The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

The cold gun body glowed with a cold light, Ye Ming held the gun, and the chill penetrated into his heart along the palm of his hand.

He looked at Shen Ye's face and fell into his gentle eyes, but his heart was full of bitterness.

So even now you still love me?What is there in me that you should never forget, even at the cost of your life, I have already said that I don't love you anymore.My betrayal hurt you, but you only need one truth, one reason, to forgive me, and still be the same as before...

You are like this, how can I kill you again?

Ye Ming held the gun tightly, for a long time, he let out a strange and self-deprecating laugh: "Are you stupid, you are my enemy... If I had known that you were willing to be revenged by me, I would have told you directly Why should I be afraid of being known by you?"

No, I don't say it because I know you'll be upset, but I don't want you to know it.

Ye Ming lowered his head slightly, and leaned into Shen Ye's ear: "This truth, really makes you so painful, is it so painful that you want to die?"

Shen Ye's face turned pale, and his lips were tightly pursed.

Ye Ming stared at him, the corners of his lips twitched, and he aimed his gun at Shen Ye's chin, his voice was low and hoarse: "It's still too late to regret it now."

Shen Ye closed his eyes and said nothing.

Everything he received today made his heart no longer calm, his thoughts no longer stable, the subversion of the truth and the pain of hating the wrong person made him almost unsustainable, one was his father, the other was the person he loved the most , but these two people are at odds with each other.

He couldn't hurt his father, and he couldn't watch the pain of his loved one, and he couldn't feel at ease when he came back from the dead.

If his death can make Ye Ming feel the pleasure of revenge, then it is better to let him die... Maybe this way can end this unsolvable hatred, use his blood to wash away everything, without hurting anyone he cares about people.

Perhaps, this choice was made by a coward, but he didn't want to see Ye Ming suffer anymore...

The Shen family hurt him, and he hurt him, and someone had to pay the price.

Ye Ming looked at Shen Ye's calm face, almost failed to continue his disguise, hated and angry in his heart, you don't know how to repent, don't you know how to hide?Do you really want to die? !

Do you think you are so heroic!He suddenly moved his hand and pulled the trigger suddenly!The bullet grazed Shen Ye's cheek and hit the wall!

Ye Ming put his hand on Shen Ye's shoulder, and sneered: "I don't want to kill you anymore, you should live to experience my pain!"

"And..." Ye Ming's icy eyes fell on his face, and he threw the gun on the ground, "You can't repay this hatred on his behalf!"

Shen Ye slowly opened his eyes, looking at Ye Ming, those black eyes were as dark as the sea, filled with endless pain and helplessness.

He watched Ye Ming turn and leave like this, the figure getting farther and farther away from him.

Until it disappears into his world.

He once swore that he would never lose this person again, even if he imprisoned him by his side at all costs, he would keep him, but now he couldn't move, couldn't take a step, and he didn't even have the qualifications to say a word to keep him.

Ye Ming can love anyone in this world, except him.

Shen Ye kept doing this for a long time until his body became stiff. He finally bent down and picked up the gun on the ground, his eyes were a little dazed... If you want me to live in pain, then I will do what you wish.

Because that's what I owe you...

Shen Ye held the cold pistol like this, and sat against the edge of the bed for a whole night.

The next day the phone ringing woke him up, Shen Ye picked up the phone indifferently, it was the assistant calling, asking him if he attended today's meeting on time, Shen Ye just remembered that there was a very important meeting today, But at this moment, he felt that it was meaningless.

Everything he owned was actually stolen from others by his father using despicable means, but he knew nothing about it, and was proud of it, and even became an perpetrator, continuing to hurt that person... the person he loved .

He was nothing more than an executioner like his father.

[Ding, Shen Ye's blackening value -5, current blackening value is 15]

"No." Shen Ye made a hoarse voice for a long time, he paused, and then continued: "I have other things that I need you to do for me."

"Check it out, what happened to Han Qi 30 years ago, and..."

"Ask Liu Pingde, how did he dispose of Han Xu's body, if it's still there...find it."

………………

Ye Ming left Shen Ye's villa and went directly to Zheng Sen's home.

He didn't have anything on him, and he didn't have a phone, so he could only stand outside the gate and wait.

[Ye Ming: Hey, fortunately I am quick to adapt, otherwise I would really be in trouble...]

【888: Hehehe. 】

[Ye Ming: Aren't we on one side? If the target of the strategy is dead, the experience points will be wasted. Why don't you worry about it QAQ]

[888: No, I just think that for him, he died early and was born sooner. 】

【888: This sentence applies to me too. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

【Ye Ming: You don't love me anymore, would you rather die than leave me! ! ! QAQ]

[888: I said I still love you, do you believe it? 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

Standing in the cold wind, Ye Ming waited for a long time to finally bring Zheng Sen back home. He was almost moved to tears. Fortunately, he still has a reliable big brother!Forever spare tire!

