The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Shen Ye stared at Ye Ming, his dark eyes were full of deep-seated hatred, his thumb brushed against Ye Ming's lips vigorously, covering his lips with a kiss mixed with alcohol, as if he wanted to chew up and devour this person thoroughly Go down in general!

Do you know how much I hate you and how much I miss you.

You don't know... probably don't bother to know.

Shen Ye's strength was very strong, Ye Ming's wrist was pinched and rattled, his face turned pale from the pain, he met Shen Ye's eyes, looked at his crazy eyes full of hatred, and knew that Shen Ye was drinking Drunk, desperately struggling to escape.

But how could Shen Ye allow Ye Ming to escape?He pulled Ye Ming back, and his cold voice rang in Ye Ming's ear, "Do you want to leave me again?"

His gaze fell on Ye Ming's pale and delicate face, and a look of deep longing appeared in his eyes. He had already thought about this person for ten years, and in these ten years, he could only rely on his memories to not forget this person's appearance. ... This time, even if you die, you can only die by my side.

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Ye Ming resisted and struggled desperately at first, he knew that Shen Ye was drunk, and the drunk Shen Ye obviously regarded him as his former self, but Shen Ye was too powerful, Ye Ming couldn't get rid of him at all, on the contrary, the more he struggled, the worse he would be. The more severe the torture, the more he gave up the resistance in the end.

There was a self-deprecating arc on his lips, this time... Shen Ye didn't regard himself as a substitute, but just regarded him as him.

I know now how much you hate me.

But I'm not surprised, you should hate me like this...

Ye Ming raised his head slightly, looked into Shen Ye's eyes, in those eyes, besides drunkenness, hatred, unwillingness to give up, there was pain that could not be concealed...

You are suffering too.

"I'm sorry..." Ye Ming's eyes were a little empty, and he murmured, almost inaudible.

Sorry, actually I knew it would be like this.

………………

Shen Ye moved a little, he slowly opened his eyes, and after a while he gradually regained his clarity, and stretched out his hand to press his forehead, he still has a splitting headache because of the hangover.

Shen Dayao came to the company yesterday. They broke up again because of Han Xu's matter. This is a forbidden area between father and son. Shen Ye was not in a good mood and drank a lot of stuffy wine. He came back in a daze, and then...he dreamed about Han Xu again.

Shen Ye recalled this, his eyes flashed with confusion, he seemed to be sad and painful even dreaming of Han Xu... and he said sorry to him.

But how could Han Xu say sorry to him?

Shen Ye would never forget Han Xu's ruthlessness at that time. How could he feel guilty for hurting him like that?In the past ten years... Shen Ye has never seen such a Han Xu even in his dreams. In his memory, that shot is repeated over and over again, and Han Xu's cold smile and cold words are constantly overlapping. ...

It's like being trapped in a nightmare that repeats itself and never wakes up.

He didn't even dare to have the extravagant hope that Han Xu would regret it, but this time... the Han Xu in his dream was not like this.

Shen Ye twitched the corner of his mouth, he was so pathetic, did he still imagine that that person would regret turning around?If he would regret it, he would have returned long ago...

Shen Ye sat up on the bed, and was about to wash up, but he didn't want to touch something warm with his arm. He was slightly startled, and turned his head, only to find the person lying beside him.

The young man was covered in bruises and bruises all over his body, the corners of his mouth were still a little broken, and there was a little blood under his body. It was obvious that he had been tortured last night, and he still fell into a coma and couldn't wake up.

Shen Ye's face froze for a moment, then he suddenly remembered that he took this person as Han Xu after he was drunk, and then...

Shen Ye is not a person who is easy to soften his heart, but seeing Ye Ming's miserable appearance at this moment, it is rare to feel a trace of guilt in his heart.He mistook Ye Ming for Han Xu, it must have been too much last night, but Ye Ming... was not Han Xu, he was just an innocent person after all.

Because of his own selfishness, he has been hurting another innocent person. This cognition once again made Shen Ye realize that he should not continue like this.

But...he looked down at Ye Ming's face, with a look of struggle in his eyes, and finally heaved a deep sigh.

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Ye Ming fell asleep in a daze, and it was almost noon when he woke up. He moved his body, and it was rare and refreshing. Although he still felt a little uncomfortable, he should have been washed.

【Ye Ming: Unexpectedly, when did my good brother become so considerate?Didn't you ignore me before? 】

【888: His behavior of being considerate of you before was eaten by dogs along with your conscience? 】

[Ye Ming: Cough cough cough cough... I mean, after all, he doesn't know my identity now, and it's not what it used to be...]

【Ye Ming: Besides, I have no conscience QAQ】

【888: I thought you took your conscience for granted, hehehe. 】

[Ye Ming: You have wronged him, I am obviously very heartbroken, okay?Will I be able to complete the task if I don't?Can experience points be unfrozen?I just have to do it 555...]

