

Ye Ming asked again: "Then what is your relationship with me?"

He desperately wanted an answer in his heart to answer the doubts in his heart, wanting to know what that sad and sad emotion was, his eyes became a little anxious.

Shen Ye's fingers trembled, and he suddenly couldn't answer this question.

What is our relationship?

We used to be the people we loved the most, but now we are the people who are the least likely to be together, we are the people who have the deepest ties, and we are the people who hurt each other the most.

Unfortunately, I can't tell you this.

"We have nothing to do with each other." Shen Ye smiled lightly, and said softly and casually: "It's just acquaintance."

You always know a lot of people in this world, and I'm no different from those people.

After he finished saying this, he couldn't stay any longer, he strode out without Ye Ming, his breath was cold and repulsive to others thousands of miles away.

Ye Ming was taken aback for a moment, he didn't believe Shen Ye's words, he was unwilling to let Shen Ye go just like that, fearing that he wouldn't meet him next time, and the doubts in his heart would never have a chance to be answered, he wanted to find out everything!

Ye Ming hastily chased after him again!

Because of the time he was in a daze just now, Shen Ye had already walked down the stairs and went a long way, and as soon as he was about to leave, Ye Ming immediately quickened his pace.

At this time, two boys passed by, gossiping while looking at their mobile phones.

"Hey, have you read the latest news? Shen Dayao is seriously ill and released on bail."

"Tsk tsk, serious illness is an excuse, right? I don't believe I'm really sick."

"Maybe, after all, at an age, it's normal for him to be sick after such a thing. But I don't think he will be anything. It happened so long ago, and there is only one witness. It will be a matter of time... ..."

Ye Ming was attracted by those voices, he couldn't help turning his head to look, because he was distracted, he accidentally rolled down the stairs!

Before he lost consciousness, he saw Shen Ye running towards him with a nervous and worried face!