Zheng Sen didn't expect to see Ye Ming appearing at his door in a panic when he came back.

The young man was wearing pajamas and slippers, with a pale face, standing there alone, with an expression of unspeakable sadness and loneliness.

Zheng Sen looked excited and worried, and strode over, "Where have you been these days?"

Ye Ming smiled at him, "Go in and talk."

Zheng Sen nodded again and again, he was so surprised just now!I didn't even think that I should go in first. Seeing Ye Ming's appearance at this moment, my heart ached so badly that I took him into the house, took off my coat and covered him, and said in a low voice, "Don't catch a cold, sit down first. In a moment, I'll go find you some clothes."

Because of the closeness and the skill of speaking, Zheng Sen's eyes fell on Ye Ming's neck, saw the faint traces on his body, remembered Shen Ye's arrogant attitude before, and squeezed his fists in hatred, but in the end there was still not much. asked, lest Ye Ming would be embarrassed.

Ye Ming sat on the sofa, and after a while, Zheng Sen came out with his clothes, and said softly, "Go take a shower first, you can use the bathroom in the guest room on the second floor, and I will cook."

Ye Ming nodded, and went upstairs without being polite to him.

In the past, he was about the same size as Zheng Sen, but Tao Xu was a little smaller, and Zheng Sen's clothes were a bit too big, so he had to roll up his trouser sleeves a little, and then came down in slippers.

Zheng Sen was still busy in the kitchen, so Ye Ming looked around. Obviously, he lived alone in this empty house, and there was no trace of other people. Is Zheng Sen still single all these years?His expression is a little complicated.

Not long after, Zheng Sen was ready to eat, he smiled and said to Ye Ming: "You're hungry, fill your stomach first."

Ye Ming took a few mouthfuls, showing nostalgia, and said with a smile: "Your skills have not deteriorated."

Zheng Sen smiled.

He had already eaten it himself, so he didn't move his chopsticks. He just looked at Ye Ming intently, thinking of everything he might have suffered with Shen Ye these days, his eyes darkened, and he finally asked, "Is it Shen Ye?" ……"

The smile on Ye Ming's face disappeared, he was silent for a moment, and nodded.

It really was him!Zheng Sen's eyes were full of anger, and his voice was gnashing his teeth: "You will live with me from now on! I will definitely protect you and prevent him from hurting you again!"

Ye Ming twitched his lips helplessly, he shook his head and said, "Thank you, but he won't attack me again."

Zheng Sen was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't quite understand the development of the matter, he hesitated for a moment, and then said: "Are you sure? He..."

Ye Ming interrupted Zheng Sen, and said slowly: "I'm sure, so you don't have to worry."

Seeing that Ye Ming was obviously unwilling to say more, Zheng Sen had no choice but to stop the topic. He remembered how he hadn't been able to find Ye Ming in this period of time, and he was very worried. Now he finally saw Ye Ming, but the entrustment Ye Ming gave him I didn't finish it yet, and I felt even more guilty, "I'm sorry...you asked me to find Liu Pingde. I found out that he had gone abroad, but he was a step late. When I went to find him, he was no longer there. I will continue to look for it .”

Ye Ming thought of Shen Ye... something was unclear in his mind, Shen Ye might have followed him long ago, so he used Shen's advantage to find Liu Pingde first, after all Liu Pingde had worked in Shen's.

He raised his eyes to Zheng Sen and said, "There's no need to look for it."

Zheng Sen didn't seem reconciled, after all, he was the murderer who killed Ye Ming, "Why?"

Ye Ming opened the corner of his mouth and smiled slightly, his eyes were flat: "Because you can't find it."

"It's Shen Ye again?" Zheng Sen is also a smart person, he immediately thought of Shen Ye, his face was livid and ugly.

Ye Ming's expression was silent, he didn't deny or admit it, he just said: "It's my fault, don't meddle in this matter, I will handle it myself. I'm still a little tired, I'm going to rest first, thank you for taking me in. "

Seeing that Ye Ming still refused to tell him, Zheng Sen felt a little hurt in his heart. Seeing that Ye Ming was about to leave, he finally couldn't help but grabbed Ye Ming's wrist, his expression moved, and his voice was low: "Han Xu... I didn't force it before. I've passed you, and now I won't embarrass you, but even if you refuse to accept me, we are still friends, aren't we? If you encounter difficulties, you can tell me, don't fight alone. "

Ye Ming looked into Zheng Sen's eyes, guilt pervaded from the bottom of his heart, and at the same time, there seemed to be a vulnerability growing.

