The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Because the accident happened at the entrance of the hospital, Lu Xiuwen was quickly sent to the operating room for emergency treatment.

Ye Ming stood outside the operating room, holding a dusty bank card in his hand, which fell out when Lu Xiuwen was hit, and he picked it up.

【Ye Ming: Uncle even prepared money for me, for fear that it would be hard for me to live without him. 】

[888: It's perfect, everything is as you planned. You can go down this step to show that you believe in his love. According to my prediction of human feelings, he will most likely be happy to black you out value. 】

【Ye Ming: Looks like he can't die, cough cough. 】

[888: I can't die, the protagonist's life is relatively hard, but I'm unlucky to meet you. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

[Ye Ming: I am condemned by my conscience to do the task so seriously to eliminate the blackening value. If you don't encourage me, let it go, and you will bury me all day long. I am wronged.jpg]

[888: Please be sure to recognize a few points: first, if you didn't die when you left, you don't need to come back to clear the blackening value, we have happily disbanded; second, you did the task to unfreeze your own experience Value, it has nothing to do with me, don't kidnap me; in the end, I don't care if you do the task well, because I have money, and I don't lack your experience point commission, what I need more is a reliable host, If you don't make trouble for me, I will thank you. 】

[Ye Ming: My dear, you don't love me anymore QAQ] The last one is too shocking, it hit the penniless poor with a knowing blow, and lost 99999 blood.

Ye Ming's expression was heavy, this was the nth time that he regretted his insane behavior at the beginning, and he felt that he might really need to regret this product.

【Ye Ming: Brother... Since you are so rich, why don't you lend me some more? 】

【888: Raise your hand to touch your face. 】

[Ye Ming:? 】

【888: Look at how big the face is and how thick the skin is. 】

【Ye Ming: ...】

Ye Ming lowered his head sadly and looked at the bank card in his hand. He knew that there must be a huge amount in it, enough for him to spend freely in this world, but what's the use of having more?It's better to give him 1 experience point, after all, it's just a world that won't stay.

………………

Because Lu Xiuwen had an accident, his assistants and others rushed over quickly, and the lights in the operating room were on for a long time.

Ye Ming was not familiar with these people, even though they might know him, but at the moment, no one was in the mood to talk to Ye Ming and left him there alone, Ye Ming just sat outside the ward in a dazed state.

Just when Ye Ming was about to fall asleep, someone suddenly sat next to him, handed him a warm lunch box, and said, "Young Master Gu, you haven't eaten dinner yet, have you?"

Ye Ming was holding the delicious boxed lunch, his eyes were moist with emotion, he turned his head and saw that it was the driver Uncle Li, one of the few people around Lu Xiuwen that he was also familiar with.

Uncle Li often went to and from Lu's house, and even helped Lu Xiuwen pick him up, he was considered a relatively close elder, and he had known Ye Ming for many years.

Sure enough, only acquaintances care about him.

Probably because he was hungry, even if it was just an ordinary boxed lunch, Ye Ming looked hungry, but what was even more tragic...he felt that he should not be able to eat now, after all, how could he have it when Lu Xiuwen was still in the operating room? In the mood to eat?

Thinking of this, the tears did not hold back or came down.

Seeing Ye Ming staring at the box lunch in a daze and silently crying, Uncle Li couldn't help but sighed, "Young Master Gu... President Lu will be fine, don't blame yourself."

Ye Ming's throat choked up, and he said in a low voice, "It's all because of me...Uncle..."

Uncle Li's eyes were also a bit sad, he was actually not sure whether Lu Xiuwen would be able to overcome the difficulties, but Ye Ming was also the child he looked up to, and the most important thing was that if Ye Ming was not good, Lu Xiuwen would not feel at ease even if he died, now It would not help to blame this child again, after all, Ye Ming didn't want to do this either.

