The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Yang Gan looked at Ye Ming with a stern face and deep-seated hatred in his black eyes. The corners of his lips raised slightly, and he said lightly, "Why don't you eat, is it because you are not satisfied?"

Ye Ming's eyes were slightly red, do you have to humiliate me like this?

He looked at Yang Gan's ruthless face, but what appeared in front of his eyes was the gentle man he used to be.He suddenly remembered that on the way to escape, they had been starving for several days and had no food to eat. In desperation, they finally found a dilapidated small supermarket, but the supermarket had been looted by others, they checked it several times, what? None were found.

In the end, Yang Gan found a piece of bread wrapped in a plastic bag in a corner. In order to pick up the bread, he was surrounded by zombies. They escaped with difficulty, but encountered other humans.

Those people wanted to snatch Yang Qian's things, but they were killed by Yang Qian, but he himself was also seriously injured. When Yang Qian returned to the place agreed by the two of them, he looked like a bloody man.

But the bread that was so hard to come by was well hidden in his bosom, he carefully took it out and put it in Ye Ming's hand, and said with a smile that he would eat it.

Ye Ming will never forget the look in Yang Gan's eyes at that moment...the gentle and firm light in the black pupils on his blood-stained face.

It is completely different from the current Yang Gan.

When I made that decision, when I chose to compromise with Huo Yi, I knew you would hate me.

But I have no other way, I want you to live... As long as we are alive, there will always be hope.To live is to have a future, we have gone through so many hardships, do we have to die like that?

But what I didn't expect is that living does not necessarily usher in hope.

It may also be sinking with the world.

A look of sadness appeared in Ye Ming's eyes, he slowly bent his knees and knelt down, stretched out his hand, and picked up the bread at Yang Gan's feet.

He grabbed the bread, his fingers trembling slightly...

If you feel happy like this, then so be it... Two years ago, he had put down his dignity and compromised with reality.The person in front of him is no longer the one who loves him... Since they are no longer in the relationship they used to be, then what qualifications do they have to be hypocritical in front of Yang Gan.

Someday, they will all learn to pick up food on the ground.

Ye Ming lowered his eyes, raised his hand numbly, and passed the bread to his mouth.

Yang Gan sat there, watching the man slowly kneel at his feet, and finally picked up the bread on the ground, even in the face of this kind of humiliation, he didn't get angry or burst out, and finally chose to compromise.

This face that he was familiar with and loved had long lost its vividness. It was just a walking dead who would give up everything in order to live.

He didn't think that the Ye Ming who used to be was fake, the person he loved had really existed, but he had also changed, the reality of time would always make people change.

After two years of separation, they are not what they used to be.

Yang Qian suddenly felt extremely angry and painful, and his heart was full of powerlessness and despair... so what if he came back?In fact, nothing can be redeemed, probably just to vent the unwillingness and hatred in my heart.

Seeing that Ye Ming was about to open his mouth to bite off the bread, Yang Qian stretched out his hand and knocked the bread down from Ye Ming's hand!

The back of Ye Ming's hand hurt, and the bread rolled to a farther place. Faced with Yang Gan's moodiness, Ye Ming didn't have as many surprises as before. Maybe Yang Gan was just teasing him. Is it also common?

Even the food on the ground is not what he wants to eat, and he can eat it.Outside, there are still many people fighting for food, even eating people.

Yang Gan's chest heaved, he stared at Ye Ming coldly, and spit out two words: "You're low."

Ye Ming's complexion was originally pale, so there was no obvious change at this moment.

Yang Gan clenched his hands into fists, veins popped up on his forehead, he looked at Ye Ming coldly for a while, then suddenly turned around and walked out, he didn't even eat the food on the table, just left it there and ignored it!

Ye Ming looked at the back of Yang Gan leaving, and stayed where he was, expressionless.

【Ye Ming: Hey, my family is doing something to save food for me. He didn't move anything on this table, so he avoided going out because he was afraid that I would be embarrassed to eat it. 】

【888: You are right, he is standing outside. 】

【Ye Ming: Although you said it so cruelly, but you really can't bear to see me like that. 】

【888: If you don't eat it, you'll get cold. 】

【Ye Ming: Don't worry, this food doesn't appeal much to me. It's the same as the bread on the ground. Hey... The last days are so boring. If I wasn't hungry, I wouldn't even bother to eat these things in front of me. 】

【888:...】

Ye Ming sat still, and couldn't help but open the system store to take a look. He was already hungry, looking at all kinds of delicacies from ancient and modern times, Chinese, foreign, earth and extraterrestrial in the system store, he couldn't help swallowing his saliva.

The more I look at it, the more I feel that Yang Qian's food is too simple, I really don't like it, even though it is the best in the last days.

【Ye Ming: I don't need bread, what I need is a man who can contract the system store for me.Poor jpg] I have never felt that the system store is so omnipotent and powerful at this moment, and the desire for experience points once again arose in my heart.