He is so lonely, he thought he had everything, family, lover, but lost everything overnight, leaving only an indelible hatred, he died with this hatred, and when he returned, there was still no one to confide in, even to himself Those who love deeply can only torture each other.

I'm really tired, if I just talk to my friends, it doesn't matter...

"Could it be that we are not even friends?" Zheng Sen asked word by word.

Ye Ming suddenly felt a lump in his throat. He wanted to cry, but also wanted to laugh. After a while, he let out a breath and said, "If you don't mind, I'll tell you a story."

………………

Ye Ming stayed in Zheng Sen's house like this. Ever since he and Zheng Sen briefly talked about their affairs that day, Zheng Sen felt the same hatred for him and seriously helped him make suggestions.

It is not easy to find out the truth about Shen Dayao. The case 30 years ago is almost hopeless, but if Liu Pingde can be found and proved that he was ordered by Shen Dayao to kill, he can be prosecuted. It is a pity that Liu Pingde can't be found now, and there is no trace at all. .

Ye Ming is not optimistic about this, because even if Liu Pingde is found, as long as he does not admit it and there is no evidence, there is still no way to take Shen Dayao down. It is very difficult to bring down Shen Dayao, which is why he chose to die together at the beginning.

In addition to being dominated by hatred, it is also because of helplessness.

【Ye Ming: Ah, so boring, how is my little brother doing recently? 】

【888: What do you think will happen to him? 】

【Ye Ming: No heart for business, living a decadent life, with a heart like ashes? 】

【888: That's about it. It seems that you have a good reputation. You are indeed a person who has lived together for more than ten years. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】Why didn't I feel praised.

Ye Ming rubbed his chin, thinking that Shen Ye was hit so badly this time, Shen Dayao probably had to react, not to mention that he must have taken care of him last time he met him in the company, with his protective personality , [-]% of them want to find trouble for themselves, and they must cooperate with him!

Otherwise, how could Shen Ye be given a chance to perform?

Of course Ye Ming wouldn't be a coward at Zheng Sen's house all day long, and would occasionally go out to do errands, and out of guilt to make up for it, he didn't completely give up on Tao Xu's life, and even went to school a few times in the middle.

When he came back from school that day, he was suddenly stopped by a strange man, who politely called out to him: "Student Tao Xu."

Ye Ming didn't know him, so he asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?"

The man smiled slightly, "My boss wants to see you for something, let me come over and invite you, it won't take up too much of your time."

Ye Ming's expression condensed slightly, and he asked slowly: "Who is your boss? Do I know him?"

The man smiled, "You may not know him, but you must know his son, who is Shen Ye."

A cold light suddenly appeared in Ye Ming's eyes. He put one hand in his pocket, shook it, and suddenly showed a calm expression, and said, "Okay, but I left something in the bedroom, can you wait for me?"

The man smiled and said, "Of course."

Ye Ming returned to the dormitory, looked at the people below from the upstairs window, his face was cold, he turned to open the drawer, took out a sharp paper knife and put it in his pocket, his vest was slightly sweaty.

This is... the closest chance he can get to Shen Dayao.

And he already, didn't want to wait any longer, had enough of that despair.

………………

Shen Ye stayed at his own home. He rubbed his forehead, got up from the bed, and just walked out the door when he kicked something. It turned out to be a wine bottle on the ground.

He glanced at it indifferently, but didn't pick it up, but walked over to pick up the phone.

There are messages sent to him by his assistant every day on the phone, the progress of the investigation, the progress of the search... and Ye Ming's every move.

Ye Ming lived in Zheng Sen's house, went in and out with him, Ye Ming seemed to be fine... Ye Ming went to school today, etc... He really wanted to see that person, but he didn't dare to show up Even if the reluctance and jealousy in my heart were to overwhelm him, I couldn't see him again.

Even if everyone in the world died, Ye Ming probably wouldn't want to see him again.

Every time Shen Ye reads a message, he will delete a message, and finally delete the phone to nothing, but the content of the phone can be deleted, how to clear the things that fill his heart?How should he forget the emotions that tormented him?

He grinned and let out a low laugh, how about returning the company to Ye Ming?It seems to be a good choice... But I don't know if Ye Ming is rare, and if he thinks he is hypocritical.

Maybe even living with us under the same sky, you will feel sick...

Shen Ye closed his eyes tiredly, loosened his fingers slightly, and the phone slipped and fell on the sofa. At this moment, there was a ding sound, and another new message came in.