He paused, then reached out and patted Ye Ming's shoulder, and said, "If you're really worried about Mr. Lu, don't do such stupid things again in the future."

Ye Ming sniffed, seeming very sad.

Seeing Ye Ming like this, Uncle Li couldn't help sighing, hesitated for a while, and finally said: "Some words, I may not be appropriate to say, after all, I am an outsider..."

Ye Ming raised his eyes to look at him, and said hoarsely: "I have always treated you like a family member, if you have anything to say, just say it."

Uncle Li nodded, "Okay, then I'll say it. I have been with Mr. Lu for many years. He liked your mother back then. There are indeed many people who know about it. There are various opinions outside, but they I don't know the truth, so it's a bit exaggerated. I'll just talk about my personal opinion, which should be considered objective. Mr. Lu liked Ms. Gu back then, but that's all. Who didn't like it when he was young? What about one or two people? It’s just that some things are in the past, they are not together, Miss Gu also has her own lover and family, President Lu really has no such thoughts about her, Young Master Gu...you can understand me mean?"

Uncle Li looked at Ye Ming, and continued to speak slowly: "To Mr. Lu, Miss Gu is like a relative, and it is because of this feeling that he adopted you, but his love for you and Miss Gu It's different. President Lu is not young anymore. He has been waiting for you to grow up without anyone around him for so many years. We all see it... Only you don't know, but even if you don't know what he does to you Kind of love, his sincere care and care for you these years are not fake, sincere or fake...you should be able to feel it if you think about it carefully."

Ye Ming clenched his hands tightly, his face turned pale, he didn't listen to these words before, he always felt that everything Lu Xiuwen said was a lie to him, and he was dominated by anger at the sudden knowledge of the truth.

But why is he struggling so painfully... Probably, as Uncle Li said, whether a person is really good to him can be felt... But this person who is good to him has lied to him.

That's why it's so contradictory.

Uncle Li paused and sighed, "Sometimes you love someone too much, and you will make mistakes because of impulsiveness. Some of Mr. Lu's behaviors are indeed inappropriate and a little extreme. It's normal that you can't forgive him. You can leave him ...But you don't have to question his feelings for you."

After he finished speaking, he left without stopping. Everyone was busy when Lu Xiuwen had an accident, and no one had time to stay here with Ye Ming all the time.

Ye Ming was sitting there with the boxed lunch in his hands, and it didn't take long for the boxed lunch to get cold, so he didn't have any desire to eat.

[Ye Ming: I didn't notice before that the dull Uncle Li is so eloquent when he opens his mouth. It doesn't make much sense but simplicity works...]

【888: Others are just telling the truth. 】

【Ye Ming: Cough cough cough. 】

As expected, Lu Xiuwen was rescued, and everyone else looked relieved, but Ye Ming knew it well, so it wasn't too surprising, after being in so many worlds, it's not like he didn't have this spectrum, his The targets of the raid are very hard-fought, and the protagonist's halo is full.

Well, the only bad thing is that they are the target of the world of love capture. Even if he didn't come, someone else would probably come to capture them.

It is nothing more than life and death, and the result will not be any different.

This is their fate, who can fight against fate?Anyway, Ye Ming felt that he could not, nor did he have such ambitions.

………………

Lu Xiuwen stayed in the intensive care unit for a few days and was finally out of danger, but he hadn't woken up yet.

Ye Ming didn't leave, he said that he would wait for Lu Xiuwen to wake up, then Uncle Li arranged a place for him to live, and let him go.

Lu Xiuwen was seriously injured and fell into a coma for a long time.

He has already died once, and that time was also a car accident. He thought that if he died this time, maybe God would not give him another chance to be born again. This made him feel a little regretful, but he seemed relieved , because rebirth is meaningless to him.

His life is like a vicious circle. No matter how he walks or how many times he walks again, the result is the same, and nothing can be changed.

