The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

The person who came was a middle-aged man, wearing a pair of old black-rimmed glasses, with a little white hair on his sideburns. He was the director of the orphanage where Fang Xiao was a child.

Ye Ming seemed to be completely stunned, and stammered, "Liu, Dean Liu?"

Dean Liu looked at him, his eyes were both excited and sad, and he sighed, "You child, you are sick... why don't you say anything."

Ye Ming felt very guilty, he had no parents, the orphanage was his home, and Dean Liu was like his father.But after going abroad for a few years, he cut off contact with everyone... This is his fault.

Although he had mixed feelings in his heart, he still asked calmly, "How...how did you know I'm here?"

Dean Liu showed reproachful eyes and said, "How long are you going to keep it from us? If Mr. Qin hadn't told me, I wouldn't even know you were sick! I don't even know that the anonymous donation of 100 million yuan back then was also You donated."

Ye Ming's face changed, "You, you know, it was Qin Yi who told you?"

Seeing that Ye Ming's expression was not right, Dean Liu asked in confusion, "Yes, what's wrong?"

Ye Ming forced a smile, "It's nothing..."

Dean Liu said with emotion: "President Qin told me that you have always cared about us very much..." Dean Liu's voice was a little choked up, "He also said that you miss us very much, so he invited me to come and see you."

Ye Ming's eye sockets suddenly turned red.

Dean Liu looked at him kindly: "Actually, don't say that you donated so much money and helped us so much. Even without this money, I have always cared about you... It's a pity that I don't know your whereabouts."

"Yes, I'm sorry." Ye Ming lowered his eyes.

It was his selfish decision to leave, not only abandoning his lover, but also staying away from those who cared about him, which made him feel guilty.

Dean Liu saw him like this, and sighed softly: "You don't know yet, the funds in the hospital were tight at that time, if it weren't for your money, many children would have problems going to school, come back and take a look when you have time, Everyone is very grateful to you."

Ye Ming nodded.

Upon seeing this, Dean Liu stopped talking about sad things, and only talked to Ye Ming happily, saying that several children have been admitted to college in the past few years, and which ones have been adopted... After chatting for a while, they made an agreement I came to visit him again, and then left.

After a while, there was the sound of opening the door again, and Qin Yi pushed the door open and entered.

Ye Ming raised his eyes to look at him, with complicated expressions in his eyes.

Qin Yi went to Ye Ming's hospital bed and sat down, looked at him seriously with his dark eyes, and after a while, said slowly: "You said, you used all that money to see a doctor. You said you were with me , and it’s all for my money.”

Ye Ming was speechless, it was pointless to deny it now.

There was a little sadness in Qin Yi's eyes, and he said, "I'd rather, you really used that money to see a doctor."

[Ding, Qin Yi's blackening value -10, current blackening value is 20]

Ye Ming opened his mouth, but his throat was stiff and he couldn't speak.

Qin Yi looked at his silent expression, his eyes turned red suddenly, and he said sharply, "Why don't you treat yourself well? Why don't you take your own life seriously? Why do you have to go? You think you died like this Is it glorious and great? You are nothing but a despicable coward! A coward who gave up before he even started!"

Ye Ming stared at him blankly. He had never understood so clearly for a moment the pain and hurt that his actions had brought to Qin Yi... These questions were like attacks on his soul, and he couldn't refute a single sentence. .

He had his reasons for leaving, at least at the moment he left, he was sure it was the best decision.

But now, he wasn't sure.

Qin Yi tightly grabbed Ye Ming's wrist, "Say it, why didn't you answer? Why didn't you continue making up your ridiculous lies? Tell me why you left! Don't tell me it's because of your illness. Already!"

Ye Ming's lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he only made a hoarse voice: "You already know, what else do you want me to say."

Qin Yi looked at him fixedly, and gradually disappointment appeared in his eyes. He took a deep breath, laughed at himself, and said, "I understand...it's a pity that I let you miscalculate. I will not thank you."

When I decided to be with you regardless of everything, I hoped to get a relationship of honesty and mutual respect. I hope that no matter the wind and rain, I can help each other and never be separated.

But you choose to leave alone.

I love you, but I will not forgive you.

Ye Ming's eyes darkened, and Qin Yi's reaction made him understand that everything he had done was meaningless now, and his self-sacrifice was just hurting his lover even more... But he still wanted to save it one last time.

He said: "I don't need your thanks, it doesn't matter what happened in the past, we are over."

Ye Ming paused, then gritted his teeth and said, "You should look forward, you have your career, you have your fiancée, you shouldn't waste your time on me anymore."

Qin Yi's chest heaved, he suddenly clasped Ye Ming's shoulders, and kissed his lips hard like biting!

Why is this person unwilling to say what he wants to hear!

Ye Ming was almost out of breath from being kissed, and finally stretched out his hand to push Qin Yi. After a while, Qin Yi finally let go of him, looked at him with a determined look, and said slowly: "How should my life go, what should I do? How to use my time, and who I want to love... I don't need you to decide for me."