But Shen Ye was not in a hurry to look at it. He felt that it was meaningless to go on like this. He was very tired... No matter how much he knew, he would never be able to find that person again. He was farther and farther away from him than he was ten years ago. and.

At that time, there was still hatred supporting him, hoping that one day that person would reappear in his world, and he could use the cage he built to keep that person.

But now that this person is back, he has to leave voluntarily, even seeing him is an extravagant hope.

Even that glimmer of hope is gone.

The pain in Shen Ye's chest was like a cold river flowing through his whole body. He knew that he should give up, but the unread message on the phone kept hooking his heart, making him unable to give up, even if it was just Not a single bit of news... can't be let go.

Just one look, one more look... just fine.

Shen Ye slowly opened his eyes, trembling slightly while holding the phone, and finally opened the message.

Ye Ming was picked up by Shen Dayao's people.

This line of words fell into Shen Ye's eyes, causing his pupils to constrict, and he sat up straight. The next moment... he grabbed his coat and rushed out!

………………

Ye Ming sat in the car with a calm expression, even a little cute, like a fledgling college student.

The man in front of him sized Ye Ming intentionally or unintentionally. This is the person that Shen Shao took care of. Just because he looked like Mr. Shen's adopted son, Shen Shao lost his mind. He didn't even care about the company, and he didn't know what happened. What... Young Master Shen is extremely decadent because of him, I'm afraid he has been sincerely moved.

And Boss Shen also attached so much importance to him that he even wanted to meet him in person.

The man knew very well that he should do more and talk less, so he didn't ask Ye Ming anything, but respectfully took him to a holiday villa, which was owned by the Shen family, with a quiet environment and few people.

Ye Ming followed the waiters of the villa to a pavilion by the lake. Shen Dayao was dressed in a Tang suit, and was sitting there drinking tea, while his bodyguard stood not far away, looking as cautious as ever.

He turned his head, and from a distance, the two looked at each other, as if the whole world was quiet for a moment.

Ye Ming walked over slowly, step by step. He tried his best to restrain the hatred in his heart, and said in a calm tone, "What do you want from me?"

Shen Dayao looked at Ye Ming. At this moment, he had to admit that this person was really similar to Han Xu, and it was probably because of this that Shen Ye was obsessed with him.His son... It seems that he will never be able to escape Han Xu's shadow in his life.

It was the worst decision in his life to take Han Xu home in a moment of soft heart.

Shen Da's dazzling expression was cold, but he would not casually kill a poor student. There was no need for it. Problems that could be solved with money and means were not problems.

"Do you want to study abroad?" Shen Dayao said lightly, straight to the point.

Ye Ming looked at him, and thought it was very ridiculous. Back then, this person killed him mercilessly, and now he is sending him abroad because of Shen Ye. What kind of ridiculous romantic idol drama did I get into!

Ye Ming lowered his head slightly, they were only less than two steps apart, such a short distance, there was really no need to think about anything else.

"Are you paying?" Ye Ming blinked his eyes, seeming a little uneasy, like those children who have never seen the world, only worried about whether Shen Dayao will keep his promise, money is the biggest problem.

Shen Dayao chuckled and nodded.

"But... Boss Shen may not allow me to go." Ye Ming showed distress and fear as he spoke.

Shen Dayao said lightly: "You don't have to worry about this, he won't appear in front of you again."

Ye Ming suddenly raised his eyes, full of surprise, "Really?" He seemed too happy, and took a step forward, but the next moment, the surprise in his eyes faded away, leaving only the deep-rooted cold hatred!

The knife in his hand shone coldly, stabbing Shen Dayao's throat suddenly!

………………

When Shen Ye saw the news, his heart kept sinking. Fear and anxiety made his whole body icy cold, and he drove frantically towards the direction of the villa. He just wanted to go faster, faster... Can't let them meet, can't!

He didn't even have time to think about why he was so scared, he was afraid that he would see some unbearable results, no matter if both of them were injured or one of them died, he couldn't accept it... He had to hurry up!

Shen Ye's car directly smashed into the gate of the villa, and before it stopped, he opened the door and rushed down, grabbed the staff, with sharp eyes, and shouted fiercely: "Where is my father?!"

The staff had never seen such a terrifying appearance of Shen Ye, and tremblingly said: "Over there at the Lotus Moon Pavilion..."

Before he finished speaking, he saw Shen Ye running out.

Shen Ye tore off the collar of his shirt, covered in sweat, and ran towards the Heyue Pavilion with big strides, but before he got close, he suddenly heard a gunshot, and couldn't help but raise his eyes to look in the direction of the gunshot, terrified.

Ye Ming's thin body was right in front of his eyes, as if in slow motion, he fell down.

Do not!

Will not!