It's just that I can't let Ye Ming go... That child is still too innocent, if he is alive, he can take care of him secretly, if he dies, he really can only work hard in this society by himself, no one can help him .

Thinking of this, Lu Xiuwen felt that it was not good for him to die so easily, but rather cowardly and escaped, so he opened his eyes.

The light in front of me was a bit dazzling, it should be daytime, the weather was fine and the sun was shining brightly.

Lu Xiuwen moved a little, and the nurse who took care of him immediately noticed, "Mr. Lu, are you awake?" After saying that, he excitedly rang the bell to call the doctor.

The doctors came over quickly and seriously examined and consulted Lu Xiuwen. It is a good thing that he woke up. Now he is finally relieved, and the rest only needs to rest slowly.

Lu Xiuwen's expression was calm from the beginning to the end, he smiled and thanked the doctors, then everyone left, and the ward became quiet again.

He looked out of the window, his stern side face looked a little silent, and his complexion was a little pale and weak. After a while, he took his mobile phone to ask about Ye Ming's recent situation. Something happened to him at the time, and Ye Ming was alone again. Gone... I don't know how.

It's just that he stared at the phone and didn't move for a long time.

The corner of Lu Xiuwen's mouth raised a self-deprecating arc, he thought that since Ye Ming left alone, he should really let it go, it seems that he really hates him, to the point of life and death, his concern is really a bit self-indulgent ... It's just a matter of feelings, you can't just let go of it if you want to.

Lu Xiuwen closed his eyes, and finally decided to ask tomorrow, he is quite tired, it should be okay to take a rest for a day^ and Ye Ming should be fine, otherwise someone would have come to tell him the situation.

Besides, Ye Ming probably didn't appreciate his concern either.

Lu Xiuwen was lying on the hospital bed, he was probably seriously injured, he looked a little tired, and he was sleepy again after a while, when he suddenly heard a clear and unexpected voice from the door: "Uncle, you, wake up!" gone?"

Lu Xiuwen suddenly opened his eyes and looked at the young man who appeared at the door. At this moment, he felt that he might be dreaming again.

Why hasn't he left yet?

Ye Ming went out just now, and Lu Xiuwen woke up unexpectedly when he came back. The fact that Lu Xiuwen was injured in order to save him has always made him feel very painful and blamed himself. When he was in pain, he only wanted to end his own life, and never thought of killing Lu Xiuwen.

After all, this is the person he cares about the most after taking care of him for more than ten years. When he saw Lu Xiuwen lying unconscious on the bed, his life and death were uncertain, he realized what he wanted. In fact, he didn't want to leave him at all.

Lu Xiuwen looked at Ye Ming in a daze, with complicated and surprised expressions in his eyes, but he didn't have much surprise, because he felt that Ye Ming wouldn't forgive him, and probably just couldn't bear to stay, he was a good boy.

Ye Ming rushed over and stood in front of Lu Xiuwen, his eyes were slightly red, his voice choked up: "I almost thought that I would never see you again."

Seeing Ye Ming's expression, Lu Xiuwen couldn't help but soften his expression, and his voice was hoarse with a smile: "You seem to be reluctant to part with me."

He just made a joke, it was self-deprecating, and it was also reassuring Ye Ming. He didn't intend to use this matter to restrain him, but he didn't expect that Ye Ming's answer was beyond his expectation.

Ye Ming bit his lip and looked at him, said: "Yes, I can't bear you."

The smile on Lu Xiuwen's face slowly froze, his eyes became dark and deep, filled with various suppressed emotions, but he didn't want to be too sentimental, nodded for a long time, and said slowly: "I see, I'm fine, you can rest assured."

Ye Ming raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes, he laughed through his tears, and said, "Uncle, do you want some water? I'll get it for you." He poured a glass of water over and blew on it again, lest it might burn his hands, and wait until he feels It was almost time before handing it to Lu Xiuwen.