【888: Don't be too ambitious as a human being. Don't think about impossible goals. It's better to set a small goal first. 】

【Ye Ming: For example? 】

【888: It might be more realistic to find a man who can contract the fish pond for you. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】Is he worth a fish pond?fall!

No, a man with great ambitions like him should have dreams!

It didn't take long for Ye Ming to close the system store, and he couldn't control himself anymore.

【Ye Ming: 555 is so hungry. 】

【888: Then you should eat it. 】

【Ye Ming: I can't eat it. If I eat it, he won't feel sorry for me... For the sake of a happy life in the future, I can't be quick. 】

Ye Ming felt that the delay was almost over, his legs and feet were weak from hunger, then he crawled tremblingly to pick up the bread in the corner, and ate it.

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: What's wrong, brother? 】

【888: I underestimated you. I apologize for my contempt for you before. I have more backbone than I thought. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】Why didn't you feel praised at all? ? ?

Well, it was probably because he was hungry, but he thought the bread was not bad, but Ye Ming was tired and sleepy, so he fell asleep on the ground.

Yang Gan stood outside the door, looking at him through the window from an angle Ye Ming couldn't see.

I saw Ye Ming sitting on the ground blankly, even if he left, he didn't intend to eat at all. In the end, he was probably too hungry, so he picked up the bread on the ground and ate it.

When Yang Gan saw Ye Ming eating the bread, he clenched his fists tightly and tried his best to restrain his urge to rush in and question him. If he wanted to ask him, are you willing to live such a humble life? !Is being alive that important to you?Is it okay to give up ego, give up self-esteem?

Did you ever think about rebelling? !

But Yang Gan felt sad again, yes... Of course it is important to live. In this hopeless end times, anyone who is still trying to live will not give up easily.

It wasn't Ye Ming who was wrong, it was him who was naive, who thought that at that time, his weak self could protect the one he loved, so that the one he loved could stand up and live even in the last days.

But the reality gave him a cruel slap, and he has no ability to protect the one he loves.

He lost him.

[Ding, Yang Gan blackening value -10, current blackening value 80]

Yang Gan raised his hand and looked at his hands. These hands were covered with thick calluses and full of strength, which could kill someone...Now he finally has the ability to protect this person, but why does he still want to protect him? Woolen cloth?

On that dark night two years ago, if he didn't have the ability to awaken, he would have died and become food for the zombies.

If you just left me and went to others for the sake of living and a better life, I probably wouldn't hate you like this... After all, this world is such a helpless place. If I am destined to be unable to keep you, I hope you can be well Alive, everyone has the right to choose their own life.

But why did you trample on my feelings for you like that... why did you let me die?

Why be so ruthless and cruel?

Yang Gan raised the corner of his mouth, revealing a self-deprecating smile, he opened the door and walked in, gently hugged Ye Ming who was on the ground.

The man's handsome face was a little pale, his lips had no blood, but a very pale pink color, his eyes were closed, he looked fragile and powerless... Yang Qian lowered his head, and gently kissed Ye Ming's lips.

I came back for you, so you don't want to get rid of me, since you are willing to do anything to live and be a person who betrays yourself.

Then just sell it to me, it is no different from selling it to others.

………………

Ye Ming didn't sleep very well, woke up from hunger in the middle of the night, and found himself sleeping on the bed, he quickly closed his eyes and continued to sleep, lest Yang Gan find out that he woke up, and would not be embarrassed to torment him.

10 minute later.

【Ye Ming: Brother, I'm so hungry that I can't sleep! ! 】

【888: What do you want? 】

【Ye Ming: Help me block my hunger too, I still need to go back to sleep. 】

【888:...】I really want to sleep or die...

Ye Ming really didn't feel hungry after a while, so he happily closed his eyes and went to sleep, and slept till dawn, feeling much better.

He opened his eyes and turned over, bumping into a chest. After a while, there was a look of forbearance and sadness in his eyes, and it seemed that he was a little surprised why he was on the bed. It was obvious that Yang Gan ruthlessly drove him off yesterday.

Yang Gan's perception is very keen, Ye Ming knew it as soon as he woke up, hugged him, and smiled jokingly: "Are you awake?"

Ye Ming remained silent. When Yang Qian was not around, he fantasized all the time that he would come back alive, but when Yang Qian really came back, the two of them became what they are now.

Yang Gan glanced coldly at Ye Ming's face, got up from the bed first, and said to Ye Ming, "Come out for dinner."

Ye Ming thought of Yang Gan's humiliation yesterday, his face paled and his eyes hesitated, but he still stood up and walked out. To his surprise, Yang Gan didn't seem to be teasing him this time, but smiled softly: "Eat, Only when you eat well will you have the strength to serve me."

A sad look flashed across Ye Ming's eyes, and he silently walked to the dining table and sat down.

Yang Gan's eyes were very dark, he saw Ye Ming eating slowly, and couldn't help thinking, was Ye Ming also obedient like this when he was in front of Huo Yi?Or did Huo Yi get him used to such obedience?