【888: What are you calling 555 for? It's not your system. You can't hear him even if you complain. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

Ye Ming's stomach was growling with hunger, he got up and was about to go out to get something to eat, when he suddenly smelled the aroma coming from the kitchen, he immediately felt even hungrier!

Shen Ye came out of the kitchen when he heard the movement, his sleeves were casually rolled up to his elbows, his shirt collar was open, he looked at his stern face, raised his sharp brows, and said, "Let's eat when you get up. "

Ye Ming stood there, slightly taken aback, as if very surprised that Shen Ye would cook for him.

Shen Ye cooked the porridge, served it out, his voice was still not warm, as if he was ordering, "Come and sit."

Ye Ming was silent for a moment, sat down at the dining table, and looked at Shen Ye with complicated eyes.

An unnatural expression quickly flashed across Shen Ye's face, he was actually a little uncomfortable, after all he had never taken care of Ye Ming before, let alone cooked for him, but when he thought of his behavior last night, After all, he couldn't bear it, if he was determined to keep this person by his side... then maybe he should treat him better, after all, Ye Ming didn't owe him anything.

Ye Ming withdrew his eyes and drank the porridge silently. He suddenly remembered the past. At that time, he and Shen Ye were together well. Once he was sick, Shen Ye took care of him like this... Shen Ye's cooking skills are actually not that good. It's not good, he rarely cooks, but that time Ye Ming ate very happily, because it's not just the meal that warms people's hearts, but this person's heart...

He cherished the time they had together so much.

It has been ten years in the blink of an eye, and Shen Ye's craftsmanship still hasn't improved much, and he can barely make do with it. Now that he lives alone, can he really take care of himself?

Ye Ming suddenly realized that he hadn't thought about this question before, he only had hatred in his heart, he abandoned and betrayed this person, he could hardly see anything other than revenge, or maybe... it wasn't that he forgot, but that He didn't dare to think about it.

I'm afraid that if I think too much, it will be more difficult for this person in front of me, so why not just pretend that Shen Ye can live well without him.

Shen Ye looked at Ye Ming, the young man lowered his head, he could only see his smooth forehead and straight nose bridge, he was so similar to Han Xu, but in fact he was not.

Shen Ye paused, seeing that Ye Ming had finally finished eating, he took out a card and a key and put them in front of Ye Ming, and said calmly, "This is the house and money for you, you can take your parents as well. Take it over and let your father go to a better hospital."

Ye Ming frowned slightly: "You have already given me money."

Shen Ye's eyes darkened, he pursed his lips and said, "You deserve it."

Ye Ming was taken aback when he heard the words, and then showed a self-deprecating smile, yes... Not only did he stay and sleep with him, but he also had to deal with Shen Ye's madness occasionally. Very generous boss.

It's a pity that I don't want to receive this salary.

But Ye Ming was silent for a long time, but finally took the key and card, and said, "Okay."

He has occupied Tao Xu's body, and was forced to do such a shameless thing, what right does he have to be so stubborn?It's better to get as many benefits as possible, so that when he dies, at least Tao Xu's family can live well.

Seeing that Ye Ming did not firmly refuse, Shen Ye breathed a sigh of relief, but the dull and depressed emotions in his heart did not dissipate even half of it.

He knew that he couldn't do it like this, and if he kept this person, he was just drinking poison to quench his thirst, and it would be more painful in the end, but he couldn't stop, he couldn't help himself.

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Ye Ming went back to work after resting for a few days, Shen Ye had never been drunk again, he treated Ye Ming not too tenderly but not indifferently, and they lived in peace.

【Ye Ming: Ah, time flies so fast, in the blink of an eye I have been back for almost three months. 】

【888: Yes, but your identity hasn't been exposed yet, and your blackening value hasn't dropped by 1 point. 】

[Ye Ming: It’s not that I don’t want to be exposed, the main thing is that it’s too fake if it’s too obvious. Since I want to hide my identity for revenge, based on my familiarity with Shen Ye, if I let him find out easily, I’ll look very retarded, won’t I? ? 】

【888:...】

[Ye Ming: It's not easy for me either. It's really a very high test of my acting skills to make him feel that I resemble Han Xu unintentionally, but not immediately make him suspicious and associate with me. ! 】

【888: Not being an actor is really a disgrace to you. 】

【Ye Ming: Hahahahahaha, you are right!I think after the training in these worlds, when I return to the real world, I guess it will be fine to enter the entertainment industry hahahahahaha! 】

[888: ...] This hot chicken probably doesn't understand what irony is.

【Ye Ming: Speaking of which, after so long of laying the groundwork, the opportunity I've been waiting for has finally come!It's time to let the relationship between me and my good brother take a step further! 】

【888:...】

Another day passed.

In the evening, Shen Ye took Ye Ming to dinner, returned home, hugged him and fell on the bed.

Ye Ming's expression was a little indifferent, he raised his head and his eyes didn't know where to look. Although he was always very passive on the bed and didn't react, only when he couldn't help it, he would hum a few times in a suppressed manner, but today's Ye Ming... Extraordinarily absent-minded.