One hand of Lu Xiuwen was injured, and he could only move one hand. He took the cup from Ye Ming's hand, touched Ye Ming's fingertips, and said, "Thank you."

Ye Ming looked at Lu Xiuwen with concern, thought for a while and asked, "Are you hungry? Want to eat? I'll go buy it for you."

Lu Xiuwen looked at the concerned look in Ye Ming's eyes, and couldn't help but curl his lips. He felt that he was really a person who was easily satisfied, and how he could see this person caring about him so much, even if it was just a little charity. He also felt that he was happy, and he said: "No, I'm not hungry."

Ye Ming let out a bewildered sound, a little at a loss, as if he didn't know what else he could do, and finally reached out to help Lu Xiuwen tuck the quilt. Lu Xiuwen used to take care of him, but he didn't know how to take care of others. Somewhat unnaturally, his face was red.

But now that uncle is a patient, he should be taken care of by himself, right?He did it to save himself...

Lu Xiuwen sighed softly, put down the water glass in his hand, looked into Ye Ming's eyes, and said, "I told you, you can go."

Ye Ming's face paled slightly, he pursed his lips and did not speak.

In this unbearable silence, Ye Ming suddenly raised his head, fixedly looked into Lu Xiuwen's eyes, and said, "Will you lie to me again?"

Lu Xiuwen shook his head, he would not lie to him again.

Ye Ming paused again, his face turned red, he seemed a little embarrassed and uncomfortable, and seemed to have used a lot of courage, he turned his head and said in a low voice: "Then you said you love me, but you only love me...you can't help me." Is it all true?"

Lu Xiuwen nodded, "It's true."

Ye Ming said, "Then I believe in you."

Lu Xiuwen's eyes were fixed, and his expression became serious. Even though he was still ill, he seemed to have an oppressive aura.

Ye Ming was shy and timid. In the past, he was always a little afraid of Lu Xiuwen, but at this moment, he seemed to muster up all his courage and gambled all the chips, and said firmly, "I want to trust you once."

Because I don't want to leave you, you are the one who loves me the most and the one I love the most.

If I'm not willing to leave you, why can't I trust you again?I believe you won't let me down this time... This time I won't be an ignorant fool again, I want to stand by your side seriously and love you equally.

Lu Xiuwen looked at Ye Ming, and saw his seriousness, his desperateness and courage.

Just when he thought he had no hope anymore, this person stayed again and gave him hope, as if he had come out of a desperate situation, and the flowers were bright.

If you still want to give me a chance.

I'll spend my whole life, and I won't let you down.

[Ding, Lu Xiuwen's blackening value -4, the current blackening value is 1]

Lu Xiuwen raised his right hand and gently placed it on top of Ye Ming's head. His eyes were gentle and deep. He smiled and said, "Okay, you can trust me."

Although there is still an unbelievable feeling, this person is standing in front of him alive...

………………

Ye Ming stayed, but he didn't stay in the hospital every day. Instead, he went back to school during the day and came to the hospital after school. He seemed to regard this place as his home, and his life returned to normal.

Both of them never mentioned the unpleasant things before, and the haze seemed to pass like that.

Ye Ming no longer resisted those drivers and bodyguards who picked him up and sent him, and he took the life of a young master as a matter of course. After experiencing the previous ups and downs, he saw many things clearly, and didn't care so much about being judged by others. When I go back to the hospital at night, I will tell Lu Xiuwen about interesting things in school.

Lu Xiuwen always listened with a smile, and occasionally gave him some suggestions of his own. In his opinion, these things about Ye Ming were all children's youthful troubles, and being young is such a good thing.

"Hu Lei finally talked about his girlfriend. He invited me to dinner today." Ye Ming came back late that day and didn't have dinner with Lu Xiuwen. He sat down on the sofa with a tired look, like a boneless person. stuck in like a cat.

Lu Xiuwen smiled and said, "Did you help?"