Thinking of this, Yang Qian's eyes became a little cold again. Seeing that Ye Ming had finished eating, his thin lips parted slightly, and he ordered coldly, "Take off your clothes."

Ye Ming's body froze, his eyes were sad and self-deprecating.

………………

Another unsurprising plunder, Ye Ming looked blankly at the roof, and suddenly thought, life like this is really boring, what else is he expecting?Do you hope that this person still cares about him and loves him?

Now he knows that Yang Gan is alive, not only alive, but also very well, so he can rest assured.

It seems that the deepest obsession in my heart has been answered, but... what is the meaning of my persistence?seems to be gone...

Do I really want to live by Yang Gan's side like a slave?

He couldn't hold on anymore.

Seeing Ye Ming's absent-minded appearance, Yang Qian ruthlessly grabbed his hair and forced him to raise his head, his voice was cold: "What? Am I not as good as Huo Yi? What are you thinking?"

The focal length of Ye Ming's pupils slowly gathered again, but how could he answer this question?Do you compare Yang Gan with that bastard Huo Yi?

Why do you compare yourself with that inhuman demon... In my heart, you are clearly different.

There is no comparison at all.

The you in my memory, even in desperation, still have persistence and a bottom line in your heart, but now you are like another Huo Yi, allowing yourself to degenerate... and finally becoming a person suitable for surviving in the last days. dominated by beasts.

Yang Qian looked at Ye Ming's eyes, and for some reason, it seemed that his behavior was despicable and ridiculous, and he seemed to be pitied.

However, you are the one who is obviously despicable, and you are the one who abandoned me first.

Yang Gan sneered: "It's fine if you don't want to talk about it. Anyway, I'm not interested in knowing. You just need to be obedient. For a person like you, only your body is worth something."

Ye Ming twitched the corners of his mouth, yes, he only has some value in his body. In this last days, I don't know how many people hope that they have some value, even if their body is good. Many people don't even have this value and want to sell it. They can't be sold.

But why is he not happy at all...

………………

Yang Gan always treated Ye Ming with a cold attitude, he came and went when he was called, and spoke contemptuously to him, Ye Ming also endured silently, time passed quickly for several days.

【Ye Ming: The blackening value won't drop, it won't work if it goes on like this, I have to let Yang Qian know that I'm not the kind of person who likes to trade my body for food, I didn't do it voluntarily before, there's nothing I can do about it! 】

【888: Well...】

【Ye Ming: As a man, how can he be so worthless? !Upright and awe-inspiring jpg]

【888:...】No, so you still know that you are worthless.

Ye Ming pondered every day how to break the status quo, show his integrity and masculinity, and finally let him wait for the opportunity.

On this day, Shi Yang came to find Yang Gan. They were going to search for supplies. This was the daily work of the base, usually led by supernatural beings, and some ordinary people set off in teams.

Now that Yang Gan has taken over the base and enjoyed the rights, it is of course impossible to do nothing. If he cannot bring enough benefits to the base, the stability here will not last long. After all, materials and food are consumables. Breaking will inevitably lead to chaos, which he cannot allow.

Such trips usually take several days, and the time varies according to the distance searched.

Yang Gan said to Shi Yang: "Have the others arrived yet?"

Shi Yang said loudly: "We're all here, just wait for you to set off together, Boss. Some time ago, Xiaoba sent back news that he found that there was a warehouse in a small town that was suspected of storing food. There were many zombies in that small town, and ordinary people couldn't get in. There's something left."

Yang Gan nodded, his voice was low and steady: "Very good, let's go and have a look."

He paused, then turned his head to Ye Ming who was beside him and said calmly, "You can stay at home."

Ye Ming clenched his hands tightly. Seeing that Yang Qian was about to go out, he seemed to have made up his mind, and suddenly said, "I want to go with you!"

Yang Gan paused, looking at Ye Ming with thoughtful eyes, Shi Yang also heard it, looked at Ye Ming's small body, and said disdainfully: "Don't be kidding, I'm not interested in bringing you with me. drag."

Ye Ming's face turned pale, his eyes were ashamed and angry, but he still said firmly, "I, I can also kill zombies."

Why can I only exchange my body for food?Who would trade their body for food if they could?It's just that he can't choose... He is also a man, why must he be locked up here, why can't he go out to work in exchange for food like others?

Shi Yang became even more impatient, "You kill zombies? Have you ever killed zombies?!"

Ye Ming said stubbornly: "Of course I did." Although Yang Gan was the one who did the killing before, how could they not have killed zombies along the way?If it wasn't for Huo Yi's coercion...would he be willing to stay by Huo Yi's side and live this kind of life?

Shi Yang looked down on Ye Ming, no matter how he looked at him, he felt that he was a trouble, and was about to speak when Yang Gan stopped him suddenly.

Yang Qian looked at Ye Ming meaningfully, with a slight chill in his eyes, he raised his hand to stop Shi Yang's words, and said with a faint smile, "Okay."