Shen Ye stopped halfway. No man would be very interested in such a person. He frowned slightly and said, "What are you thinking?"

Ye Ming lowered his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "It's nothing."

Shen Ye was actually used to Ye Ming's attitude, and he wasn't angry at all. He found that he cared more and more about this person unknowingly, and was willing to pamper him a little occasionally.

So this time Shen Ye didn't leave directly, but whispered in Ye Ming's ear: "Is there really nothing? You can tell me what you think."

As long as you don't try to leave, I'll do whatever you want.

Ye Ming's expression changed slightly, he turned his head slightly, without looking into Shen Ye's eyes, and said slowly: "I want to ask for a day off tomorrow."

Shen Ye asked: "What's the matter?"

Ye Ming said: "There are some formalities for graduation, I need to go back to school."

Shen Ye fixedly looked at Ye Ming's side face, and said after a while, "Okay."

After saying this, he got up and left, leaving Ye Ming alone.

The next day, Shen Ye did not wait for Ye Ming to join him, but left alone, with an attitude of letting Ye Ming move freely, but in fact Shen Ye did not go to the company, but stopped halfway.

He found that he was already used to having Ye Ming by his side, and when Ye Ming mentioned going back to school yesterday, his vaguely repulsive attitude toward him made him unhappy.

Why did Ye Ming suddenly want to go back to school? Is there really a formality to go through?Or... did he want to meet someone else?Like Zhou Jiaping?

Shen Ye didn't think that anything would happen between Ye Ming and Zhou Jiaping. After all, he was already his own, and he was always very sensible. He would take whatever benefits he deserved, and he would hardly do anything to provoke him...except for finding photos other than that time.

But as soon as he thought of Ye Ming going to school, maybe meeting someone he really liked, Shen Ye suddenly found that he couldn't remain indifferent, his eyes darkened.

He was silent for a long time, then suddenly turned the direction of the car and drove to Ye Ming's school.

To Shen Ye's surprise, he waited at school for a long time, but did not wait for Ye Ming, Shen Ye's face gradually turned cold.

Ye Ming didn't come to school at all, or maybe he was hiding something from him.

Ye Ming's obedience and clean background during this time almost made Shen Ye forget that he might try to escape and avoid him... But now, Ye Ming is deceiving him.

There was a cold arc on the corner of Shen Ye's mouth, he took out his mobile phone and called his assistant, and after giving some instructions, he waited patiently.

Not long after, Ye Ming's whereabouts were clearly sent to Shen Ye's cell phone.

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Ye Ming didn't go back to school, that was just an excuse to lie to Shen Ye, he actually came to another place.

In the blink of an eye, he had been dead for so many years.

Ye Ming will never forget that on this day 11 years ago, when he and Shen Ye met at the hotel, he shot the person he loved the most in the chest, and was about to seek revenge from Shen Dayao, but he was killed first Yes, in the end chess is close.

In the past 11 years, he doesn't know how his body was disposed of. Maybe it has rotted in an unknown corner. He has never given up investigating this matter, but he is still struggling, and there has been no progress. No money, no power, and no resources to use.

He doesn't know where he died, but at least he knows where his parents are...

I have been dead for so many years, I am afraid that there are no people who even visit them and remember them.

Ye Ming came to the cemetery, walked through the winding path, and came to a tombstone, there was no one to take care of it, there was no weeding or flowers, it was deserted, the wind blew the messy dead branches over, like It's a forgotten corner.

Just like him.

Ye Ming slowly knelt on the ground, brushed away the dust in front of the tombstone with his hands, and stared up at the names on the tombstone, his eyes gradually turned red and sour, his lips moved, and there was a sad look in his eyes: "Mom and Dad, are you still looking at the name on the tombstone?" Do you recognize me? I'm Han Xu."

"I'm sorry... I just came back now."

"Actually, I've always wanted to come here..."

But I am afraid, I blame myself, and I feel unable to face you.

Not only did I not avenge you, but I fell in love with the son of my enemy.

Do you blame me?

I was very useless, I wanted to help you avenge, but was killed by the enemy instead.

I thought I was dead, so I went to reunite with you, but I didn't expect to come back to life, maybe I will come to see you again soon... But before that, someone must pay in blood!

This time I will not let you down.

Shen Ye came here with a condensed expression, and indeed found Ye Ming's trace, but before he could step forward, he just heard Ye Ming's words, his footsteps stopped suddenly, and his eyes showed disbelief!

For a moment, it seemed that some kind of terrible power stopped the time of the whole world!

Shen Ye fixedly looked in that direction, his eye sockets started to heat up, his vision began to blur, and the countless suppressed and complicated emotions seemed to break through his chest and tear everything apart!

That thin figure, kneeling there from a distance, vaguely reveals a handsome and soft side face...

It was as if Han Xu appeared in front of him again.