Ye Ming raised his chin triumphantly, his black eyes shining brightly: "You don't know how popular I am in school, Gao Fushuai is talking about me, it is said that this year the title of school grass will be given to me, every day around All kinds of fangirls, Hu Lei and one of them saw each other right, and they became a couple after a while, so I thanked me for coming this month."

Lu Xiuwen's eyes were full of smiles, and he pressed his fist to his lips, "That's why I should thank you."

Ye Ming lay on the sofa for a while, saw the fruit on the table, walked over to peel an orange, and threw a petal into his mouth, but his expression froze for a moment.

Because his back was facing Lu Xiuwen, Lu Xiuwen didn't see his expression either.

Ye Ming took a deep breath, held the peeled orange and came to Lu Xiuwen's bedside, and said courteously, "Open your mouth, I'll feed you."

Lu Xiuwen opened his mouth obediently.

Ye Ming smiled and stuffed a piece of orange into Lu Xiuwen's mouth, and said, "It's delicious."

When Lu Xiuwen bit it, his mouth was full of sour taste, and his expression changed slightly.

Ye Ming let out a hahaha smug laugh, as if he still felt that he was not dead enough, he lowered his head and quickly kissed Lu Xiuwen's lips, his eyes curled up, and he shook the orange in his hand: "Do you still want to eat?"

Lu Xiuwen's eyes darkened, and suddenly he stretched out his hand to press Ye Ming into his arms, lowered his head and kissed his lips, and pried open his teeth.

Ye Ming didn't expect to be caught, but Lu Xiuwen was injured and he didn't dare to move, so in the end he could only obediently be kissed by Lu Xiuwen.

Lu Xiuwen lowered his eyes and smiled.

Can this little trick fool him?He even sent it to his door foolishly, but... the taste in Ye Ming's mouth was very sweet, and he didn't feel sour at all.

Ye Ming's face flushed red after being kissed by Lu Xiuwen, his mind was full of yellow trash, all he could think about was this man treating him like this, so he stretched out his hand to push Lu Xiuwen away and ran away.

Lu Xiuwen let out a low laugh, looking at Ye Ming's leaving back with gentle eyes.

He thought he shouldn't have any regrets anymore, it turned out that rebirth was not meaningless.

There are some things that you can't keep even if you try your best, but when you give up, it comes back. Maybe life is so elusive and uncontrollable.

Love is even more, cannot be forced.

………………

Ye Ming accompanied Lu Xiuwen until he was discharged from the hospital, and the two returned home.

Lu Xiuwen was as gentle as ever to Ye Ming, but he didn't ask any more. He loved him, but he showed restraint and gave Ye Ming absolute freedom and trust.

As long as this person is still willing to stay by his side for a day, he will do his best to love him and give him equal respect.

If he wants to go...then let him go, as long as he can watch him do well.

When Ye Ming returned home, he seemed to be feeling a little bit emotional. In fact, the days that made him desperate and sad were not completely erased from his heart, but he told himself again, why did you use suspicion and those few deceptions to deny these more than a dozen times? Years of happiness, and how well this person treats you with all his heart?

Since I can't bear to part with this person, why can't I open my heart and believe in it again?

Also give yourself a chance...

His heart told him that Lu Xiuwen might have done some wrong things to hide him in order to get him, but he didn't regard him as anyone's substitute, he loved him.

Because if you don't really love someone, you won't be so desperate and desperate.

The ten years of constant care is not something a complete liar can do... What if he really misunderstood?Is there another reason?

Ye Ming let out a sigh of relief. He felt that since he had already made a choice, he should be more rational and mature. Don't let his uncle think that he is a purely impulsive child. If he can't grow up, he deserves to be deceived and despised, right?

In fact, both of them still have scars in their hearts, but they don't show it. They try to think of each other as much as possible, and the atmosphere seems to be very harmonious.

After dinner, Lu Xiuwen went back to his room to rest. He had just been discharged from the hospital and he couldn't be too tired.