Qin Yi looked into Ye Ming's eyes, the sadness in those black eyes was so thick that it seemed that he could not breathe, "If you still care about me a little bit, you should live well for me."

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【888: He already knows everything, but he still has 20 blackening points left. 】

【Ye Ming: I don't know everything, I know it~】

【888: I don't think your method is necessarily effective. No matter what your reasons are, it's your fault to leave like this.In the final analysis, it is all hurt in the name of love. Judging from Qin Yi's character, he obviously hopes that you can trust and rely on him, rather than the so-called self-sacrifice. 】

[Ye Ming: Although I was wrong at the beginning, but he also came back with revenge. He played all kinds of shameful things to me, and even made me angry about the marriage. I'm sorry for the hardship I suffered QAQ]

【888:...】

888 originally felt a little sympathetic to him, but for some reason, he suddenly felt that this was self-inflicted.

Anyway, he still let go.

The next day after Ye Ming finished his breakfast, the elder bodyguard at the door came in with a stack of newspapers, and said respectfully, "Boss Qin asked me to give it to you."

Ye Ming took the newspaper and looked at it. The headline on the front page was the news of the dissolution of Qin Yi's engagement. He coughed lightly. This was really very efficient. It was not in vain. He specially reminded Qin Yi yesterday not to forget about it.

After all, if you want to reconcile as before, how can you allow this kind of marriage contract to continue to exist?More importantly, Qin Yi's high-profile move will inevitably arouse some people's attention and backlash.

The corners of Ye Ming's lips curled up, and he put down the newspaper as if nothing had happened.

Qin Yi is very busy, but in order to spend more time with Ye Ming in the hospital, he would often bring him to the hospital for the work he could bring out.

These days has formed such a normal state, Ye Ming is doing his own thing, Qin Yi is doing his own work beside him, ignoring the weird atmosphere and inappropriate occasions, it looks like an old couple for many years, full of warmth harmony.

In the evening, Qin Yi came over with his notebook and documents as usual. He casually put the things on the sofa, took off his coat and hung it on the hanger, as if he was going home.

Ye Ming finally couldn't help it anymore, he squeezed the newspaper in his hand, did he take the initiative to speak: "What do you mean?"

Qin Yi glanced at the newspaper and said calmly, "It's literally."

Ye Ming took a deep breath and asked, "Why did you do this?"

Qin Yi looked at Ye Ming, suddenly smiled lightly, and said, "Why do I do this, don't you understand?"

Ye Ming met Qin Yi's black eyes, the tenderness and affection in those eyes were the same as many years ago, but...how is this possible?I have been away for three years!Why do such childish things for him!

He said coldly: "I don't know, I just think that your playful behavior is very irresponsible, and it is also very irresponsible to the woman."

Qin Yi twitched the corners of his mouth, and smiled softly, "You are such a saint, you can't protect yourself, and you are worried about whether I will get married or not, and whether I will live well. If so, let me tell you."

He walked up to Ye Ming, and said in an extremely serious tone: "The marriage contract was originally a fake, but it was just to deal with the family, and I have nothing to do with her, so there is no question of whether I am responsible or not. woman, I think it is more important to be responsible for you."

Ye Ming was startled, and murmured, "Fake...?"

Qin Yi's eyes were gentle, "Yes, it was a fake. Whether it was three years ago or three years later, all I want is you. It is impossible for me to marry someone else."

Ye Ming bit his lips tightly, he looked into Qin Yi's eyes, the affection in those eyes could be seen at a glance, his tone was so serious, and his expression was so gentle.

Even if the world is turned upside down and they meet again in three years, nothing will change.

He still loves him so much.

This kind of love was so heavy that he could barely breathe, Ye Ming's tears suddenly flowed down uncontrollably, and he said hoarsely: "Are you a bitch! No matter what the reason is, I'm leaving, I don't want you anymore! What do you still love me for!"

"I don't fucking love you anymore! And have you forgotten how you took revenge on me?" Ye Ming's eyes were red, "You still want me to be with you? Get out! Get out!"

Qin Yi's face was pale, but he still stood there stubbornly, refusing to take a step back.

Ye Ming bent over and coughed violently, blood splashed on the ground in front of him, he wished he could cough up his lungs completely!

Qin Yi's expression changed drastically, and he immediately went up to help him, but Ye Ming swung him away!

Ye Ming looked at him steadfastly, and suddenly let out a miserable laugh: "If you really care about me so much, why don't you just do what I want."

Why don't you understand, I'm going to die, this time there is really no chance to do it again... Why do you waste time on a person who is destined to leave you, why are you obsessed with a long time? Doomed to fruitless love.

Do you understand or not, I want you to let go.

Qin Yi stared blankly at the person in front of him, almost unable to stand still, his eyes were in a daze.

As you wish... put you down, forget you, let you go?

How is it possible...how can I do it?Because I know that as long as I let you leave again this time, it will be a real farewell.

Sorry, I don't expect you to forgive what I did, but I can't let you go.

[Ding, Qin Yi's blackening value -5, current blackening value is 15]