But when Lu Xiuwen was about to rest, he looked at the empty place beside the bed, and his eyes dimmed.

Ye Ming didn't come over, but Lu Xiuwen didn't intend to go out to call Ye Ming, or coax him to come over, he thought that Ye Ming might not be ready to fully reconcile with him.

Lu Xiuwen raised his hand to turn off the light, and just laying down, he heard the door being pushed open, and the warm yellow light from the corridor shone in. Ye Ming stood at the door, wearing a loose pajamas, yawning, "Uncle, why did you sleep so early?" ?”

Lu Xiuwen looked at him, his pupils looked darker in the darkness, "You're here."

You know what coming over means, right?

Ye Ming seemed to return to his room naturally, and got into the quilt directly. Because it was a bit cold, he leaned in. Lu Xiuwen's body was very warm, as if dispelling the chill. He actually liked to snuggle with him. , so that he is nostalgic and addicted, and feels at ease that he can rely on.

Lu Xiuwen turned around, stretched out his long arms and hugged Ye Ming in his arms, the corners of his lips raised, "I was a little sleepy at first, but I'm not sleepy now."

………………

Ye Ming woke up the next day, still being hugged by Lu Xiuwen, his face was flushed, his uncle had just been discharged from the hospital, but his physical strength didn't seem to have weakened at all.

Seeing that Lu Xiuwen didn't seem to be awake yet, he stretched out his fingertips and gently scratched Lu Xiuwen's chin.

Then it was overwhelmed again.

The two of them have completely returned to their normal life as a couple. Ye Ming doesn't care what others think of him, and he doesn't want to doubt Lu Xiuwen's feelings for him because of other people's pointing and gossip. Love is between the two of them. It doesn't matter, since I decided to trust this person, I won't be easily agitated by others.

Soon the semester will end, and it will be the time of the Chinese New Year.

Both Lu Xiuwen and Ye Ming only have a few relatives who are not very close, and the relationship is not very good, so it can be said that only each other is the closest relative. In the past, they spent the New Year together every year. Although the cold list has been adjusted a little, it is not alone.

If people's hearts are alienated and indifferent, no matter how many people are together, they will just be among strangers, and they will not feel at ease... If they are people who love each other, even if there is only one person together, it is enough.

Ye Ming had nothing to do during the holidays, so he went to Lu Xiuwen's company for a stroll from time to time, calling it a surprise inspection, to see if he was playing tricks behind his back, but Lu Xiuwen just laughed and said nothing.

On this day, Lu Xiuwen suddenly said to Ye Ming: "Let's go somewhere later."

Ye Ming didn't even ask, he just stayed in his office playing games, and waited for Lu Xiuwen to get off work before getting in the car and going out with Lu Xiuwen, at first he didn't pay much attention to it, and only showed surprise when the car stopped at the entrance of the cemetery Complicated look.

Lu Xiuwen's expression was calm and solemn, he took Ye Ming's hand step by step to the tomb of Gu Xueya and his wife.

He said: "Sister Ya, I never dared to tell you that I fell in love with your son, he is the only person I want to spend my life with."

"I don't know if you will blame me, but I can assure you that I will always love and protect him."

Lu Xiuwen didn't say much, his heart can't be expressed in simple words, and the words are pale, only time can prove everything.

He will spend his whole life to prove his love.

[Ding, Lu Xiuwen's blackening value -1, the current blackening value is 0]

Ye Ming silently stood beside him, looked at the man's resolute and steady side face, lowered his eyes and said nothing.

………………

On the way back, Ye Ming seemed a little absent-minded, playing games and dying many times in a row.

【888: You're distracted. 】

[Ye Ming: I'm going to die again, I'm so scared...]

【888: It's not the first time I've died, what are you afraid of. 】

【Ye Ming: Brother, you said that, so you will block my pain, right?Stop playing games then QAQ]

【888:...】

【Ye Ming: I believe that you are definitely not that kind of cruel, ruthless and cold system. I can see the great heart of philanthropy under your indifferent appearance. Please cover me! (づ￣3￣)づ】

[888: ...] Hurry up and die!

Lu Xiuwen faintly noticed that Ye Ming's mood seemed a little depressed, and thought it was because he was thinking of his parents, and he was full of thoughts on how to coax Ye Ming.

In fact, he was going to propose to Ye Ming during the Chinese New Year, and there were some bad comments outside, saying that Ye Ming was raised by him for fun, plus what happened to Gu Xueya back then, some rumors spread more ugly, Lu Xiuwen Very angry to hear.

He wants to marry Ye Ming openly and aboveboard, and tell the world about their relationship. Although the rumors behind the scenes cannot be eradicated, and there are always dark places in people's hearts, at least he wants everyone to understand that he really loves this person, not for anything. Gadgets are not substitutes, not things that can be thrown away casually.

This is the only person he wants to spend his life with.

They got along very well recently, Lu Xiuwen felt that Ye Ming would accept it, this child has grown up a lot recently, he is sensible and considerate, Lu Xiuwen is very pleased, he is confident that their relationship will not be easily swayed by gossip shake.

And he won't make the same mistakes again.

Ye Ming didn't do anything, and lived a peaceful life as usual.

【888: You're quite leisurely this time, and you're going to die in a few days. I didn't see that you had any preparations. 】

[Ye Ming: There is nothing to prepare for. This kind of old couple's life can't find opportunities. Besides, it's unnecessary. Isn't the system giving out a big gift package for accidental death for free?The stingy main system wants money for everything else, but it doesn't want money. 】

[888: Well...it's not bad for you, at least I've managed your body for free. 】

【Ye Ming: It seems that it is also...】

【888: So, it's not that stingy. 】888 will never tell Ye Ming that he thinks the main system is the most stingy, rigid, stingy, ruthless, and cruel, but for the sake of Ye Ming, he reluctantly admits that the main system still has a little human touch.

【Ye Ming: Ah, this is the first time I have enjoyed the treatment of accidental death, very curious!looking forward to ing]

In order to pretend to be in the end, he never told 888. Waiting for an accidental death every day is actually a bit scary, and it feels like living in a horror movie like the god of death.

Hu Lei is also a local, and his relationship has developed very smoothly. He brought his girlfriend home to see his parents during the Chinese New Year, and he and Ye Ming have always maintained a good friendship. The good buddies have nothing to do and invite them out for dinner.

Ye Ming had dinner with a few people that day, and waved goodbye with a smile.

Because he needed to cross the road to get a taxi home, Ye Ming walked along the side of the road. It was quite windy today, and before he reached the zebra crossing, a sudden gust of wind blew past, and everyone almost ran away. Before he could stand still, he raised his head. I saw a huge billboard falling from the sky and smashing it!

【Ye Ming: Damn ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh'】

………………

Lu Xiuwen was going to propose to Ye Ming today, in order to surprise Ye Ming, he didn't show any flaws in advance, and let Ye Ming and his classmates go out for a party as usual.

The home was completely decorated, and there were pictures of the two of them hanging on the wall, which looked very warm.

Sitting on the sofa, Lu Xiuwen took out the pair of rings in the velvet box, which he had secretly ordered by someone, with the names of the two of them engraved inside, Lu Xiuwen rubbed the lettering on the inner ring of the pair of rings with his fingertips, his eyes were gentle Contains the meaning of expectation.

He thought that Ye Ming would be back soon, and he, who had always acted calmly, was actually a little nervous.

It's just that Ye Ming didn't come back until very late.

Lu Xiuwen was a little worried at first, but he didn't follow Ye Ming anymore, he didn't know his whereabouts, so he had to call to ask, but unexpectedly, no one answered Ye Ming's phone.

Lu Xiuwen suddenly stood up, pinching the phone so hard that his fingers turned white, he pursed his lips tightly, thinking that he should be fine... It's just that he didn't answer the phone, maybe he didn't hear it because the road was too noisy, it's normal... Don't think too much about yourself, there are so many accidents.

There can't be so many surprises.

But Lu Xiuwen couldn't rest assured, and immediately called Hu Lei to ask about Ye Ming's situation. To Lu Xiuwen's surprise, Hu Lei said that Ye Ming had separated from him two hours ago.

Lu Xiuwen hung up the phone, a trace of uneasiness flashed in his eyes, no, he was still worried, while continuing to call Ye Ming, he immediately ordered someone to find Ye Ming.

Just when he couldn't sit still, someone finally answered Ye Ming's phone, and a strange male voice said: "Hello, you have been making this call all the time, are you his family?"

Lu Xiuwen's voice trembled slightly: "Who are you?"

The other party said: "I am a policeman. If you are his relative, please come to XXX Hospital now."

………………

Lu Xiuwen didn't wait for the driver to come, and drove out by himself. He probably had to pay a lot of tickets along the way, but he didn't care at all. He staggered into the hospital and walked to the morgue.

He saw the person he had been waiting for, but hadn't.

The young man lay quietly on the cold metal bed, his body was covered with a white cloth, his chest seemed to be sunken, and there were bloodstains on his forehead. He closed his eyes and remained motionless.

Lu Xiuwen walked over step by step, reaching out to caress his cold face.

He felt that he might have had a nightmare.

In this nightmare, he was reborn... Then he tried to possess this person in the wrong way, and he lost him, but the nightmare didn't end here, as if deliberately fooling him, let him come back from a desperate situation Having this person again, they finally lived a loving life together...

This dream was full of twists and turns, exhausting him physically and mentally. Just when he naively thought it was a beautiful dream, there was a loud crash...

Everything fell apart again.

But why hasn't he woke up yet, why is he still in this dream and can't wake up?

"Xiaoran, Xiaoran..." Lu Xiuwen called a few times in a low voice.

But no one answered him.

Lu Xiuwen gently wiped the blood on the young man's forehead with his sleeve, smoothed his hair gently, finally lowered his head, and kissed the cold lips with no warmth at all.

"Xiao Ran..."

I said, I want to protect you for the rest of my life, but I didn't do it, I didn't do it in the last life... I didn't do it in this life either.

Why is it not me who died, why can't I keep you.

If it is destined to be like this, why let me live again, it is better to die like that, when you live in an unknown corner.

Might as well just let me die like that...

Lu Xiuwen's eyes were extremely sad, he took out the ring from the box, and slowly put it on the young man's finger.

This is what I prepared for you, but I haven't had time to give it to you yet.

I don't know if you like it or not.

………………

In the blink of an eye, it is more than ten years.

When Lu Xiuwen returned home, for so many years, no one else lived in the house, only him, and the house seemed a bit empty and lonely.

He was only in his 40s, and Lu Xiuwen already had gray hair around his temples. He felt that the house was too dark, so he turned on all the lights, and then walked up to Ye Ming's room on the second floor.

This room has been cleaned every week, and it has always been clean and tidy, but no matter how hard you try to preserve it, it can't hide the atmosphere of no one living in it... Lu Xiuwen walked over, sat by the desk and opened the drawer. Various gifts for Ye Ming.

The discarded diamond necklace was also placed here by him.

There are traces left by Ye Ming everywhere in this house. No matter where Lu Xiuwen goes, he seems to be able to see that child, the figure of the past, and the smile he showed to him.

Finally, he was a little tired, and went back to the room to rest. He raised his hand and looked at the ring on his hand, his eyes were in a trance for a moment.

Every day before he closes his eyes, he thinks about the same thing. If he opens his eyes, he will wake up and find that all this is just a dream.

but he never